*Adevotionsaidatmorning,noon,andevening,atthesoundofabell。Here,theeveningprayer。
Charlescouldnotgoonlikethis。MadameBovarytookstrongsteps。Ashamed,orrathertiredout,MonsieurBovarygaveinwithoutastruggle,andtheywaitedoneyearlonger,sothattheladshouldtakehisfirstcommunion。
Sixmonthsmorepassed,andtheyearafterCharleswasfinallysenttoschoolatRouen,wherehisfathertookhimtowardstheendofOctober,atthetimeoftheSt。Romainfair。
Itwouldnowbeimpossibleforanyofustorememberanythingabouthim。Hewasayouthofeventemperament,whoplayedinplaytime,workedinschool-hours,wasattentiveinclass,sleptwellinthedormitory,andatewellintherefectory。Hehadinlocoparentis*awholesaleironmongerintheRueGanterie,whotookhimoutonceamonthonSundaysafterhisshopwasshut,senthimforawalkonthequaytolookattheboats,andthenbroughthimbacktocollegeatseveno’clockbeforesupper。EveryThursdayeveninghewrotealonglettertohismotherwithredinkandthreewafers;thenhewentoverhishistorynote-books,orreadanoldvolumeof“Anarchasis“thatwasknockingaboutthestudy。Whenhewentforwalkshetalkedtotheservant,who,likehimself,camefromthecountry。
*Inplaceofaparent。
Bydintofhardworkhekeptalwaysaboutthemiddleoftheclass;onceevenhegotacertificateinnaturalhistory。Butattheendofhisthirdyearhisparentswithdrewhimfromtheschooltomakehimstudymedicine,convincedthathecouldeventakehisdegreebyhimself。
Hismotherchosearoomforhimonthefourthfloorofadyer’ssheknew,overlookingtheEau-de-Robec。Shemadearrangementsforhisboard,gothimfurniture,tableandtwochairs,senthomeforanoldcherry-treebedstead,andboughtbesidesasmallcast-ironstovewiththesupplyofwoodthatwastowarmthepoorchild。
Thenattheendofaweekshedeparted,afterathousandinjunctionstobegoodnowthathewasgoingtobelefttohimself。
Thesyllabusthathereadonthenotice-boardstunnedhim;
lecturesonanatomy,lecturesonpathology,lecturesonphysiology,lecturesonpharmacy,lecturesonbotanyandclinicalmedicine,andtherapeutics,withoutcountinghygieneandmateriamedica——allnamesofwhoseetymologieshewasignorant,andthatweretohimassomanydoorstosanctuariesfilledwithmagnificentdarkness。
Heunderstoodnothingofitall;itwasallverywelltolisten——
hedidnotfollow。Stillheworked;hehadboundnote-books,heattendedallthecourses,nevermissedasinglelecture。Hedidhislittledailytasklikeamill-horse,whogoesroundandroundwithhiseyesbandaged,notknowingwhatworkheisdoing。
Tosparehimexpensehismothersenthimeveryweekbythecarrierapieceofvealbakedintheoven,withwhichhelunchedwhenhecamebackfromthehospital,whilehesatkickinghisfeetagainstthewall。Afterthishehadtorunofftolectures,totheoperation-room,tothehospital,andreturntohishomeattheotherendofthetown。Intheevening,afterthepoordinnerofhislandlord,hewentbacktohisroomandsettoworkagaininhiswetclothes,whichsmokedashesatinfrontofthehotstove。
Onthefinesummerevenings,atthetimewhentheclosestreetsareempty,whentheservantsareplayingshuttle-cockatthedoors,heopenedhiswindowandleanedout。Theriver,thatmakesofthisquarterofRouenawretchedlittleVenice,flowedbeneathhim,betweenthebridgesandtherailings,yellow,violet,orblue。Workingmen,kneelingonthebanks,washedtheirbarearmsinthewater。Onpolesprojectingfromtheattics,skeinsofcottonweredryingintheair。Opposite,beyondtherootsspreadthepureheavenwiththeredsunsetting。Howpleasantitmustbeathome!Howfreshunderthebeech-tree!Andheexpandedhisnostrilstobreatheinthesweetodoursofthecountrywhichdidnotreachhim。
Hegrewthin,hisfigurebecametaller,hisfacetookasaddenedlookthatmadeitnearlyinteresting。Naturally,throughindifference,heabandonedalltheresolutionshehadmade。Oncehemissedalecture;thenextdayallthelectures;and,enjoyinghisidleness,littlebylittle,hegaveupworkaltogether。Hegotintothehabitofgoingtothepublic-house,andhadapassionfordominoes。Toshuthimselfupeveryeveninginthedirtypublicroom,topushaboutonmarbletablesthesmallsheepboneswithblackdots,seemedtohimafineproofofhisfreedom,whichraisedhiminhisownesteem。Itwasbeginningtoseelife,thesweetnessofstolenpleasures;andwhenheentered,heputhishandonthedoor-handlewithajoyalmostsensual。Thenmanythingshiddenwithinhimcameout;helearntcoupletsbyheartandsangthemtohisbooncompanions,becameenthusiasticaboutBeranger,learnthowtomakepunch,and,finally,howtomakelove。
Thankstothesepreparatorylabours,hefailedcompletelyinhisexaminationforanordinarydegree。Hewasexpectedhomethesamenighttocelebratehissuccess。Hestartedonfoot,stoppedatthebeginningofthevillage,sentforhismother,andtoldherall。Sheexcusedhim,threwtheblameofhisfailureontheinjusticeoftheexaminers,encouragedhimalittle,andtookuponherselftosetmattersstraight。ItwasonlyfiveyearslaterthatMonsieurBovaryknewthetruth;itwasoldthen,andheacceptedit。Moreover,hecouldnotbelievethatamanbornofhimcouldbeafool。
SoCharlessettoworkagainandcrammedforhisexamination,ceaselesslylearningalltheoldquestionsbyheart。Hepassedprettywell。Whatahappydayforhismother!Theygaveagranddinner。
Whereshouldhegotopractice?ToTostes,wheretherewasonlyoneolddoctor。ForalongtimeMadameBovaryhadbeenonthelook-outforhisdeath,andtheoldfellowhadbarelybeenpackedoffwhenCharleswasinstalled,oppositehisplace,ashissuccessor。
Butitwasnoteverythingtohavebroughtupason,tohavehadhimtaughtmedicine,anddiscoveredTostes,wherehecouldpracticeit;hemusthaveawife。Shefoundhimone——thewidowofabailiffatDieppe——whowasforty-fiveandhadanincomeoftwelvehundredfrancs。Thoughshewasugly,asdryasabone,herfacewithasmanypimplesasthespringhasbuds,MadameDubuchadnolackofsuitors。ToattainherendsMadameBovaryhadtooustthemall,andsheevensucceededinverycleverlybafflingtheintriguesofaport-butcherbackedupbythepriests。
Charleshadseeninmarriagetheadventofaneasierlife,thinkinghewouldbemorefreetodoashelikedwithhimselfandhismoney。Buthiswifewasmaster;hehadtosaythisandnotsaythatincompany,tofasteveryFriday,dressassheliked,harassatherbiddingthosepatientswhodidnotpay。Sheopenedhisletter,watchedhiscomingsandgoings,andlistenedatthepartition-wallwhenwomencametoconsulthiminhissurgery。
Shemusthaveherchocolateeverymorning,attentionswithoutend。Sheconstantlycomplainedofhernerves,herchest,herliver。Thenoiseoffootstepsmadeherill;whenpeoplelefther,solitudebecameodioustoher;iftheycameback,itwasdoubtlesstoseeherdie。WhenCharlesreturnedintheevening,shestretchedforthtwolongthinarmsfrombeneaththesheets,putthemroundhisneck,andhavingmadehimsitdownontheedgeofthebed,begantotalktohimofhertroubles:hewasneglectingher,helovedanother。Shehadbeenwarnedshewouldbeunhappy;andsheendedbyaskinghimforadoseofmedicineandalittlemorelove。
nighttowardseleveno’clocktheywereawakenedbythenoiseofahorsepullingupoutsidetheirdoor。Theservantopenedthegarret-windowandparleyedforsometimewithamaninthestreetbelow。Hecameforthedoctor,hadaletterforhim。Natasiecamedownstairsshiveringandundidthebarsandboltsoneaftertheother。Themanlefthishorse,and,followingtheservant,suddenlycameinbehindher。Hepulledoutfromhiswoolcapwithgreytop-knotsaletterwrappedupinaragandpresenteditgingerlytoCharles,whorestedonhiselbowonthepillowtoreadit。Natasie,standingnearthebed,heldthelight。Madameinmodestyhadturnedtothewallandshowedonlyherback。
Thisletter,sealedwithasmallsealinbluewax,beggedMonsieurBovarytocomeimmediatelytothefarmoftheBertauxtosetabrokenleg。NowfromTostestotheBertauxwasagoodeighteenmilesacrosscountrybywayofLonguevilleandSaint-Victor。Itwasadarknight;MadameBovaryjuniorwasafraidofaccidentsforherhusband。Soitwasdecidedthestable-boyshouldgoonfirst;Charleswouldstartthreehourslaterwhenthemoonrose。Aboywastobesenttomeethim,andshowhimthewaytothefarm,andopenthegatesforhim。
Towardsfouro’clockinthemorning,Charles,wellwrappedupinhiscloak,setoutfortheBertaux。Stillsleepyfromthewarmthofhisbed,helethimselfbelulledbythequiettrotofhishorse。Whenitstoppedofitsownaccordinfrontofthoseholessurroundedwiththornsthataredugonthemarginoffurrows,Charlesawokewithastart,suddenlyrememberedthebrokenleg,andtriedtocalltomindallthefracturesheknew。Therainhadstopped,daywasbreaking,andonthebranchesoftheleaflesstreesbirdsroostedmotionless,theirlittlefeathersbristlinginthecoldmorningwind。Theflatcountrystretchedasfaraseyecouldsee,andthetuftsoftreesroundthefarmsatlongintervalsseemedlikedarkvioletstainsonthecastgreysurface,thatonthehorizonfadedintothegloomofthesky。
Charlesfromtimetotimeopenedhiseyes,hismindgrewweary,and,sleepcominguponhim,hesoonfellintoadozewherein,hisrecentsensationsblendingwithmemories,hebecameconsciousofadoubleself,atoncestudentandmarriedman,lyinginhisbedasbutnow,andcrossingtheoperationtheatreasofold。Thewarmsmellofpoulticesmingledinhisbrainwiththefreshodourofdew;heheardtheironringsrattlingalongthecurtain-rodsofthebedandsawhiswifesleeping。AshepassedVassonvillehecameuponaboysittingonthegrassattheedgeofaditch。
“Areyouthedoctor?“askedthechild。
AndonCharles’sanswerhetookhiswoodenshoesinhishandsandranoninfrontofhim。
Thegeneralpractitioner,ridingalong,gatheredfromhisguide’stalkthatMonsieurRouaultmustbeoneofthewell-to-dofarmers。
HehadbrokenhislegtheeveningbeforeonhiswayhomefromaTwelfth-nightfeastataneighbour’s。Hiswifehadbeendeadfortwoyears。Therewaswithhimonlyhisdaughter,whohelpedhimtokeephouse。
Therutswerebecomingdeeper;theywereapproachingtheBertaux。
Thelittlelad,slippingthroughaholeinthehedge,disappeared;thenhecamebacktotheendofacourtyardtoopenthegate。Thehorseslippedonthewetgrass;Charleshadtostooptopassunderthebranches。Thewatchdogsintheirkennelsbarked,draggingattheirchains。AsheenteredtheBertaux,thehorsetookfrightandstumbled。
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