"Yes,Ido.There’sacollegeinNewYorkjustforwomen.AuntKihmsentmetheprospectus,andit’soneofthebestinthecountry.Idon’tdreamofpracticing,youknow;atleast,Idon’tthinkaboutthatnow.Butonemusthavesomeoccupation;andisn’tstudyingmedicine,Condy,betterthanpiano—playing,orFrenchcourses,orliteraryclassesandBrowningcircles?Oh,I’venopatiencewiththatkindofgirl!AndlookatthechanceIhavenow;andAuntKihmissuchadear!Think,shewrites,Icouldgotoandfromthecollegeinhercoupeeveryday,andIwouldseeNewYork;andjustbeinginabigcitylikethatisaneducation."
"You’reright,itwouldbeabigthingforyou,"assentedCondy,"andIliketheideaofyoustudyingsomething.Itwouldbethemakingofsuchagirlasyou,Blix."
AndthenBlix,seeinghimthusacquiescent,said:
"Well,it’sallsettled;PapumandIbothwrotelastnight."
"Whenareyougoing?"
"ThefirstweekinJanuary."
"Well,that’snotsoAWFULLYsoon.Butwhowilltakeyourplacehere?Howeverintheworldwouldyourfathergetalongwithoutyou——andSnookyandHoward?"
"AuntDoddisgoingtocome."
"Suddenenough,"saidCondy,"butitISagreatthingforyou,Blix,andI’mmightygladforyou.Yourfutureisallcutoutforyounow.Ofcourseyouraunt,ifshe’ssofondofyouandhasn’tanychildren,willleaveyoueverything——maybesettlesomethingonyourightaway;andyou’llmarrysomeoneofthoseNewYorkchaps,andbegreatbigpeoplebeforeyouknowit."
"Theidea,Condy!"sheprotested."No;I’mgoingtheretostudymedicine.Oh,youdon’tknowhowenthusiasticIamovertheidea!
I’veboughtsomeofthefirst—yearbooksalready,andhavebeenreadingthem.Really,Condy,theyareevenbetterthan’ManyInventions.’"
"WishIcouldgetEast,"mutteredCondygloomily.Blixforgotherowngoodfortuneupontheinstant.
"IdosowishyouCOULD,Condy!"sheexclaimed."YouaretoogoodforaSundaysupplement.IknowitandYOUknowit,andI’veheardeversomanypeoplewhohavereadyourstoriessaythesamething.
Youcouldspendtwentyyearsworkingasyouarenow,andattheendwhatwouldyoube?JustanassistanteditorofaSundaysupplement,andstillinthesameplace;andworse,you’dcometobecontentedwiththat,andthinkyouwereonlygoodforthatandnothingbetter.You’vegotitinyou,Condy,tobeagreatstory—
teller.Ibelieveinyou,andI’veeveryconfidenceinyou.Butjustsolongasyoustayhereandarewillingtodohackwork,justsolongyouwillbeahackwriter.Youmustbreakfromit;
youMUSTgetaway.Iknowyouhaveagoodtimehere;buttherearesomanythingsbetterthanthatandmoreworthwhile.YououghttomakeupyourmindtogetEast,andworkforthatandnothingelse.Iknowyouwanttogo,butwantingisn’tenough.
Enthusiasmwithoutenergyisn’tenough.Youhaveenthusiasm,Condy;butyouMUSThaveenergy.Youmustbewillingtogiveupthings;youmustmakeupyourmindthatyouwillgoEast,andthensetyourteethtogetheranddoit.Oh,ILOVEamanthatcandothat——makeuphismindtoathingandthenputitthrough!"
Condywatchedherasshetalked,herbrown—blackeyescoruscating,hercheeksglowing,hersmallhandscurledintoroundpinkfists.
"Blix,you’resplendid!"heexclaimed;"you’refine!Youcouldputlifeintoadeadman.You’rethekindofgirlthatarethemakingofmen.ByJove,you’dbackamanup,wouldn’tyou?You’dstandbyhimtillthelastditch.Ofcourse,"hewentonafterapause——
"ofcourseIoughttogotoNewYork.But,Blix,supposeIwent——
well,thenwhat?Itisn’tasthoughIhadanyincomeofmyown,orrichaunt.SupposeIdidn’tfindsomethingtodo——andthechancesarethatIwouldn’tforthreeorfourmonths——whatwouldI
liveoninthemeanwhile?’Whatwouldtherobindothen,poorthing?’I’mapooryoungman,MissBessemer,andI’vegottoeat.
No;myonlychanceis’tobediscovered’byamagazineorapublishinghouseorsomebody,andgetabidofsomekind."
"Well,thereistheCentennialCompany.Theyhavetakenaninterestinyou,Condy.Youmustfollowthatrightupandkeepyournamebeforethemallthetime.Haveyousentthem’AVictoryOverDeath’yet?"
Condysatdowntohiseggsandcoffeethenextmorninginthehotel,harriedwithacertainsenseofdepressionanddisappointmentforwhichhecouldassignnocause.Nothingseemedtointeresthim.Thenewspaperwasdull.Hecouldlookforwardtonopleasureinhisday’swork;andwhatwasthematterwiththesunthatmorning?Ashewalkeddowntotheofficehenotednocloudinthesky,butthebrightnesswasgonefromtheday.Hesatdowntohisdeskandattackedhiswork,but"copy"wouldnotcome.Thesportingeditorandhisinanejokesharassedhimbeyondexpression.Justthesightoftheclippingeditor’sbackwasanirritation.Theofficeboywasamereincentivetoprofanity.
TherewasnospringinCondythatmorning,noelasticity,noneofhisnaturalbuoyancy.Asthedayworeon,hisennuiincreased;
hisluncheonattheclubwastasteless,tobaccohadlostitscharm.Heorderedacocktailinthewine—room,andputitasidewithawryface.
Theafternoonwasonelongtedium.Ateveryhourheflunghispencildown,utterlyunabletoformulatethenextsentenceofhisarticle,and,hishandsinhispockets,gazedgloomilyoutofthewindowoverthewildernessofroofs——grimy,dirty,uglyroofsthatspreadoutbelow.Hecraveddiversion,amusement,excitement.
Somethingtherewasthathewantedwithallhisheartandsoul;
yethewasquiteunabletosaywhatitwas.Somethingwasgonefromhimto—daythathehadpossessedyesterday,andheknewhewouldnotregainitonthemorrow,northenextday,northedayafterthat.Whatwasit?Hecouldnotsay.Forhalfanhourheimaginedhewasgoingtobesick.Hismotherwasnottobeathomethatevening,andCondydinedathisclubinthehopesoffindingsomeonewithwhomhecouldgotothetheatrelateronintheevening.Sargeantjoinedhimoverhiscoffeeandcigarette,butdeclinedtogowithhimtothetheatre.
"Anothergameonto—night?"askedCondy.
"Isupposeso,"admittedtheother.
"IguessI’lljoinyouto—night,"saidCondy."I’vehadthebluedevilssincemorning,andI’vegottohavesomethingtodrivethemoff."
"Don’tletmeurgeyou,youknow,"returnedSargeant.
"Oh,that’sallright!"Condyassuredhim."Mytime’saboutup,anyways."
Anhourlater,justashe,Sargeant,andtheothermenoftheir"set"wereintheactofgoingupstairstothecard—rooms,ahall—
boygaveCondyanote,atthatmomentbroughtbyamessenger,whowaswaitingforananswer.ItwasfromBlix.Shewrote:
"Don’tyouwanttocomeupandplaycardswithmeto—night?Wehaven’thadagameinoveraweek?"
"Howdidsheknow?"thoughtCondytohimself——"howcouldshetell?"Aloud,hesaid:
"Ican’tjoinyoufellows,afterall.’Despatchfromthemanagingeditor.’Somespecialdetailorother."
ForthefirsttimesincethepreviouseveningCondyfelthisspiritsriseashesetofftowardtheWashingtonStreethill.ButthoughheandBlixspentasmerryaneveningastheyrememberedinalongtime,hisnameless,formlessirritationreturneduponhimalmostassoonashehadbiddenhergood—night.Itstayedwithhimallthroughtheweek,andtolduponhiswork.Asaresult,threeofhisarticleswerethrownoutbytheeditor.
"Wecan’trunsuchrotasthatinthepaper,"thechiefhadsaid.
"Can’tyougiveusastory?"
"Oh,I’vegotakindofayarnyoucanrunifyoulike,"answeredCondy,hisweek’sdepressionatitsverylowest.
"AVictoryOverDeath"waspublishedinthefollowingSunday’ssupplementofthe"Times,"withillustrationsbyoneofthestaffartists.Itattractednottheleastattention.
JustbeforehewenttobedtheSundayeveningofitsappearance,Condyreaditoveragainforthelasttime.
"It’sarottenfailure,"hemutteredgloomilyashecastthepaperfromhim."Simpledrivel.IwonderwhatBlixwillthinkofit.
IwonderifIamounttoahillofbeans.IwonderWHATshewantstogoEastfor,anyway."
ChapterIX
Theold—fashionedUnionStreetcablecar,withitslow,comfortableoutsideseats,putBlixandCondydownjustinsidethePresidioGovernmentReservation.CondyaskedadirectionofasentrynursinghisKrag—Jorgensenattheterminusofthetrack,andthenwithBlixsetoffdownthelongboardwalkthroughthetunnelofoverhangingevergreens.
Thedaycouldnothavebeenmoredesirable.ItwasalittleaftertenofaMondaymorning,Condy’sweeklyholiday.Theairwasneithercoolnorwarm,effervescentmerely,briskandfullofthesmellofgrassandofthesea.Theskywasaspecklesssheenofpaleblue.Totheirright,andnotfaroff,wasthebay,blueasindigo.Alcatrazseemedcloseathand;beyondwastheenormousgreen,red,andpurplepyramidofTamalpaisclimbingoutofthewater,headandshouldersabovethelittlefoothills,andlookingouttotheseaandtothewest.
TheReservationitselfwasdelightful.Therewererowsoftheofficers’houses,allalike,drawnupinlineslikeanassemblyofthestaff;therewerehugebarracks,mostlikecollegedormitories;andontheirporchesenlistedmeninshirtsleevesandoverallswerecleaningsaddles,andpolishingthebrassofhead—stallsandbridles,whistlingthewhileorsmokingcorn—cobpipes.Hereontheparade—groundasoldier,hiscoatandvestremoved,wasbattinggroundersandfliestoahalf—dozenofhisfellows.Overbythestables,stringsofhorses,allofthesamecolor,werebeingcurriedandcleaned.Ayounglieutenantuponabicyclespunsilentlypast.Anofficercamefromhisfrontgate,hiscoatunbuttonedandabriarinhisteeth.Thewalksandroadswereflankedwithlinesofblack—paintedcannon—balls;invertedpiecesofabandonedordnancestoodatcorners.Fromadistancecamethemellowsnarlingofabugle.
BlixandCondyhadplannedalongwalkforthatday.TheyweretogooutthroughthePresidioReservation,pastthebarracksandofficers’quarters,andontotheoldfortattheGoldenGate.
Heretheywouldturnandfollowtheshore—lineforaway,thenstrikeinlandacrossthehillsforashorthalf—mile,andregainthecityandthestreet—carlinesbywayofthegolf—links.Condyhadinsisteduponwearinghisbicycleoutfitfortheoccasion,and,moreover,carriedalittlesatchel,which,hesaid,containedapairofshoes.
ButBlixwasassweetasarosethatmorning,allintailor—madeblackbutfortheinevitablebandsofwhitesatinwrappedhighandtightaboutherneck.TheSt.Bernarddog—collardiddutyasabelt.Shehaddisdainedaveil,andheryellowhairwasalreadyblowingabouthersmoothpinkcheeks.Shewalkedathisside,herstepasfirmandsolidashisown,herround,strongarmsswinging,herlittlebrowneyesshiningwithgoodspiritsandvigor,andthepure,cleananimaljoyofbeingaliveonthatfinecoolWesternmorning.Shetalkedalmostincessantly.Shewaspositivelygarrulous.Shetalkedaboutthefinedaythatitwas,aboutthequeernewforagecapsofthesoldiers,aboutthebaregreenhillsoftheReservation,aboutthelittlecemeterytheypassedjustbeyondthelimitsofthebarracks,aboutarabbitshesaw,andaboutthequailtheybothheardwhistlingandcallinginthehollowsunderthebushes.
Condywalkedathersideinsilence,yetnolesshappythanshe,smokinghispipeandcastingoccasionalglancesatagreatship——afour—masterthatwasbeingtowedouttowardtheGoldenGate.Ateverymomentandateveryturntheynotedthingsthatinterestedthem,andtowhichtheycalledeachother’sattention.
"Look,Blix!"
"Oh,Condy,lookatthat!"
TheyweresoonoutoftheminiaturecityofthePost,andheldondownthroughthelowreachoftulesandsand—dunesthatstretchbetweenthebarracksandtheoldredfort.
"Look,Condy!"saidBlix."What’sthatbuildingdownthereontheshoreofthebay——theonewiththeflagstaff?"
"Ithinkthatmustbethelifeboatstation."
"Iwonderifwecouldgodownandvisitit.Ithinkitwouldbegoodfun."
"Idea!"exclaimedCondy.
Thestationwascloseathand.Toreachittheyhadbuttoleavethecrazyboardwalkthatledontowardthefort,andcrossafewhundredyardsofsand—dune.Condyopenedthegatethatbrokethelineofevergreenhedgearoundthelittletwo—storyhouse,andpromptlyunchainedaveritablepandemoniumofdogs.
Inside,theplacewasnotwithoutacertaincharmofitsown.A
brickwall,borderedwithshells,ledtothefrontofthestation,whichgavedirectlyuponthebay;alittlewell—keptlawnopenedtorightandleft,andsixoreightgaily—paintedoldrowboatsweresetabout,halffilledwithloaminwhichfuchsias,geraniums,andmignonetteswereflowering.Acatortwodozeduponthewindow—sillsinthesun.Uponasortofporchoverhead,twoofthecrewpacedupanddowninamannerthatatoncesuggestedthepoop.Hereandtherewasagleamofhighlypolishedredcopperorbrasstrimmings.Thebaywaswithintwostepsofthefrontdoor,whilealittlefurtherdownthebeachwasthehousewherethesurf—boatwaskept,andthelongrunwayleadingdownfromittothewater.Condyrappedloudlyatthefrontdoor.
ItwasopenedbyCaptainJack.
CaptainJack,andnoother;onlynowheworeabluesweaterandaleather—visoredcap,withthelettersU.S.L.B.S.aroundtheband.
Notaninstantwasgiventhemforpreparation.Thethinghadhappenedwiththeabruptnessofatransformationsceneatatheatre.Condy’sknockhadevokedasituation.Speechwasstrickenfromtheirmouths.Foramomenttheywerebereftevenofaction,andstoodthereonthethreshold,staringopen—mouthedandopen—eyedatthesuddenreappearanceoftheir"matrimonialobject."Condywasliterallydumb;intheenditwasBlixwhotidedthemoverthecrisis.
"Wewerejustgoingby——justtakingawalk,"sheexplained,"andwethoughtwe’dliketoseethestation.Isitallright?Canwelookaround?"
"Why,ofcourse,"assentedtheCaptainwithgreatcordiality.
"Comerightin.Thisisvisitors’day.Youjusthappenedtohitit——onlyit’smightyfewvisitorsweeverhave,"headded.
WhileCondywasregisteringforhimselfandBlix,theymanagedtoexchangealightningglance.ItwasevidenttheCaptaindidnotrecognizethem.Thesituationreadjusteditself,evenpromisedtobeofextraordinaryinterest.Andforthatmatteritmadelittledifferencewhetherthecaptainrememberedthemornot.
"No,wedon’tgetmanyvisitors,"theCaptainwenton,asheledthemoutofthestationanddownthesmallgravelwalktothehousewherethesurf—boatwaskept."Thisisaquietstation.
Peopledon’tfetchoutthiswayveryoften,andwe’renotcalledoutveryoften,either.We’reaninsidepost,yousee,andusuallywedon’tgetacallunlessthesea’ssohighthattheCliffHousestationcan’tlaunchtheirboat.So,yousee,wedon’tgooutmuch,butwhenweDO,itmeansbusinesswithagreatbigB.Now,thishere,yousee,"continuedtheCaptain,rollingbacktheslidingdoorsofthehouse,"isthesurf—boat.Bytheway,let’ssee;Iain’tjustcaughtyournamesyet."
"Well,myname’sRivers,"saidCondy,"andthisisMissBessemer.
We’rebothfromthecity."
"Happytoknowyou,sir;happytoknowyou,miss,"hereturned,pullingoffhiscap."Myname’sHoskins,butyoucanjustcallmeCaptainJack.I’msousedtoitthatIdon’tkindofanswertotheother.Well,now,MissBessemer,thishere’sthesurf—boat;
she’sself—rightin’,self—bailin’,shecan’tcapsize,andifIwastotellyouhowmanythousandsofdollarsshecost,youwouldn’tbelieveme."
CondyandBlixspentadelightfulhalf—hourintheboat—housewhileCaptainJackexplainedandillustrated,andtoldthemanecdotesofwrecks,escapes,andrescuestilltheyheldtheirbreathsliketen—year—olds.
ItdidnottakeCondylongtoknowthathehaddiscoveredwhatthestory—tellersooftentellsofbutsoseldomfinds,andwhat,forwantofabettername,heelectstocall"acharacter."
CaptainJackhadbeeneverywhere,hadseeneverything,andhaddonemostofthethingsworthdoing,includingagreatmanythingsthathehadfarbetterhaveleftundone.ButonthislatterpointtheCaptainseemedtobeinnocentlyandcompletelydevoidofamoralsenseofrightandwrong.ItwasquiteevidentthathesawnomatterforconscienceinthesmugglingofChinamenacrossthe,Canadianborderatthirtydollarsahead——aventureinwhichhehadhadtheassistanceoftheprodigalsonofanAmericandivineofinternationalrenown.ThetradetoPeruvianinsurgentsofcondemnedrifleswastoberegrettedonlybecausetheringmanipulatingitwasbrokenup.TheappropriationofaschoonerintheharborofCallaowasastoryinitself;whiletherobberyofthirtythousanddollars’worthofsea—otterskinsfromaRussiantrading—postinAlaska,accomplishedchieflythroughtheagencyofabarrelofrummanufacturedfromsugar—cane,wasaveritableachievement.
Hehadbeenborn,sohetoldthem,inWinchester,inEngland,and——
Heavensavethemark!——hadbeenbroughtupwithaviewoftakingorders.ForsometimehewasachoirboyinthegreatWinchesterCathedral;then,whileyetalad,hadgonetosea.Hehadbeenboat—steereronaNewBedfordwhaler,andstruckhisfirstwhalewhenonlysixteen.HehadfilibustereddowntoChili;hadactedasicepilotonanArcticreliefexpedition;hadcaptainedacrewofChinamenshark—fishinginMagdalenaBay,andhadbeennearlymurderedbyhismen;hadbeenadeep—seadiver,andhadbursthisear—drumsatthebusiness,sothatnowhecouldblowtobaccosmokeoutofhisears;hehadbeenshipwreckedintheGilberts,foughtwiththeSerisonthelowerCaliforniaIslands,soldchampagne——
madefromrockcandy,effervescentsalts,andReislingwine——totheCoreans,haddreamedof"holdingup"aCunardliner,andhadriddenontheStrandinahansomwithWilliamEwartGladstone.
Buttheonethingofwhichhewasproud,theonepictureofhislifehemostdelightedtorecall,washimselfasmanagerofanegrominstreltroupe,inahireddrum—major’suniform,marchingdownthestreetsofSacramentoattheheadofthebrassbandinburntcorkandregimentals.
"Thestarofthetroupe,"hetoldthem,"wastheladywiththeironjore.WebustedinStockton,andshegavemeherdiamondstopawn.Ipawned’em,andkeptbacksomethinginthehandformyselfandhookedittoSanFrancisco.Strikemestraightifshedidn’tfollowme,thatiron—joredpiece;metmeonedayinfrontoftheBushStreetTheatre,andhorsewhippedmeproperly.Now,justthinkofthat"——andhelaughedasthoughitwasthebestkindofajoke.
"But,"hazardedBlix,"don’tyoufinditratherdullouthere——
lonesome?Ishouldthinkyouwouldwanttohavesomeonewithyoutokeepyoucompany——to——todoyourcookingforyou?"
ButCondy,ignoringherdiplomacyandthinkingonlyofpossiblestories,blunderedoffuponanothertrack.
"Yes,"hesaid,"you’veledsuchalifeofaction,Ishouldthinkthisstationwouldbeprettydullforyou.Howdidyouhappentochooseit?"
"Well,yousee,answeredtheCaptain,leaningagainstthesmoothwhiteflankofthesurf—boat,hishandsinhispockets,"I’mlyinglowjustnow.IgotintoascrapedownatLibertad,inMexico,thatmadetalk,andI’mwaitingforthattodiedownsome.Yousee,itwasthisway."
Mindfuloftheirexperiencewiththemateofthewhaleback,CondyandBlixwereallattentioninaninstant.Blixsatdownuponanupturnedbox,herelbowsonherknees,leaningforward,herlittleeyesfixedandshiningwithinterestandexpectation;Condy,thestory—tellerallaliveandvibrantinhim,stoodatherelbow,smokingcigaretteaftercigarette,hisfingersdancingwithexcitementandanimationastheCaptainspoke.
AndthenitwasthatCondyandBlix,inthatisolatedstation,thebaylappingattheshorewithinear—shot,inthatatmosphereredolentofpaintandoakumandofseaweeddecayinguponthebeachoutside,firstheardthestoryof"InDefianceofAuthority."
CaptainJackbeganitwithhisexperienceasarestaurantkeeperduringtheboomdaysinSeattle,Washington.Hetoldthemhowhewasthecashierofadining—saloonwhosedailynetprofitsexceededeighthundreddollars;howitsproprietorsuddenlydied,andhowhe,CaptainJack,continuedthemanagementoftherestaurantpendingasettlementoftheproprietor’saffairsandanappearanceofheirs;howintheconfusionandexcitementoftheboomnosettlementwasevermade;andhow,noheirsappearing,heassumedchargeoftheestablishmenthimself,payingbills,makingcontracts,andsigningnotes,untilhecametoconsiderthebusinessandallitsenormousprofitsashisown;andhowatlast,whentherestaurantwasburned,hefoundhimselfsomefortythousanddollars"aheadofthegame."
Thenhetoldthemofthestrangecluboftheplace,called"TheExiles,"madeupchieflyof"youngersons"ofEnglishandBritish—
Canadianfamilies,everymemberpossessedofa"past"moreorlessdisreputable;menwhohadlefttheircountryfortheircountry’sgood,andfortheirfamily’speaceofmind——adventurers,wanderers,soldiersoffortune,gentlemen—vagabonds,menofhyphenatednamesandevennoblebirth,whoseappellationswereavowedlyaliases.HetoldthemofhismeetingwithBillyIsham,oneoftheclub’sdirectors,andofthehappy—go—lucky,reckless,unpracticalcharacteroftheman;oftheiracquaintance,intimacy,andsubsequentpartnership;ofhowthefilibusteringprojectwasstartedwithCaptainJack’sfortythousand,andthenever—to—be—
forgotteninterviewinSanFranciscowithSenoraEstrada,theagentoftheinsurgents;oftheincidentofhercalling—card——howshetoreitintwoandgaveone—halftoIsham;oftheiroutfitting,andthebrokensextantthatwastocausetheirultimatediscomfitureanddisaster,andofthevoyagetotherendezvousonaPanamaliner.
"Strikeme!"continuedCaptainJack,"youshouldhaveseenBillyIshamonthatPanamadough—dish;apassengershipshewas,andBillywasthelifeofherfromstemtostern—post.TherewasachurchpulpitaboardthattheyweretakingdowntoMazatlanforsomechapelorother,andthisherepulpitwaslashedondeckaft.
Well,Billyhadbeenmostkindsofafoolinhislife,andamongothersaplay—actor;calledhimselfGastonMaundeville,andwascleandaftonhisknowledgeofShakespeareandhisownpowerofinterpretin’thehiddenmeanin’ofthelines.Iain’tnevergoingtoforgitthedayhegaveusPortia’sspeech.Wewerejustunderthetropic,andthedaywasascorcher.Therewasmostlymenfolkaboard,andwelayaroundthedeckinourpajamas,whileBilly——
GastonMaundeville,dressedinstripedredandwhitepajamas——clumupinthatballypulpit,withtheship’sShakespeareinhishands,an’letushave——’Thequalityo’mercyisn’tstrained;itdroppethasthegenteeldewfromheavun.’Laugh,ItellyouIwassorewithit.Lord,howweguyedhim!An’themoreweguyedandthemorewelaughed,themoreserioushegotandthemadderhegrew.Hesaidhewasinterpretin’thehiddenmeanin’ofthelines."
AndsotheCaptainranthroughthatwild,fierytale——offightingandloving,buccaneeringandconspiring;mandolinstinkling,knivesclicking;oathsminglingwithsonnets,andspilledwinewithspilledblood.HetoldthemofIsham’sknifeduelwiththeMexicanlieutenant,theirleftwristslashedtogether;ofthe"battleofthethirty"inthepitchdarkoftheCustomHousecellar;ofSenoraEstrada’sloveforIsham;andalltherollandplungeofactionthatmakeupthestoryof"InDefianceofAuthority."
Attheend,Blix’slittleeyesweresnappinglikesparks;Condy’sfacewasflaming,hishandswerecold,andhewasshiftinghisweightfromfoottofoot,likeanexcitedthoroughbredhorse.
"Heavensandearth,whatayarn!"heexclaimedalmostinawhisper.
Blixdrewalong,tremulousbreathandsatbackupontheupturnedbox,lookingaroundherasthoughshehadbutthatmomentbeenawakened.
"Yes,sir,"saidtheCaptain,rollingacigarette."Yes,sir,thoseweregreatdays.Getdowntherearoundthelineinthoselittle,out—o’—the—wayrepublicsalongtheSouthAmericancoast,andthingshappentoyou.Youholdaman’slifeinthecrookofyourforefinger,an’nothing’sdonebyhalves.Ifyouhateaman,youlayawakenightsbitingyourmattress,justthinkinghowyouhatehim;an’ifyouloveawoman——goodLord,howyoudoLOVE
her!"
"But——but!"exclaimedCondy,"Idon’tseehowyoucanwanttodoanythingelse.Why,you’relivingsixtytotheminutewhenyou’replayingagamelikethat!"
"Oh,Iain’tdeadyet!"answeredtheCaptain."IgotafewschemesleftthatIcouldgetfunoutof."
"Howcanyouwaitaminute!"exclaimedBlixbreathlessly."Whydon’tyougetashiprightaway——to—morrow——andgorightoffonsomeotheradventure?"
"Well,Ican’tjustnow,"returnedtheCaptain,blowingthesmokefromhiscigarettethroughhisears."There’sagoodmanyreasons;oneof’emisthatI’vejustbeenmarried."
ChapterX
Mum——mar——married!gaspedCondy,swallowingsomethinginhisthroat.
Blixrosetoherfeet.
"JustbeenMARRIED!"sherepeated,alittlefrightened."Why——
why——why;howDELIGHTFUL!"
"Yes——yes,"mumbledCondy."Howdelightful.Icongratulateyou!"
"Comein——comebacktothestation,"saidtheCaptainjovially,"andI’llintroduceyoutom’wife.WeweremarriedonlylastSunday."
"Why,yes——yes,ofcourse,we’dbedelighted,"vociferatedthetwoconspiratorsalittlehysterically.
"She’samightyfinelittlewoman,"declaredtheCaptain,asherolledthedooroftheboat—housetoitsplaceandprecededthemupthegravelwalktothestation.
"Ofcoursesheis,"respondedBlix.BehindCaptainJack’sbackshefixedCondywithawide—eyedlook,andnudgedhimfiercelywithanelbowtorecallhimtohimself;forCondy’switswerescatteredlikeaflockofterrifiedbirds,andhewasgazingblanklyattheCaptain’scoatcollarwithavacant,maniacalsmile.
"ForHeaven’ssake,Condy!"shehadtimetowhisperbeforetheyarrivedinthehallwayofthestation.
Butfortunatelytheywereallowedaminuteorsotorecoverthemselvesandprepareforwhatwascoming.CaptainJackusheredthemintowhatwaseithertheparlor,office,orsitting—roomofthestation,andleftthemwiththewords:
"Justmakeyourselvescomfortablehere,an’I’llgofetchthelittlewoman."
Nosoonerhadhegonethanthetwoturnedtoeachother.
"Well!"
"WELL!"
"We’reinforitnow."
"Butwemustseeitthrough,Condy;actjustasnaturalasyoucan,andwe’reallright."
"ButsupposingSHErecognizesus!"
"Supposingshedoes——whatthen.HowAREtheytoknowthatwewrotetheletters?"
"Sh,Blix,notsoloud!TheyknowbynowthatTHEYdidn’t."
"Butitseemsthatithasn’tmadeanydifferencetothem;theyaremarried.Andbesides,theywouldn’tspeakaboutputting’personals’inthepapertous.Theywouldneverletanybodyknowthat."
"Doyousupposetheycouldpossiblysuspect?"
"I’msuretheycouldn’t."
"Heretheycome."
"Keepperfectlycalm,andwe’resaved."
"Supposeitisn’tK.D.B.,afterall?"
Butitwas,ofcourse,andsherecognizedtheminaninstant.SheandtheCaptain——thelatterallgrins——cameinfromthedirectionofthekitchen,K.D.B.wearinganeatbluecalicogownandanapronthatwasreallyamarvelofcleanlinessandstarch.
"Kitty!"exclaimedCaptainJack,seizedagainwithanunexplainablemirth,"here’ssomeyoungfolkscomeouttoseetheplacean’Iwantyoutoknow’em.Mr.Rivers,thisism’wife,Kitty,and——lessee,miss,Idon’trightlyrememberyourname."
"Bessemer!"exclaimedCondyandBlixinabreath.
"Oh!"exclaimedK.D.B.,"youwereintherestaurantthenightthattheCaptainandI——I——thatis——yes,I’mquitesureI’veseenyoubefore."Sheturnedfromonetotheother.beginningtoblushfuriously.
"Yes,yes,inLuna’srestaurant,wasn’tit?"saidCondydesperately."ItseemstomeIdojustbarelyremember."
"Andwasn’ttheCaptainthere?"Blixventured.
"Iforgotmystick,Iremember,"continuedCondy."Icamebackforit;andjustasIwasgoingoutitseemstomeIsawyoutwoatatablenearthedoor."
Hethoughtitbesttoallowtheir"matrimonialobjects"tobelievehehadnotseenthembefore.
"Yes,yes,wewerethere,"answeredK.D.B.tactfully."WedinetherealmosteveryMondaynight."
BlixguessedthatK.D.B.wouldprefertohavetherealfactsofthesituationignored,anddeterminedsheshouldhavethechancetochangetheconversationifshewished.
"Whatadelicioussupperonehasthere!"shesaid.
"Can’tsayIlikeMexicancookingmyself,"answeredK.D.B.,forgettingthattheydinedthereeveryMondaynight."PlainUnitedStatesisgoodenoughforme."
SuddenlyCaptainJackturnedabruptlytoCondy,exclaiming:"Oh,youwasthechapthatcalledthepictureofthatschoonerabarkentine."
"Yes;WASN’Tthatabarkentine?"heansweredinnocently.
"BarkentineyourEYE!"splutteredtheCaptain."Why,thatwasaschoonerasplainasapieplate."
Buttenminuteslatertheordealwasover,andBlixandCondy,oncemorebreathingeasily,wereontheirwalkagain.TheCaptainandK.D.B.hadevenaccompaniedthemtothegateofthestation,andhadstrenuouslyurgedthemto"comeinandseethemagainthenexttimetheywereoutthatway."
"Married!"murmuredCondy,puttingbothhandstohishead."We’vedoneit,we’vedoneitnow."
"Well,whatofit?"declaredBlix,alittledefiantly."Ithinkit’sallright.YoucanseetheCaptainisinlovewithher,andshewithhim.No,we’venothingtoreproachourselveswith."
"But——but——butsosudden!"whisperedCondy,allaghast."That’swhatmakesmefaint——thesuddennessofit."
"Itshowshowmuchtheyareinlove,how——howreadilythey——
adaptedthemselvestoeachother.No,it’sallright."
"Theyseemedtolikeus——actually."
"Well,theyhadbetter——iftheyknewthetruth.Withoutustheyneverwouldhavemet."
"Theybothaskedustocomeoutandseethemagain,didyounoticethat?Let’sdoit,Blix,"Condysuddenlyexclaimed;"let’sgettoknowthem!"
"Ofcoursewemust.Wouldn’titbefuntocallonthem——togetregularlyacquaintedwiththem!"
"Theymightaskustodinnersometime."
"Andthinkofthestorieshecouldtellyou!"
Theyenthusedimmediatelyuponthissubject,bothtalkingexcitedlyatthesametime,goingoverthedetailsoftheCaptain’syarns,recallingtheincidentstoeachother.
"Fancy!"exclaimedCondy——"fancyBillyIshaminhispajamas,redandwhitestripes,readingShakespearefromthatpulpitonboardtheship,andtheothermenguyinghim!Isn’tthataSCENEforyou?Can’tyoujustSEEit?
"IwonderiftheCaptainwasn’tmakingallthosethingsupashewentalong.Hedon’tseemtohaveanysenseofrightandwrongatall.Hemighthavebeenlying,Condy."
"Whatdifferencewouldthatmake?"
Andsotheywentalonginthatfine,clear,Westernmorning,ontheedgeoftheContinent,bothofthemyoungandstrongandvigorous,thePacificundertheireyes,thegreatcleanTradesblowingintheirfaces,thesmellofthesaltseacominginlongaromaticwhiffstotheirnostrils.Youngandstrongandfresh,theirimaginationsthrongingwithpicturesofvigorousactionandadventure,buccaneering,filibustering,andalltheswing,theleap,therushandgallop,theexuberant,stronglifeofthegreat,unchartedworldofRomance.
AndallunknowinglytheywereaRomanceinthemselves.Cynicism,oldage,andthewearinessofallthingsdonehadnoplaceintheworldinwhichtheywalked.Theystillhadtheirillusions,allthekeennessoftheirsensations,allthevividnessoftheirimpressions.Thesimplethingsoftheworld,thegreat,broad,primalemotionsoftheracestirredinthem.Astheyswungalong,goingtowardtheocean,theirbrainswerealmostasemptyofthoughtorofreflectionasthoseoftwofine,cleananimals.
Theywereallfortheimmediatesensation;theydidnotthink——
theyFELT.Theintellectwasdormant;theylookedatthings,theyheardthings,theysmelledthesmellofthesea,andoftheseaweed,ofthefat,rankgrowthofcressesinthesaltmarshes;
theyturnedtheircheekstothepassingwind,andfilledtheirmouthsandbreastswithit.Theirlifewassweettothem;everyhourwasonegladeffervescence.Thefactthattheoceanwasbluewasamatterforrejoicing.Itwasgoodtobealiveonthatroyalmorning.Justtobeyoungwasanexhilaration;andeverythingwasyoungwiththem——thedaywasyoung,thecountrywasyoung,andthecivilizationtowhichtheybelonged,teemingthereuponthegreen,Westernfringeofthecontinent,wasyoungandheadyandtumultuouswiththeboisterous,redbloodofanewrace.
Condyevenforgot,orratherdisdainedonsuchamorningasthat,topiecetogetherandrearrangeCaptainJack’syarnsintostoryform.Tolookattheseaandthegreenhills,towatchthepinkonBlix’scheekandheryellowhairblowingacrosshereyesandlips,wasbetterthanthinking.Lifewasbetterthanliterature.
Tolivewasbetterthantoread;onelivehumanbeingwasbetterthantenthousandShakespeares;anactwasbetterthanathought.
Why,justtoloveBlix,tobewithher,toseethesweet,cleanflushofhercheek,toknowthatshewasthereathisside,andtohavethetouchofherelbowastheywalked,wasbetterthanthebeststory,thegreatestnovelhecouldeverhopetowrite.Lifewasbetterthanliterature,andlovewasthebestthinginlife.
ToloveBlixandtobenearher——whatelsewasworthwhile?Couldheeverthinkoffindinganythinginlifesweeterandfinerthanthisdearyounggirlofnineteen?
SuddenlyCondycametohimselfwithanabruptstart.Whatwasthishewasthinking——whatwasthishewastellinghimself?LoveBlix!HelovedBlix!Why,ofCOURSEhelovedher——lovedherso,thatwiththethoughtofittherecameagreat,suddenclutchattheheartandastrangesenseoftenderness,sovagueandyetsogreatthatiteludedspeechandallexpression.Loveher!Ofcoursehelovedher!Hehad,allunknowing,lovedherevenbeforethiswonderfulmorning:hadlovedherthatdayatthelake,andthatnever—to—be—forgotten,deliciousafternoonintheChineserestaurant;allthoselong,quieteveningsspentinthewindowofthelittledining—room,lookingdownuponthedarkeningcity,hehadlovedher.Why,allhisdaysforthelastfewmonthshadbeenfulloftheloveofher.
Howelsehadhebeensohappy?howelsediditcomeaboutthatlittlebylittlehewaswithdrawingfromthesocietyandinfluenceofhisartificialworld,asrepresentedbysuchmenasSargeant?
howelsewasheslowlylooseningthegripoftheoneevilandvicioushabitthathadclutchedhimsolong?howelsewashisambitionstirring?howelsewashishithertoaimlessenthusiasmhardeningtoenergyanddetermination?Shehadnotalwayssoinfluencedhim.Inthedayswhentheyhadjustknowneachother,andmeteachotherintheweeklycourseoftheirformallife,ithadnotbeenso,eventhoughtheypretendedacertainamountofaffection.HerememberedtheeveningwhenBlixhadbroughtthosedaystoanabruptend,andhowatthemomenthehadtoldhimselfthatafterallhehadneverknowntherealBlix.Sincethen,inthecharming,unconventionallifetheyhadled,everythinghadbeenchanged.Hehadcometoknowherforwhatshewas,toknowhergenuinegoodness,hersincerity,hercontemptofaffectations,hercomradeship,hercalm,finestrengthandunbrokengoodnature;
anddaybyday,herealittleandtherealittle,hisloveforherhadgrownsoquietly,soevenly,thathehadneverknownit,untilnow,behold!itwassuddenlycometoflower,fullandstrong——aflowerwhosefragrancehadsuddenlyfilledallhislifeandallhisworldwithitssweetness.
Halfanhourafterleavingthelifeboatstation,CondyandBlixreachedtheold,red—brickfort,deserted,abandoned,andrime—
incrusted,attheentranceoftheGoldenGate.Theyturneditsangle,andthererolledthePacific,abluefloorofshiftingwater,stretchingoutthereforeverandforeveroverthecurveoftheearth,overtheshoulderoftheworld,withneverasailinviewandneverabreakfromhorizontohorizon.
Theyfolloweddowntheshore,sometimesupontheoldandbrokenflumethatrunsalongtheseawardfaceofthehillsthatrisefromthebeach,orsometimesuponthebeachitself,steppingfrombowldertobowlder,orholdingalongattheedgeofthewateruponreachesofwhite,hardsand.
Thebeachwassolitary;notasoulwasinsight.Closeathand,tolandward,greathills,bareandgreen,shutoffthesky;andhereandtherethelandcametumblingdownintotheseaingreat,jagged,craggyrocks,knee—deepinswirlingfoam,andallblackwithwet.Theairwasfulloftheprolongedthunderofthesurf,andatintervalssea—birdspassedoverheadwithanoccasionalpipingcry.Wreckagewastumbledabouthereandthere;andinnumerablecocoanutshards,huge,browncupsoffuzzybark,layunderfootandinthecrevicesoftherocks.Theyfoundajelly—
fish——apulpytranslucentmass;andonceevencaughtasightofasealinthehollowofabreaker,withsleekandshininghead,hisbarbelsbristling,andheardhishoarsecroakingbarkashehuntedtheoff—shorefish.
BlixrefusedtoallowCondytohelpherintheleast.Shewasquiteasactiveandstrongashe,andclamberedfromrocktorockandovertheshatteredscantlingoftheflumewiththevigorandagilityofayoungboy.Shemuddiedhershoestotheverytopsscratchedherhands,toreherskirt,andeventwistedherankle;
butherlittleeyeswereneversobright,norwasthepinkflushofhercheeksevermoreadorable.Andshewasneverdonetalking——
averitablechatterbox.Shesaweverythingandtalkedabouteverythingshesaw,quiteindifferentastowhetherornoCondylistened.Nowitwasaqueerbitofseaweed,nowitwasagroupofgullsclamoringoveradeadfish,nowapurplestarfish,nowabreakerofunusualsize.Hersplendidvitalitycarriedheraway.
Shewasexcited,alivetoherveryfinger—tips,vibranttotheleastsensation,quiveringtotheleastimpression.
"Let’sgetuphereandsitdownsomewhere,"saidCondy,atlength.
Theyleftthebeachandclimbeduptheslopeofthehills,nearapointwherealongarmoflandthrustoutintotheseaandshutoffthewind;apathwasthere,andtheyfolloweditforafewyards,tilltheyhadcometoalittleamphitheatresurroundedwithblackberrybushes.
Heretheysatdown,Blixsettlingherselfonanoldlogwithalittlesighofcontentment,Condystretchinghimselfout,anew—
lightedpipeinhisteeth,hisheadrestingonthelittlehandbaghehadpersistentlycarriedeversincemorning.ThenBlixfellsuddenlysilent,andforalongtimethetwosattherewithoutspeaking,absorbedintheenjoymentoflookingattheenormousgreenhillsrollingdowntothesea,thebreakersthunderingatthebeach,thegashedpinnaclesofrock,thevastreachofthePacific,andthedistantprospectoftheoldfortattheentranceoftheGoldenGate.
"Wemightbeathousandmilesawayfromthecity,forallthelooksofit,mightn’twe,Condy?"saidBlix,afterawhile."AndI’mthatHUNGRY!Itmustbenearlynoon."
Foranswer,Condysatupwithprofoundgravity,andwithagreatairofnonchalanceopenedthehandbag,and,insteadofshoestookout,first,apintbottleofclaret,then"devilish"hamsandwichesinoiledpaper,abottleofstuffedolives,agreatbagofsaltedalmonds,twolittletumblers,apaper—coverednovel,andamouthorgan.
Blixfairlycrowedwithdelight,claspingherhandsuponherknees,androckingtoandfrowhereshesatuponthelog.
"Oh,Condy,andyouthoughtofaLUNCH——yousaiditwasshoes——andyourememberedIlovedstuffedolives,too;andabooktoread.
Whatisit——’TheSevenSeas.’No,IneverWASsohappy.Butthemouthorgan——what’sthatfor?"
"Toplayon.Whatdidyouthink——thinkitwasacan—opener?"
Blixchokedwithmerrimentoverhisfoolery,andCondyaddedproudly:
"Lookthere!Imadethosesandwiches!"
Theylookedasthoughhehad——great,fatchunksofbread,thecruststillon;the"devilish"haminthickstratabetween;and,positively,hehadBUTTEREDthebread.Butitwasallonewiththem;theyateasthoughatabanquet,andBlixeventookoffherhatandhungitupononeofthenearbybushes.OfcourseCondyhadforgottenacorkscrew.Hetriedtodigoutthecorkoftheclaretbottlewithhisknife,untilhehadbrokenbothbladesandwasabouttogiveupindespair,whenBlix,attheendofherpatience,tookthebottlefromhimandpushedinthecorkwithherfinger.
"Wine,music,literature,andfeasting,"observedCondy."We’regettingregularlyluxurious,justlikeSardine—apalus."
ButCondyhimselfhadsuddenlyenteredintoanatmosphereofhappiness,thelikeofwhichhehadneverknownordreamedofbefore.HelovedBlix——hehadjustdiscoveredit.Helovedherbecauseshewassogenuine,soradiantlyfreshandstrong;lovedherbecauseshelikedthethingsthatheliked,becausetheytwolookedattheworldfrompreciselythesamepointofview,hatingshamsandaffectations,happyinthethingsthatweresimpleandhonestandnatural.Helovedherbecauseshelikedhisbooks,appreciatingthethingsthereinthatheappreciated,likingwhatheliked,disapprovingofwhathecondemned.Helovedherbecauseshewasnineteen,andbecauseshewassoyoungandunspoiledandwashappyjustbecausetheoceanwasblueandthemorningfine.
Helovedherbecauseshewassopretty,becauseofthesoftnessofheryellowhair,becauseofherround,whiteforeheadandpinkcheeks,becauseofherlittle,dark—browneyes,withthatlookinthemasifshewerejustdonesmilingorjustabouttosmile,onecouldnotsaywhich;lovedherbecauseofhergood,firmmouthandchin,becauseofherfullneckanditshigh,tightbandsofwhitesatin.Andhelovedherbecauseherarmswerestrongandround,andbecausesheworethegreatdog—collararoundhertrim,firm—
corsetedwaist,andbecausethereemanatedfromherwitheverymovementabarelyperceptible,delicious,feminineodor,thatwasinpartperfume,butmostlyasubtle,vaguearoma,charmingbeyondwords,thatcamefromhermouth,herhair,herneck,herarms,herwholesweetpersonality.Andhelovedherbecauseshewasherself,becauseshewasBlix,becauseofthatstrange,sweetinfluencethatwasdisengagedfromherinthosequietmomentswhensheseemedsoclosetohim,whensomeunnamed,mysterioussixthsenseinhimstirredandwokeandtoldhimofhergoodness,ofhercleanpurityandwomanliness;andthatcertain,vaguetendernessinhimwentouttowardher,atendernessnotforheronly,butforallthegoodthingsoftheworld;andhefelthisnoblersiderousingupandtheawakeningofthedesiretobehisbetterself.
Covertlyhelookedather,asshesatnearhim,heryellowhairrollingandblowingbackfromherforehead,herhandsclaspedoverherknee,lookingoutovertheocean,thoughtful,hereyeswide.
Shehadtoldhimshedidnotlovehim.Condyrememberedthatperfectlywell.Shewassincereinthematter;shedidnotlovehim.Thatsubjecthadbeenonceandforallbanishedfromtheirintercourse.Anditwasbecauseofthatveryreasonthattheircompanionshipofthelastthreeorfourmonthshadbeensocharming.Shelookeduponhimmerelyasachum.Shehadnotchangedintheleastfromthattimeuntilnow,whereashe——why,allhisworldwasnewforhimthatmorning!Why,helovedherso,shehadbecomesodeartohim,thattheverythoughtofhermadehisheartswellandleap.
Buthemustkeepallthistohimself.Ifhespoketoher,toldherofhowhelovedher,itwouldspoilandendtheircompanionshipupontheinstant.Theyhadbothagreeduponthat;
theyhadtriedtheother,andithadworkedout.Asloverstheyhadweariedofeachother;aschumstheyhadbeenperfectlycongenial,thoroughlyandcompletelyhappy.
Condysethisteeth.Itwasahardsituation.Hemustchoosebetweenbringinganendtothischarmingcomradeshipoftheirs,orelsefightbackallshowofloveforher,keepitdownandunderhand,andthatatatimewheneverynerveofhimquiveredlikeasmittenharp—string.Itwasnotinhimorinhistemperamenttolovehercalmly,quietly,oratadistance;hewantedthetouchofherhand,thetouchofhercool,smoothcheek,thedeliciousaromaofherbreathinhisnostrilsherlipsagainsthis,herhairandallitsfragranceinhisface"Condy,what’sthematter?"Blixwaslookingathimwithanexpressionofnolittleconcern."Whatareyoufrowningsoabout,andclinchingyourfists?Andyou’repale,too.What’sgonewrong?"
Heshotaglanceather,andbestirredhimselfsharply.
"Isn’tthisajollylittlecorner?"hesaid."Blix,howlongisitbeforeyougo?"
"Sixweeksfromto—morrow."
"Andyou’regoingtobegonefouryears——fouryears!Maybeyouneverwillcomeback.Can’ttellwhatwillhappeninfouryears.
Where’sthebloomingmouth—organ?"
Butthemouth—organwasfullofcrumbs.Condycouldnotplayonit.Toallhiseffortsitrespondedonlybygasps,mournfulestdeath—rattles,andlamentablewails.Condyhurleditintothesea.
"Well,where’sthebloomingbook,then?"hedemanded."You’resittingonit,Blix.Here,readsomethinginit.Openitanywhere."
"No;youreadtome."
"Iwillnot.Haven’tIdoneenough?Didn’tIbuythebookandgetthelunch,andmakethesandwiches,andpaythecar—fare?Ithinkthisexpeditionwillcostmeprettynearthreedollarsbeforewe’rethroughwiththeday.No;theleastyoucandoistoreadtome.Here,we’llmatchforit."
Condydrewadimefromhispocket,andBlixaquarterfromherpurse.
"You’rematchingme,"shesaid.
Condytossedthecoinandlost,andBlixsaid,ashepickedupthebook:
"Foramanthathassuchunvaryingbadluckasyou,gamblingisjustsimplemadness.YouandIhaveneverplayedagameofpokeryetthatI’venotwoneverycentofmoneyyouhad."
"Yes;andwhatareyoudoingwithitall?"
"Spendingit,"shereturnedloftily;"glovesandveilsandlacepins——allkindsofthings."
ButCondyknewthewayshespokethatthiswasnottrue.
Forthenexthourorsohereadtoherfrom"TheSevenSeas,"
whiletheafternoonpassed,thewindstirringthechaparralandblackberrybushesinthehollowsofthehuge,barehills,thesurfrollingandgrumblingonthebeachbelow,thesea—birdswheelingoverhead.Blixlistenedintently,butCondycouldnothavetoldofwhathewasreading.Livingwasbetterthanreading,lifewasbetterthanliterature,andhisnew—foundloveforherwaspoetryenoughforhim.Hereadsothathemightnottalktoherorlookather,foritseemedtohimattimesasthoughsomesecondselfinhimwouldspeakandbetrayhiminspiteofhisbestefforts.
Neverbeforeinallhislifehadhebeensohappy;neverbeforehadhebeensotroubled.Hebegantojumblethelinesandwordsasheread,over—runningperiods,eventurningtwopagesatonce.
"Whatasplendidline!"Blixexclaimed.
"Whatline——what——whatareyoutalkingabout?Blix,let’salwaysrememberto—day.Let’smakeapromise,nomatterwhathappensorwhereweare,let’salwayswritetoeachotherontheanniversaryofto—day.Whatdoyousay?"
"Yes;I’llpromise——andyou——"
"I’llpromisefaithfully.Oh,I’llneverforgetto—daynor——yes,yes,I’llpromise——why,to—day——Blix——where’sthatdamnbookgone?"
"Condy!"
"Well,Ican’tfindthebook.You’resittingonitagain.
Confoundthebook,anyway!Let’swalksomemore."
"We’vealongwaystogoifwe’retogethomeintimeforsupper.
Let’sgotoLuna’sforsupper."
"Ineversawsuchagirlasyoutothinkofwaysforspendingmoney.Whatkindofapurse—proudplutocratdoyouthinkIam?
I’veonlyseventy—fivecentsleft.Howmuchhaveyougot?"
Blixhadfifty—fivecentsinherpurse,andtheyhadagravecouncilovertheirfinances.Theyhadjustenoughforcar—fareandtwo"suppersMexican,"withtencentsleftover."
"That’sforRichard’stip,"saidBlix.
"That’sformyCIGAR,"heretorted.
"YoumadeMEgivehimfiftycents.YousaiditwastheleastI
couldofferhim——noblesseoblige."
"Well,then,ICOULDN’Tofferhimadime,don’tyousee?I’lltellhimwearebrokethistime."
Theystartedhome,notastheyhadcome,butclimbingthehillandgoingacrossabreezyopendown,radiantwithblueiris,wildheliotrope,yellowpoppies,andevenaviolethereandthere.A
littlefurtherontheygainedoneoftheroadsoftheReservation,redearthsmoothasabilliardtable;andjustatananglewheretheroadmadeasharpelbowandtrendedcityward,theypausedforamomentandlookeddownandbackatthesuperbviewoftheocean,thevasthalf—moonofland,andtherollinghillsintheforegroundtumblingdowntowardthebeachandallspangledwithwildflowers.
Somefifteenminuteslatertheyreachedthegolf—links.
"Wecangoacrossthelinks,"saidCondy,"andstrikeanynumberofcarlinesontheotherside."
Theylefttheroadandstruckacrossthelinks,Condysmokinghisnew—lightedpipe.Butastheycamearoundtheedgeofalonglineofeucalyptustreesneartheteeingground,awarningvoicesuddenlycalledout:
"Fore!"
CondyandBlixlookedupsharply,andthereinagroupnottwentyfeetaway,intweedsand"knickers,"insmart,shortgolfingskirtsandplaidcloaks,theysawyoungSargeantandhissister,twoothergirlswhomtheyknewasmembersofthefashionable"set,"andJackCarterintheactofswinginghisdrivingiron.
ChapterXI
Astheclockinthelibraryoftheclubstruckmidnight,Condylaiddownhispen,shovedthecloselywrittensheetsofpaperfromhim,andleanedbackinhischair,hisfingerstohistiredeyes.
HewassittingatadeskinoneofthefurthercornersoftheroomandshutoffbyagreatJapanesescreen.Hewasinhisshirt—
sleeves,hishairwastumbled,hisfingersink—stained,andhisfacealittlepale.
Sincelateintheeveninghehadbeensteadilywriting.Threechaptersof"InDefianceofAuthority"weredone,andhewasnowatworkonthefourth.ThedayaftertheexcursiontothePresidio——thatwonderfuleventwhichseemedtoCondytomarkthebirthdayofsomenewmanwithinhim——theideahadsuddenlyoccurredtohimthatCaptainJack’sstoryofthecluboftheexiles,theboomrestaurant,andthefilibusteringexpeditionwaspreciselythenovelofadventureofwhichtheCentennialCompanyhadspoken.Atoncehehadsettoworkuponit,withanenthusiasmthat,withshutteeth,hedeclaredwouldnotbelackinginenergy.Thestorywouldhavetobewrittenoutofhisbusinesshours.Thatmeanthewouldhavetogiveuphiseveningstoit.
Buthehaddonethis,andfornearlyaweekhadsettledhimselftohistaskinthequietcorneroftheclubateighto’clock,andheldtoitresolutelyuntiltwelve.
Thefirsttwochaptershadrunoffhispenwithdelightfulease.
Thethirdcameharder;theeventsandincidentsofthestorybecameconfusedandcontradictory;thecharacterofBillyIshamobstinatelyrefusedtotaketheprominentplacewhichCondyhaddesignedforhim;andwiththebeginningofthefourthchapter,Condyhadfinallycometoknowtheenormousdifficulties,theexasperatingcomplications,thediscouragementsthatbeginanewwitheveryparagraph,theobstaclesthatrefusetobesurmounted,andallthepain,thelabor,thedownrightmentaltravailandanguishthatfalltothelotofthewriterofnovels.
Towriteashortstorywiththeendinplainsightfromthebeginningwasaneasymattercomparedtotheupbuilding,grainbygrain,atombyatom,ofthefabricof"InDefianceofAuthority."
Condysoonfoundthattherewasbutonewaytogoaboutthebusiness.Hemustshuthiseyestotheendofhisnovel——thatfar—off,divineevent——andtakehistaskchapterbychapter,evenparagraphbyparagraph;grindingoutthetale,asitwere,bymainstrength,drivinghispenfromlinetoline,hatingtheeffort,happyonlywiththeterminationofeachchapter,andworkingaway,hourbyhour,minutebyminute,withthedogged,sullen,hammer—
and—tongsobstinacyofthegalley—slave,scourgedtohisdailytoil.
Attimesthetale,apparentlyoutofsheerperversity,wouldcometoafullstop.Towriteanotherwordseemedbeyondthepowerofhumaningenuity,andforanhourormoreCondywouldsitscowlingatthehalf—writtenpage,gnawinghisnails,scouringhishair,dippinghispenintotheink—well,andsquaringhimselftothesheetofpaper,alltonopurpose.
Therewasnopleasureinitforhim.Acharacteroncefixedinhismind,asceneoncepicturedinhisimagination,andevenbeforehehadwrittenawordthecharacterlostthecharmofitsnovelty,thescenethefreshnessofitsoriginalconception.
Then,withinfinitepainstakingandwithapatiencelittleshortofmiraculous,hemustslowlybuildup,brickbybrick,theplanhisbrainhadoutlinedinasingleinstant.Itwasallwork——
hard,disagreeable,laboriouswork;andnojugglingwithphrases,nofalsenotionsastothe"delightofcreation,"couldmakeitappearotherwise."Andforwhat,"hemutteredasherose,rolleduphissheafofmanuscript,andputonhiscoat;"whatdoIdoitfor,Idon’tknow."
Itwasbeyondquestionthat,hadhebegunhisnovelthreemonthsbeforethistime,Condywouldhavelongsinceabandonedthehatefultask.ButBlixhadchangedallthat.AsuddenmaleforcehadbeguntodevelopinCondy.Amaster—emotionhadshakenhim,andhehadcommencedtoseeandtofeeltheserious,moreabiding,andperhapsthesternersideoflife.Blixhadsteadiedhim,therewasnodenyingthat.Hewasnotquitethesameboyish,hairbrainedfellowwhohadmade"abuffoonofhimself"intheChineserestaurant,threemonthsbefore.
ThecarshadstoppedrunningbythetimeCondyreachedthestreet.
Hewalkedhomeandflunghimselftobed,hismindtired,hisnervesunstrung,andallthebloodofhisbodyapparentlyconcentratedinhisbrain.Workingatnightafterwritingalldaylongwastellinguponhim,andheknewit.
WhatwithhisworkandhiscompanionshipwithBlix,Condysoonbegantodropoutofhiswontedplaceinhis"set."Hewasobligedtodeclineoneinvitationafteranotherthatwouldtakehimoutintheevening,andinsteadoflunchingathisclubwithSargeantorGeorgeHands,ashehadbeenaccustomedtodoatonetime,hefellintoanotherhabitoflunchingwithBlixattheflatonWashingtonStreet,andspendingthetwohoursallowedtohiminthemiddleofthedayinhercompany.
Condy’sdesertionofthemwasoftenspokenofbythemenofhisclubwithwhomhehadbeenatonetimesointimate,andthesubjecthappenedtobebroughtupagainonenoonwhenJackCarterwasintheclubasGeorgeHands’guest.Hands,Carter,andEckertwereatoneofthewindowsovertheirafter—dinnercigarsandliqueurs.
"Isay,"saidEckertsuddenly,"who’sthatgirlacrossthestreetthere——theoneinblack,justgoingbythatfurrier’ssign?I’veseenhersomewherebefore.Knowwhoitis?"
"That’sMissBessemer,isn’tit?"saidGeorgeHands,leaningforward."Ratherastunning—lookinggirl."
"Yes,that’sTravisBessemer,"assentedJackCarter;adding,amomentlater,"it’stoobadaboutthatgirl."
"What’sthematter?"askedEckert.
Carterliftedashoulder."Isn’tANYTHINGthematterasfarasI
know,onlysomehowthebestpeoplehavedroppedher.SheUSEDtobereceivedeverywhere."
"Cometothink,IHAVEN’Tseenheroutmuchthisseason,"saidEckert."ButIheardshehadboltedfrom’Society’withthebigS,andwasgoingEast——goingtostudymedicine,Ibelieve."
"I’vealwaysnoticed,"saidCarter,withasmile,"thatsosoonasagirlisdeclassee,shedevelopsapurposeinlifeandgetsearnest,andallthatsortofthing.
"Oh,well,come,"growledGeorgeHands,"TravisBessemerisnotdeclassee."
"Ididn’tsayshewas,"answeredCarter;"butshehasmadeherselftalkedaboutagooddeallately.GoingaroundwithRivers,asshedoes,isn’tthemostdiscreetthingintheworld.Ofcourse,it’sallright,butitallmakestalk,andIcameacrossthembyagroveoftreesoutonthelinkstheotherday——"
"Yes,"observedSargeant,leaningonthebackofCarter’sarmchair;"yes;andInoticed,too,thatshecutyoudead.Youfellowsshouldhavebeenthere,"hewenton,inperfectgoodhumor,turningtotheothers."Youmissedagoodlittlescene.
RiversandMissBessemerhadbeentakingatrampovertheReservation——and,bytheway,it’sagreatplacetowalk,somysistertellsme;sheandDickForsythetakeaconstitutionaloutthereeverySaturdaymorning——well,asIwassaying,RiversandMissBessemercameuponourpartyratherunexpectedly.Wewerealltoggedoutinourgolfingbags,andIpresumewelookedmoreliketailor’smodels,posingforthegallery,thanpeoplewhoweretakinganouting;butRiversandMissBessemerhadbeenregularlyexercising;lookedasthoughtheyhaddonetheirfifteenmilessincemorning.Theyhadtheiroldclotheson,andtheyweredustyandmuddy.
"YouwouldhavethoughtthatayounggirlsuchasMissBessemeris——forshe’sveryyoung——wouldhavebeenalittleembarrassedatrunningupagainstsuchaspickandspanlotaswewere.Notabitofit;didn’tloseherpoiseforamoment.Shebowedtomysisterandtome,asthoughfromthetopofadrag,byJove!andasthoughshewerefreshfromRedfernandVirot.Youknowagirlthatcanmanageherselfthatwayisathoroughbred.SheevenrememberedtocutlittleJohnnieCarterhere,becauseJohnnieforcedhimselfuponheronenightatadancewhenhewasdrunk;
didn’tshe,Johnnie?Johnniecameuptoherthere,outonthelinks,freshasadaisy,andputouthishand,with,’Why,howdoyoudo,MissBessemer?’and’whereverdidyoucomefrom?’and’I
haven’tseenyouinsolong’;andshesays,’No,notsinceourlastdance,Ibelieve,Mr.Carter,’andlookedathishandasthoughitwassomethingfunny.
"LittleJohnniemumbledandflushedandstammeredandbackedoff;
anditwaswellthathedid,becauseRivershadbeguntogetredaroundthewattles.Isaythelittlegirlisathoroughbred,andmysisterwantstogiveheradinnerassoonasshecomesout.
ButJohnniesaysshe’sdeclassee,somaybemysisterhadbetterthinkitover."
"Ididn’tsayshewasdeclassee,"exclaimedCarter."Ionlysaidshewoulddowelltobemorecareful."
Sargeantshiftedhiscigartotheothercornerofhismouth,oneeyeshuttoavoidthesmoke.
"Onemightsayasmuchoflotsofpeople,"heanswered.
"Idon’tlikeyourtone!"Carterflaredout.
"Oh,gotothedevil,Johnnie!Shallweallhaveadrink?"
OntheFridayeveningofthatweek,Condysethimselftohisworkathisaccustomedhour.Buthehadhadaharddayonthe"Times,"
Supplement,andhisbrain,likeanoverdrivenhorse,refusedtowork.Inhalfanhourhehadnotwrittenaparagraph.
"Ithoughtitwouldbebetter,intheend,toloafforoneevening,"heexplainedtoBlix,sometwentyminuteslater,astheysettledthemselvesinthelittledining—room."Icangoatitbetterto—morrow.Seehowyoulikethislastchapter."
Blixwasenthusiasticover"InDefianceofAuthority."Condyhadtoldhertheoutlineofthestory,andhadreadtohereachchapterashefinishedit.
"It’sthebestthingyouhaveeverdone,Condy,andyouknowit.
Isupposeithasfaults,butIdon’tcareanythingaboutthem.
It’sthestoryitselfthat’ssointeresting.Afterthatfirstchapteroftheboomrestaurantandtheexiles’club,nobodywouldwanttolaythebookdown.You’redoingthebestworkofyourlifesofar,andyousticktoit."
"It’sgrindingoutcopyfortheSupplementatthesametimethattakesallthestarchoutofme.You’venoideawhatitmeanstowriteallday,andthensitdownandwriteallevening."
"IWISHyoucouldgetoffthe’Times,’"saidBlix."You’rejustgivingthebestpartofyourlifetohackwork,andNOWit’sinterferingwithyournovel.Iknowyoucoulddobetterworkonyournovelifyoudidn’thavetoworkonthe’Times,’couldn’tyou?"
"Oh,ifyoucometothat,ofcourseIcould,"heanswered."Buttheywon’tgivemeavacation.Iwassoundingtheeditoronitdaybeforeyesterday.No;I’llhavetomanagesomehowtoswingthetwotogether."
"Well,let’snottalkshopnow.Condy.Youneedarest.Doyouwanttoplaypoker?"
Theyplayedforupwardofanhourthatevening,andCondy,asusual,lost.Hisill—luckwaspositivelyastonishing.DuringthelasttwomonthshehadplayedpokerwithBlixonanaverageofthreeorfoureveningsintheweek.andatthecloseofeverygameitwasBlixwhohadallthechips.
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