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第50章

  DarknessisweddedandthewasteregretsBeatingasdeadleavesonafitfulgust,BysoulsnolongerdoweredtoclimbBeneaththeirpackofdust,Whomenvyofalustrousprime,Eclipsedwhileyetinvoked,besets,Anddoomstosinkandwatersableflowers,Thatnevergladdenedeyeorloadedbee。
  StrainwethearmsforMemory’shours,WearetheseizedPersephone。
  ResponsenevertothesoftdesireForoneprizedtuneisthisourchordoflife。
  ’Tisclippedtodeadnesswithawantonknife,Inwishesthatforecstasiesaspire。
  YethavewegladcompanionshipofYouth,Elysianmeadowsforthemind,Darewetofacedeedsdone,andinourtombFilledwiththeparti-colouredbloomOflovedandhated,graspallhumantruthSowedbyusdownthemazypathsbehind。
  Tofeelthatheavenmustwethathellsoundthrough:
  Whencecomesalineofcontinuity,Thatbringsourmiddlestationintoew,Betweenthosepoles;anovelEarthwesee,Inlikenessofus,madeofbannedandblest;
  Thesower’sbed,butnotthereaper’srest:
  AnEarthalewithmeanings,whereinmeetBuried,andbreathing,andtobe。
  Thenofthejunctionofthethree,Evenasaheartinbrain,fullsweetMaysenseofsoul,thesumofmusic,beat。
  OnlythesoulcanwalkthedustytrackWherehangsourfloweringundervapoursblack,Andbeartoseehowthesepervade,obscure,Quenchrecollectionofaspaciouspure。
  Theytakephantasmalforms,dide,convolve,Hardateachotherpointandgape,Horribleghosts!inagonydissolve,ToreappearwithonetheydrapeForcriminal,and,Father!shriekingname,Whosuchdistortedissuedidbeget。
  Acceptthem,themandhim,thoughhissthysweatOffbrowonbreast,whosefurnaceflameHaseaten,andoldSelfconsumes。
  Outofthepurificationwilltheyleap,TheerenovatingwhilenewlightillumesTheduskywebofel,knownaspain,Thathealyuphealthwardmountsthesteep;
  Ourfleshlyroadtobeacon-fireofbrain:
  MidwaythetamelessoceanicbruteBelow,whoseheaveistoppedwithfoamforfruit,AndthefairheavenreflectinginnerpeaceOnrighteouswarfare,thatasksnottocease。
  ForthofsuchpassagethroughblackfirewewinClearhearingofthesimplelute,Whereon,andnotonother,MemoryplaysForthemwhocaninquietnessreceeHerrestorateairs:adittythinAsnoteofhedgerowbirdinearofeve,Orwaveatebb,theshallowcatchingraysOnatransparentsheet,wherecurvesaglassTotruerheavensthanwhenthebreakerneighsLoudattheplungeforbubblywreckinroar。
  Solidityandbulkandmartialbrass,Oncetyrantsofthesenses,faintlyscoreAmarkonpebbledsandorfluidslime,Whilepresentinthespirit,talthere,Arethingsthatseemedthephantomsoftheirtime;
  Eternalastherecurrentcloud,asairImperate,refreshfulasdawn-dew。
  SomeevanescenthandonvapourscrawledHistoricofthesoul,andheatsanewItscolouredlineswheredeedsoffleshstandbald。
  Trueoftheman,andofmankind’tistrue,DidwestoutbattlewiththeShade,Despair,Ourcowardice,itblooms;orhaplywarredAgainsttheprimalbeastinus,andflung;
  OrcleangmistsofSorrow,leftitstarredAboveself-pityslain:oritwasPrayerFirsttakenforLife’scleanser;orthetongueSpakefortheworldagainstthisheart;orringsOldlaughter,fromthefountsofwisdomsprung;
  Orclapofwingofjoy,thatwasathrobFrombreastofEarth,anddidnocreaturerob:
  Thesequickeningle。Butdeepestathersprings,Mostfilial,isaneyetoloveheryoung。
  Andhadweit,toseewithit,aleIsourlostgarden,flower,birdandhe。
  Bloodofherblood,aimofheraim,arethenThegreen-robedandgrey-crestedsonsofmen:
  ShetributarytoheragedrestoresThelinginthedead;shewillinspireFaithhomelierthanontheYondershores,Abhorringtheseasmire,Uncertainsteps,indimnessgropes,Withmortaltremoursprickinghopes,And,bythefinalBacchicofthelustsPropelled,theBacchicofthespirittrusts:
  Afervourdrunkfrommystichierophants;
  Notutterlymisled,thoughblindlyled,Ledroundfermentingeddies。FaithsheplantsInherownfirmnessasourmidwayroad:
  WhichrightlyYouthhasread,thoughblindlyread;
  Heressencereadinginhertoothsomegoad;
  Spurofbrightdreamsexperiencedisenchants。
  Butlovewewelltheyoung,herroadmidwayThedarknessesrunsconsecratedclay。
  Despiteourfeebleholdonthisgreenhome,Andthevastouterstrangenessvoidofdome,Shallwebewiththem,ofthem,taughttofeel,Uptothemomentofourprostratefall,ThelifetheydeemvoluptuouslyrealIsmorethanemptyechoofacall,Orshadowofashade,orswingoftides;
  Asbroodinguponage,whenveinscongeal,Greypalsynodstothink。Withusforguides,Anotherstepabovetheanimal,ToewsinAlpinethoughtaretheyhelpedon。
  Goodifsofarweleinthemwhengone!
  AndtherethearrowyeagleoftheheightBecomesthelittlebirdthathopstofeed,Gladofacrumb,fortemperedappetiteTomakeitwholesomebloodandfruitfulseed。
  ThenMemorystrikesonnoslackstring,NorsectionalwillvariedLifeappear:
  Perforceofsouldiscernedinmind,wehearEarthwithherOnwardchime,withWinterSpring。
  Andoursthemellownote,whilesharingjoysNomoresubjectingmortalswhohavelearntTobuildforhappinessonequipoise,ThePleasuresreadinsparksofsubstanceburnt;
  Knowinourseasonsanintegralwheel,Thatrollsustoamarkmayyetbewilled。
  This,thetruisticrubbishunderheelOfalltheworld,wepeckatandarefilled。
  Sleekasalizardatroundofastone,Thelookofherheartslippedoutandin。
  Sweetonherlordhersofteyesshone,Asinnocentsclearofashadeofsin。
  Helaidafingerunderherchin,Hisarmforhergirdleatwaistwasthrown:
  Now,whatwillhappenandwhowillwin,Withmeinthefightandmyladylone?
  I
  Heclaspedher,claspingashapeofstone;
  Wasfireonhereyestilltheylethimin。
  HerbreasttoaGodofthedaybeamsshone,Andneveracornerforserpentsin。
  Trancedshestood,withachatteringchin;
  Hershrunkenformathisfeetwasthrown:
  Athometothedeathmylordshallwin,Whenitisnotyrantwholeavesmelone!
  NIGHTOFFROSTINMAY
  Withsplendourofasilverday,AfrostednighthadopenedMay:
  Andonthatplumedandarmourednight,Asoneclosetemplehoveourwood,Itsborderleafagerginwhite。
  Remotedownairanowlhallooed。
  Theblacktwigdroppedwithoutatwirl;
  Thebudinjewelledgraspwasnipped;
  Thebrownleafcrackedascorchingcurl;
  Acrystaloffthegreenleafslipped。
  Acrossthetracksofrimytan,Somebusythreadatwhileswouldshoot;
  Alimpingminnow-rilletran,Tohanguponanicyfoot。
  Inthisshrillhushofquietude,Theearconceedaseveringcry。
  Almostitletthesoundelude,Whenchucklesthree,awarbleshy,Fromhazelsofthegardencame,Nearbythecrimson-windowedfarm。
  Theylaidthetranceonbreathandframe,Apreludeofthepassion-charm。
  Thensoonwasheard,notsoonerheardThananswered,doubled,trebled,more,VoiceofanEdeninthebirdRenewingwithhispipeoffourThesob:atroubledEden,richInthrobofheart:unnumberedthroatsFlungupwardatafountain’spitch,Thefervourofthefourlongnotes,Thatonthefountain’spoolsubside,Exultandruffleandupspring:
  EndlessthecrossingmultipliedOfsilverandofgoldenstring。
  TherechimedabubbledunderbrewWithwitch-wildsprayofvocaldew。
  ItseemedasingleharpersweptOurwildwood’sinnerchordsandwakedAspiritthatforyearningachedEremendesiredandjoyedorwept。
  OrnowalegionrashingMusicianralsdiduniteInloveofsweetnesshightosingThesubtlesongthatralslight;
  Frombreastofearthtobreastofsky:
  Andtheyweresecret,theywerenigh:
  Ahandthemagicmightdisperse;
  Themagicswungmyunerse。
  Yetsharpenedbreathforbadetodream,Whereallwassionarygleam;
  WhereSeasons,aswithcymbals,clashed;
  Andfeelings,passingjoyandwoe,Churned,gurgled,spouted,interflashed,Noreitherwastheoneweknow:
  NorpregnantoftheheartcontainedInuswerethey,thatgrieflessplained,Thatplainingsoared;andthroughtheheartStrucktoonenotethewideapart:-
  Apassionsurgentfromdespair;
  Apainingblissinferdcold;
  Offthelasttaledgeofair,Leapheavenwardofthelofty-souled,Forraptureofawineoftears;
  AshadastaramongthespheresCaughtupourearthtosomemid-heightOfdoublelifetoearandsight,ShegingvoicetothoughtthatshinesKeen-brilliantofherdeepestmines;
  Whilesteelydripstherilletclinked,Andhoarwithcrustthecowslipswelled。
  Thenwasthelyreofearthbeheld,Thenheardbyme:itholdsmelinked;
  Acrosstheyearstodead-ebbshoresIstandon,myblood-thrillrestores。
  ButwouldIconjureintomeThoseissuenotes,ImustreewWhatseriousbreaththewoodlanddrew;
  Thelowthrobofexpectancy;
  Howthewhitemother-mutenesspressedOnleafandmeadow-herb;howshook,Nighspeechofmouth,thesparkle-crestSeenspinningonthebracken-crook。
  AsatyrspiedaGoddessinherbath,Unseenofherattendantnymphs;noneknew。
  Forthwiththecreaturetohisfellowsdrew,Andlookingbackwardonthecurtainedpath,Hestrovetotell;hecouldbutheaveabreastToofull,andpointtomouth,withfailingleers:
  Vainlyhedancedforspeech,hegiggledtears,Madeasiftornintwo,asiftightpressed,Asifcastprone;thenfetchingwhimperedtunesForwords,flungheelandsethishairyflightThroughforest-hollows,overrockyheight。
  Thegreenleavesburiedhimthreeroundsofmoons。
  AsenatorialSatyrnamedwhatherbHadhurriedhimoutrunningreason’scurb。
  ’TistoldhowwhenthathieawayuncheckedTodellreturned,heseemedoftemperedmood:
  Evenasthevalleyofthetorrentrude,Thetorrentnowabrook,thevalleywrecked。
  Inhim,tohalehimhighorhurlaheap,GoddessandGoatfoothourlywrestledsore;
  Hourlytheimmortalprevailingmore:
  TillonehotnoonsawMeliboeuspeepFromthicket-spraystowherehisfull-blowndame,Incirclebythelustyfriskersgripped,Laughedtheshoweredrose-leaveswhileherlimbswerestripped。
  ShebeckonedtoourSatyr,andhecame。
  Thentwirledshemoundsofripeness,wreathofarms。
  Hishoofkickeduptheclothingforsuchcharms。
  Obriar-scents,onyonwetwingOfwarmSouth-westwindbrushingby,YoumindmeofthesweetestthingThatevermingledfrankandshy:
  WhensheandI,byloveenticed,Beneaththeorchard-applesmet,Inequalhalvesaripeonesliced,Andsmeltthejuicesereweate。
  Thatappleofthebriar-scent,AmongourlostinBritainnow,Wasgreenofrind,andredolentOfsweetnessasamilkingcow。
  Thebriargesitback,wellnighThedamselwithherteethonit;
  Hertwinklebetweenfrankandshy,Mythirsttobitewhereshehadbit。
  Heleaped。Withnonetohinder,OfAetna’sfieryscoriaeInthenextvomit-shower,madeheAmorepeculiarcinder。
  AndthisgreatDoctor,canitbe,HeleftnosanerrecipeFormenatissuewithdespair?
  Admiring,evenhispoetowns,Whilenotinghisfinelyrictones,Thelastofhimwasheelsinair!
  ComesReverence,herfeaturesAmazedtoseehighWisdomhear,Withglimmerofafaunishleer,Onemockherprideofcreatures。
  ShallsuchsadincidentdegradeAstaturecastingsunniestshade?
  OReverence!letReasonswim;
  Eachlifeitscriticdeedreveals;