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第45章

  Veinsofdergencies,convergencies,Ourbotanistinwomankindpercees;
  Andifhehugsnowound,themancanprizeThatsplendidconsummationandsureproofOfmorethanheartinher,whomightdespise,Whodrownsherself,forpityupaloofTosoarandbelikeNature’spity:sheInstincteofwhatrtueinyoungdaysHadservedhimforhispilot-staronsea,Totroublehiminhaven。ThushisgazeCameoutofrust,andmorethantheschooledtongueWasgiftedtoencourageandassure。
  Hegaveherofthedeepwellshehadsprung;
  Andnameitgratitude,thewordispoor。
  Butnameitgratitude,isaughtasrareFromsextosex?AndletithavesurvedTheirconflict,comesthepeacebetweenthepair,Unknowntothousandshusbandedandwed:
  UnknowntoPassion,generousforprey:
  UnknowntoLove,tooblissfulinatruce。
  Theirtenderestofselfdideachoneslay;
  Hiscloakofdignity,herfleurdeluce;
  Herlilyflower,andhisabollacloak,Thingsling,slewthey,andnoarterybled。
  AmomentofsomesacrificialsmokeTheypassed,andwerethedearerfortheirdead。
  Helearnthowmuchwegainwhomakenoclaims。
  AnightcaponhisflickerofgreyfireWasthoughtofhersharpshudderintheflames,Confessing;anditsconjuredimagedire,Oflove,thetorrentonthevalleydashed;
  Thewhirlwindswathingtremulouspeaks;youngforce,sionedtoholdcorrectedandabashedOursenileemulous;whichrollsitscourseProudtotheshatteringend;withthesefewlastHotquintessentialdropsofbryonyjuice,Squeezedoutinanguish:allofthatoncevast!
  Andstill,thoughhangskinforman’sabuse,ThoughnomoregloryinginthebeauteouswreathShotskywardfromabloodatpassionatejet,Repentingbutinwords,thatstandasteethBetweenthedlips;avassalset;
  Andnumb,offormalvalue。ArewetrueInnature,nevernaturalthingrepents;
  Albeitreceingpunishmentfordue,Amongthegroupofthisworld’spenitents;
  Albeitremorsefullyregretting,oftCravenly,whilethescourgenoshudderspares。
  OurworldbelievesitstablerifthesoftArewhippedtoshowthefacerepentancewears。
  Thenhearit,inamoanofatheistgloom,Deploretheweedygrowthofhypocrites;
  CountNaturedelish,andacceptfordoomThechasmbetweenourpassionsandourwits!
  Affectinglunarwhiteness,patentsnows,Ittremblesatbetrayalofasore。
  Hersistheglacier-conscience,toexposeImpuritiesforclearnessatthecore。
  Shetoherhungeredthunderinginbreast,YESHALLNOTSTARVE,notfeeblydesignatesTheworldrepressingasaliferepressed,Judgedbythewastedmartyrsitcreates。
  HowSin,amidtheshadesCimmerian,Repents,shepointsforsight:andsheavers,Thehoofedhalf-angelinthePuritanNighreadsherwhennobrutishwrathdeters。
  Sinagainstimmaturity,thesinOfravenousexcess,whatdeeddidesManfromtality;thesebleedwithin;
  Bleedinthecrippledrelicthatabides。
  Perpetuallytheybleed;alimbislost,Apieceoflife,theveryspiritmaimed。
  ButculpritwhothelawofmanhascrossedWithNature’sdubiouslywithinisblamed;
  Despiteourcryatcuttingofthewhip,Oursherinthenightwhennumbersfrown,Webutbewailabrokenfellowship,Asting,anisolation,afall’ncrown。
  Abjectofsinnersisthatsensite,Theflesh,amenabletostripes,miscalledIncorrigible:suchtitledowegeTothepoorshrinkingstuffwherewithwearewalled;
  And,takingitforNature,placeinbanOurMother,asaPowerwanton-willed,Theshameandbafflerofthesoulofman,Therecreant,reptilious。DothoubuildThymindonherfoundationsinearth’sbed;
  Beholdman’smindthechildofherkeenrod,ForteachinghowthewitsandpassionswedTorearthattempleofthecredibleGod;
  Sacredthelettersofherlaws,andplain,Willshine,toguidethyfeetandholdtheefirm:
  Then,asapathwaythroughafieldofgrain,Man’slawsappeartheblindprogresseworm,Thatmovesbytouch,andthrustoflinkingringsThewhichtoendowwithsion,liftfrommudToleveloftheirnature’saimsandsprings,Mustthose,thetwainbesideourtalflood,Nowonopposingbanks,thetwainatstrifeWhomthesorosyferrymanintesTojunction,andmid-channeloverLife,Unmaskedtotheghostly,muchasundersmites
  InstructindeeperthanConvenience,Inhigherthantheharvestofayear。
  OnlytherootedknowledgetohighsenseOfheavenlycanmount,andfeelthespurForfruitfullestadvancement,eyeamarkBeyondthepathwithgrainoneitherhand,HelptothesteeringofoursocialArkOverthebarbarouswatersuntoland。
  Forusthedoubleconscienceanditswar,Theserngoftwomasters,falsetoboth,Untilthosetwain,whospringtherootandareTheknowledgeindision,plightatrothOfequalhands:norlongercirculateApioustokenfortheircurrentcoin,Togrowlattheexchange;they,mateandmate,FairfeminineandmasculineshalljoinUponanupperplane,stillcommonmould,WherestampedreligionandreflectepaceAstateliermeasure,andthehoopofgoldRoundstohorizonfortheirsoul’sembrace。
  ThenshallthosenoblestoftheearthandsunInmunliketowavesonsavagesea。
  ButnottillNature’slawsandman’sareone,Canmarriageofthemanandwomanbe。
  V
  Hepassedherthroughthesermon’sdulldefile。
  Downunderbillowyvapour-gorgesheavedThecityandthevaleandmountain-pile。
  Shefeltstrangepushofshuttle-threadsthatweaved。
  Anewlandinanoldbeneathherlay;
  Andforthtomeetitdidherspiritrush,Asbridewhowithoutshamehascometosay,Husband,inhisdearfacethatcausedherblush。
  Anaturalwoman’sheart,notmorethancladBystationandbrightraiment,gathersheatFromnakednessintrustedhands:shehadThejoyofthosewhofeeltheworld’sheartbeat,Afterlongdoubtofitasfireorice;
  Becauseonemanhadhelpedhertobreathefree;
  SurprisedtofaithinsomethingofapricePasttheoldcharityinchalry:-
  OurfirstwildsteptorighttheloadedscalesDisplayingwomenshamefullyoutweighed。
  ThewisdomofhumanenessbestavailsForserngjusticetillthatfraudisbrayed。
  Herburiedbodyfedthelifeshedrank。
  Andnotanotherstrippingofherwound!
  Thestartledthoughtonblackdeliriumsank,Whilewithhergentlesurgeonshecommuned,Andwoman’sprospectoftheyokerepelled。
  Herburiedbodygaveherflowersandfood;
  Thepeace,thehomelyskies,thespringsthatwelled;
  Love,thelargelovethatfoldsthemultitude。
  Soul’schastityinhonesty,andthisWithbeauty,madethedowertomenrefused。
  Andlittledotheyknowtheprizetheymiss;
  Whichistheirhappyfortune!ThushemusedForhim,thecynicintheSagehadplayAhazymoment,byabreathdispersed;
  Tothink,ofallalemostweddedthey,Whomtimedisjoined!HeneededherquickthirstForrenovatedearth:onearthshegazed,Withhumbleaimtofootbesidethewise。
  Lo,wheretheeyelashesofnightareraisedYetlowlyovermorning’spuregreyeyes。
  ’LOVEISWINGEDFORTWO’
  Loveiswingedfortwo,Intheworstheweathers,Whentheirheartsaretied;
  Butiftheydide,Otootrue!
  Cracksaglobe,andfeathers,feathers,Feathersallthegroundbestrew。
  Iwasbreastofmorningsea,Rosyplumeonforestdun,Ithelaughinrainyfleeces,WhilewithmeShemadeone。
  Nowmustwepickupourpieces,Forthatthensowingedwerewe。
  ’ASK,ISLOVEDINE’
  Ask,isLovedine,Voicesallare,ay。
  Questionforthesign,There’sacommonsigh。
  Wouldwe,throughouryears,Loveforego,Quitofscarsandtears?
  Ah,butno,no,no!
  ’JOYISFLEET’
  Joyisfleet,Sorrowslow。
  Love,sosweet,Sorrowwillsow。
  Love,thathasflownEreday’sdecline,Lovetohaveknown,Sorrow,bemine!
  THELESSONOFGRIEF
  Noterethebitterherbwetaste,Whichagesthoughtofhappytimes,Toplantusinaweepingwaste,RingswithourfellowsthisoneheartAccordantchimes。
  WhenIhadshedmygladyear’sleaf,IdidbelieveIstoodalone,TillthatgreatcompanyofGriefTaughtmetoknowthiscrangheartFornotmyown。
  WINDONTHELYRE
  ThatwasthechirpofArielYouheard,asoverheaditflew,Thefarthergoingmoretodwell,Andwingourgreentowedourblue;
  Butwhethernoteofjoyorknell,NothisownFather-singerknew;
  Noryetcananymortaltell,Saveonlyhowitshersthrough;
  Thebreastofusasoundedshell,Thebloodofusalighteddew。
  THEYOUTHFULQUEST
  HisLadyqueenofwoodstomeet,Hewandersdayandnight:
  Theleaveshavewhisperingsdiscreet,Themossywaysinte。
  Acrossalustrousringofspace,Bycoverthoodsandcaves,IspromiseofhersecretfaceInfilmthatonwardwaves。
  Fordarknessisthelightastrain,Astrainforlightthedark。
  Agreymothdownalarches’laneUnwindsaghostlyspark。
  Herlamphesees,andyoungdesireIsfedwhilecloakedsheflies。
  ShequersshotofoletfireToashatlookofeyes。
  THEEMPTYPURSE——ASERMONTOOURLATERPRODIGALSON
  Thou,runtothedryonthiswaysidebank,Tooplainlyofallthepropellersbereft!
  Quenchedyouth,andisthatthypurse?
  EvensuchlimpsloughasthesnakehasleftSlacktothegaleuponspikesofwhin,Forcast-offcoatofalifegoneblank,Initsframeofagrinattheseeker,isthine;
  AndthinetocraveandtocurseThesweetthingoncewithin。
  Accusehim:somedelcommittedthetheft,Whichleavesoftheportlyaskin,Nomore;oftheweightyawhine。
  Pursuehim:andfirst,tobesureofhistrack,Overdeouswaysthathaveledtothis,Inthestream’sconsecuteline,LetmemoryleadtheebackTowherewavesMorningherfleur-de-lys,UnflushedatthefrontoftheroseatedoorUnopenedyet:nevershadowthereOfaTartaruslightedbyDisForsoulswhosecryis,alack!
  Anorycradlerocks,apeepThroughhiseyelashes’laugh,abreathingpearl。
  TheretheyoungchiefoftheanimalsworeAlikenesstoheavenlyhosts,unawareOfhisloveofhimself;withthehoursatleap。
  Inadingleawayfromaruttedhighroad,Aroundhimtheearliestthrostleandmerle,Ourhumansmilebetweenmilkandsleep,EffervescentofNaturehecrowed。
  Fairwasthatseason;furloverfurlThebannersofblossom;adancingfloorThisearth;veryangelstheclouds;andfairThouonthetabletsofforeheadandbreast:
  Careless,acentreofgilantcare。
  Thymotherkissesaninfantcurl。
  Theroomofthetoyswasaboundlessnest,Akingdomthefieldofthegames,Tillenteredthecrangformore,Andtheworshippedsmallbodyhadaims。
  Agoodlittleidol,asrecordsattest,WhentheytellofhimlightlyappeasedinascreamBysweetsandcaresses:hegavebutsignThattheheirofapurse-plumpeddominantrace,Accustomedtoplenty,notdumbwouldpine。
  Almostmagician,hisearliestdreamWaslordoftheunpossessedForalook;himselfandhischase,Asonpuffsofawindatwhirl,Madeoneinthewinkofagleam。