AgainGodfreydreamed,astrangeandbeautifuldreamwhichwentonfromdaytoday。ItwasthathewasveryillandthatIsobelhadcometonursehim。Shecamequitesuddenlyandatfirstseemedalittlefrightenedanddisturbed,butafterwardsveryhappyindeed。Thiswentonforawhile,tillsuddenlytherestruckhimasenseofsomethingterriblethathadhappened,ofanupheavalofconditions,ofawrenchingasunderofties,ofchangeutterandprofound。
Thenwhilehemournedbecauseshewasnotthere,Isobelcameagain,butdifferent。Thedifferencewasindefinable,butitwasundoubted。
Herappearanceseemedtohavechangedsomewhat,andintheintervalsbetweenhercomingshecouldneverrememberhowshehadbeenclothed,exceptfortwothingswhichshealwaysseemedtowear,thelittleringwiththeturquoisehearts,thoughoddlyenough,notherweddingring,andthestringofsmallpearlswhichhehadgivenherwhentheyweremarried,andknewagainbytheclasp,thatwasfashionedinalover’sknotofgold。Hervoice,too,seemedchanged,orratherhedidnothearhervoice,sinceitappearedtospeakwithinhim,inhisconsciousness,notwithouttohisears。Shetoldhimallsortsofstrangethings,aboutawonderfullandinwhichtheywouldlivetogether,andthehomethatshewasmakingreadyforhim,andthetreesandflowersgrowingaroundit,thatwereunlikeanyofwhichGodfreyhadeverheard。Alsoshesaidthatthereweremanyothermatterswhereofshewouldwishtospeaktohim,onlyshemightnot。
Finallytherecameavividdreaminwhichshetoldhimthatsoonhewouldwakeuptotheworldagainforalittlewhilesheseemedtolayemphasisonthis“littlewhile“and,ifhecouldnotfindherinit,thathemustnotgrieveatall,sincealthoughtheircaseseemedsad,itwasmuchbetterthanhecouldconceive。Inhisdreamshemadehimpromisethathewouldnotgrieve,andhedidso,wondering。Atthisshesmiled,lookingmorebeautifulthaneverhecouldhaveconceivedhertobe。Thenshespokethesewords,always,asitappeared,withinhim,printingthem,asitwere,uponhismind:
“NowyouareabouttowakeupandImustleaveyouforawhile。ButthisIpromiseyou,mymostdear,mybeloved,myown,thatbeforeyoufallasleepagainforthelasttime,youshallseemeoncemore,forthatisallowedtome。IndeeditshallbeIwhowillsootheyoutosleepandIwhowillreceiveyouwhenyouawakeagain。Alsointhespacebetween,althoughyoudonotseeme,youwillalwaysfeelmenear,andIshallbewithyou。Sosweartomeoncemorethatyouwillnotgrieve。“
TheninhisvisionGodfreyswore,andsheappearedtoleanoverhimandwhisperwordsintohisearthat,althoughtheyimpressedthemselvesuponhisbrainastheothershaddone,hadnomeaningforhim,sincetheywereinsomelanguagewhichhedidnotunderstand。
Onlyheknewthattheyconveyedablessingtohim,andnotthatofIsobelalone!
Godfreyawokeandlookedabouthim。Hewaslyinginasmallroomoppositetoanopenwindowthathadthingauzeshutterswhich,asanoldIndian,heknewatonceweretokeepoutmosquitoes。Throughthiswindowhecouldseethemighty,toweringshapesofthePyramids,andreflectedthatafteralltheremusthavebeensometruthinthosewonderfuldreams。Heliftedhishand;itwassothinthatthestrongsunlightshonethroughit。Hetouchedhisheadandfeltthatitwaswrappedinbandages,alsothatitseemedbenumbedupononeside。
Alittledarkwomanwearinganurse’suniform,enteredtheroomandheaskedherwherehewas,asoncebeforehehaddoneinFranceandunderverysimilarconditions。ShestaredandansweredwithanIrishaccent:
“WhereelsebutatMenaHouseHospital。Don’tthePyramidstellyouthat?“
“Ithoughtso,“hereplied。“HowlonghaveIbeenhere?“
“Oh!twomonths,ormore。Ican’ttellyou,Colonel,unlessIlookatthebooks,withsomanysickmencomingandgoing。Shure!it’sapleasuretoseeyouyourselfagain。Wethoughtthatperhapsyou’dneverwakeupreasonably。“
“Didyou?IalwaysknewthatIshould。“
“Andhowdidyouknowthat?“
“BecausesomeonewhomIamveryfondof,cameandtoldmeso。“
Sheglancedathimsharply。
“Thenit’smyselfthatshouldbeflattered,“sheanswered,“orthenightnurse,seeingthatitiswewhohavecaredforyouwithnovisitorsadmittedexceptthedoctors,andtheydidn’ttalkthatway。
Now,Colonel,justyoudrinkthisandhaveanap,foryoumustn’tspeaktoomuchallatonce。Ifyoukeepwaggingyourjawyou’llupsetthebandages。“
Whenhewokeagainitwasnightandnowthefullmoon,suchamoonasoneseesinEgypt,shoneuponthesideoftheGreatPyramidandmadeitsilver。Hecouldhearvoicestalkingoutsidehisdoor,onethatoftheIrishnursewhichherecognised,andtheotherofaman,foralthoughtheyspokelow,thissenseofhearingseemedtobepeculiarlyacutetohim。
“Itisso,Major,“saidthenurse。“Itellyouthatexceptforalittlematteraboutsomeonewhomhethoughthadbeenvisitinghim,heisasreasonableasIam,andmuchmorethanyouare,savingyourpresence。“
“Well,“answeredthedoctor,“asyouspeakthetruthsometimes,Sister,I’minclinedtobelieveyou,butallIhavetosayisthatI
couldhavestakedmyprofessionalreputationthatthepoorchapwouldnevergethiswitsagain。Hehashadanawfulblowandonthetopofanoldwound,too。Afterallthesemonths,it’sstrange,verystrange,andIhopeitwillcontinue。“
“Well,ofcourse,Major,thereisthedelusionaboutthelady。“
“Lady!Howdoyouknowitwasalady?Justlikeawomanmakinguparomanceoutofnothing。Yes,there’sthedelusion,whichisbad。Keephismindoffitasmuchaspossible,andtellhimsomeofyourowninyourbestbrogue。I’llcomeandexaminehimto-morrowmorning。“
ThenthevoicesdiedawayandGodfreyalmostlaughedbecausetheyhadtalkedofhis“delusion,“whenheknewsowellthatitwasnone。
Isobelhadbeenwithhim。Yes,althoughhecouldneitherhearnorseeher,Isobelwaswithhimnowforhefeltherpresence。AndyethowcouldthisbeifhewasinEgyptandshewasinEngland?Sowondering,hefellasleepagain。
Bydegreesashegatheredstrength,Godfreylearnedallthestoryofwhathadhappenedtohim,orrathersomuchofitasthoseinchargeofthehospitalknew。Itappeared,accordingtoSisterElizabeth,ashisnursewasnamed,thatwhenhewasstruckdowninthechurch,“somewhereinAfrica“asshesaidvaguely,theguardswhomhehadwithhim,rushedin,firingonthenativemurdererswhofledawayexceptthosewhowerekilled。
Believingthat,withthemissionary,theyhadmurderedtheKing’sOfficer,agreatman,theyfledfastandfarintoGermanEastAfricaandwerenomoreseen。TheChief,Jaga,whohadescaped,causedhimtobecarriedoutoftheburningchurchtothemissionary’shouse,andsentrunnerstothenearestmagistracymanymilesaway,wheretherewasadoctor。Sotherehelayinthehouse。Anativeservantwhoonceactedasahospitalorderly,hadwashedhiswoundsandboundthemup。
Oneofthese,thatonthehead,wascausedbyakerryorsomebluntinstrument,andtheotherwasaspear-stabinthelung。Alsofromtimetotimethisservantpouredmilkdownhisthroat。
Atlengththedoctorcamewithanarmedescortand,greatlydaring,performedsomeoperationwhichrelievedthepressureonthebrainandsavedhislife。Inthathousehelayforamonthormoreandthen,inasemi-comatosecondition,wascarriedbyslowstagesinalitterbacktoMombasa。Herehelayanothermonthorsoandashismindshowednosignsofreturning,wasatlengthputonboardashipandbroughttoEgypt。
Meanwhile,asGodfreylearnedafterwards,hewasbelievedtohavebeenmurderedwiththemissionary,andareporttothateffectwassenttoEngland,which,inthegeneralmuddlethatprevailedatthebeginningofthewar,hadneverbeencorrected。ForbeitremembereditwasnotuntilhewascarriedtoMombasa,nearlytwomonthsafterhewashurt,thathereachedanyplacewheretherewasatelegraph。Bythistimealso,thoseatMombasahadplentyoffreshcasualtiestoreport,andindeedwerenotaware,orhadforgottenwhatexactstoryhadbeensenthomeconcerningGodfreywhocouldnotspeakforhimself。Soitcameaboutthroughaseriesofmischances,thatathomehewasbelievedtobedeadashappenedtomanyothermeninthecourseofthegreatwar。
AfterhecametohimselfattheMenaHouseHospital,Godfreyinquiredwhethertherewerenotsomelettersforhim,butnonecouldbefound。
Hehadarrangedwiththeonlypersonlikelytowritetohim,namelyIsobel,todosothroughtheWarOffice,andevidentlythatplanhadnotsucceeded,forherlettershadgoneastray。Thetruthwas,ofcourse,thatsomehadbeenlostandafterdefinitenewsofhisdeathwasreceived,theresthadnotbeenforwarded。NowhebethoughthimthathewouldcablehometoIsobeltotellherthathewasrecovering,thoughsomehowheimaginedthatshewouldknowthisalreadythroughtheauthorities。Withgreatdifficulty,forthehurttohissidemadeithardforhimtousehisarm,hewrotethetelegramandgaveittoSisterElizabethtosend,remarkingthathewouldpaythecostassoonashecoulddrawsomemoney。
“Thatwon’tmatter,“sherepliedasshetookthecable。Thenwithanoddlookathimshewentawayasthoughtoarrangeforitsdespatch。
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