Hetooknoaccountofhisbitter,secretjealousyofthisgirl,who,ashethought,hadestrangedhissonfromhim,andpreventedhimfromcarryingouthischerishedplansofmakingofhimaclergymanlikehimself,orofhisinnatephysicalhatredofwomenwhichcausedhimtodesirethatGodfreyshouldremaincelibate。Thesemotives,althoughhewaswellawareofthem,hesetdownasnaught,beingquitesure,inviewofthegoodnessofhisaims,thattheywouldbeoverlookedorevencommendedbythePoweraboveWhomhepicturedinhismind’seyeasafuriousoldman,animatedchieflybyjealousyandadesiretowreakvengeanceonandtorturethehelpless。ForitisthelessonsoftheOldTestamentthatsinkmostdeeplyintothesoulsofMr。Knightandhiskind。
SirJohn’sendswerequitedifferent。Hewastheveryvulgarestofself-mademen,coarseandbrutalbynature,asensualistofthetypethatisuntouchedbyimagination;amanwhowouldcrushanyonewhostoodinhispathwithoutcompunction,justbecausethatpersondidstandinhispath。Buthewasextremelyshrewd——witnessthewayhesawthroughMr。Knight——andinhisownfashionveryable——witnesshissuccessinlife。
Moreover,sinceamanofhistypehasgenerallysomeobjectbeyondthemereacquiringofmoney,particularlyafterithasbeenacquired,hehadhis,torisehigh,forhewasveryambitious。Hisnaturaldiscernmentsetallhisownfailingsbeforehimintheclearestlight;
alsotheirconsequences。Heknewthathewasvulgarandbrutal,andthatasaresultallpersonsofrealgentilitylookeddownuponhim,howevermuchtheymightseemtocringebeforehismoneyandpower,yes,thoughtheychancedtobebutlabouringmen。
Forinstance,hiswifehaddoneso,whichwasoneofthereasonswhyhehatedher,asindeedhadallherdistinguishedrelatives,aftertheycametoknowhim,althoughhelentthemmoney。Heknewthatevenifhebecameapeer,ashefullyexpectedtodo,itwouldbethesamestory;outwarddeferenceandlipservice,butinwarddislikeandcontempt。Inshort,therewerelimitswhichhecouldneverhopetopass,andthereforesofarashewasconcerned,hisambitiousthirstmustremainunslaked。
ButhehadadaughterwhomNature,perhapsbecauseofhermother’sblood,hadsetinquiteadifferentclass。Shehadhisability,butshewasgentle-born,whichhewasnot,onewhocouldmixwithandbewelcomedbythehighestintheworld,andthiswithouttheslightestquestion。Ifnotbeautiful,shewasverydistinguished;shehadpresenceandwhattheFrenchcall“theair。“Further,shewouldbeoneoftherichestwomeninEngland。Consideredfromhispointofview,therefore,itwasbutnaturalthatheshoulddesirehertomakeabrilliantmarriageandfoundagreatfamily,whichhewouldthushaveoriginated——atanyrate,tosomeextent。Nightanddayhelongedthatthisshouldcomeabout,anditwasthereasonwhytheyoungLordMounteroywasvisitingHawk’sHall。
MounteroyhadmetIsobelatadinner-partyinLondontheotherdayandadmiredher。Hehadtoldanoldlady——akindofsocietytout——whohadrepeatedittoSirJohn,thathewishedtogetmarried,andthatIsobelBlakewasthesortofgirlhewouldliketomarry。Hewasacleverman,alsoambitious,onewhohadhopesofsomedayrulingthecountry,buttodothisheneededbehindhimgreatandassuredfortuneinadditiontohisancientbutsomewhatimpoverishedrank。Inshort,shesuitedhisbook,andhesuitedthatofSirJohn。Now,thethingtodowastobringitaboutthatheshouldalsosuitIsobel’sbook。Andjustatthecriticalmomentthisaccursedaccidenthadhappened。Oh!
itwastoomuch。
NowonderthatSirJohnwasfilledwithrighteouswrathandasterndeterminationto“makethingshot“forthecauseofthe“accident“as,ledtotheattackbytheactivebutdrippingMr。Knightwhomhedesignatedinhisheartasthat“littlecurofaparson,“muchasanoverfedandbloatedbloodhoundmightbebysomeblackandviciousmongrel,hetrampedheavilytowardsthechurch。Indeedtheymadeaqueercontrast,thissmall,activebutfierce-facedmaninhissombre,shinygarmentsanddingywhitetie,andthehuge,ample-paunchedbaronetwithhisred,flatface,heavylipsandprojectingbutintelligenteyes,clothedinanewsuit,wearinganenormousblackpearlinhisnecktieandadiamondringonhisfinger;theveryidealofMammonineverydetailofhispersonandofhiscarefullyadvertisedopulence。
Isobel,whosehumourhaditssardonicside,andwhowasthefirsttocatchsightofthemwhentheyreachedthechurch,Mr。Knighttrippingahead,andSirJohnhotwiththeexerciseintheclose,moistair,lumberingafterhimwithhismouthopen,comparedtheminhermindtoafiercelittlepilotfishconductinganoverfedsharktosomehelplesspreywhichithaddiscoveredbattlingwiththewatersofcircumstance;thatafterall,wasonlyanotherversionofthemongrelandthebloodhound。Alsoshecomparedthemtootherthings,evenlesscomplimentary。
Yetnoneofthese,perhaps,wasreallyadequate,eithertotheevilintentionsortherepellentappearanceofthispairastheyadvancedupontheirwickedmissionofjealousyandhate。
Allunawarethattheyhadbeenseenandbynofriendlyeyes,GodfreyandIsobelremainedembracingeachotherforquitealongwhile。Atlengthshewrenchedherselfawayand,sinkingontoachancelbench,motionedtohimtoseathimselfbesideher。
“Letustalk,“shesaidinanewvoice,astrangevoicethatwaslowandrich,suchashehadneverheardheruse,“letustalk,mydear。“
“Whatof?“heaskedalmostinawhisperashetookhisplace,andherhand,whichheheldagainsthisbeatingheart。“Mysoulhasbeentalkingtoyoursforthelastfiveminutes,orisitfivesecondsorfiveyears?Itdoesnotseemtohaveanythingmoretosay。“
“YetIthinkthereisplentytobesaid,Godfrey。Doyouknowthatwhilewewerekissingeachothertheresomeveryqueerideasgotholdofme,notonlyofthesortwhichmightbeexpectedinourcase?YourememberthatPlantagenetladywholiesburiedbeneathwherewewerestanding,shewhosedressIoncecopiedtowearattheballwhenI
cameout。“
“Don’tspeakofthat,“heinterrupted,“forthenyouwerekissingsomeoneelse。“
“Itisnottrue。Ineverkissedanyoneelseinthatway,andIdonotthinkIevershall。Ikissedarose,that’sall,andIgatherthatyouhavedoneasmuchandverylikelyagreatdealmore。ButitisoftheladyIamspeaking,notoftheball。Sheseemedtocomeupfromhergraveandenterintome,andsaysomething。“
“Well,whatdidshesay,Isobel?“heaskeddreamily。
“That’sit,Idon’tknow,althoughshetalkedtomeasonemighttooneself。AllIknowisthatitwasoftroubleandpatienceandgreatjoy,andwarandtragedyinwhichImustbeintimatelyconcerned,and——afterthetragedy——ofamostinfiniterestandbliss。“
“Iexpectshewastellingyouherownstory,whichseemstohaveendedwell,“herepliedinthesamedreamyfashion。
“Yes,Ithinkso,butalsothatshemeantthatherstorywouldbemystory,copiedyouknow,asIcopiedherdress。Ofcourseitisallnonsense,justtheinfluenceoftheplacetakingholdofmewhenovercomebyotherthings,butatthetimeitseemedveryreal。“
“Sodoesabaddream,“saidGodfrey,“butforallthatitisn’treal。
Stillitisoddthateverythingimportantseemstohappentouswithinafewfeetofthatlady’sdust,andIcan’tquitedisbelieveinspiritsandtheirpowerofimpressingthemselvesuponus;IwishI
could。Thestrangethingisthat/you/shouldputanyfaithinthem。“
“Idon’t,thoughIadmitthatmyviewsaboutsuchmattersarechanging。YouknowIusedtobesurethatwhenwedieeverythingisoverwithus。NowIthinkdifferently,whyIcannotsay。“
Thenthesubjectdropped,becausereallytheywerebothwrappedinthegreatjoyofaglorioushouranddisinclinedtodwelluponfanciesaboutawomanwhohaddiedfivehundredyearsago,oronmetaphysicalspeculations。Alsothefearofwhatmightfollowuponthathourhauntedthemmorevividlythananyhoveringghost,ifsuchtherewere。
“Mydear,“saidIsobel,“Iamsorry,butImustsayit;Iamsurethattherewillbetroubleaboutthisbusiness。“
“Nodoubt,Isobel;therealwaysistrouble,atleastwhereIamconcerned;alsoonecan’tbehappywithoutpaying。Butwhatdoesitmattersolongaswesticktoeachother?Soonweshallbothbeofageandcandowhatwelike。“
“Onealwaysthinksthat,Godfrey,andyet,somehow,onenevercan。
Freewillisafraudinthatsenseasineveryother。“
“Ihavesomething,asyouknow,enoughwithmypaytoenableustogeton,evenifyouweredisinherited,dear,though,ofcourse,youcouldnotliveasyouhavebeenaccustomedtodo。“
“Oh!don’ttalktomeofmoney,“shesaidimpatiently,“thoughforthematterofthat,Ihavesomething,too,alittlethatcomestomefrommymother。Moneywon’tdivideus,Godfrey。“
“Thenwhatwill,Isobel?“
“Nothinginthelongrun,“sheansweredwithconviction,“notevendeathitself,sinceinawayweareoneandpartofeachotherandthereforecannotbeseparatedforalways,whateverhappensforawhile,asIamsurethatsomethingwillhappenwhichwillmakeyouleaveme。“
“IswearthatIwillneverleaveyou,Iwilldiewithyoufirst,“heexclaimed,springingup。
“Suchoathshavebeenmadeoftenandbroken——beforethedawn,“sheanswered,smilingandshakingherhead。
“IswearthatIwillalwaysloveyou,“hewenton。
“Ah!nowIbelieveyou,dear!“shebrokeinagain。“Howeverbadlyyoumaybehave,youwillalwayslovemebecauseyoumust。“
“Well,andwillyoualwayslovemehoweverbadlyIbehave?“
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