“Oh!shutup!“saidGodfrey,“ifwewastesomuchtimeweshallnevergettothetop,“aremarkatwhichtheyallburstoutlaughing。
“TheytalkofProvidenceontheAlps,“shoutedKarlinstentoriantones,whileheperformedakindofwar-dance,“butthat’sthekindofprovidenceforme,“andhepointedtoGodfrey。“ManythingshaveI
seeninmytradeasguide,butneveronelikethis。What?TocuttheropeforthesakeofMonsieurthere,“andhepointedtonumbertwo,whoseshareinthegreatadventurewasbeingoverlooked,“beforegivinghimselftoalmostcertaindeathforthesakeofMonsieurwiththeweakheart,whohadnobusinessonamountain;tostretchovertheprecipiceasthelineparted,andholdMonsieurwiththeweakheartforallthatwhile,tillIcouldgetanooseroundhim——yes,togoonholdinghimafterhehimselfwasalmostdead——withoutamind!GoodGod!neverhastherebeensuchastoryinmylifetimeontheseAlps,orinthatofmyfatherbeforeme。“
Thencamethedescent,GodfreysupportedontheshoulderofthestalwartKarl,who,fullofdelightatthisgreatescapefromtragedy,andathavingataletotellwhichwouldlasthimfortherestofhislife,“jodelled“spontaneouslyatintervalsinhisbest“large-tip“
voice,andoccasionallyskippedaboutlikeayoungcamel,while“Monsieurwiththeweakheart“wascarriedinachairprovidedtobearelderlyladiesupthelowerslopesoftheAlps。
Someswift-footedmountaineerhadspeddowntothevillageaheadofthemandtoldallthestory,withtheresultthatwhentheyreachedtheoutskirtsoftheplace,anexcitedcrowdwaswaitingtogreetthem,includingtwolocalreportersforSwissjournals。
Oneofthese,whocontributeditemsofinteresttotheEnglishpressalso,eitherbymistake,orinordertomakehisnarrativemoreinteresting,addedtoafairlycorrectdescriptionoftheincident,astatementthatthepersonrescuedbyGodfreywasayounglady。Atleast,sothestoryappearedintheLondonpapersnextmorning,undertheheadingof“HeroicRescueontheAlps,“orinsomeinstancesof,“AYoungEnglishHero。“
AmongthecrowdwasthePasteur,whobeamedatGodfreythroughhisbluespectacles,buttooknopartintheseexciteddemonstrations。
Whentheywerebackattheirhotel,andthedoctorwhoexaminedGodfrey,hadannouncedthathewassufferingfromnothingexceptexhaustionandbadlysprainedmuscles,hesaidsimply:
“Idonotcomplimentyou,mydearboy,likethoseothers,becauseyouactedonlyasIshouldhaveexpectedofyouintheconditions。Still,Iamgladthatinthiscaseanotherwasnotaddedtomylonglistofdisappointments。“
“/I/didn’tactatall,Pasteur,“blurtedoutGodfrey。“Avoice,I
thoughtitwasMissOgilvy’s,toldmewhattodo,andIobeyed。“
Theoldgentlemansmiledandshookhishead,asheanswered:
“Itiseverthus,youngFriend。Whenwewishtodogoodwehearavoicepromptingus,whichwethinkthatofanangel,andwhenwewishtodoevil,anothervoice,whichwethinkthatofadevil,butbelieveme,thelipsthatutterbothofthemareinourownhearts。Therestcomesonlyfromtheexcitementoftheinstant。Thereinourheartstheangelandthedevildwell,sidebyside,likethetwofiguresinavillageweather-clock,readytoappear,nowoneandnowtheother,asthebreathofournatureblowsthem。“
“ButIheardher,“saidGodfreystubbornly。
“Theexcitementoftheinstant!“repeatedthePasteurblandly。“HadI
beensosituatedIamquitecertainthatIshouldhaveheardallthedeceasedwhomIhaveeverknown,“andhepattedGodfrey’sdarkhairwithhislong,thinhand,thankingGodinhisheartforthebravespiritwhichHehadbeenpleasedtogivetothisyoungman,whohadgrownsodeartoonewholackedason。Onlythishedidinsilence,nordidheeveralludetothesubjectafterwards,exceptasacommonplacematter-of-courseevent。
Notwithstandingthe“jodellings“whichcontinuedoutsidehiswindowtoalatehour,andthebouquetofflowerswhichwassenttohimbythewifeofthemayor,whofeltthatadistinctionhadbeenconferredupontheirvillagethatwouldbringthemmanyvisitorsinfutureseasons,andoughttobesuitablyacknowledged,Godfreysoondroppedintoadeepsleep。Butinthemiddleofthenightitpassedfromhim,andheawokefullofterrors。Now,forthefirsttime,heunderstoodwhathehadescaped,andhownearhehadbeentolying,notinacomfortablebed,butaheapofsplinteredbonesandmangledfleshatthefootofaprecipice,whence,perhaps,itwouldhavebeenimpossibleevertorecoverhisremains。Inshort,hisnervesre-acted,andhefeltanythingbutahero,ratherindeed,acowardamongcowards。NordidhewishevertoclimbanotherAlp;thetastehadquitedepartedfromhim。
Totellthetruth,afullmonthwentbybeforehewashimselfagain,andduringthatmonthhewasastimidasakitten,andascarefulofhispersonalsafetyasawell-to-dooldladyunaccustomedtotravel。
WhenGodfreyreturnedtotheMaisonBlanche,wearingahandsomegoldwatch,whichhadbeenpresentedtohimwithaneffusiveletterofthanksbythegentlemanwhomhehadrescuedandhisrelatives,hefoundhimselfquiteacelebrity。MostofthePasteur’scongregationmethimwhenhedescendedfromthediligence,andwavedtheirhats,butashethankedheaven,didnot“jodel。“
LeavingthePasteurtomakesomeacknowledgment,hefledtothehouse,onlytofindMadame,Juliette,anumberoffriends,tosaynothingofJean,thecookandtheservantgirl,awaitinghimthere。Madamebeamed,andlookedasthoughshewereabouttokisshim;thefreshandcharmingJulietteshookhishand,andmurmuredintohisearthatshehadnoideahewassobrave,alsothateverynightshethankedthe/BonDieu/forhisescape;whiletheotherssaidsomethingappropriate——orthereverse。
Oncemorehefled,thistimetohisbedroom。Thereuponhisdressing-
tablelaytwoletters,onefromhisfatherandoneaddressedinacuriouspointedhand-writing,whichhedidnotknow。Thisheopenedatonce。ItwasinFrench,andran,astranslated:
“Ah!LittleBrother,——Iknowallthathashappenedtoyou,nordidyourgodmotherneedtowaittoreadaboutitinthejournals。
Indeed,Isawitinmycrystalbeforeithappened;youwiththemanhangingtoyourarmandtherest。Butthenacloudcameoverthecrystal,andIcouldnotseetheend。Ihopedthathewouldpullyouovertheedge,sothatinoneshortminuteyoubecamenothingbutaredplum-puddingatthebottomofthegulf。Foryouknowthatthesweetest-temperedfairygodmothercanbemadecrossbywickedingratitudeandeviltreatment。Donotthink,littleBrother,thatIhaveforgivenyouforbringingthatoldpasteur-
fooltoinsultandthreatenme。Notso。Ipraythespeeritsnightanddaytopayyoubackinyourowncoin,youwhohaveinsultedthemalso。Indeed,itwastheywhoarrangedthislittleincident,buttheytellmethatsomeotherspeeritinterferedatthelastmomentandsavedyou。Ifso,betterlucknexttime,fordonotthinkyoushallescapemeandthem。Hadyoubeentruetousyoushouldhavehadgreatgoodfortuneandeverythingyoudesireinlife,including,perhaps,somethingthatyoudesiremostofall。
Asitis,youshallhavemuchtroubleandlosewhatyoudesiremostofall。HaveyoubeenkissingthatprettyMademoiselleagainandtryingtomakeherasbadashermother?Well,Ihopeyouwill,becauseitwillhurtthatoldfool-pasteur。Whereveryougo,rememberthateyesfollowyou,mineandthoseofthespeerits。
Hateandbadlucktoyou,mylittleBrother,fromyourdeargodmamma,whosegoodheartyouhavesooutraged。Sofareilltillyouhearfrommeagain,yesandalways。Nowyouwillguessmyname,soIneednotsignit。
“P。S——Eleanoralsosendsyouherhatefromanothersphere。“
Thispreciousepistle,filledwithmalignity,reachinghiminthemidstofsomanycongratulations,struckuponGodfreylikeablastoficywindatthezenithofasummerday。Totellthetruthalso,itfrightenedhim。
HehadtriedtoforgetallaboutMadameRiennesandnowhereshewasstabbinghimfromafar,fortheletterboreaVenicepostmark。Itmaybefoolish,butfewofuscaretobetheobjectofaconcentrated,personalhate。Perhapsthisisduetotheinheritedsuperstitionsofourrace,notlongemergedfromtheblacknessofbarbarism,butatleastwestillfeelasourforefathersdid;asthoughthewilltoworkevilhadthepowertobringabouttheevildesired。Itisnonsense,sincewereittrue,nonecouldescapethedirestmisfortune,aseveryoneofusisatsometimeoranothertheobjectofthehateorjealousyofotherhumanbeings。Moreover,asmostofusbelieve,thereisabeing,nothuman,thathatesusindividuallyandcollectively,andcertainlywouldcompassourdestruction,hadhethepower,whichhappilyhehasnot,unlessweourselvesgiveittohim。
Godfreycomfortedhimselfwiththisreflection,also,withanother;
thatinthisinstancetheissueofhisperilhadbeenfardifferentfromwhathisenemydesired。Yet,withhisnervesstillshakenbothbyhisspiritualisticexperiences,andbythoseofthedangerwhichhehadpassed,theletterundoubtedlydidaffecthiminthewaythatitwasmeanttodo,andtheworstofitwasthathecouldnotconsulthisfriendandguide,thePasteur,becauseoftheallusiontothescenewithJuliette。
Throwingitdownasthoughitwereavenomoussnake,whichindeed,itwas,heopenedthatfromhisfather,whichwasbrief。Itcongratulatedhimcoldlyonhisescape,whereofMr。Knightsaidhehadheard,notinthewaythathewouldhaveexpected,fromhimself,butthroughthepapers。This,itmaybeexplained,wasnotstrange,sincetheaccountwastelegraphedlongbeforeGodfreyhadtimetowrite。Asamatteroffact,however,hehadnotwritten,forwhocarestoinditeepistlestoanunsympatheticandcriticalrecipient?Mostpeopleonlycomposelettersforthebenefitofthosewholiketoreceivethemand,byintuition,readinthemagreatdealmorethanthesenderrecordsinblackandwhite。Forletter-writing,atitsbest,isanallusiveart,somethingthatsuggestsratherthandescribes。ItwasbecauseGodfreyappreciatedthistruthinahalfunconsciousfashion,thathedidnotcaretoundertakeanactivecorrespondencewithhisfather。Itistheexceptionalso,foryoungmentocaretocorrespondwiththeirfathers;therespectiveoutlooks,andoften,therespectiveinterests,aretoodiverse。Withmothersitisdifferent,atanyrate,sometimes,forintheircasetherelationshipismoreintimate。Intheinstanceofthemaleparent,throughouttherealmofnature,itisapttohaveanaccidentalaspectortoacquireoneastimegoesby。
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