MadameRiennesandhervisionspassedfromhimlikeabaddream。
Thoughtfulheremainedalways,forthatwashisnature;sometimessadalso,whenhethoughtofIsobel,whoseemedtohavedisappearedquiteoutofhislife。Butaswasnaturalathisage,thismoodweakenedbydegrees。Shewasalwaysthereinthebackground,butsheceasedtoobscurethelandscapeasshehaddonebefore,andwastodoinhisafterlife。Hadshebeenagirlofthecommontype,attractiveonlybecauseshewasayoungandvivaciouswoman,doubtlesstheeclipsewouldhavebeencomplete。Occasionally,indeed,mendolovefoolsinanenduringfashion,whichisperhapsthemostevilfatethatcanbelaiduponthem。Forwhatcanbeworsethantowastewhatisdeepandrealuponathingoffleshwithoutasoul,anempty,paintedbubble,whichevadesthehand,orburstsifitisgrasped?Thosearetherealunfortunates,whohavesoldthemselvesforamessofpotage,thatforthemostparttheyareneverevenallowedtoeat,sincebeforethebellringsithasprobablybeendepositedbyheavenknowswhathandofCircumstanceinsomeoneelse’splate,orgonestaleandbeenthrownaway。
Godfreywasnotoneofthese,becausethehandofCircumstancehadmanagedhisaffairsotherwise。Isobelwasnomessofpotage,butwithallherfaultsandfailings,afairandgreatinheritanceforhimwhocouldtakeseisinofher。Still,ashebelieved,shehadfirsttreatedhimbadly,thenutterlyneglectedhimwhoseprideshehadoutraged,bynoteventakingthetroubletowritehimaletter,andfinally,hadvanishedaway。Andhewasyoung,withmanhoodadvancinginhisveins,likethepulseofspring,andwomenaremanyintheworld,someofwhomhaveprettyfacesandproperfigures。Also,althoughthefactisoverlookedbyconvention,ithaspleasedNaturetomakemanpolygamousinhisinstincts,thoughwherethoseinstinctsendandwhatiscalledlovebegins,isathingalmostimpossibletodefine。Probablyintruththelimitliesbeyondthebordersofsex。
SoIsobel’sgreyeyesfadedintothebackgroundofGodfrey’smentalvision,whilethevioleteyesofJuliettedrewevernearertohisphysicalperceptions。Andhere,tosavetrouble,itmaybesaidatonce,thathenevercaredintheleastforJuliette,exceptasamalecreaturecaresforaprettyfemalecreature,andthatJuliettenevercaredintheleastforhim,exceptasayoungwomancaresingeneralforahandsomeandattractiveyoungman——withprospects。Indeed,shefoundhimtooseriousforhertaste。Shedidnotunderstandhim,as,forhispart,inherhefoundnothingtounderstand。
Afterall,rulingouttheprimaryimpulseswhichwouldmakeascullerymaidcongenialtoageniusuponadesertisle,whatwasthereinaJuliettetoappealtoaGodfrey?And,withthesamequalification,whatwasthereinaGodfreytoappealtoaJuliette?Asonce,withanaccidentaltouchofpoetry,shesaidtohermother,whenathissideshefeltasthoughshewerewalkingoverasnow-coveredcrevasseinthesurroundingAlps。Allseemedfirmbeneathherfeet,butsheneverknewwhenthecrustwouldbreak,andhewouldvanishintounfathomeddepths,perchancedraggingherwithhim。Or,feelingherdangershemightrunfromhimontosaferground,wheresheknewherselftobeongood,commonrockorsoil,andnostrange,hollowechoesstruckherears,leavinghimtopursuehisperilousjourneyalone。
Hermotherlaughed,andfallingintoherhumour,answered,thatbeyondthecrevasseandatthefootofthefurtherslopelaythewarmandmerryhumantown,thebesthouseofwhich——notunliketheVillaOgilvy——couldbereachedinnootherway,andthatwithsuchahomewaitingtoreceiveher,itwasworthwhiletotakealittlerisk。ThereonJulietteshruggedherwhiteshoulders,andintheintervalsofoneoftheFrench/chansonettes/whichshewasveryfondofwarblinginhergayvoice,remarkedthatshepreferredtomakejourneys,safeorperilous,inthecompanyofasinging-birdinthesunlight,ratherthaninthatofanowlinthedusk,whoalwaysremindedheroftheadvancingdarkness。
Atleast,thatwasthesubstanceofwhatshesaid,althoughshedidnotputitquitesoneatly。Then,asthoughbyanafterthought,sheaskedwhenhercousinJules,ayoungnotaryofBerne,wascomingtostaywiththem。
Thewinterworeaway,thespringcame,andafterspring,summer,withitsgreeneryandflowers。Godfreywashappyenoughduringthistime。
Tobeginwith,theplacesuitedhim。Hewasverywellnow,andgrewenormouslyinthatpureandtrenchantair,broadeningaswellaslengthening,till,notwithstandinghisslimness,hegavepromiseofbecomingalarge,athleticman。
MadameRiennestooandherunholyterrorshadfadedintothebackground。Henolongerthoughtofspirits,although,itistruethatasenseoftheimmanenceandrealityoftheUnseenwasalwayswithhim;indeed,astimewenton,itincreasedratherthanlessened。
Partly,thiswasowingtothecharacterandnaturaltendenciesofhismind,partlyalso,withoutdoubt,tothefactthathisrecentexperienceshad,asitwere,openedadoortohimbetweentheSeenandtheHidden,orratherburstabreachinthedividingwallthatneverwasbuiltupagain。Alsohisastronomicalstudiescertainlygaveanimpetustothoughtsandspeculationssuchaswerealwayspresentwithhim。Onlynowthesewereofawholesomeandreverentnature,tendingtowardsthoseendswhichareadvancedbyreligioninitstruestsense。
Heworkedhard,too,underthegentleguidanceofthelearnedPasteur,attheclassics,literature,andothersubjects,whileinFrenchhecouldnotfailtobecomeproficientinthecompanyofthetalkativeMadameandthesprightlyJuliette。Nordidhewantforrelaxation。
ThereweregreatwoodsonthehillsbehindtheMaisonBlanche,andintheseheobtainedleavetoshootrabbits,and,horribletosay,foxes。
Julietteandhewouldsetouttogethertowardsevening,accompaniedbyaclevercurwhichbelongedtoJean,thefactotumofthehouse。
Theywouldpostthemselvesatsomeconvenientspot,whiletheinstructedhoundrangedthewoodsabove。Thenwouldappearperhapsarabbit,perhapsahare,thoughtheseinthatlandofpoachingwerenotcommon,oroccasionallyagreat,red,stealthyfox。Atfirst,withhisEnglishtraditions,Godfreyshrankfromshootingthelast,whichhehadbeentaughtoughttodieinonewayonly,namely,bybeingtorntopiecesinthejawsofthehounds。
Juliette,however,mockedathim,volublyrecitingReynard’smanymisdeeds——howhestolechickens;howhetoreoutthethroatsoflambs,and,accordingtolocalreport,wasnotevenabovekillingababyifhefoundthatinnocentalone。Soitcameaboutnexttimetheexcitedyappingofthecur-dogwasheardontheslopesabovethem,followedbystealthymovementsamongthefallenpineneedles,andatlengthbytheappearanceofthebeautifulredcreatureslylyslinkingawaytoshelter,nottwentyyardsfromwheretheystoodbehindatree-trunk,thatJuliettewhispered:
“/Tirez/!/Tirez/!“andheliftedthegun,anold-fashioned,single-
barrelledpiece,aimedandfired。
Thenfollowedahorridscene。Thebigshotwithwhichhehadloaded,mortallywoundedbutdidnotkillthefox,thatwithitsforepawsbroken,rolled,andbit,andmadedreadfulnoisesinitsagony,itsbeautifulfurallstainedwithblood。Godfreydidnotknowwhattodo;
itwastoobigandstrongtokillwithJuliette’slittlestick,sohetriedtobatterittodeathwiththestockofthegun,butwithoutsuccess,andatlastwithdrew,lookingatithorrified。
“WhatshallIdo?“heaskedfaintlyofJuliette。
“Loadthegunandshootitagain,“repliedthatpracticalyoungwoman。
Sowithsomemistakes,fortheemergencymadehimnervous,suchasthedroppingofthecapamongthepineneedles,heobeyed。Atlastthepoorbeastlaydead,averydisagreeablespectacle,withthecur-dogthathadarrived,bitingjoyouslyatitsquiveringform。
Godfreyputdownthegunandretiredbehindatree,whencepresentlyheemerged,lookingverypale,fortotellthetruth,hehadbeenill。
“IdonotthinkIlikeshootingfoxes,“hesaid。
“Howstrangeyouare,“answeredJuliette。“Quiteunlikeothermen。NowmyCousinJules,thereisnothingthathelovesbetter。Gonowandcutoffhistail,tohanguponthewall。Itisbeautiful。“
“Ican’t,“saidGodfreystillmorefaintly。
“Thengivemetheknife,forIcan。“
Andshedid!
HadMadamebutknownit,thatfoxdidnotdieunavengeduponherfamily,forwithitdepartedfromtheworldallhopesofthealliancewhichshedesiredsoearnestly。
ThetruthisthatGodfreywasnotruesportsman,reallyhedidnotenjoyexterminatingotherandkindredlifetopromotehisownamusement。Likemostyoungmen,hewasdelightedifhemadeagoodshot;moreover,hehadsomeaptitudeforshooting,butunlikemostyoungmen,tohimafterwardscamereflections。Whogavehimtherighttokillcreaturesassentient,andmuchmorebeautifulintheirwaythenhimself,justbecauseitwas“greatfun“?Ofcourse,hewasfamiliarwiththecommonanswer,thatdaybydayhisbodywasnourisheduponthefleshofotheranimalsdestroyedforthatpurpose。
Butthenthiswasamatterofnecessity,soarrangedbyalaw,thatpersonally,hethoughtdreadful,butoverwhichhehadnomannerofcontrol。Itwaspartofthehellishsystemofaworldbuiltuponthefoundationstoneofdeath。
Naturetoldhimthathemustlive,andthattolive,notbeingavegetarian,whichformostofusisdifficultinacoldclimate,hemustkill,orallowotherstokillforhim。Buttohisfancy,perhapsmeticulous,betweensuchneedfulslaughterandthatcarriedoutforhisownamusement,andnotreallyforthepurposesofobtainingfood,thereseemedtobeagreatgulffixed。Togetfoodhewouldhavekilledanything,andindeed,oftendidinlaterdays,ashewouldandalsooftendidinafterdays,havedestroyednoxiousanimals,suchastigers。
Buttoinflictdeathmerelytoshowhisownskillortogratifyman’sinnatepassionforhunting,whichdescendstohimfromamoreprimitiveperiod,well,thatwasanothermatter。Itistrue,thathewasnotlogical,sincealwaysheremainedanardentfisherman,partlybecausehehadconvincedhimselffromvariousobservations,thatfishfeelverylittle,andpartlyforthereasonthatthereishighauthorityforfishing,although,beitadmitted,withasingleexception,alwaysinconnectionwiththeobtainingofneedfulfood。
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