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第19章

  Atanyrate,Isobel,whothought,likemostotheryoungpeople,thatwhentheyoncehavewrittensomething,itisconveyedbyamagicalagencytotheaddressee,evenifleftbetweentheleavesofablotter,acceptedtheassuranceasconclusive。Withoutdoubttheletterhadgoneanddulyarrived,onlyGodfreydidnotchoosetoanswerit,thatwasall。Perhapsthismightbebecausehewasstillangryonaccountoftheknightinarmour——oh!howshehopedthatthiswasthereason,but,ashercold,commonsense,ofwhichshehadanunusualshare,convincedher,muchmoreprobablytheexplanationwasthathewasengagedotherwise,anddidnotthinkitworthwhiletotakethetroubletowrite。
  Lateron,itistrue,shedidmeantoaskMrs。Parsonswhethershehadforwardedtheletter。Butasitchanced,beforeshedidso,thatgoodwomanburstintoafloodofconversationaboutGodfrey,sayinghowhappyheseemedtobeinhisnewhomewithsuchniceladiesaround,whoitwasplain,thoughtsomuchofhim,andsoforth。ThisgarrulityIsobeltookasanintendedhintandceasedfromhercontemplatedqueries。WhensomemonthslaterMr。KnightbroughtherGodfrey’sepistlewhichannouncedhisinheritance,needlesstosay,everythingbecameplainasapikestafftoherexperiencedintelligence。
  Soitcameaboutthattwoyoungpeople,whoadoredeachother,wereestrangedforaconsiderablelengthoftime。ForIsobelwrotenomoreletters,andtheproudandoutragedGodfreywouldratherhavediedthanattempttoopenacorrespondence——afterwhathehadseeninthatLondonsquare。Itistruethatinhisbriefepistleshome,whichwerealladdressedtohisfather,sinceMrs。Parsonswaswhatiscalled“apoorscholar,“hedidtryinaroundaboutwaytolearnsomethingaboutIsobel,buttheseinquiries,forreasonsofhisown,hisparentcompletelyignored。Inshort,shemighthavebeendeadforallthatGodfreyheardofher,ashebelievedthatshewasdead——tohim。
  Meanwhile,Isobelhadotherthingstooccupyher。Hermother,asshehadsaidintheletterwhichMr。Knight’ssenseofdutycompelledhimtosteal,becameveryillwithlungtrouble。ThedoctorsannouncedthatsheoughttobetakentoEgyptorsomeotherwarmclimate,suchasAlgeria,forthewintermonths。SirJohnwouldhearnothingofthesort。Foryearspasthehadchosentoconsiderthathiswifewashypochondriacal,andallthemedicalopinionsinLondonwouldnothaveinducedhimtochangethatview。Thefactwas,asmaybeguessed,thatitdidnotsuithimtoleaveEngland,andthatforsundryreasonswhichneednotbedetailed,hedidnotwishthatIsobelshouldaccompanyhermothertowhathecalled“foreignparts。“InhissecrethearthereflectedthatifLadyJanedied,well,shedied,andwhileheavengainedasaint,earth,oratanyrate,SirJohnBlake,wouldbenoloser。Shehadplayedherpartinhislife,therewasnothingmoretobemadeofhereitherasawomanasasocialasset。Whatwoulditmatterifonemorepale,uninterestingladyoftitlejoinedthemajority?
  IsobelhadoneofherstormyinterviewswithSirJohnuponthismatterofhermother’shealth。
  “Sheoughttogoabroad,“shesaid。
  “Whotoldyouthat?“askedherfather。
  “Thedoctors。Iwaitedforthemandaskedthem。“
  “Thenyouhadnobusinesstodoso。Youareanimpertinentandinterferingchit。“
  “Isitimpertinentandinterferingtobeanxiousaboutone’smother’shealth,evenifoneisachit?“inquiredIsobel,lookinghimstraightintheeyes。
  Thenhebrokeoutinhiscoarseway,sayingthingstohisdaughterofwhichheshouldhavebeenashamed。
  Shewaiteduntilheceased,red-faced,andgasping,andreplied:
  “Wereitnotformymother,whomyouabuse,althoughsheissuchanangelandhasalwaysbeensokindtoyou,Iwouldleaveyou,Father,andearnmyownliving,orgowithmyuncleEdgartoMexico,whereheistobeappointedMinister,asheandAuntMargaretaskedmeto。AsitisIshallstophere,thoughifanythinghappenstoMother,becauseyouwillnotsendherabroad,IshallgoifIhavetorunaway。Whywon’tyoulethergo?“sheaddedwithachangeofvoice。“Youneednotcome;Icouldlookafterher。IfyouthinkthatEgyptortheotherplaceistoofar,youknowthedoctorssaythatperhapsSwitzerlandwoulddohergood,andthatisquitenear。“
  Hecaughtholdofthissuggestion,andexclaimed,withasneer:
  “IknowwhyyouwanttogotoSwitzerland,Miss。Torunafterthatwhipper-snapperofaparson’sson,eh?Well,youshan’t。AndasforwhyIwon’tlethergo,it’sbecauseIdon’tbelievethosedoctors,whosayoneminutethatsheshouldgotoEgypt,whichishot,andthenexttoSwitzerland,whichiscold。Moreover,ImeanyoutostopinEngland,andnotgofoolingaboutwithalotofstrangemenintheseforeignplaces。Youaregrownupnowandout,andIhavemyownplansforyourfuture,whichcan’tcomeoffifyouareaway。WestopheretillChristmas,andthengotoLondon。There,that’sall,sohavedone。“
  Attheseinsults,especiallythatwhichhadtodowithGodfrey,Isobelturnedperfectlyscarletandbitherliptillthebloodran。Thenwithoutanotherwordshewentaway,leavinghim,ifthetruthwereknown,alittlefrightened。Still,hewouldnotalterhisdecision,partlybecausetodosomustinterferewithhisplans,andhewasaveryobstinateman,andpartlybecauseherefusedtobebeatenbyIsobel。Thiswas,hefelt,atrialofstrengthbetweenthem,andifhegavewaynow,shewouldbemaster。Hiswife’swelfaredidnotenterintohiscalculations。
  SotheystoppedinEssex,wherematterswentasthedoctorshadforetold,onlymorequicklythantheyexpected。LadyJane’scomplaintgrewrapidlyworse,sorapidlythatsoontherewasnoquestionofhergoingabroad。AtthelastmomentSirJohngrewfrightened,asbulliesareapttodo,andonreceiptofanindignantletterfromLordLynfield,nowanoldman,whohadbeeninformedofthefactsbyhisgrand-daughter,offeredtosendhiswifetoEgypt,oranywhereelse。
  Againthedoctorswerecalledintoreport,andtoldhimwithbrutalfranknessthatiftheiradvicehadbeentakenwhenitwasfirstgiven,probablyshewouldhavelivedforsomeyears。Asitwas,itwasimpossibleforhertotravel,sincetheexertionmightcauseherdeathuponthejourney,especiallyifshebecameseasick。
  ThisverdictcametoIsobel’sknowledgeasthefirsthaddone。Indeed,inhisconfusion,emphasizedbyseveralglassesofport,herfatherblurteditouthimself。
  “Iwonderwhetheryouwilleverbesorry,“washersolecomment。
  Thenshesatdowntowatchhermotherdie,andtothink。CouldtherebeanygoodGod,shewondered,ifHeallowedsuchthingstohappen。
  Poorgirl!itwasherfirstexperienceofthesort,andasyetshedidnotknowwhatthingsareallowedtohappeninthisworldinobediencetotheworkingsofunalterablelawsbywhoeverandforwhateverpurposethesemaybedecreed。
  Beingignorant,however,andstillveryyounganduntaughtoflife,shecouldnotbeexpectedtotaketheselargeviews,ortoguessattheHandofMercywhichholdsthecupofhumanwoes。Shesawhermotherfadingawaybecauseofherfather’sobstinacyandself-seeking,anditwasinconceivabletoherthatsuchanunnecessarythingcouldbeallowedbyagentleandlovingProvidence。Therefore,sheturnedherbackonProvidence,asmanyastrongsoulhasdonebeforeher,rejectingitforthereasonthatshecouldnotunderstand。
  Hadshebutguessed,thisattitudeofhers,whichcouldnotbeconcealedentirelyinthecaseofanaturesofrank,wasthebitterestdropinhermother’sdraughtofdeath。She,poorgentlecreature,madenocomplaints,butonlyexcusesforherhusband’sconduct。Nor,saveforIsobel’ssakedidshedesiretolive。Hersimplefaithupboreherthroughthefearsofdeparture,andassuredherofforgivenessforallerrors,andofhappinessbeyondinalandwheretherewasoneatleastwhomshewishedtomeet。
  “Iwon’ttrytoarguewithyou,becauseIamnotwiseenoughtounderstandsuchthings,“shesaidtoIsobel,“butIwish,dearest,thatyouwouldnotbesocertainastomatterswhicharetoohighforus。“
  “Ican’thelpit,Mother,“sheanswered。
  LadyJanelookedatherandsmiled,andthensaid:
  “No,darling,youcan’thelpitnow,butIamsurethatatimemustcomewhenyouwillthinkdifferently。Isaythisbecausesomethingtellsmethatitisso,andtheknowledgemakesmeveryhappy。Youseewemustallofusgothroughdarknessandstormsinlife;thatisifweareworthanything,for,ofcourse,therearepeoplewhodonotfeel。Yetattheendthereislight,andlove,andpeace,foryouaswellasforme,Isobel;yes,andforallofuswhohavetriedtotrustandtorepentofwhatwehavedonewrong。“
  “AsyoubelieveitIhopethatitistrue;indeed,Ithinkthatitmustbetrue,Motherdear,“saidIsobelwithalittlesob。
  Thesubjectwasneverdiscussedbetweenthemagain,butalthoughIsobelshowednooutwardchangeofattitude,fromthattimeforwardtilltheend,hermotherseemedmucheasierinhermindaboutherandherviews。
  “Itwillallcomeright。Weshallmeetagain。Iknowit。Iknowit,“
  wereherlastwords。
  Shediedquitesuddenlyonthe27thofDecember,thedayuponwhichSirJohnhadannouncedthattheyweretomovetoLondon。
  Asamatteroffact,oneofthesurvivorsofthistriowastomovemuchfurtherthantoLondon,namely,Isobelherself。Ithappenedthus。
  Thefuneralwasover;therelativesandthefewfriendswhoattendedithaddepartedtotheirroomsiftheywerestoppinginthehouse,orelsewhere;Isobelandherfatherwereleftalone。Sheconfrontedhim,atall,slimfigure,whosethickblondehairandpalefacecontrastedstrikinglywithherblackdress。Enormousinshape,forsoSirJohnhadgrown,carmine-colouredshadingtopurleabouttheshavedchinandlipswhichwerealsoofratheracurioushue,bald-headed,boldyetshifty-eyed,alsocladinblack,withabandofcrapeliketothatofaVictorianmute,abouthisshiningtallhat,heleanedagainsttheflorid,marblemantelpiece,ahugeobeseblotuponitswhiteness。Theywereaqueercontrast,asdissimilarperhapsastwohumanbeingswellcouldbe。
  Forawhiletherewassilencebetweenthem,whichhe,whosenerveswerenotsoyoungorstrongashisdaughter’s,wasthefirsttobreak。
  “Well,she’sdead,poordear,“hesaid。
  “Yes,“answeredIsobel,herpent-upindignationburstingforth,“andyoukilledher。“