JerrywasasgoodadriverasIhadeverknown,andwhatwasbetter,hetookasmuchthoughtforhishorsesashedidforhimself.
HesoonfoundoutthatIwaswillingtoworkanddomybest,andheneverlaidthewhiponmeunlessitwasgentlydrawingtheendofitovermybackwhenIwastogoon;butgenerallyIknewthisquitewellbythewayinwhichhetookupthereins,andIbelievehiswhipwasmorefrequentlystuckupbyhissidethaninhishand.
InashorttimeIandmymasterunderstoodeachotheraswellashorseandmancando.Inthestable,too,hedidallthathecouldforourcomfort.Thestallsweretheold—fashionedstyle,toomuchontheslope;buthehadtwomovablebarsfixedacrossthebackofourstalls,sothatatnight,andwhenwewereresting,hejusttookoffourhaltersandputupthebars,andthuswecouldturnaboutandstandwhicheverwaywepleased,whichisagreatcomfort.
Jerrykeptusveryclean,andgaveusasmuchchangeoffoodashecould,andalwaysplentyofit;andnotonlythat,buthealwaysgaveusplentyofcleanfreshwater,whichheallowedtostandbyusbothnightandday,exceptofcoursewhenwecameinwarm.Somepeoplesaythatahorseoughtnottodrinkallhelikes;butIknowifweareallowedtodrinkwhenwewantitwedrinkonlyalittleatatime,anditdoesusagreatdealmoregoodthanswallowingdownhalfabucketfulatatime,becausewehavebeenleftwithouttillwearethirstyandmiserable.
Somegroomswillgohometotheirbeerandleaveusforhourswithourdryhayandoatsandnothingtomoistenthem;thenofcoursewegulpdowntoomuchatonce,whichhelpstospoilourbreathingandsometimeschillsourstomachs.ButthebestthingwehadherewasourSundaysforrest;weworkedsohardintheweekthatIdonotthinkwecouldhavekeptuptoitbutforthatday;
besides,wehadthentimetoenjoyeachother’scompany.
ItwasonthesedaysthatIlearnedmycompanion’shistory.
34AnOldWarHorseCaptainhadbeenbrokeninandtrainedforanarmyhorse;
hisfirstownerwasanofficerofcavalrygoingouttotheCrimeanwar.
Hesaidhequiteenjoyedthetrainingwithalltheotherhorses,trottingtogether,turningtogether,totherighthandortheleft,haltingatthewordofcommand,ordashingforwardatfullspeedatthesoundofthetrumpetorsignaloftheofficer.Hewas,whenyoung,adark,dapplediron—gray,andconsideredveryhandsome.
Hismaster,ayoung,high—spiritedgentleman,wasveryfondofhim,andtreatedhimfromthefirstwiththegreatestcareandkindness.
Hetoldmehethoughtthelifeofanarmyhorsewasverypleasant;
butwhenitcametobeingsentabroadovertheseainagreatship,healmostchangedhismind.
"Thatpartofit,"saidhe,"wasdreadful!Ofcoursewecouldnotwalkoffthelandintotheship;sotheywereobligedtoputstrongstrapsunderourbodies,andthenwewereliftedoffourlegsinspiteofourstruggles,andwereswungthroughtheairoverthewater,tothedeckofthegreatvessel.Therewewereplacedinsmallclosestalls,andneverforalongtimesawthesky,orwereabletostretchourlegs.
Theshipsometimesrolledaboutinhighwinds,andwewereknockedabout,andfeltbadenough.
"However,atlastitcametoanend,andwewerehauledup,andswungoveragaintotheland;wewereveryglad,andsnortedandneighedforjoy,whenweoncemorefeltfirmgroundunderourfeet.
"Wesoonfoundthatthecountrywehadcometowasverydifferentfromourownandthatwehadmanyhardshipstoendurebesidesthefighting;
butmanyofthemenweresofondoftheirhorsesthattheydideverythingtheycouldtomakethemcomfortableinspiteofsnow,wet,andallthingsoutoforder."
"Butwhataboutthefighting?"saidI,"wasnotthatworsethananythingelse?"
"Well,"saidhe,"Ihardlyknow;wealwayslikedtohearthetrumpetsound,andtobecalledout,andwereimpatienttostartoff,thoughsometimeswehadtostandforhours,waitingforthewordofcommand;
andwhenthewordwasgivenweusedtospringforwardasgaylyandeagerlyasiftherewerenocannonballs,bayonets,orbullets.
Ibelievesolongaswefeltourriderfirminthesaddle,andhishandsteadyonthebridle,notoneofusgavewaytofear,notevenwhentheterriblebomb—shellswhirledthroughtheairandburstintoathousandpieces.
"I,withmynoblemaster,wentintomanyactionstogetherwithoutawound;
andthoughIsawhorsesshotdownwithbullets,piercedthroughwithlances,andgashedwithfearfulsaber—cuts;thoughweleftthemdeadonthefield,ordyingintheagonyoftheirwounds,Idon’tthinkIfearedformyself.
Mymaster’scheeryvoice,asheencouragedhismen,mademefeelasifheandIcouldnotbekilled.IhadsuchperfecttrustinhimthatwhilehewasguidingmeIwasreadytochargeuptotheverycannon’smouth.
Isawmanybravemencutdown,manyfallmortallywoundedfromtheirsaddles.
Ihadheardthecriesandgroansofthedying,Ihadcanteredovergroundslipperywithblood,andfrequentlyhadtoturnasidetoavoidtramplingonwoundedmanorhorse,but,untilonedreadfulday,Ihadneverfeltterror;
thatdayIshallneverforget."
HereoldCaptainpausedforawhileanddrewalongbreath;Iwaited,andhewenton.
"Itwasoneautumnmorning,andasusual,anhourbeforedaybreakourcavalryhadturnedout,readycaparisonedfortheday’swork,whetheritmightbefightingorwaiting.Themenstoodbytheirhorseswaiting,readyfororders.Asthelightincreasedthereseemedtobesomeexcitementamongtheofficers;andbeforethedaywaswellbegunweheardthefiringoftheenemy’sguns.
"Thenoneoftheofficersrodeupandgavethewordforthementomount,andinasecondeverymanwasinhissaddle,andeveryhorsestoodexpectingthetouchoftherein,orthepressureofhisrider’sheels,allanimated,alleager;butstillwehadbeentrainedsowellthat,exceptbythechampingofourbits,andtherestivetossingofourheadsfromtimetotime,itcouldnotbesaidthatwestirred.
"MydearmasterandIwereattheheadoftheline,andasallsatmotionlessandwatchful,hetookalittlestraylockofmymanewhichhadturnedoveronthewrongside,laiditoverontheright,andsmootheditdownwithhishand;thenpattingmyneck,hesaid,`Weshallhaveadayofitto—day,Bayard,mybeauty;butwe’lldoourdutyaswehavedone.’Hestrokedmyneckthatmorningmore,Ithink,thanhehadeverdonebefore;quietlyonandon,asifhewerethinkingofsomethingelse.Ilovedtofeelhishandonmyneck,andarchedmycrestproudlyandhappily;butIstoodverystill,forIknewallhismoods,andwhenhelikedmetobequiet,andwhengay.
"Icannottellallthathappenedonthatday,butIwilltellofthelastchargethatwemadetogether;itwasacrossavalleyrightinfrontoftheenemy’scannon.Bythistimewewerewellusedtotheroarofheavyguns,therattleofmusketfire,andtheflyingofshotnearus;
butneverhadIbeenundersuchafireaswerodethroughonthatday.
Fromtheright,fromtheleft,andfromthefront,shotandshellpouredinuponus.Manyabravemanwentdown,manyahorsefell,flinginghisridertotheearth;manyahorsewithoutariderranwildlyoutoftheranks;thenterrifiedatbeingalone,withnohandtoguidehim,camepressinginamonghisoldcompanions,togallopwiththemtothecharge.
"Fearfulasitwas,noonestopped,nooneturnedback.
Everymomenttherankswerethinned,butasourcomradesfell,weclosedintokeepthemtogether;andinsteadofbeingshakenorstaggeredinourpaceourgallopbecamefasterandfasteraswenearedthecannon.
"Mymaster,mydearmasterwascheeringonhiscomradeswithhisrightarmraisedonhigh,whenoneoftheballswhizzingclosetomyheadstruckhim.
Ifelthimstaggerwiththeshock,thoughheutterednocry;
Itriedtocheckmyspeed,butthesworddroppedfromhisrighthand,thereinfellloosefromtheleft,andsinkingbackwardfromthesaddlehefelltotheearth;theotherriderssweptpastus,andbytheforceoftheirchargeIwasdrivenfromthespot.
"Iwantedtokeepmyplacebyhissideandnotleavehimunderthatrushofhorses’feet,butitwasinvain;andnowwithoutamasterorafriendIwasaloneonthatgreatslaughterground;thenfeartookholdonme,andItrembledasIhadnevertrembledbefore;andItoo,asIhadseenotherhorsesdo,triedtojoinintheranksandgallopwiththem;
butIwasbeatenoffbytheswordsofthesoldiers.Justthenasoldierwhosehorsehadbeenkilledunderhimcaughtatmybridleandmountedme,andwiththisnewmasterIwasagaingoingforward;butourgallantcompanywascruellyoverpowered,andthosewhoremainedaliveafterthefiercefightforthegunscamegallopingbackoverthesameground.
Someofthehorseshadbeensobadlywoundedthattheycouldscarcelymovefromthelossofblood;othernoblecreaturesweretryingonthreelegstodragthemselvesalong,andotherswerestrugglingtoriseontheirforefeet,whentheirhindlegshadbeenshatteredbyshot.
Afterthebattlethewoundedmenwerebroughtinandthedeadwereburied."
"Andwhataboutthewoundedhorses?"Isaid;"weretheylefttodie?"
"No,thearmyfarrierswentoverthefieldwiththeirpistolsandshotallthatwereruined;somethathadonlyslightwoundswerebroughtbackandattendedto,butthegreaterpartofthenoble,willingcreaturesthatwentoutthatmorningnevercameback!
Inourstablestherewasonlyaboutoneinfourthatreturned.
"Ineversawmydearmasteragain.Ibelievehefelldeadfromthesaddle.
Ineverlovedanyothermastersowell.Iwentintomanyotherengagements,butwasonlyoncewounded,andthennotseriously;andwhenthewarwasoverIcamebackagaintoEngland,assoundandstrongaswhenIwentout."
Isaid,"Ihaveheardpeopletalkaboutwarasifitwasaveryfinething."
"Ah!"saidhe,"Ishouldthinktheyneversawit.Nodoubtitisveryfinewhenthereisnoenemy,whenitisjustexerciseandparadeandshamfight.
Yes,itisveryfinethen;butwhenthousandsofgoodbravemenandhorsesarekilledorcrippledforlife,ithasaverydifferentlook."
"Doyouknowwhattheyfoughtabout?"saidI.
"No,"hesaid,"thatismorethanahorsecanunderstand,buttheenemymusthavebeenawfullywickedpeople,ifitwasrighttogoallthatwayovertheseaonpurposetokillthem."
35JerryBarkerIneverknewabettermanthanmynewmaster.Hewaskindandgood,andasstrongfortherightasJohnManly;andsogood—temperedandmerrythatveryfewpeoplecouldpickaquarrelwithhim.
Hewasveryfondofmakinglittlesongs,andsingingthemtohimself.
Onehewasveryfondofwasthis:
"Come,fatherandmother,Andsisterandbrother,Come,allofyou,turntoAndhelponeanother."
Andsotheydid;Harrywasascleveratstable—workasamucholderboy,andalwayswantedtodowhathecould.ThenPollyandDollyusedtocomeinthemorningtohelpwiththecab——tobrushandbeatthecushions,andrubtheglass,whileJerrywasgivingusacleaningintheyard,andHarrywasrubbingtheharness.Thereusedtobeagreatdealoflaughingandfunbetweenthem,anditputCaptainandmeinmuchbetterspiritsthanifwehadheardscoldingandhardwords.
Theywerealwaysearlyinthemorning,forJerrywouldsay:
"IfyouinthemorningThrowminutesaway,Youcan’tpickthemupInthecourseofaday.
Youmayhurryandscurry,Andflurryandworry,You’velostthemforever,Foreverandaye."
Hecouldnotbearanycarelessloiteringandwasteoftime;
andnothingwassonearmakinghimangryastofindpeople,whowerealwayslate,wantingacabhorsetobedrivenhard,tomakeupfortheiridleness.
Onedaytwowild—lookingyoungmencameoutofatavernclosebythestand,andcalledJerry.
"Here,cabby!looksharp,weareratherlate;putonthesteam,willyou,andtakeustotheVictoriaintimefortheoneo’clocktrain?
Youshallhaveashillingextra."
"Iwilltakeyouattheregularpace,gentlemen;shillingsdon’tpayforputtingonthesteamlikethat."
Larry’scabwasstandingnexttoours;heflungopenthedoor,andsaid,"I’myourman,gentlemen!takemycab,myhorsewillgetyouthereallright;"andasheshutthemin,withawinktowardJerry,said,"It’sagainsthisconsciencetogobeyondajog—trot."
Thenslashinghisjadedhorse,hesetoffashardashecould.
Jerrypattedmeontheneck:"No,Jack,ashillingwouldnotpayforthatsortofthing,wouldit,oldboy?"
AlthoughJerrywasdeterminedlysetagainstharddriving,topleasecarelesspeople,healwayswentagoodfairpace,andwasnotagainstputtingonthesteam,ashesaid,ifonlyheknewwhy.
Iwellrememberonemorning,aswewereonthestandwaitingforafare,thatayoungman,carryingaheavyportmanteau,trodonapieceoforangepeelwhichlayonthepavement,andfelldownwithgreatforce.
Jerrywasthefirsttorunandlifthimup.Heseemedmuchstunned,andastheyledhimintoashophewalkedasifhewereingreatpain.
Jerryofcoursecamebacktothestand,butinabouttenminutesoneoftheshopmencalledhim,sowedrewuptothepavement.
"CanyoutakemetotheSouth—EasternRailway?"saidtheyoungman;
"thisunluckyfallhasmademelate,Ifear;butitisofgreatimportancethatIshouldnotlosethetwelveo’clocktrain.Ishouldbemostthankfulifyoucouldgetmethereintime,andwillgladlypayyouanextrafare."
"I’lldomyverybest,"saidJerryheartily,"ifyouthinkyouarewellenough,sir,"forhelookeddreadfullywhiteandill.
"Imustgo,"hesaidearnestly,"pleasetoopenthedoor,andletuslosenotime."
ThenextminuteJerrywasonthebox;withacheerychirruptome,andatwitchofthereinthatIwellunderstood.
"Nowthen,Jack,myboy,"saidhe,"spinalong,we’llshowthemhowwecangetovertheground,ifweonlyknowwhy."
Itisalwaysdifficulttodrivefastinthecityinthemiddleoftheday,whenthestreetsarefulloftraffic,butwedidwhatcouldbedone;
andwhenagooddriverandagoodhorse,whounderstandeachother,areofonemind,itiswonderfulwhattheycando.Ihadaverygoodmouth——thatisIcouldbeguidedbytheslightesttouchoftherein;
andthatisagreatthinginLondon,amongcarriages,omnibuses,carts,vans,trucks,cabs,andgreatwagonscreepingalongatawalkingpace;
somegoingoneway,someanother,somegoingslowly,otherswantingtopassthem;omnibusesstoppingshorteveryfewminutestotakeupapassenger,obligingthehorsethatiscomingbehindtopulluptoo,ortopass,andgetbeforethem;perhapsyoutrytopass,butjustthensomethingelsecomesdashinginthroughthenarrowopening,andyouhavetokeepinbehindtheomnibusagain;presentlyyouthinkyouseeachance,andmanagetogettothefront,goingsonearthewheelsoneachsidethathalfaninchnearerandtheywouldscrape.
Well,yougetalongforabit,butsoonfindyourselfinalongtrainofcartsandcarriagesallobligedtogoatawalk;perhapsyoucometoaregularblock—up,andhavetostandstillforminutestogether,tillsomethingclearsoutintoasidestreet,orthepolicemaninterferes;
youhavetobereadyforanychance——todashforwardiftherebeanopening,andbequickasarat—dogtoseeifthereberoomandiftherebetime,lestyougetyourownwheelslockedorsmashed,ortheshaftofsomeothervehiclerunintoyourchestorshoulder.Allthisiswhatyouhavetobereadyfor.IfyouwanttogetthroughLondonfastinthemiddleofthedayitwantsadealofpractice.
JerryandIwereusedtoit,andnoonecouldbeatusatgettingthroughwhenweweresetuponit.Iwasquickandboldandcouldalwaystrustmydriver;Jerrywasquickandpatientatthesametime,andcouldtrusthishorse,whichwasagreatthingtoo.
Heveryseldomusedthewhip;Iknewbyhisvoice,andhisclick,click,whenhewantedtogetonfast,andbythereinwhereIwastogo;
sotherewasnoneedforwhipping;butImustgobacktomystory.
Thestreetswereveryfullthatday,butwegotonprettywellasfarasthebottomofCheapside,wheretherewasablockforthreeorfourminutes.
Theyoungmanputhisheadoutandsaidanxiously,"IthinkIhadbettergetoutandwalk;Ishallnevergetthereifthisgoeson."
"I’lldoallthatcanbedone,sir,"saidJerry;"Ithinkweshallbeintime.Thisblock—upcannotlastmuchlonger,andyourluggageisveryheavyforyoutocarry,sir."
Justthenthecartinfrontofusbegantomoveon,andthenwehadagoodturn.Inandout,inandoutwewent,asfastashorsefleshcoulddoit,andforawonderhadagoodcleartimeonLondonBridge,fortherewasawholetrainofcabsandcarriagesallgoingourwayataquicktrot,perhapswantingtocatchthatverytrain.
Atanyrate,wewhirledintothestationwithmanymore,justasthegreatclockpointedtoeightminutestotwelveo’clock.
"ThankGod!weareintime,"saidtheyoungman,"andthankyou,too,myfriend,andyourgoodhorse.Youhavesavedmemorethanmoneycaneverpayfor.Takethisextrahalf—crown."
"No,sir,no,thankyouallthesame;sogladwehitthetime,sir;
butdon’tstaynow,sir,thebellisringing.Here,porter!
takethisgentleman’sluggage——Doverlinetwelveo’clocktrain——
that’sit,"andwithoutwaitingforanotherwordJerrywheeledmeroundtomakeroomforothercabsthatweredashingupatthelastminute,anddrewupononesidetillthecrushwaspast.
"`Soglad!’hesaid,`soglad!’Pooryoungfellow!Iwonderwhatitwasthatmadehimsoanxious!"
Jerryoftentalkedtohimselfquiteloudenoughformetohearwhenwewerenotmoving.
OnJerry’sreturntotheranktherewasagooddealoflaughingandchaffingathimfordrivinghardtothetrainforanextrafare,astheysaid,allagainsthisprinciples,andtheywantedtoknowhowmuchhehadpocketed.
"AgooddealmorethanIgenerallyget,"saidhe,noddingslyly;
"whathegavemewillkeepmeinlittlecomfortsforseveraldays."
"Gammon!"saidone.
"He’sahumbug,"saidanother;"preachingtousandthendoingthesamehimself."
"Lookhere,mates,"saidJerry;"thegentlemanofferedmehalfacrownextra,butIdidn’ttakeit;’twasquitepayenoughformetoseehowgladhewastocatchthattrain;andifJackandIchoosetohaveaquickrunnowandthentopleaseourselves,that’sourbusinessandnotyours."
"Well,"saidLarry,"you’llneverbearichman."
"Mostlikelynot,"saidJerry;"butIdon’tknowthatIshallbethelesshappyforthat.IhaveheardthecommandmentsreadagreatmanytimesandInevernoticedthatanyofthemsaid,`Thoushaltberich’;andthereareagoodmanycuriousthingssaidintheNewTestamentaboutrichmenthatIthinkwouldmakemefeelratherqueerifIwasoneofthem."
"Ifyoueverdogetrich,"saidGovernorGray,lookingoverhisshoulderacrossthetopofhiscab,"you’lldeserveit,Jerry,andyouwon’tfindacursecomewithyourwealth.Asforyou,Larry,you’lldiepoor;
youspendtoomuchinwhipcord."
"Well,"saidLarry,"whatisafellowtodoifhishorsewon’tgowithoutit?"
"Younevertakethetroubletoseeifhewillgowithoutit;
yourwhipisalwaysgoingasifyouhadtheSt.Vitus’danceinyourarm,andifitdoesnotwearyououtitwearsyourhorseout;
youknowyouarealwayschangingyourhorses;andwhy?
Becauseyounevergivethemanypeaceorencouragement."
"Well,Ihavenothadgoodluck,"saidLarry,"that’swhereitis."
"Andyouneverwill,"saidthegovernor."GoodLuckisratherparticularwhosherideswith,andmostlyprefersthosewhohavegotcommonsenseandagoodheart;atleastthatismyexperience."
GovernorGrayturnedroundagaintohisnewspaper,andtheothermenwenttotheircabs.
36TheSundayCabOnemorning,asJerryhadjustputmeintotheshaftsandwasfasteningthetraces,agentlemanwalkedintotheyard."Yourservant,sir,"
saidJerry.
"Good—morning,Mr.Barker,"saidthegentleman."IshouldbegladtomakesomearrangementswithyoufortakingMrs.BriggsregularlytochurchonSundaymornings.WegototheNewChurchnow,andthatisratherfurtherthanshecanwalk."
"Thankyou,sir,"saidJerry,"butIhaveonlytakenoutasix—days’license,*andthereforeIcouldnottakeafareonaSunday;
itwouldnotbelegal."
——
*Afewyearssincetheannualchargeforacablicensewasverymuchreduced,andthedifferencebetweenthesixandsevendays’cabswasabolished.
——
"Oh!"saidtheother,"Ididnotknowyourswasasix—days’cab;
butofcourseitwouldbeveryeasytoalteryourlicense.
Iwouldseethatyoudidnotlosebyit;thefactis,Mrs.Briggsverymuchprefersyoutodriveher."
"Ishouldbegladtoobligethelady,sir,butIhadaseven—days’licenseonce,andtheworkwastoohardforme,andtoohardformyhorses.Yearinandyearout,notaday’srest,andneveraSundaywithmywifeandchildren;andneverabletogotoaplaceofworship,whichIhadalwaysbeenusedtodobeforeItooktothedrivingbox.SoforthelastfiveyearsIhaveonlytakenasix—days’license,andIfinditbetterallthewayround."
"Well,ofcourse,"repliedMr.Briggs,"itisveryproperthateverypersonshouldhaverest,andbeabletogotochurchonSundays,butIshouldhavethoughtyouwouldnothavemindedsuchashortdistanceforthehorse,andonlyonceaday;youwouldhavealltheafternoonandeveningforyourself,andweareverygoodcustomers,youknow."
"Yes,sir,thatistrue,andIamgratefulforallfavors,Iamsure;
andanythingthatIcoulddotoobligeyou,orthelady,Ishouldbeproudandhappytodo;butIcan’tgiveupmySundays,sir,indeedIcan’t.IreadthatGodmademan,andhemadehorsesandalltheotherbeasts,andassoonasHehadmadethemHemadeadayofrest,andbadethatallshouldrestonedayinseven;andIthink,sir,Hemusthaveknownwhatwasgoodforthem,andIamsureitisgoodforme;
Iamstrongerandhealthieraltogether,nowthatIhaveadayofrest;
thehorsesarefreshtoo,anddonotwearupnearlysofast.
Thesix—daydriversalltellmethesame,andIhavelaidbymoremoneyinthesavingsbankthaneverIdidbefore;
andasforthewifeandchildren,sir,why,heartalive!
theywouldnotgobacktothesevendaysforalltheycouldsee."
"Oh,verywell,"saidthegentleman."Don’ttroubleyourself,Mr.Barker,anyfurther.Iwillinquiresomewhereelse,"andhewalkedaway.
"Well,"saysJerrytome,"wecan’thelpit,Jack,oldboy;
wemusthaveourSundays."
"Polly!"heshouted,"Polly!comehere."
Shewasthereinaminute.
"Whatisitallabout,Jerry?"
"Why,mydear,Mr.BriggswantsmetotakeMrs.BriggstochurcheverySundaymorning.IsayIhaveonlyasix—days’license.Hesays,`Getaseven—days’license,andI’llmakeitworthyourwhile;’
andyouknow,Polly,theyareverygoodcustomerstous.
Mrs.Briggsoftengoesoutshoppingforhours,ormakingcalls,andthenshepaysdownfairandhonorablelikealady;
there’snobeatingdownormakingthreehoursintotwohoursandahalf,assomefolksdo;anditiseasyworkforthehorses;notliketearingalongtocatchtrainsforpeoplethatarealwaysaquarterofanhourtoolate;
andifIdon’tobligeherinthismatteritisverylikelyweshalllosethemaltogether.Whatdoyousay,littlewoman?"
"Isay,Jerry,"saysshe,speakingveryslowly,"Isay,ifMrs.BriggswouldgiveyouasovereigneverySundaymorning,Iwouldnothaveyouaseven—days’cabmanagain.WehaveknownwhatitwastohavenoSundays,andnowweknowwhatitistocallthemourown.ThankGod,youearnenoughtokeepus,thoughitissometimescloseworktopayforalltheoatsandhay,thelicense,andtherentbesides;
butHarrywillsoonbeearningsomething,andIwouldratherstruggleonharderthanwedothangobacktothosehorridtimeswhenyouhardlyhadaminutetolookatyourownchildren,andwenevercouldgotoaplaceofworshiptogether,orhaveahappy,quietday.
Godforbidthatweshouldeverturnbacktothosetimes;
that’swhatIsay,Jerry."
"AndthatisjustwhatItoldMr.Briggs,mydear,"saidJerry,"andwhatImeantostickto.Sodon’tgoandfretyourself,Polly"
(forshehadbeguntocry);"IwouldnotgobacktotheoldtimesifIearnedtwiceasmuch,sothatissettled,littlewoman.
Now,cheerup,andI’llbeofftothestand."
Threeweekshadpassedawayafterthisconversation,andnoorderhadcomefromMrs.Briggs;sotherewasnothingbuttakingjobsfromthestand.
Jerrytookittoheartagooddeal,forofcoursetheworkwasharderforhorseandman.ButPollywouldalwayscheerhimup,andsay,"Nevermind,father,never,mind.
"`Doyourbest,Andleavetherest,’TwillallcomerightSomedayornight.’"
ItsoonbecameknownthatJerryhadlosthisbestcustomer,andforwhatreason.Mostofthemensaidhewasafool,buttwoorthreetookhispart.
"Ifworkingmendon’tsticktotheirSunday,"saidTruman,"they’llsoonhavenoneleft;itiseveryman’srightandeverybeast’sright.ByGod’slawwehaveadayofrest,andbythelawofEnglandwehaveadayofrest;
andIsayweoughttoholdtotherightstheselawsgiveusandkeepthemforourchildren."
"Allverywellforyoureligiouschapstotalkso,"saidLarry;
"butI’llturnashillingwhenIcan.Idon’tbelieveinreligion,forIdon’tseethatyourreligiouspeopleareanybetterthantherest."
"Iftheyarenotbetter,"putinJerry,"itisbecausetheyarenotreligious.Youmightaswellsaythatourcountry’slawsarenotgoodbecausesomepeoplebreakthem.Ifamangiveswaytohistemper,andspeaksevilofhisneighbor,anddoesnotpayhisdebts,heisnotreligious,Idon’tcarehowmuchhegoestochurch.
Ifsomemenareshamsandhumbugs,thatdoesnotmakereligionuntrue.
Realreligionisthebestandtruestthingintheworld,andtheonlythingthatcanmakeamanreallyhappyormaketheworldweliveinanybetter."
"Ifreligionwasgoodforanything,"saidJones,"itwouldpreventyourreligiouspeoplefrommakingusworkonSundays,asyouknowmanyofthemdo,andthat’swhyIsayreligionisnothingbutasham;why,ifitwasnotforthechurchandchapel—goersitwouldbehardlyworthwhileourcomingoutonaSunday.Buttheyhavetheirprivileges,astheycallthem,andIgowithout.Ishallexpectthemtoanswerformysoul,ifIcan’tgetachanceofsavingit."
Severalofthemenapplaudedthis,tillJerrysaid:
"Thatmaysoundwellenough,butitwon’tdo;everymanmustlookafterhisownsoul;youcan’tlayitdownatanotherman’sdoorlikeafoundlingandexpecthimtotakecareofit;anddon’tyousee,ifyouarealwayssittingonyourboxwaitingforafare,theywillsay,`Ifwedon’ttakehimsomeoneelsewill,andhedoesnotlookforanySunday.’Ofcourse,theydon’tgotothebottomofit,ortheywouldseeiftheynevercameforacabitwouldbenouseyourstandingthere;butpeopledon’talwaysliketogotothebottomofthings;itmaynotbeconvenienttodoit;
butifyouSundaydriverswouldallstrikeforadayofrestthethingwouldbedone."
"Andwhatwouldallthegoodpeopledoiftheycouldnotgettotheirfavoritepreachers?"saidLarry.
"’Tisnotformetolaydownplansforotherpeople,"saidJerry,"butiftheycan’twalksofartheycangotowhatisnearer;
andifitshouldraintheycanputontheirmackintoshesastheydoonaweek—day.Ifathingisrightitcanbedone,andifitiswrongitcanbedonewithout;andagoodmanwillfindaway.
Andthatisastrueforuscabmenasitisforthechurch—goers."
37TheGoldenRuleTwoorthreeweeksafterthis,aswecameintotheyardratherlateintheevening,Pollycamerunningacrosstheroadwiththelantern(shealwaysbroughtittohimifitwasnotverywet).
"Ithasallcomeright,Jerry;Mrs.Briggssentherservantthisafternoontoaskyoutotakeheroutto—morrowateleveno’clock.Isaid,`Yes,Ithoughtso,butwesupposedsheemployedsomeoneelsenow.’"
"`Well,’saidhe,`therealfactis,masterwasputoutbecauseMr.BarkerrefusedtocomeonSundays,andhehasbeentryingothercabs,butthere’ssomethingwrongwiththemall;somedrivetoofast,andsometooslow,andthemistresssaysthereisnotoneofthemsoniceandcleanasyours,andnothingwillsuitherbutMr.Barker’scabagain.’"
Pollywasalmostoutofbreath,andJerrybrokeoutintoamerrylaugh.
"`’Twillallcomerightsomedayornight’:youwereright,mydear;
yougenerallyare.Runinandgetthesupper,andI’llhaveJack’sharnessoffandmakehimsnugandhappyinnotime."
AfterthisMrs.BriggswantedJerry’scabquiteasoftenasbefore,never,however,onaSunday;buttherecameadaywhenwehadSundaywork,andthiswashowithappened.WehadallcomehomeontheSaturdaynightverytired,andverygladtothinkthatthenextdaywouldbeallrest,butsoitwasnottobe.
OnSundaymorningJerrywascleaningmeintheyard,whenPollysteppeduptohim,lookingveryfullofsomething.
"Whatisit?"saidJerry.
"Well,mydear,"shesaid,"poorDinahBrownhasjusthadaletterbroughttosaythathermotherisdangerouslyill,andthatshemustgodirectlyifshewishestoseeheralive.Theplaceismorethantenmilesawayfromhere,outinthecountry,andshesaysifshetakesthetrainsheshouldstillhavefourmilestowalk;andsoweakassheis,andthebabyonlyfourweeksold,ofcoursethatwouldbeimpossible;
andshewantstoknowifyouwouldtakeherinyourcab,andshepromisestopayyoufaithfully,asshecangetthemoney."
"Tut,tut!we’llseeaboutthat.ItwasnotthemoneyIwasthinkingabout,butoflosingourSunday;thehorsesaretired,andIamtired,too——
that’swhereitpinches."
"Itpinchesallround,forthatmatter,"saidPolly,"forit’sonlyhalfSundaywithoutyou,butyouknowweshoulddotootherpeopleasweshouldliketheyshoulddotous;andIknowverywellwhatIshouldlikeifmymotherwasdying;andJerry,dear,Iamsureitwon’tbreaktheSabbath;forifpullingapoorbeastordonkeyoutofapitwouldnotspoilit,IamquitesuretakingpoorDinahwouldnotdoit."
"Why,Polly,youareasgoodastheminister,andso,asI’vehadmySunday—morningsermonearlyto—day,youmaygoandtellDinahthatI’llbereadyforherastheclockstrikesten;butstop——
juststeproundtobutcherBraydon’swithmycompliments,andaskhimifhewouldlendmehislighttrap;IknowheneverusesitontheSunday,anditwouldmakeawonderfuldifferencetothehorse."
Awayshewent,andsoonreturned,sayingthathecouldhavethetrapandwelcome.
"Allright,"saidhe;"nowputmeupabitofbreadandcheese,andI’llbebackintheafternoonassoonasIcan."
"AndI’llhavethemeatpiereadyforanearlyteainsteadoffordinner,"
saidPolly;andawayshewent,whilehemadehispreparationstothetuneof"Polly’sthewomanandnomistake",ofwhichtunehewasveryfond.
Iwasselectedforthejourney,andatteno’clockwestarted,inalight,high—wheeledgig,whichransoeasilythatafterthefour—wheeledcabitseemedlikenothing.
ItwasafineMayday,andassoonaswewereoutofthetown,thesweetair,thesmellofthefreshgrass,andthesoftcountryroadswereaspleasantastheyusedtobeintheoldtimes,andIsoonbegantofeelquitefresh.
Dinah’sfamilylivedinasmallfarmhouse,upagreenlane,closebyameadowwithsomefineshadytrees;thereweretwocowsfeedinginit.
AyoungmanaskedJerrytobringhistrapintothemeadow,andhewouldtiemeupinthecowshed;hewishedhehadabetterstabletooffer.
"Ifyourcowswouldnotbeoffended,"saidJerry,"thereisnothingmyhorsewouldlikesowellastohaveanhourortwoinyourbeautifulmeadow;
he’squiet,anditwouldbeararetreatforhim."
"Do,andwelcome,"saidtheyoungman;"thebestwehaveisatyourserviceforyourkindnesstomysister;weshallbehavingsomedinnerinanhour,andIhopeyou’llcomein,thoughwithmothersoillwearealloutofsortsinthehouse."
Jerrythankedhimkindly,butsaidashehadsomedinnerwithhimtherewasnothingheshouldlikesowellaswalkingaboutinthemeadow.
WhenmyharnesswastakenoffIdidnotknowwhatIshoulddofirst——
whethertoeatthegrass,orrolloveronmyback,orliedownandrest,orhaveagallopacrossthemeadowoutofsheerspiritsatbeingfree;
andIdidallbyturns.JerryseemedtobequiteashappyasIwas;
hesatdownbyabankunderashadytree,andlistenedtothebirds,thenhesanghimself,andreadoutofthelittlebrownbookheissofondof,thenwanderedroundthemeadow,anddownbyalittlebrook,wherehepickedtheflowersandthehawthorn,andtiedthemupwithlongspraysofivy;thenhegavemeagoodfeedoftheoatswhichhehadbroughtwithhim;butthetimeseemedalltooshort——
IhadnotbeeninafieldsinceIleftpoorGingeratEarlshall.
Wecamehomegently,andJerry’sfirstwordswere,aswecameintotheyard,"Well,Polly,IhavenotlostmySundayafterall,forthebirdsweresinginghymnsineverybush,andIjoinedintheservice;
andasforJack,hewaslikeayoungcolt."
WhenhehandedDollytheflowersshejumpedaboutforjoy.
38DollyandaRealGentlemanWintercameinearly,withagreatdealofcoldandwet.Therewassnow,orsleet,orrainalmosteverydayforweeks,changingonlyforkeendrivingwindsorsharpfrosts.Thehorsesallfeltitverymuch.
Whenitisadrycoldacoupleofgoodthickrugswillkeepthewarmthinus;
butwhenitissoakingraintheysoongetwetthroughandarenogood.
Someofthedrivershadawaterproofcovertothrowover,whichwasafinething;butsomeofthemenweresopoorthattheycouldnotprotecteitherthemselvesortheirhorses,andmanyofthemsufferedverymuchthatwinter.Whenwehorseshadworkedhalfthedaywewenttoourdrystables,andcouldrest,whiletheyhadtositontheirboxes,sometimesstayingoutaslateasoneortwoo’clockinthemorningiftheyhadapartytowaitfor.
Whenthestreetswereslipperywithfrostorsnowthatwastheworstofallforushorses.Onemileofsuchtraveling,withaweighttodrawandnofirmfooting,wouldtakemoreoutofusthanfouronagoodroad;
everynerveandmuscleofourbodiesisonthestraintokeepourbalance;
and,addedtothis,thefearoffallingismoreexhaustingthananythingelse.Iftheroadsareverybadindeedourshoesareroughed,butthatmakesusfeelnervousatfirst.
Whentheweatherwasverybadmanyofthemenwouldgoandsitinthetaverncloseby,andgetsomeonetowatchforthem;
buttheyoftenlostafareinthatway,andcouldnot,asJerrysaid,betherewithoutspendingmoney.HeneverwenttotheRisingSun;
therewasacoffee—shopnear,wherehenowandthenwent,orheboughtofanoldman,whocametoourrankwithtinsofhotcoffeeandpies.Itwashisopinionthatspiritsandbeermadeamancolderafterward,andthatdryclothes,goodfood,cheerfulness,andacomfortablewifeathome,werethebestthingstokeepacabmanwarm.
Pollyalwayssuppliedhimwithsomethingtoeatwhenhecouldnotgethome,andsometimeshewouldseelittleDollypeepingfromthecornerofthestreet,tomakesureif"father"wasonthestand.
Ifshesawhimshewouldrunoffatfullspeedandsooncomebackwithsomethinginatinorbasket,somehotsouporpuddingPollyhadready.
Itwaswonderfulhowsuchalittlethingcouldgetsafelyacrossthestreet,oftenthrongedwithhorsesandcarriages;butshewasabravelittlemaid,andfeltitquiteanhonortobring"father’sfirstcourse",asheusedtocallit.Shewasageneralfavoriteonthestand,andtherewasnotamanwhowouldnothaveseenhersafelyacrossthestreet,ifJerryhadnotbeenabletodoit.
OnecoldwindydayDollyhadbroughtJerryabasinofsomethinghot,andwasstandingbyhimwhileheateit.Hehadscarcelybegunwhenagentleman,walkingtowardusveryfast,helduphisumbrella.
Jerrytouchedhishatinreturn,gavethebasintoDolly,andwastakingoffmycloth,whenthegentleman,hasteningup,criedout,"No,no,finishyoursoup,myfriend;Ihavenotmuchtimetospare,butIcanwaittillyouhavedone,andsetyourlittlegirlsafeonthepavement."Sosaying,heseatedhimselfinthecab.
Jerrythankedhimkindly,andcamebacktoDolly.
"There,Dolly,that’sagentleman;that’sarealgentleman,Dolly;
hehasgottimeandthoughtforthecomfortofapoorcabmanandalittlegirl."
Jerryfinishedhissoup,setthechildacross,andthentookhisorderstodrivetoClaphamRise.Severaltimesafterthatthesamegentlemantookourcab.Ithinkhewasveryfondofdogsandhorses,forwheneverwetookhimtohisowndoortwoorthreedogswouldcomeboundingouttomeethim.Sometimeshecameroundandpattedme,sayinginhisquiet,pleasantway,"Thishorsehasgotagoodmaster,andhedeservesit."Itwasaveryrarethingforanyonetonoticethehorsethathadbeenworkingforhim.Ihaveknownladiestodoitnowandthen,andthisgentleman,andoneortwoothershavegivenmeapatandakindword;butninety—ninepersonsoutofahundredwouldassoonthinkofpattingthesteamenginethatdrewthetrain.
Thegentlemanwasnotyoung,andtherewasaforwardstoopinhisshouldersasifhewasalwaysgoingatsomething.Hislipswerethinandcloseshut,thoughtheyhadaverypleasantsmile;hiseyewaskeen,andtherewassomethinginhisjawandthemotionofhisheadthatmadeonethinkhewasverydeterminedinanythinghesetabout.
Hisvoicewaspleasantandkind;anyhorsewouldtrustthatvoice,thoughitwasjustasdecidedaseverythingelseabouthim.
Onedayheandanothergentlemantookourcab;theystoppedatashopinR————Street,andwhilehisfriendwentinhestoodatthedoor.
Alittleaheadofusontheothersideofthestreetacartwithtwoveryfinehorseswasstandingbeforesomewinevaults;
thecarterwasnotwiththem,andIcannottellhowlongtheyhadbeenstanding,buttheyseemedtothinktheyhadwaitedlongenough,andbegantomoveoff.Beforetheyhadgonemanypacesthecartercamerunningoutandcaughtthem.Heseemedfuriousattheirhavingmoved,andwithwhipandreinpunishedthembrutally,evenbeatingthemaboutthehead.Ourgentlemansawitall,andsteppingquicklyacrossthestreet,saidinadecidedvoice:
"Ifyoudon’tstopthatdirectly,I’llhaveyouarrestedforleavingyourhorses,andforbrutalconduct."
Theman,whohadclearlybeendrinking,pouredforthsomeabusivelanguage,butheleftoffknockingthehorsesabout,andtakingthereins,gotintohiscart;meantimeourfriendhadquietlytakenanote—bookfromhispocket,andlookingatthenameandaddresspaintedonthecart,hewrotesomethingdown.
"Whatdoyouwantwiththat?"growledthecarter,ashecrackedhiswhipandwasmovingon.Anodandagrimsmilewastheonlyanswerhegot.
Onreturningtothecabourfriendwasjoinedbyhiscompanion,whosaidlaughingly,"Ishouldhavethought,Wright,youhadenoughbusinessofyourowntolookafter,withouttroublingyourselfaboutotherpeople’shorsesandservants."
Ourfriendstoodstillforamoment,andthrowinghisheadalittleback,"Doyouknowwhythisworldisasbadasitis?"
"No,"saidtheother.
"ThenI’lltellyou.Itisbecausepeoplethinkonlyabouttheirownbusiness,andwon’ttroublethemselvestostandupfortheoppressed,norbringthewrongdoertolight.
IneverseeawickedthinglikethiswithoutdoingwhatIcan,andmanyamasterhasthankedmeforlettinghimknowhowhishorseshavebeenused."
"Iwishthereweremoregentlemenlikeyou,sir,"saidJerry,"fortheyarewantedbadlyenoughinthiscity."
Afterthiswecontinuedourjourney,andastheygotoutofthecabourfriendwassaying,"Mydoctrineisthis,thatifweseecrueltyorwrongthatwehavethepowertostop,anddonothing,wemakeourselvessharersintheguilt."
39SeedySamIshouldsaythatforacab—horseIwasverywelloffindeed;
mydriverwasmyowner,anditwashisinteresttotreatmewellandnotoverworkme,evenhadhenotbeensogoodamanashewas;
buttherewereagreatmanyhorseswhichbelongedtothelargecab—owners,wholetthemouttotheirdriversforsomuchmoneyaday.
Asthehorsesdidnotbelongtothesementheonlythingtheythoughtofwashowtogettheirmoneyoutofthem,first,topaythemaster,andthentoprovidefortheirownliving;andadreadfultimesomeofthesehorseshadofit.Ofcourse,Iunderstoodbutlittle,butitwasoftentalkedoveronthestand,andthegovernor,whowasakind—heartedmanandfondofhorses,wouldsometimesspeakupifonecameinverymuchjadedorill—used.
Onedayashabby,miserable—lookingdriver,whowentbythenameof"SeedySam",broughtinhishorselookingdreadfullybeat,andthegovernorsaid:
"Youandyourhorselookmorefitforthepolicestationthanforthisrank."
Themanflunghistatteredrugoverthehorse,turnedfullroundupontheGovernorandsaidinavoicethatsoundedalmostdesperate:
"Ifthepolicehaveanybusinesswiththematteritoughttobewiththemasterswhochargeussomuch,orwiththefaresthatarefixedsolow.
Ifamanhastopayeighteenshillingsadayfortheuseofacabandtwohorses,asmanyofushavetodointheseason,andmustmakethatupbeforeweearnapennyforourselvesIsay’tismorethanhardwork;nineshillingsadaytogetoutofeachhorsebeforeyoubegintogetyourownliving.Youknowthat’strue,andifthehorsesdon’tworkwemuststarve,andIandmychildrenhaveknownwhatthatisbeforenow.I’vesixof’em,andonlyoneearnsanything;Iamonthestandfourteenorsixteenhoursaday,andIhaven’thadaSundaythesetenortwelveweeks;youknowSkinnernevergivesadayifhecanhelpit,andifIdon’tworkhard,tellmewhodoes!Iwantawarmcoatandamackintosh,butwithsomanytofeedhowcanamangetit?IhadtopledgemyclockaweekagotopaySkinner,andIshallneverseeitagain."
Someoftheotherdriversstoodroundnoddingtheirheadsandsayinghewasright.Themanwenton:
"Youthathaveyourownhorsesandcabs,ordriveforgoodmasters,haveachanceofgettingonandachanceofdoingright;Ihaven’t.
Wecan’tchargemorethansixpenceamileafterthefirst,withinthefour—mileradius.ThisverymorningIhadtogoaclearsixmilesandonlytookthreeshillings.Icouldnotgetareturnfare,andhadtocomeallthewayback;there’stwelvemilesforthehorseandthreeshillingsforme.AfterthatIhadathree—milefare,andtherewerebagsandboxesenoughtohavebroughtinagoodmanytwopencesiftheyhadbeenputoutside;butyouknowhowpeopledo;
allthatcouldbepiledupinsideonthefrontseatwereputinandthreeheavyboxeswentonthetop.Thatwassixpence,andthefareoneandsixpence;thenIgotareturnforashilling.
Nowthatmakeseighteenmilesforthehorseandsixshillingsforme;
there’sthreeshillingsstillforthathorsetoearnandnineshillingsfortheafternoonhorsebeforeItouchapenny.Ofcourse,itisnotalwayssobadasthat,butyouknowitoftenis,andIsay’tisamockerytotellamanthathemustnotoverworkhishorse,forwhenabeastisdownrighttiredthere’snothingbutthewhipthatwillkeephislegsa—going;youcan’thelpyourself——
youmustputyourwifeandchildrenbeforethehorse;themastersmustlooktothat,wecan’t.Idon’till—usemyhorseforthesakeofit;
noneofyoucansayIdo.There’swronglayssomewhere——
neveraday’srest,neveraquiethourwiththewifeandchildren.
Ioftenfeellikeanoldman,thoughI’monlyforty—five.
Youknowhowquicksomeofthegentryaretosuspectusofcheatingandovercharging;why,theystandwiththeirpursesintheirhandscountingitovertoapennyandlookingatusasifwewerepickpockets.
Iwishsomeof’emhadgottositonmyboxsixteenhoursadayandgetalivingoutofitandeighteenshillingsbeside,andthatinallweathers;theywouldnotbesouncommonparticularnevertogiveusasixpenceoverortocramalltheluggageinside.
Ofcourse,someof’emtipusprettyhandsomenowandthen,orelsewecouldnotlive;butyoucan’tdependuponthat."
Themenwhostoodroundmuchapprovedthisspeech,andoneofthemsaid,"Itisdesperatehard,andifamansometimesdoeswhatiswrongitisnowonder,andifhegetsadramtoomuchwho’stoblowhimup?"
Jerryhadtakennopartinthisconversation,butIneversawhisfacelooksosadbefore.Thegovernorhadstoodwithbothhishandsinhispockets;nowhetookhishandkerchiefoutofhishatandwipedhisforehead.
"You’vebeatenme,Sam,"hesaid,"forit’salltrue,andIwon’tcastituptoyouanymoreaboutthepolice;
itwasthelookinthathorse’seyethatcameoverme.
Itishardlinesformananditishardlinesforbeast,andwho’stomenditIdon’tknow:butanywayyoumighttellthepoorbeastthatyouweresorrytotakeitoutofhiminthatway.
Sometimesakindwordisallwecangive’em,poorbrutes,and’tiswonderfulwhattheydounderstand."
AfewmorningsafterthistalkanewmancameonthestandwithSam’scab.
"Halloo!"saidone,"what’supwithSeedySam?"
"He’sillinbed,"saidtheman;"hewastakenlastnightintheyard,andcouldscarcelycrawlhome.Hiswifesentaboythismorningtosayhisfatherwasinahighfeverandcouldnotgetout,soI’mhereinstead."
Thenextmorningthesamemancameagain.
"HowisSam?"inquiredthegovernor.
"He’sgone,"saidtheman.
"What,gone?Youdon’tmeantosayhe’sdead?"
"Justsnuffedout,"saidtheother;"hediedatfouro’clockthismorning;
allyesterdayhewasraving——ravingaboutSkinner,andhavingnoSundays.
`IneverhadaSunday’srest,’thesewerehislastwords."
Noonespokeforawhile,andthenthegovernorsaid,"I’lltellyouwhat,mates,thisisawarningforus."
40PoorGingerOneday,whileourcabandmanyotherswerewaitingoutsideoneoftheparkswheremusicwasplaying,ashabbyoldcabdroveupbesideours.
Thehorsewasanoldworn—outchestnut,withanill—keptcoat,andbonesthatshowedplainlythroughit,thekneesknuckledover,andthefore—legswereveryunsteady.Ihadbeeneatingsomehay,andthewindrolledalittlelockofitthatway,andthepoorcreatureputoutherlongthinneckandpickeditup,andthenturnedandlookedaboutformore.TherewasahopelesslookinthedulleyethatIcouldnothelpnoticing,andthen,asIwasthinkingwhereIhadseenthathorsebefore,shelookedfullatmeandsaid,"BlackBeauty,isthatyou?"
ItwasGinger!buthowchanged!Thebeautifullyarchedandglossyneckwasnowstraight,andlank,andfallenin;thecleanstraightlegsanddelicatefetlockswereswelled;thejointsweregrownoutofshapewithhardwork;theface,thatwasoncesofullofspiritandlife,wasnowfullofsuffering,andIcouldtellbytheheavingofhersides,andherfrequentcough,howbadherbreathwas.
Ourdriverswerestandingtogetheralittlewayoff,soIsidleduptoherasteportwo,thatwemighthavealittlequiettalk.Itwasasadtalethatshehadtotell.
Afteratwelvemonth’srunoffatEarlshall,shewasconsideredtobefitforworkagain,andwassoldtoagentleman.Foralittlewhileshegotonverywell,butafteralongergallopthanusualtheoldstrainreturned,andafterbeingrestedanddoctoredshewasagainsold.Inthiswayshechangedhandsseveraltimes,butalwaysgettinglowerdown.
"Andsoatlast,"saidshe,"Iwasboughtbyamanwhokeepsanumberofcabsandhorses,andletsthemout.Youlookwelloff,andIamgladofit,butIcouldnottellyouwhatmylifehasbeen.
WhentheyfoundoutmyweaknesstheysaidIwasnotworthwhattheygaveforme,andthatImustgointooneofthelowcabs,andjustbeusedup;thatiswhattheyaredoing,whippingandworkingwithneveronethoughtofwhatIsuffer——theypaidforme,andmustgetitoutofme,theysay.Themanwhohiresmenowpaysadealofmoneytotheownereveryday,andsohehastogetitoutofmetoo;andsoit’salltheweekroundandround,withneveraSundayrest."
Isaid,"Youusedtostandupforyourselfifyouwereill—used."
"Ah!"shesaid,"Ididonce,butit’snouse;menarestrongest,andiftheyarecruelandhavenofeeling,thereisnothingthatwecando,butjustbearit——bearitonandontotheend.Iwishtheendwascome,IwishIwasdead.Ihaveseendeadhorses,andIamsuretheydonotsufferpain;IwishImaydropdowndeadatmywork,andnotbesentofftotheknackers."
Iwasverymuchtroubled,andIputmynoseuptohers,butIcouldsaynothingtocomforther.Ithinkshewaspleasedtoseeme,forshesaid,"YouaretheonlyfriendIeverhad."
Justthenherdrivercameup,andwithatugathermouthbackedheroutofthelineanddroveoff,leavingmeverysadindeed.
Ashorttimeafterthisacartwithadeadhorseinitpassedourcab—stand.
Theheadhungoutofthecart—tail,thelifelesstonguewasslowlydroppingwithblood;andthesunkeneyes!butIcan’tspeakofthem,thesightwastoodreadful.Itwasachestnuthorsewithalong,thinneck.
Isawawhitestreakdowntheforehead.IbelieveitwasGinger;
Ihopeditwas,forthenhertroubleswouldbeover.Oh!ifmenweremoremercifultheywouldshootusbeforewecametosuchmisery.
41TheButcherIsawagreatdealoftroubleamongthehorsesinLondon,andmuchofitmighthavebeenpreventedbyalittlecommonsense.
Wehorsesdonotmindhardworkifwearetreatedreasonably,andIamsuretherearemanydrivenbyquitepoormenwhohaveahappierlifethanIhadwhenIusedtogointheCountessofW————’scarriage,withmysilver—mountedharnessandhighfeeding.
Itoftenwenttomyhearttoseehowthelittleponieswereused,strainingalongwithheavyloadsorstaggeringunderheavyblowsfromsomelow,cruelboy.OnceIsawalittlegrayponywithathickmaneandaprettyhead,andsomuchlikeMerrylegsthatifIhadnotbeeninharnessIshouldhaveneighedtohim.
Hewasdoinghisbesttopullaheavycart,whileastrongroughboywascuttinghimunderthebellywithhiswhipandchuckingcruellyathislittlemouth.CoulditbeMerrylegs?Itwasjustlikehim;
butthenMr.Blomefieldwasnevertosellhim,andIthinkhewouldnotdoit;butthismighthavebeenquiteasgoodalittlefellow,andhadashappyaplacewhenhewasyoung.
Ioftennoticedthegreatspeedatwhichbutchers’horsesweremadetogo,thoughIdidnotknowwhyitwassotillonedaywhenwehadtowaitsometimeinSt.John’sWood.Therewasabutcher’sshopnextdoor,andaswewerestandingabutcher’scartcamedashingupatagreatpace.
Thehorsewashotandmuchexhausted;hehunghisheaddown,whilehisheavingsidesandtremblinglegsshowedhowhardhehadbeendriven.
Theladjumpedoutofthecartandwasgettingthebasketwhenthemastercameoutoftheshopmuchdispleased.
Afterlookingatthehorseheturnedangrilytothelad.
"HowmanytimesshallItellyounottodriveinthisway?
Youruinedthelasthorseandbrokehiswind,andyouaregoingtoruinthisinthesameway.IfyouwerenotmyownsonIwoulddismissyouonthespot;itisadisgracetohaveahorsebroughttotheshopinaconditionlikethat;youareliabletobetakenupbythepoliceforsuchdriving,andifyouareyouneednotlooktomeforbail,forIhavespokentoyoutillI’mtired;youmustlookoutforyourself."
Duringthisspeechtheboyhadstoodby,sullenanddogged,butwhenhisfatherceasedhebrokeoutangrily.Itwasn’thisfault,andhewouldn’ttaketheblame;hewasonlygoingbyordersallthetime.
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