Itislikelyenoughthatgoodfolkwillthinkitharduponourneighbourhoodtobethreatened,andsometimesheavilypunished,forkindnessandhumanity;andyettobelefttohelpourselvesagainsttyranny,andbaserapine。Andnowatlastourgorgewasrisen,andourheartsintumult。Wehadborneourtroubleslong,asawiseandwholesomechastisement;quitecontenttohavesomefewthingsofourownunmeddledwith。Butwhatcouldamandaretocallhisown,orwhatrightcouldhehavetowishforit,whilehelefthiswifeandchildrenatthepleasureofanystranger?
Thepeoplecameflockingallaroundme,attheblacksmith’sforge,andtheBrendonalehouse;andI
couldscarcecomeoutofchurch,buttheygotmeamongthetombstones。TheyallagreedthatIwasboundtotakecommandandmanagement。Ibadethemgotothemagistrates,buttheysaidtheyhadbeentoooften。
ThenItoldthemthatIhadnowitsfororderingofanarmament,althoughIcouldfindfaultenoughwiththeonewhichhadnotsucceeded。Buttheywouldhearkentononeofthis。
Alltheysaidwas’Trytoleadus;andwewilltrynottorunaway。’
Thisseemedtometobecommonsense,andgoodstuff,insteadofmerebragging;moreover,ImyselfwasmovedbythebitterwrongsofMargery,havingknownherattheSunday-school,ereeverIwenttoTiverton;andhavinginthosedays,seriousthoughtsofmakinghermysweetheart;althoughshewasthreeyearsmyelder。ButnowIfeltthisdifficulty——theDooneshadbehavedverywelltoourfarm,andtomother,andallofus,whileI
wasawayinLondon。Therefore,woulditnotbeshabby,andmean,formetoattackthemnow?
Yetbeingpressedstillharderandharder,asdaybydaytheexcitementgrewwithmoreandmoretalkingoverit,andnooneelsecomingforwardtoundertakethebusiness,Iagreedatlasttothis;thatiftheDoones,uponfairchallenge,wouldnotendeavourtomakeamendsbygivingupMistressMargery,aswellasthemanwhohadslainthebabe,thenIwouldleadtheexpedition,anddomybesttosubduethem。Allourmenwerecontentwiththis,beingthoroughlywellassuredfromexperience,thatthehaughtyrobberswouldonlyshootanymanwhodurstapproachthemwithsuchproposal。
Andthenaroseadifficultquestion——whowastotaketheriskofmakingoverturessounpleasant?Iwaitedfortheresttooffer;andasnonewasready,theburdenfellonme,andseemedtobeofmyowninviting。
HenceIundertookthetask,soonerthanreasonaboutit;fortogivethecauseofeverythingisworsethantogothroughwithit。
Itmayhavebeenthreeoftheafternoon,whenleavingmywitnessesbehindfortheypreferredthebackground
IappearedwithourLizzie’swhitehandkerchiefuponakidney-beanstick,attheentrancetotherobbers’
dwelling。Scarceknowingwhatmightcomeofit,IhadtakenthewiseprecautionoffasteningaBibleovermyheart,andanotheracrossmyspinalcolumn,incaseofhavingtorunaway,withrudemenshootingafterme。
FormymothersaidthattheWordofGodwouldstopatwo-inchbullet,withthreeouncesofpowderbehindit。
NowItooknoweapons,savethoseoftheSpirit,forfearofbeingmisunderstood。ButIcouldnotbringmyselftothinkthatanyofhonourablebirthwouldtakeadvantageofanunarmedmancominginguiseofpeacetothem。
Andthisconclusionofmineheldgood,atleastforacertainlengthoftime;inasmuchastwodecentDoonesappeared,andhearingofmypurpose,offered,withoutviolence,togoandfetchtheCaptain;ifIwouldstopwhereIwas,andnotbegintospyaboutanything。Tothis,ofcourse,Iagreedatonce;forIwantednomorespying,becauseIhadthoroughknowledgeofallinsandoutsalready。Therefore,Istoodwaitingsteadily,withonehandinmypocketfeelingasampleofcornformarket;andtheotheragainsttherock,whileI
wonderedtoseeitsobrownalready。
Thosemencamebackinalittlewhile,withasharpshortmessagethatCaptainCarverwouldcomeoutandspeaktomeby-and-by,whenhispipewasfinished。
Accordingly,Iwaitedlong,andwetalkedaboutthesignsofbloomforthecomingappleseason,andtherainthathadfallenlastWednesdaynight,andtheprincipaldearthofDevonshire,thatitwillnotgrowmanycowslips——whichwequiteagreedtobetheprettiestofspringflowers;andallthetimeIwaswonderinghowmanyblackanddeadlydeedsthesetwoinnocentyouthshadcommitted,evensincelastChristmas。
Atlength,aheavyandhaughtystepsoundedalongthestoneroofoftheway;andthenthegreatCarverDoonedrewup,andlookedatmeratherscornfully。Notwithanyspokenscorn,norflashofstrongcontumely;butwiththatairofthinkinglittle,andprayingnottobetroubled,whichalwaysvexesamanwhofeelsthatheoughtnottobedespisedso,andyetknowsnothowtohelpit。
’Whatisityouwant,youngman?’heasked,asifhehadneverseenmebefore。
InspiteofthatstrongloathingwhichIalwaysfeltatsightofhim,Icommandedmytempermoderately,andtoldhimthatIwascomeforhisgood,andthatofhisworshipfulcompany,farmorethanformyown。Thatageneralfeelingofindignationhadarisenamongusattherecentbehaviourofcertainyoungmen,forwhichhemightnotbeanswerable,andforwhichwewouldnotcondemnhim,withoutknowingtherightsofthequestion。ButIbeggedhimclearlytounderstandthatavileandinhumanwronghadbeendone,andsuchaswecouldnotputupwith;butthatifhewouldmakewhatamendshecouldbyrestoringthepoorwoman,andgivingupthatodiousbrutewhohadslaintheharmlessinfant,wewouldtakenofurthermotion;andthingsshouldgoonasusual。AsIputthisinthefewestwordsthatwouldmeetmypurpose,Iwasgrievedtoseeadisdainfulsmilespreadonhissallowcountenance。
Thenhemademeabowofmockcourtesy,andrepliedasfollows,——
’SirJohn,yournewhonourshaveturnedyourpoorhead,asmighthavebeenexpected。Wearenotinthehabitofdesertinganythingthatbelongstous;farlessoursacredrelatives。Theinsolenceofyourdemandwell-nighoutdoestheingratitude。IftherebeamanuponExmoorwhohasgrosslyill-usedus,kidnappedouryoungwomen,andslainhalfadozenofouryoungmen,youarethatoutrageousrogue,SirJohn。Andafterallthis,howhavewebehaved?Wehavelaidnohanduponyourfarm,wehavenotcarriedoffyourwomen,wehaveevenallowedyoutotakeourQueen,bycreepingandcrawlingtreachery;andwehavegivenyouleaveofabsencetohelpyourcousinthehighwayman,andtocomehomewithatitle。Andnow,howdoyourequiteus?Byinflamingtheboorishindignationatalittlefrolicofouryoungmen;andbycomingwithinsolentdemands,toyieldtowhichwouldruinus。Ah,youungratefulviper!’
Asheturnedawayinsorrowfromme,shakinghisheadatmybadness,Ibecamesoovercomeneverhavingbeenquiteassured,evenbypeople’spraises,aboutmyowngoodness;moreover,thelightwhichhethrewuponthingsdifferedsogreatlyfrommyown,that,inaword——nottobetoolong——IfearedthatIwasavillain。Andwithmanybitterpangs——forIhavebadthingstorepentof——IbeganatmyleisuretoaskmyselfwhetherornotthisbillofindictmentagainstJohnRiddwastrue。SomeofitIknewtobehowevermuchIcondemnedmyselfaltogetheroutofreason;forinstance,aboutmygoingawaywithLornaveryquietly,overthesnow,andtosavemylovefrombeingstarvedawayfromme。Inthistherewasnocreepingneithercrawlingtreachery;forallwasdonewithsliding;andyetIwassooutoftrainingforbeingchargedbyotherpeoplebeyondmineownconscience,thatCarverDoone’sharshwordscameonme,likepricklyspinachsownwithraking。ThereforeIreplied,andsaid,——
’ItistruethatIoweyougratitude,sir,foracertaintimeofforbearance;anditistoprovemygratitudethatIamcomeherenow。Idonotthinkthatmyevildeedscanbesetagainstyourown;althoughI
cannotspeakflowinglyuponmygooddeedsasyoucan。
ItookyourQueenbecauseyoustarvedher,havingstolenherlongbefore,andkilledhermotherandbrother。Thisisnotformetodwelluponnow;anymorethanIwouldsaymuchaboutyourmurderingofmyfather。Buthowthebalancehangsbetweenus,GodknowsbetterthanthouorI,thoulowmiscreant,CarverDoone。’
Ihadworkedmyselfup,asIalwaysdo,inthemannerofheavymen;growinghotlikeanill-washeredwheelrevolving,thoughIstartwithacoolaxle;andIfeltashamedofmyselfforheat,andreadytoaskpardon。
ButCarverDooneregardedmewithanobleandfearlessgrandeur。
’Ihavegiventheethychoice,JohnRidd,’hesaidinaloftymanner,whichmademedropawayunderhim;’I
alwayswishtodomybestwiththeworstpeoplewhocomenearme。AndofallIhaveevermetwiththouarttheveryworst,SirJohn,andthemostdishonest。’
Nowafterallmylabouringtopayeverymantoapenny,andtoallowthewomenover,whenamongthecouch-grasswhichisasadthingfortheirgowns,tobechargedlikethis,Isay,soamazedmethatIstood,withmylegsquiteopen,andreadyforanearthquake。Andthescornfulwayinwhichhesaid’SirJohn,’wenttomyveryheart,remindingmeofmylittleness。Butseeingnouseinbandyingwords,nay,ratherthechanceofmischief,Ididmybesttolookcalmlyathim,andtosaywithaquietvoice,’Farewell,CarverDoone,thistime,ourdayofreckoningisnigh。’
’Thoufool,itiscome,’hecried,leapingasideintothenicheofrockbythedoorway;’Fire!’
Saveforthequicknessofspring,andreadiness,learnedinmanyawrestlingbout,thatknavishtrickmusthaveendedme;butscarcewastheword’fire!’outofhismouthereIwasoutoffire,byasingleboundbehindtherockypillaroftheopening。InthisjumpI
wassobrisk,atimpulseoftheloveoflifeforIsawthemuzzlessetuponmefromthedarknessofthecavern,thatthemenwhohadtrainedtheirgunsuponmewithgoodwillanddaintiness,couldnotchecktheirfingerscrookedupontheheavytriggers;andthevolleysangwitharoarbehindit,downtheavenueofcrags。
Withonethingandanother,andmostofallthetreacheryofthisdastardscheme,IwassoamazedthatIturnedandran,attheverytopofmyspeed,awayfromthesevilefellows;andluckilyforme,theyhadnotanotherchargetosendafterme。Andthusbygoodfortune,Iescaped;butwithabitterheart,andmindattheirtreacheroususage。
Withoutanyfurtherhesitation;Iagreedtotakecommandofthehonestmenwhowereburningtopunish,ayanddestroy,thoseoutlaws,asnowbeyondallbearing。Onecondition,however,Imade,namely,thattheCounsellorshouldbesparedifpossible;notbecausehewaslessavillainthananyoftheothers,butthatheseemedlessviolent;andaboveall,hadbeengoodtoAnnie。AndIfoundhardworktomakethemlistentomywishuponthispoint;forofalltheDoones,SirCounsellorhadmadehimselfmosthated,byhisloveoflawandreason。
Wearrangedthatallourmenshouldcomeandfallintoorderwithpikeandmusket,overagainstourdung-hill,andwesettledearlyintheday,thattheirwivesmightcomeandlookatthem。Formostofthesemenhadgoodwives;quitedifferentfromsweethearts,suchasthemilitiahad;womenindeedwhocouldholdtoaman,andseetohim,andburyhim——ifhisluckwereevil——andperhapshavenooneafterwards。Andallthesewomenpressedtheirrightsupontheirprecioushusbands,andbroughtsomanychildrenwiththem,andmadesuchafuss,andhugging,andracingafterlittlelegs,thatourfarm-yardmightbetakenforanout-doorschoolforbabiesratherthanareviewground。
Imyselfwastoandfroamongthechildrencontinually;
forifIloveanythingintheworld,foremostIlovechildren。Theywarm,andyettheycoolourhearts,aswethinkofwhatwewere,andwhatinyoungclotheswehopedtobe;andhowmanythingshavecomeacross。Andtoseeourmotivesmovinginthelittlethingsthatknownotwhattheiraimorobjectis,mustalmostoroughtatleast,toleadushome,andsoftenus。Foreitherendoflifeishome;bothsourceandissuebeingGod。
Nevertheless,Imustconfessthatthechildrenwereaplaguesometimes。Theynevercouldhaveenoughofme——beingahundredtoone,youmightsay——butIhadmorethanenoughofthem;andyetwasnotcontented。
Fortheyhadsomanywaysoftalking,andoftuggingatmyhair,andofsittinguponmynecknoteventwowiththeirlegsalike,andtheyforcedmetojumpsovehemently,seemingtocourttheperilofmycomingdownneckandcropwiththem,andurgingmestilltogofaster,howeverfastImightgowiththem;Iassureyouthattheyweresometimessohardandtyrannicaloverme,thatImightalmostaswellhavebeenamongtheveryDoonesthemselves。
Nevertheless,thewayinwhichthechildrenmademeusefulprovedalsoofsomeusetome;fortheirmothersweresopleasedbytheexertionsofthe’greatGee-gee’——asallthesmallonesentitledme——thattheygavemeunlimitedpowerandauthorityovertheirhusbands;moreover,theydidtheirutmostamongtheirrelativesroundabout,tofetchrecruitsforourlittleband。Andbysuchmeans,severaloftheyeomanryfromBarnstaple,andfromTiverton,wereaddedtoournumber;andinasmuchasthesewerearmedwithheavyswords,andshortcarabines,theirappearancewastrulyformidable。
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