’Thenthoumayestevenstopa-bed,’theoldwomanmutteredsulkily。’AwouldneverhavelabouredhalfanhourtoawakeaPapisher。Buthearkenyouonething,youngman;Zummerzettthouart,bythybrogue;oratleastbythyunderstandingofit;noZummerzettmaidwilllookatthee,inspiteofthysizeandstature,unlessthoustrikestablowthisnight。’
’IlacknoZummerzettmaid,mistress:Ihaveafairerthanyourbrownthings;andforheralonewouldI
strikeablow。’
Atthistheoldwomangavemeup,asbeingbeyondcorrection:anditvexedmealittlethatmygreatfamehadnotreachedsofarasBridgwater,whenIthoughtthatitwenttoBristowe。ButthosepeopleinEastSomersetknownothingaboutwrestling。Devonistheheadquartersoftheart;andDevonisthecountyofmychieflove。Howbeit,myvanitywasmoved,bythissluruponit——forIhadtoldhermynamewasJohnRidd,whenIhadagallonofalewithher,ereeverIcameupstairs;andshehadnodded,insuchamanner,thatI
thoughtsheknewbothnameandfame——andherewasI,notonlyshaken,pinched,andwithmanyhairspulledout,inthemidstofmyfirstgoodsleepforaweek,butalsoabused,andtakenamiss,andwhichvexedmemostofallunknown。
Nowthereisnothinglikevanitytokeepamanawakeatnight,howeverhebeweary;andmostofall,whenhebelievesthatheisdoingsomethinggreat——thistime,ifneverdonebefore——yetotherpeoplewillnotsee,exceptwhattheymaylaughat;andsobefarabovehim,andsleepthemselvesthehappier。Thereforetheirsleeprobshisown;forallthingsplayso,inandoutwiththegodlyandungodlyevermovinginabalance,astheyhavedoneinmytime,almosteveryyearortwo,allthingshavesuchnicereplyofproducetothecallforit,andsuchaspreadacrosstheworld,givinghereandtakingthere,yetonthewholeprettyeven,thathaplysleepitselfhasbutacertainstock,andkeepsinhand,andsellstoflatteredwhichcanpay
thatwhichflattenedvanitycannotpay,andwillnotsuefor。
Bethatasitmay,Iwasbythistimewideawake,thoughmuchaggrievedatfeelingso,andthroughtheopenwindowheardthedistantrollofmusketry,andthebeatingofdrums,withaquickrub-a-dub,andthe’comeroundthecorner’oftrumpet-call。AndperhapsTomFaggusmightbethere,andshotatanymoment,andmydearAnnieleftapoorwidow,andmygodsonJackanorphan,withoutatoothtohelphim。
ThereforeIreviledmyselfforallmyheavylaziness;
andpartlythroughgoodhonestwill,andpartlythroughthestingsofpride,andyetalittleperhapsbyvirtueofayoungman’sloveofriot,upIarose,anddressedmyself,andwokeKickumswhowassnoring,andsetouttoseetheworstofit。Thesleepyhostlerscratchedhispoll,andcouldnottellmewhichwaytotake;whatoddstohimwhowasKing,orPope,solongashepaidhisway,andgotabitofbacononSunday?AndwouldI
pleasetorememberthatIhadrousedhimupatnight,andthequalityalwaysmadeapointofpayingfourtimesoverforaman’slossofhisbeauty-sleep。I
repliedthathislossofbeauty-sleepwasratherimprovingtoamanofsohighcomplexion;andthatI,beingnoneofthequality,mustpayhalf-qualityprices:andsoIgavehimdoublefee,asbecameagoodfarmer;andhewasgladtobequitofKickums;asIsawbytheturnofhiseye,whilegoingoutatthearchway。
Allthiswasdonebylanthornlight,althoughthemoonwashighandbold;andinthenorthernheaven,flagsandribbonsofajostlingpattern;suchasweoftenhaveinautumn,butinJulyveryrarely。OftheseMasterDrydenhasspokensomewhere,inhiscourtlymanner;butofhimIthinksolittle——becausebyfashionpreferredtoShakespeare——thatIcannotrememberthepassage;neitherisitacredittohim。
ThereforeIwasguidedmainlybythesoundofgunsandtrumpets,inridingoutofthenarrowways,andintotheopenmarshes。AndthusImighthavefoundmyroad,inspiteofallthespreadofwater,andtheglazeofmoonshine;butthat,asIfollowedsoundfarfromhedgeorcauseway,foglikeachestnut-treeinblossom,touchedwithmoonlightmetme。NowfogisathingthatIunderstand,andcandowithwellenough,whereIknowthecountry;buthereIhadneverbeenbefore。ItwasnothingtoourExmoorfogs;nottobecomparedwiththem;andallthetimeonecouldseethemoon;whichwecannotdoinourfogs;noreventhesun,foraweektogether。Yetthegleamofwateralwaysmakesthefogmoredifficult:likeacurtainonamirror;nonecantelltheboundaries。
Andherewehadbroad-waterpatches,inandout,inlaidonland,likemother-of-pearlinbrownShittimwood。
Toawildduck,bornandbredthere,itwouldalmostbeapuzzletofindherownnestamongstus;whatchancethenhadIandKickums,bothunusedtomarshandmere?
Eachtimewhenwethoughtthatwemustberight,nowatlast,bytrackorpassage,andapproachingtheconflict,withthesoundsofitwaxingnearer,suddenlyabreakofwaterwouldbelaidbeforeus,withthemoonlookingmildlyoverit,andthenorthernlightsbehindus,dancingdownthelinesoffog。
Itwasanawfulthing,IsayandtothisdayI
rememberit,tohearthesoundsofragingfight,andtheyellsofravingslayers,andthehowlsofpoormenstrickenhard,andshatteredfromwrathtowailing;
thensuddenlythedeadlowhush,asofasouldeparting,andspiritskneelingoverit。Throughthevapouroftheearth,andwhitebreathofthewater,andbeneaththepaleroundmoonbowingasthedriftwentby,allthisrushandpauseoffearpassedorlingeredonmypath。
Atlast,whenIalmostdespairedofescapingfromthistangleofspongybanks,andofhazycreeks,andreed-fringe,myhorseheardtheneighofafellow-horse,andwasonlytoogladtoanswerit;uponwhichtheother,havinglostitsrider,cameupandprickedhisearsatus,andgazedthroughthefogverysteadfastly。ThereforeIencouragedhimwithasoftandgenialwhistle,andKickumsdidhisbesttotempthimwithasnortofinquiry。However,nothingwouldsuitthatnag,excepttoenjoyhisnewfreedom;andhecaperedawaywithhistailsetonhigh,andthestirrup-ironsclashingunderhim。Therefore,ashemightknowtheway,andappearedtohavebeeninthebattle,wefollowedhimverycarefully;andheledustoalittlehamlet,calledasIfoundafterwardsWestZuyland,orZealand,sonamedperhapsfromitssituationamidthisinlandsea。
HeretheKing’stroopshadbeenquitelately,andtheirfireswerestillburning;butthementhemselveshadbeensummonedawaybythenightattackoftherebels。
HenceIprocuredformyguideayoungmanwhoknewthedistrictthoroughly,andwholedmebymanyintricatewaystotherearoftherebelarmy。Wecameuponabroadopenmoorstripedwithsullenwatercourses,shaggedwithsedge,andyellowiris,andinthedrierpartwithbilberries。Forbythistimeitwasfouro’clock,andthesummersun,risingwanly,showedusalltheghastlyscene。
WouldthatIhadneverbeenthere!Ofteninthelonelyhours,evennowithauntsme:would,farmore,thatthepiteousthinghadneverbeendoneinEngland!Flyingmen,flungbackfromdreamsofvictoryandhonour,onlygladtohavetheluckoflifeandlimbstoflywith,mud-bedraggled,foulwithslime,reekingbothwithsweatandblood,whichtheycouldnotstoptowipe,cursing,withtheirpumped-outlungs,everystickthathinderedthem,orgorypuddlethatslippedthestep,scarcelyabletoleapoverthecorsesthathaddraggedtodie。Andtoseehowthecorseslay;some,asfairasdeathinsleep;withthesmileofplacidvalour,andofnoblemanhood,hoveringyetonthesilentlips。
Thesehadbloodlesshandsputupwards,whiteaswax,andfirmasdeath,claspedasonamonumentinprayerfordearonesleftbehind,orinhighthanksgiving。
Andofthesementherewasnothingintheirbroadblueeyestofear。Butotherswereofdifferentsort;
simplefellowsunusedtopain,accustomedtothebill-hook,perhaps,orraspoftheknucklesinaquick-sethedge,ormakingsometo-doatbreakfast,overathumbcutinsharpeningascythe,andexpectingtheirwivestomakemoreto-do。Yetherelaythesepoorchaps,dead;dead,afteradealofpain,withlittlemindtobearit,andasoultheyhadneverthoughtof;gone,theirGodaloneknowswhither;buttomercywemaytrust。UponthesethingsIcannotdwell;
andnoneItrowwouldaskme:onlyifaplainmansawwhatIsawthatmorning,heifGodhadblessedhimwiththeheartthatisinmostofusmusthavesickenedofalldesiretobegreatamongmankind。
SeeingmeridingtothefrontwheretheworkofdeathwentonamongthemenoftrueEnglishpluck;which,whenmoved,nofarthermoves,thefugitivescalledouttome,inhalfadozendialects,tomakenoutterfoolofmyself;forthegreatgunswerecome,andthefightwasover;alltherestwasslaughter。
’ArloopwiMoonmo’,’shoutedonebigfellow,amineroftheMendiphills,whoseweaponwasapickaxe:’naoosetovaightnamoor。Wendtheehame,yoongmonagin。’
UponthisIstoppedmyhorse,desiringnottobeshotfornothing;andeagertoaidsomepoorsickpeople,whotriedtolifttheirarmstome。AndthisIdidtothebestofmypower,thoughvoidofskillinthebusiness;andmoreinclinedtoweepwiththemthantochecktheirweeping。WhileIwasgivingadropofcordialfrommyflasktoonepoorfellow,whosatup,whilehislifewasebbing,andwithslowinsistenceurgedme,whenhisbrokenvoicewouldcome,totellhiswifewhosenameIknewnotsomethingaboutanapple-tree,andagoldenguineastoredinit,todivideamongsixchildren——inthemidstofthisIfeltwarmlipslaidagainstmycheekquitesoftly,andthenalittlepush;andbeholditwasahorseleaningoverme!
Iaroseinhaste,andtherestoodWinnie,lookingatmewithbeseechingeyes,enoughtomeltaheartofstone。
Thenseeingmyattentionfixedsheturnedherhead,andglancedbacksadlytowardtheplaceofbattle,andgavealittlewistfulneigh:andthenlookedmefullinthefaceagain,asmuchastosay,’Doyouunderstand?’
whileshescrapedwithonehoofimpatiently。Ifeverahorsetriedhardtospeak,itwasWinnieatthatmoment。Iwenttohersideandpattedher;butthatwasnotwhatshewanted。ThenIofferedtoleapintotheemptysaddle;butneitherdidthatseemgoodtoher:forsheranawaytowardthepartofthefieldatwhichshehadbeenglancingback,andthenturnedround,andshookhermane,entreatingmetofollowher。
UponthisIlearnedfromthedyingmanwheretofindhisapple-tree,andpromisedtoaddanotherguineatotheoneinstoreforhischildren;andso,commendinghimtoGod,Imountedmyownhorseagain,andtoWinnie’sgreatdelight,professedmyselfatherservice。Withherringingsilveryneigh,suchasnootherhorseofallIeverknewcouldequal,sheatonceproclaimedhertriumph,andtoldhermasterormeanttotell,ifdeathshouldnothaveclosedhisearsthatshewascomingtohisaid,andbringingonewhomightbetrusted,ofthehigherracethatkill。
Acannon-bulletfiredlow,andploughingthemarshslowlymetpoorWinniefronttofront;andshe,beingasquickasthought,loweredhernosetosniffatit。
Itmightbeamessagefromhermaster;foritmadeamournfulnoise。ButluckilyforWinnie’slife,ariseofwetgroundtooktheball,evenunderherverynose;
andthereitcutasplashygroove,missingheroffhindfootbyaninch,andscatteringblackmudoverher。
ItfrightenedmemuchmorethanWinnie;ofthatIamquitecertain:becausethoughIamfirmenough,whenitcomestoarealtussle,andtheheartofafellowwarmsupandtellshimthathemustgothroughwithit;yetI
neverdidapproveofmakingacoldpieofdeath。
Therefore,withthoserecklesscannons,brazen-mouthed,andbellowing,twofurlongsoff,oritmightbemoreandthemorethemerrier,Iwouldhavegiventhatyear’shay-cropforabitofahill,orathicketofoaks,oralmostevenabadger’searth。PeoplewillcallmeacowardforthisespeciallywhenIhadmadeupmymind,thatlifewasnotworthhavingwithoutanysignofLorna;nevertheless,Icannothelpit:thoseweremyfeelings;andIsetthemdown,becausetheymadeamarkonme。AtGlenDooneIhadfought,evenagainstcannon,withsomespiritandfury:butnowI
sawnothingtofightabout;butratherineverypoordoubledcorpse,agoodreasonfornotfighting。So,incoldbloodridingon,andyetashamedthatamanshouldshrinkwhereahorsewentbravely,IcastabitterblameupontherecklesswaysofWinnie。
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