HavingobtainedfromBenitaOdamaverycloseandfulldescriptionoftheplacewhereherpoormistresslay,andthemarkswherebytoknowit,IhastenedtoWatchettthefollowingmorning,beforethesunwasup,oranypeoplewereabout。Andso,withoutinterruption,Iwasinthechurchyardatsunrise。
Inthefarthestanddarkestnook,overgrownwithgrass,andoverhungbyaweeping-treealittlebankofearthbetokenedtheroundingoffofahaplesslife。Therewasnothingtotellofrank,orwealth,oflove,orevenpity;namelessasapeasantlaythelastassupposedofamightyrace。Onlysomeunskilfulhand,probablyMasterOdam’sunderhiswife’steaching,hadcarvedarudeL。,andaruderD。,uponalargepebblefromthebeach,andsetitupasaheadstone。
IgatheredalittlegrassforLornaandasprigoftheweeping-tree,andthenreturnedtotheForestCat,asBenita’slonelyinnwascalled。ForthewayislongfromWatchetttoOare;andthoughyoumayrideitrapidly,astheDooneshaddoneonthatfatalnight,totravelonwheels,withonehorseonly,isamatteroftimeandofprudence。Therefore,wesetoutprettyearly,threeofusandababy,whocouldnotwellbeleftbehind。Thewifeofthemanwhoownedthecarthadundertakentomindthebusiness,andtheotherbabies,uponconditionofhavingthekeysofallthetapsleftwithher。
Asthemannerofjourneyingoverthemoorhasbeendescribedoftenoughalready,Iwillsaynomore,exceptthatweallarrivedbeforeduskofthesummer’sday,safeatPlover’sBarrows。MistressBenitawasdelightedwiththechangefromherdullhardlife;andshemademanyexcellentobservations,suchasseemnaturaltoaforeignerlookingatourcountry。
Asluckwouldhaveit,thefirstwhocametomeetusatthegatewasLorna,withnothingwhateveruponherheadtheweatherbeingsummerlybutherbeautifulhairshedroundher;andwearingasweetwhitefrocktuckedin,andshowingherfigureperfectly。Inherjoysheranstraightuptothecart;andthenstoppedandgazedatBenita。Atoneglanceheroldnurseknewher:’Oh,theeyes,theeyes!’shecried,andwasovertherailofthecartinamoment,inspiteofallhersubstance。
Lorna,ontheotherhand,lookedatherwithsomedoubtandwonder,asthoughhavingrighttoknowmuchabouther,andyetunabletodoso。ButwhentheforeignwomansaidsomethinginRomanlanguage,andflungnewhayfromthecartuponher,asifinarompofchildhood,theyoungmaidcried,’Oh,Nita,Nita!’andfelluponherbreast,andwept;andafterthatlookedroundatus。
Thisbeingso,therecouldbenodoubtastothepowerofprovingLadyLorna’sbirth,andrights,bothbyevidenceandtoken。Forthoughwehadnotthenecklacenow——thankstoAnnie’swisdom——wehadtheringofheavygold,averyancientrelic,withwhichmymaidinhersimplewayhadpledgedherselftome。AndBenitaknewthisringaswellassheknewherownfingers,havingheardalonghistoryaboutit;andtheeffigyonitofthewildcatwasthebearingofthehouseofLorne。
ForthoughLorna’sfatherwasanoblemanofhighandgoodlylineage,hermotherwasofyetmoreancientandrenowneddescent,beingthelastinlinedirectfromthegreatandkinglychiefsofLorne。Awildandheadstrongracetheywere,andmusthaveeverythingtheirownway。Hotbloodwaseveramongthem,evenofonehousehold;andtheirsovereigntywhichmorethanoncehaddefiedtheKingofScotlandwanedandfellamongthemselves,bycontinualquarrelling。Anditwasofapiecewiththis,thattheDooneswhowereanoffset,bythemother’sside,holdinginco-
partnershipsomelargeproperty,whichhadcomebythespindle,aswesayshouldfalloutwiththeEarlofLorne,thelastbutoneofthattitle。
ThedaughterofthisnoblemanhadmarriedSirEnsorDoone;butthis,insteadofhealingmatters,ledtofiercerconflict。Inevercouldquiteunderstandalltheinsandoutsofit;whichnonebutalawyermaygothrough,andkeephisheadattheendofit。Themotivesofmankindareplainerthanthemotionstheyproduce。Especiallywhencharitysuchasfoundamongussitstojudgetheformer,andisneverwearyofit;
whilereasondoesnotcaretotracethelattercomplications,exceptforfeeortitle。
Thereforeitisenoughtosay,thatknowingLornatobedirectinheirshiptovastproperty,andbearingespecialspiteagainstthehouseofwhichshewasthelast,theDooneshadbroughtherupwithfullintentionoflawfulmarriage;andhadcarefullysecludedherfromthewildestoftheiryounggallants。Ofcourse,iftheyhadbeennextinsuccession,thechildwouldhavegonedownthewaterfall,tosaveanyfurthertrouble;
buttherewasaninterceptingbranchofsomehonestfamily;andtheybeingoutlaws,wouldhaveapoorchancethoughthelawlovesoutlawsagainstthem。
OnlyLornawasofthestock;andLornatheymustmarry。
Andwhatatriumphagainsttheoldearl,foracursedDoonetosucceedhim!
Asfortheiroutlawry,greatrobberies,andgrandmurders,theveriestchild,nowadays,mustknowthatmoneyhealsthewholeofthat。Eveniftheyhadmurderedpeopleofagoodposition,itwouldonlycostabouttwiceasmuchtoprovetheirmotivesloyal。Buttheyhadneverslainanymanabovetherankofyeoman;
andfolkevensaidthatmyfatherwasthehighestoftheirvictims;forthedeathofLorna’smotherandbrotherwasneversettotheiraccount。
Purepleasureitistoanyman,toreflectuponallthesethings。Howtrulywediscernclearjustice,andhowwellwedealit。Ifanypoormanstealsasheep,havingtenchildrenstarving,andregardingitasmountaingameasarichmandoesahare,tothegallowswithhim。Ifamanofrankbeatsdownadoor,smitestheowneruponthehead,andhonoursthewifewithattention,itisathingtobegratefulfor,andtoslouchsmittenheadthelower。
Whilewewerefullofallthesethings,andwonderingwhatwouldhappennext,orwhatweoughtourselvestodo,anotherveryimportantmattercalledforourattention。ThiswasnolessthanAnnie’smarriagetotheSquireFaggus。Wehadtriedtoputitoffagain;
forinspiteofalladvantages,neithermymothernormyselfhadanyrealheartforit。NotthatwedwelleduponTom’sshort-comingsorratherperhapshisgoingtoofar,atthetimewhenheworkedtheroadso。AllthatwascoveredbytheKing’spardon,anduniversalrespectoftheneighbourhood。Butourscruplewasthis——andthemorewetalkedthemoreitgrewuponus——
thatwebothhadgreatmisgivingsastohisfuturesteadiness。
Foritwouldbeathousandpities,wesaid,forafine,well-grown,andprettymaidensuchasourAnniewas,usefultoo,insomanyways,andlively,andwarm-hearted,andmistressof500pounds,tothrowherselfawayonamanwithakindofaturnfordrinking。Ifthatlastwereevenhinted,Anniewouldbemostindignant,andask,withcheeksasredasroses,whohadeverseenMasterFaggusanytheworseforliquorindeed?Herownopinionwas,intruth,thatbetookagreatdealtoolittle,afterallhishardwork,andhardriding,andcomingoverthehillstobeinsulted!Andifeveritlayinherpower,andwithnoonetogrudgehimhistrumperyglass,shewouldseethatpoorTomhadthenourishmentwhichhiscoughandhislungsrequired。
Hislungsbeingquiteassoundasmine,thismatterwasoutofallargument;somotherandIlookedatoneanother,asmuchastosay,’lethergoupstairs,shewillcryandcomedownmorereasonable。’Andwhileshewasgone,weusedtosaythesamethingoverandoveragain;butwithoutperceivingacureforit。Andwealmostalwaysfinishedupwiththefollowingreflection,whichsometimescamefrommother’slips,andsometimesfrommyown:’Well,well,thereisnotelling。Nonecansayhowamanmayalter;whenhetakestomatrimony。ButifwecouldonlymakeAnniepromisetobealittlefirmwithhim!’
Ifearthatallthistalkonourpartonlyhurriedmattersforward,Anniebeingmoredeterminedeverytimewepitiedher。AndatlastTomFagguscame,andspokeasifhewereontheKing’sroad,withapistolatmyhead,andoneatmother’s。’Nomorefastandloose,’
hecried。’eitheronethingortheother。Ilovethemaid,andshelovesme;andwewillhaveoneanother,eitherwithyourleave,orwithoutit。HowmanymoretimesamItodanceoverthesevilehills,andleavemybusiness,andgetnothingmorethanasighorakiss,and“Tom,Imustwaitformother“?Youarefamousforbeingstraightforward,youRidds。JusttreatmeasI
wouldtreatyounow。’
Ilookedatmymother;foraglancefromherwouldhavesentTomoutofthewindow;butshecheckedmewithherhand,andsaid,’Youhavesomegroundofcomplaint,sir;Iwillnotdenyit。NowIwillbeasstraight-forwardwithyou,asevenaRiddissupposedtobe。MysonandmyselfhaveallalongdislikedyourmarriagewithAnnie。Notforwhatyouhavebeensomuch,asforwhatwefearyouwillbe。Havepatience,onemoment,ifyouplease。Wedonotfearyourtakingtothehighwaylifeagain;forthatyouaretooclever,nodoubt,nowthatyouhaveproperty。Butwefearthatyouwilltaketodrinking,andtosquanderingmoney。
Therearemanyexamplesofthisaroundus;andweknowwhatthefateofthewifeis。Ithasbeenhardtotellyouthis,underourownroof,andwithourown——’Heremotherhesitated。
’Spirits,andcider,andbeer,’Ibrokein;’outwithit,likeaRidd,mother;ashewillhaveallofit。’
’Spirits,andcider,andbeer,’saidmotherveryfirmlyafterme;andthenshegavewayandsaid,’Youknow,Tom,youarewelcometoeverydropandmoreofit。’
NowTommusthavehadafarsweetertemperthaneverI
couldclaim;forIshouldhavethrustmyglassaway,andneverhavetakenanotherdropinthehousewheresuchacheckhadmetme。Butinsteadofthat,MasterFaggusreplied,withapleasantsmile,——
’IknowthatIamwelcome,goodmother;andtoproveit,Iwillhavesomemore。’
Andthereuponbemixedhimselfanotherglassofhollandswithlemonandhotwater,yetpouringitverydelicately。
’Oh,Ihavebeensomiserable——takealittlemore,Tom,’saidmother,handingthebottle。
’Yes,takealittlemore,’Isaid;’youhavemixeditoverweak,Tom。’
’Ifevertherewasasoberman,’criedTom,complyingwithourrequest;’ifevertherewasinChristendomamanofperfectsobriety,thatmanisnowbeforeyou。
Shallwesayto-morrowweek,mother?Itwillsuityourwashingday。’
’Howverythoughtfulyouare,Tom!NowJohnwouldneverhavethoughtofthat,inspiteofallhissteadiness。’
’Certainlynot,’Iansweredproudly;’whenmytimecomesforLorna,IshallnotstudyBettyMuxworthy。’
InthiswaytheSquiregotoverus;andFarmerNicholasSnowewassentfor,tocounselwithmotheraboutthematterandtosethistwodaughterssewing。
Whenthetimefortheweddingcame,therewassuchastirandcommotionashadneverbeenknownintheparishofOaresincemyfather’smarriage。ForAnnie’sbeautyandkindlinesshadmadehertheprideoftheneighbourhood;andthepresentssenther,fromallaround,wereenoughtostockashopwith。MasterStickles,whonowcouldwalk,andwhocertainlyowedhisrecovery,withtheblessingofGod,toAnnie,presentedherwithamightyBible,silver-clasped,andveryhandsome,beatingtheparson’soutandout,andforwhichhehadsenttoTaunton。Eventhecommontroopers,havingtastedhercookerymanytimestohelpouttheirpoorrations,clubbedtogether,andmusthavegivenatleastaweek’spayapiece,tohaveturnedoutwhattheydidforher。Thiswasnolessthanasilverpot,well-designed,butsuitedsurelyrathertothebridegroom’stastethanbride’s。Inaword,everybodygaveherthings。
AndnowmyLornacametome,withaspringoftearsinappealingeyes——forshewasstillsomewhatchildish,orrather,Ishouldsay,morechildishnowthanwhenshelivedinmisery——andsheplacedherlittlehandinmine,andshewashalfafraidtospeak,anddroppedhereyesformetoask。
’Whatisit,littledarling?’Iasked,asIsawherbreathcomefast;forthesmallestemotionmovedherform。
’Youdon’tthink,John,youdon’tthink,dear,thatyoucouldlendmeanymoney?’
’AllIhavegot,’Ianswered;’howmuchdoyouwant,dearheart?’
’Ihavebeencalculating;andIfearthatIcannotdoanygoodwithlessthantenpounds,John。’
Hereshelookedupatme,withhorroratthegrandeurofthesum,andnotknowingwhatIcouldthinkofit。
ButIkeptmyeyesfromher。’Tenpounds!’Isaidinmydeepestvoice,onpurposetohaveitoutincomfort,whensheshouldbefrightened;’whatcanyouwantwithtenpounds,child?’
’Thatismyconcern,saidLorna,pluckingupherspiritatthis:’whenaladyasksforaloan,nogentlemanpriesintothecauseofheraskingit。’
’Thatmaybeasmaybe,’Iansweredinajudicialmanner;’tenpounds,ortwenty,youshallhave。ButI
mustknowthepurport。’
’Thenthatyounevershallknow,John。Iamverysorryforaskingyou。Itisnotofthesmallestconsequence。
Oh,dear,no。’Herewithshewasrunningaway。
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