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第75章

  Thesetwoveryworthyfellows——nay,morethanthatbytheirownaccount,beingdownrightmartyrs——werecome,forthepublicbenefit,fromtheCourtofChancery,sittingforeverybody’sgood,andboldlyredressingevil。ThiscourthasapowerofscentunknowntotheCommon-lawpractitioners,andslowlyyetsurelytracksitsgame;evenasthegreatlumberingdogs,nowintroducedfromSpain,andcalledbysomepeople’pointers,’differfromtheswiftgaze-hound,whoseeshispreyandrunshimdowninthemannerofthecommonlawyers。Ifaman’sillfateshoulddrivehimtomakeachoicebetweenthesetwo,lethimratherbechasedbythehoundsoflaw,thantrackedbythedogsofEquity。
  Now,asitfellinaveryblackdayforallexceptthelawyersHisMajesty’sCourtofChancery,ifthatbewhatitcalleditself,gainedscentofpoorLorna’slife,andofallthatmightbemadeofit。Whetherthroughthatbraveyounglordwhoranintosuchperil,orthroughanyofhisfriends,orwhetherthroughthatdeepoldCounsellor,whosegamenonemightpenetrate;
  orthroughanydisclosuresoftheItalianwoman,orevenofJeremyhimself;nonejustnowcouldtellus;
  onlythistruthwastooclear——ChanceryhadheardofLorna,andthenhadseenhowrichshewas;andneverdelayinginonething,hadopenedmouth,andswallowedher。
  TheDoones,withashareofthatdryhumourwhichwasinthemhereditary,hadwelcomedthetwoapparitorsifthatbethepropernameforthemandledthemkindlydownthevalley,andtoldthemthentoservetheirwrit。Mislikingthelookofthings,thesepoormenbegantofumbleamongtheirclothes;uponwhichtheDoonescried,’offwiththem!Letusseeifyourmessageheonyourskins。’Andwithnomoremannersthanthat,theystripped,andlashedthemoutofthevalley;onlybiddingthemcometous,iftheywantedLornaDoone;andtoustheycameaccordingly。Neitherweretheysureatfirstbutthatweshouldtreatthemso;fortheyhadnoknowledgeofthewestcountry,andthoughtitquiteagodlessplace,whereinnowritwasholy。
  Wehowevercomfortedandcheeredthemsoconsiderably,that,ingratitude,theyshowedtheirwrits,towhichtheyhadstucklikeleeches。Andtheseweretwofold;
  oneaddressedtoMistressLornaDoone,socalled,andbiddingherkeepinreadinesstotravelwhenevercalledupon,andcommitherselftonobody,excepttheaccreditedmessengersoftherighthonourableCourt;
  whiletheotherwasaddressedtoallsubjectsofHisMajesty,havingcustodyofLornaDoone,oranypoweroverher。Andthislastthreatenedandexhorted,andheldouthopesofrecompense,ifshewererenderedtruly。MymotherandIheldconsultation,overboththesedocuments,withamixtureofsomewrathandfear,andaforkofgreatsorrowtostirthem。AndnowhavingJeremyStickles’sleave,whichhegavewithanodwhenItoldhimall,andatlastmadehimunderstandit,IlaidbaretomymotheraswellwhatI
  knew,aswhatImerelysurmised,orguessed,concerningLorna’sparentage。Allthisshereceivedwithgreattears,andwonder,andferventthankstoGod,andstillmoreferventpraiseofherson,whohadnothingwhatevertodowithit。However,nowthequestionwas,howtoactaboutthesewrits。AndhereinitwasmostunluckythatwecouldnothaveMasterStickles,withhisknowledgeoftheworld,andespeciallyofthelaw-courts,toadviseuswhattodo,andtohelpindoingit。AndfirstlyofthefirstIsaid,’Wehaveroguestodealwith;buttrywenottoroguethem。’
  Tothis,insomemeasure,dearmotheragreed,thoughshecouldnotseethejusticeofit,yetthoughtthatitmighthewiser,becauseofourwantofpractice。
  AndthenIsaid,’NowweareboundtotellLorna,andtoservehercitationuponher,whichthesegoodfellowshavegivenus。’
  ’Thengo,anddoitthyself,myson,’motherrepliedwithamournfulsmile,misdoubtingwhattheendmightbe。SoItooktheslipofbrownparchment,andwenttoseekmydarling。
  Lornawasinherfavouriteplace,thelittlegardenwhichshetendedwithsuchcareanddiligence。Seeinghowthemaidenlovedit,andwashappythere,Ihadlabouredhardtofenceitfromthedangersofthewood。
  Andhereshehadcorrectedme,withbettertaste,andsenseofpleasure,andthejoysofmusing。ForImeanttoshutoutthebrook,andbuildmyfenceinsideofit;
  butLornasaidno;ifwemusthaveafence,whichcouldnotbutbeinjury,atanyrateleavethestreaminside,andapleasantbankbeyondit。AndsoonIperceivedthatshewasright,thoughnotsomuchasafterwards;
  forthefairestofallthingsinagarden,andinsummer-timemostuseful,isabrookofcrystalwater;
  whereamanmaycomeandmeditate,andtheflowersmayleanandseethemselves,andtheraysofthesunarepurfied。Nowpartlywithherownwhitehands,andpartlywithGwenny’sredones,Lornahadmadeofthissunnyspotahavenofbeautytodwellin。Itwasnotonlythatcolourslayintheharmonywewouldseekofthem,neitherwasittheheightofplants,slopingtooneanother;noreventhedelicatetoneoffoliagefollowingsuit,andneighbouring。Eventhebreathingofthewind,softandgentleinandout,movingthingsthatneednotmove,andpassinglonger-stalkedones,eventhiswasnotenoughamongtheflushoffragrance,totellamanthereasonofhisquietsatisfaction。
  Butsoitshallforeverbe。Astheriverwefloatuponwithwine,andflowers,andmusic,isnothingatthewell-springbutabubblewithoutreason。
  Feelingmanythings,butthinkingwithoutmuchtoguideme,overthegrass-platslaidbetween,IwentuptoLorna。Sheinashowerofdamaskroses,raisedhereyesandlookedatme。Andevennow,inthosesweeteyes,sodeepwithloving-kindness,andsoftmaidendreamings,thereseemedtobeaslightunwilling,halfconfessedwithdrawal;overcomebyloveandduty,yetapainfulthingtosee。
  ’Darling,’Isaid,’areyourspiritsgood?Areyoustrongenoughto-day,tobearataleofcruelsorrow;
  butwhichperhaps,whenyourtearsareshed,willleaveyouallthehappier?’
  ’Whatcanyoumean?’sheansweredtrembling,nothavingbeenveystrongoflate,andnowsurprisedatmymanner;’areyoucometogivemeup,John?’
  ’Notverylikely,’Ireplied;’neitherdoIhopesuchathingwouldleaveyouallthehappier。Oh,Lorna,ifyoucanthinkthatsoquicklyasyouseemtohavedone,nowyouhaveeveryprospectandstrongtemptationtoit。Youarefar,farabovemeintheworld,andIhavenorighttoclaimyou。Perhaps,whenyouhaveheardthesetidingsyouwillsay,“JohnRidd,begone;yourlifeandmineareparted。“’
  ’WillI?’criedLorna,withallthebrightnessofherplayfulwaysreturning:’youveryfoolishandjealousJohn,howshallIpunishyouforthis?AmItoforsakeeveryflowerIhave,andnotevenknowthattheworldgoesround,whileIlookupatyou,thewholedaylongandsay,“John,Ilove,love,loveyou?“’
  Duringthesewordssheleaneduponme,halfingayimitationofwhatIhadsooftenmadeherdo,andhalfindepthofearnestness,asthethrice-repeatedwordgrewstronger,andgrewwarmer,withandtoherheart。
  Andasshelookedupatthefinish,saying,’you,’somusically,Iwasmuchinclinedtoclaspherround;butrememberingwhoshewas,forbore;atwhichsheseemedsurprisedwithme。
  ’MistressLorna,Ireplied,withIknownotwhattemptation,makinglittleofhercaresses,thoughmorethanallmyhearttome:’MistressLorna,youmustkeepyourrankandproperdignity。Youmustneverlookatmewithanythingbutpitynow。’
  ’Ishalllookatyouwithpity,John,’saidLorna,tryingtolaughitoff,yetnotknowingwhattomakeofme,’ifyoutalkanymoreofthisnonsense,knowingmeasyououghttodo。Ishallevenbegintothinkthatyou,andyourfriends,arewearyofme,andofsolongsupportingme;andareonlyseekingcausetosendmebacktomyoldmisery。Ifitbeso,Iwillgo。Mylifematterslittletoanyone。’Herethegreatbrighttearsarose;butthemaidenwastooproudtosob。
  ’Sweetestofallsweetloves,’Icried,forthesignofateardefeatedme;’whatpossibilitycouldmakemeevergiveupLorna?’
  ’Dearestofalldears,’sheanswered;’ifyoudearlyloveme,whatpossibilitycouldevermakemegiveyouup,dear?’
  Uponthattherewasnomoreforbearing,butIkissedandclaspedher,whethershewereCountess,orwhetherQueenofEngland;mineshewas,atleastinheart;andminesheshouldbewholly。Andshebeingofthesameopinion,nothingwassaidbetweenus。
  ’Now,Lorna,’saidI,asshehungonmyarm,willingtotrustmeanywhere,’cometoyourlittleplant-house,andhearmymovingstory。’
  ’Nostorycanmovememuch,dear,’sheansweredratherfaintly,foranyexcitementstayedwithher;’sinceI
  knowyourstrengthofkindness,scarcelyanytalecanmoveme,unlessitbeofyourself,love;orofmypoormother。’
  ’Itisofyourpoormother,darling。Canyoubeartohearit?’AndyetIwonderedwhyshedidnotsayasmuchofherfather。
  ’Yes,Icanbearanything。ButalthoughIcannotseeher,andhavelongforgotten,Icouldnotbeartohearillofher。’
  ’Thereisnoilltohear,sweetchild,exceptofevildonetoher。Lorna,youareofanill-starredrace。’
  ’Betterthatthanawickedrace,’sheansweredwithherusualquickness,leapingatconclusion;’tellmeIamnotaDoone,andIwill——butIcannotloveyoumore。’
  ’YouarenotaDoone,myLorna,forthat,atleast,I
  cananswer;thoughIknownotwhatyournameis。’
  ’Andmyfather——yourfather——whatImeanis——’
  ’Yourfatherandminenevermetoneanother。YourfatherwaskilledbyanaccidentinthePyreneanmountains,andyourmotherbytheDoones;oratleasttheycausedherdeath,andcarriedyouawayfromher。’
  Allthis,comingasinonebreathuponthesensitivemaiden,wasmorethanshecouldbearallatonce;asanybutafoollikememustofcoursehaveknown。Shelaybackonthegardenbench,withherblackhairshedontheoakenbark,whilehercolourwentandcameandonlybythat,andherquiveringbreath,couldanyonesaythatshelivedandthought。Andyetshepressedmyhandwithhers,thatImighttellherallofit。
  NoflowerthatIhaveeverseen,eitherinshiftingoflightandshade,orinthepearlymorning,mayviewithafairyoungwoman’sfacewhentenderthoughtandquickemotionvary,enrich,andbeautifyit。ThusmyLornahearkenedsoftly,almostwithoutwordorgesture,yetwithsighsandglancestelling,andthepressureofmyhand,howeachwordwasmovingher。
  Whenatlastmytalewasdone,sheturnedaway,andweptbitterlyforthesadfateofherparents。Buttomysurpriseshespokenotevenawordofwrathorrancour。Sheseemedtotakeitallasfate。
  ’Lorna,darling,’Isaidatlength,formenaremoreimpatientintrialsoftimethanwomenare,’doyounotevenwishtoknowwhatyourpropernameis?’
  ’Howcanitmattertome,John?’sheanswered,withadepthofgriefwhichmademeseematrifler。’Itcannevermatternow,whentherearenonetoshareit。’
  ’Poorlittlesoul!’wasallIsaidinatoneofpurestpity;andtomysurprisesheturneduponme,caughtmeinherarms,andlovedmeasshehadneverdonebefore。
  ’Dearest,Ihaveyou,’shecried;’you,andonlyyou,love。HavingyouIwantnoother。Allmylifeisonewithyours。Oh,John,howcanItreatyouso?’
  Blushingthroughthewetofweeping,andthegloomofpondering,yetshewouldnothidehereyes,butfoldedme,anddwelledonme。
  ’Icannotbelieve,’intheprideofmyjoy,Iwhisperedintoonelittleear,’thatyoucouldeversoloveme,beauty,astogiveuptheworldforme。’
  ’Wouldyougiveupyourfarmforme,John?’criedLorna,leapingbackandlooking,withherwondrouspoweroflightatme;’wouldyougiveupyourmother,yoursisters,yourhome,andallthatyouhaveintheworldandeveryhopeofyourlife,John?’
  ’OfcourseIwould。Withouttwothoughts。Youknowit;youknowit,Lorna。’
  ’ItistruethatIdo,’sheansweredinatoneofdeepestsadness;’anditisthispowerofyourlovewhichhasmademeloveyouso。Nogoodcancomeofit,nogood。God’sfaceissetagainstselfishness。’
  AsshespokeinthatlowtoneIgazedattheclearlinesofherfacewhereeverycurvewasperfectnotwithloveandwonderonly,butwithastrangenewsenseofawe。
  ’Darling,’Isaid,’comenearertome。Givemesuretyagainstthat。ForGod’ssakeneverfrightenmewiththethoughtthatHewouldpartus。’
  ’Doesitthensofrightenyou?’shewhispered,comingclosetome;’Iknowit,dear;Ihaveknownitlong;
  butitneverfrightensme。Itmakesmesad,andverylonely,tillIcanremember。’
  ’Tillyoucanrememberwhat?’Iasked,withalong,deepshudder;forwearesosuperstitious。