Thesetwoveryworthyfellows——nay,morethanthatbytheirownaccount,beingdownrightmartyrs——werecome,forthepublicbenefit,fromtheCourtofChancery,sittingforeverybody’sgood,andboldlyredressingevil。ThiscourthasapowerofscentunknowntotheCommon-lawpractitioners,andslowlyyetsurelytracksitsgame;evenasthegreatlumberingdogs,nowintroducedfromSpain,andcalledbysomepeople’pointers,’differfromtheswiftgaze-hound,whoseeshispreyandrunshimdowninthemannerofthecommonlawyers。Ifaman’sillfateshoulddrivehimtomakeachoicebetweenthesetwo,lethimratherbechasedbythehoundsoflaw,thantrackedbythedogsofEquity。
Now,asitfellinaveryblackdayforallexceptthelawyersHisMajesty’sCourtofChancery,ifthatbewhatitcalleditself,gainedscentofpoorLorna’slife,andofallthatmightbemadeofit。Whetherthroughthatbraveyounglordwhoranintosuchperil,orthroughanyofhisfriends,orwhetherthroughthatdeepoldCounsellor,whosegamenonemightpenetrate;
orthroughanydisclosuresoftheItalianwoman,orevenofJeremyhimself;nonejustnowcouldtellus;
onlythistruthwastooclear——ChanceryhadheardofLorna,andthenhadseenhowrichshewas;andneverdelayinginonething,hadopenedmouth,andswallowedher。
TheDoones,withashareofthatdryhumourwhichwasinthemhereditary,hadwelcomedthetwoapparitorsifthatbethepropernameforthemandledthemkindlydownthevalley,andtoldthemthentoservetheirwrit。Mislikingthelookofthings,thesepoormenbegantofumbleamongtheirclothes;uponwhichtheDoonescried,’offwiththem!Letusseeifyourmessageheonyourskins。’Andwithnomoremannersthanthat,theystripped,andlashedthemoutofthevalley;onlybiddingthemcometous,iftheywantedLornaDoone;andtoustheycameaccordingly。Neitherweretheysureatfirstbutthatweshouldtreatthemso;fortheyhadnoknowledgeofthewestcountry,andthoughtitquiteagodlessplace,whereinnowritwasholy。
Wehowevercomfortedandcheeredthemsoconsiderably,that,ingratitude,theyshowedtheirwrits,towhichtheyhadstucklikeleeches。Andtheseweretwofold;
oneaddressedtoMistressLornaDoone,socalled,andbiddingherkeepinreadinesstotravelwhenevercalledupon,andcommitherselftonobody,excepttheaccreditedmessengersoftherighthonourableCourt;
whiletheotherwasaddressedtoallsubjectsofHisMajesty,havingcustodyofLornaDoone,oranypoweroverher。Andthislastthreatenedandexhorted,andheldouthopesofrecompense,ifshewererenderedtruly。MymotherandIheldconsultation,overboththesedocuments,withamixtureofsomewrathandfear,andaforkofgreatsorrowtostirthem。AndnowhavingJeremyStickles’sleave,whichhegavewithanodwhenItoldhimall,andatlastmadehimunderstandit,IlaidbaretomymotheraswellwhatI
knew,aswhatImerelysurmised,orguessed,concerningLorna’sparentage。Allthisshereceivedwithgreattears,andwonder,andferventthankstoGod,andstillmoreferventpraiseofherson,whohadnothingwhatevertodowithit。However,nowthequestionwas,howtoactaboutthesewrits。AndhereinitwasmostunluckythatwecouldnothaveMasterStickles,withhisknowledgeoftheworld,andespeciallyofthelaw-courts,toadviseuswhattodo,andtohelpindoingit。AndfirstlyofthefirstIsaid,’Wehaveroguestodealwith;buttrywenottoroguethem。’
Tothis,insomemeasure,dearmotheragreed,thoughshecouldnotseethejusticeofit,yetthoughtthatitmighthewiser,becauseofourwantofpractice。
AndthenIsaid,’NowweareboundtotellLorna,andtoservehercitationuponher,whichthesegoodfellowshavegivenus。’
’Thengo,anddoitthyself,myson,’motherrepliedwithamournfulsmile,misdoubtingwhattheendmightbe。SoItooktheslipofbrownparchment,andwenttoseekmydarling。
Lornawasinherfavouriteplace,thelittlegardenwhichshetendedwithsuchcareanddiligence。Seeinghowthemaidenlovedit,andwashappythere,Ihadlabouredhardtofenceitfromthedangersofthewood。
Andhereshehadcorrectedme,withbettertaste,andsenseofpleasure,andthejoysofmusing。ForImeanttoshutoutthebrook,andbuildmyfenceinsideofit;
butLornasaidno;ifwemusthaveafence,whichcouldnotbutbeinjury,atanyrateleavethestreaminside,andapleasantbankbeyondit。AndsoonIperceivedthatshewasright,thoughnotsomuchasafterwards;
forthefairestofallthingsinagarden,andinsummer-timemostuseful,isabrookofcrystalwater;
whereamanmaycomeandmeditate,andtheflowersmayleanandseethemselves,andtheraysofthesunarepurfied。Nowpartlywithherownwhitehands,andpartlywithGwenny’sredones,Lornahadmadeofthissunnyspotahavenofbeautytodwellin。Itwasnotonlythatcolourslayintheharmonywewouldseekofthem,neitherwasittheheightofplants,slopingtooneanother;noreventhedelicatetoneoffoliagefollowingsuit,andneighbouring。Eventhebreathingofthewind,softandgentleinandout,movingthingsthatneednotmove,andpassinglonger-stalkedones,eventhiswasnotenoughamongtheflushoffragrance,totellamanthereasonofhisquietsatisfaction。
Butsoitshallforeverbe。Astheriverwefloatuponwithwine,andflowers,andmusic,isnothingatthewell-springbutabubblewithoutreason。
Feelingmanythings,butthinkingwithoutmuchtoguideme,overthegrass-platslaidbetween,IwentuptoLorna。Sheinashowerofdamaskroses,raisedhereyesandlookedatme。Andevennow,inthosesweeteyes,sodeepwithloving-kindness,andsoftmaidendreamings,thereseemedtobeaslightunwilling,halfconfessedwithdrawal;overcomebyloveandduty,yetapainfulthingtosee。
’Darling,’Isaid,’areyourspiritsgood?Areyoustrongenoughto-day,tobearataleofcruelsorrow;
butwhichperhaps,whenyourtearsareshed,willleaveyouallthehappier?’
’Whatcanyoumean?’sheansweredtrembling,nothavingbeenveystrongoflate,andnowsurprisedatmymanner;’areyoucometogivemeup,John?’
’Notverylikely,’Ireplied;’neitherdoIhopesuchathingwouldleaveyouallthehappier。Oh,Lorna,ifyoucanthinkthatsoquicklyasyouseemtohavedone,nowyouhaveeveryprospectandstrongtemptationtoit。Youarefar,farabovemeintheworld,andIhavenorighttoclaimyou。Perhaps,whenyouhaveheardthesetidingsyouwillsay,“JohnRidd,begone;yourlifeandmineareparted。“’
’WillI?’criedLorna,withallthebrightnessofherplayfulwaysreturning:’youveryfoolishandjealousJohn,howshallIpunishyouforthis?AmItoforsakeeveryflowerIhave,andnotevenknowthattheworldgoesround,whileIlookupatyou,thewholedaylongandsay,“John,Ilove,love,loveyou?“’
Duringthesewordssheleaneduponme,halfingayimitationofwhatIhadsooftenmadeherdo,andhalfindepthofearnestness,asthethrice-repeatedwordgrewstronger,andgrewwarmer,withandtoherheart。
Andasshelookedupatthefinish,saying,’you,’somusically,Iwasmuchinclinedtoclaspherround;butrememberingwhoshewas,forbore;atwhichsheseemedsurprisedwithme。
’MistressLorna,Ireplied,withIknownotwhattemptation,makinglittleofhercaresses,thoughmorethanallmyhearttome:’MistressLorna,youmustkeepyourrankandproperdignity。Youmustneverlookatmewithanythingbutpitynow。’
’Ishalllookatyouwithpity,John,’saidLorna,tryingtolaughitoff,yetnotknowingwhattomakeofme,’ifyoutalkanymoreofthisnonsense,knowingmeasyououghttodo。Ishallevenbegintothinkthatyou,andyourfriends,arewearyofme,andofsolongsupportingme;andareonlyseekingcausetosendmebacktomyoldmisery。Ifitbeso,Iwillgo。Mylifematterslittletoanyone。’Herethegreatbrighttearsarose;butthemaidenwastooproudtosob。
’Sweetestofallsweetloves,’Icried,forthesignofateardefeatedme;’whatpossibilitycouldmakemeevergiveupLorna?’
’Dearestofalldears,’sheanswered;’ifyoudearlyloveme,whatpossibilitycouldevermakemegiveyouup,dear?’
Uponthattherewasnomoreforbearing,butIkissedandclaspedher,whethershewereCountess,orwhetherQueenofEngland;mineshewas,atleastinheart;andminesheshouldbewholly。Andshebeingofthesameopinion,nothingwassaidbetweenus。
’Now,Lorna,’saidI,asshehungonmyarm,willingtotrustmeanywhere,’cometoyourlittleplant-house,andhearmymovingstory。’
’Nostorycanmovememuch,dear,’sheansweredratherfaintly,foranyexcitementstayedwithher;’sinceI
knowyourstrengthofkindness,scarcelyanytalecanmoveme,unlessitbeofyourself,love;orofmypoormother。’
’Itisofyourpoormother,darling。Canyoubeartohearit?’AndyetIwonderedwhyshedidnotsayasmuchofherfather。
’Yes,Icanbearanything。ButalthoughIcannotseeher,andhavelongforgotten,Icouldnotbeartohearillofher。’
’Thereisnoilltohear,sweetchild,exceptofevildonetoher。Lorna,youareofanill-starredrace。’
’Betterthatthanawickedrace,’sheansweredwithherusualquickness,leapingatconclusion;’tellmeIamnotaDoone,andIwill——butIcannotloveyoumore。’
’YouarenotaDoone,myLorna,forthat,atleast,I
cananswer;thoughIknownotwhatyournameis。’
’Andmyfather——yourfather——whatImeanis——’
’Yourfatherandminenevermetoneanother。YourfatherwaskilledbyanaccidentinthePyreneanmountains,andyourmotherbytheDoones;oratleasttheycausedherdeath,andcarriedyouawayfromher。’
Allthis,comingasinonebreathuponthesensitivemaiden,wasmorethanshecouldbearallatonce;asanybutafoollikememustofcoursehaveknown。Shelaybackonthegardenbench,withherblackhairshedontheoakenbark,whilehercolourwentandcameandonlybythat,andherquiveringbreath,couldanyonesaythatshelivedandthought。Andyetshepressedmyhandwithhers,thatImighttellherallofit。
NoflowerthatIhaveeverseen,eitherinshiftingoflightandshade,orinthepearlymorning,mayviewithafairyoungwoman’sfacewhentenderthoughtandquickemotionvary,enrich,andbeautifyit。ThusmyLornahearkenedsoftly,almostwithoutwordorgesture,yetwithsighsandglancestelling,andthepressureofmyhand,howeachwordwasmovingher。
Whenatlastmytalewasdone,sheturnedaway,andweptbitterlyforthesadfateofherparents。Buttomysurpriseshespokenotevenawordofwrathorrancour。Sheseemedtotakeitallasfate。
’Lorna,darling,’Isaidatlength,formenaremoreimpatientintrialsoftimethanwomenare,’doyounotevenwishtoknowwhatyourpropernameis?’
’Howcanitmattertome,John?’sheanswered,withadepthofgriefwhichmademeseematrifler。’Itcannevermatternow,whentherearenonetoshareit。’
’Poorlittlesoul!’wasallIsaidinatoneofpurestpity;andtomysurprisesheturneduponme,caughtmeinherarms,andlovedmeasshehadneverdonebefore。
’Dearest,Ihaveyou,’shecried;’you,andonlyyou,love。HavingyouIwantnoother。Allmylifeisonewithyours。Oh,John,howcanItreatyouso?’
Blushingthroughthewetofweeping,andthegloomofpondering,yetshewouldnothidehereyes,butfoldedme,anddwelledonme。
’Icannotbelieve,’intheprideofmyjoy,Iwhisperedintoonelittleear,’thatyoucouldeversoloveme,beauty,astogiveuptheworldforme。’
’Wouldyougiveupyourfarmforme,John?’criedLorna,leapingbackandlooking,withherwondrouspoweroflightatme;’wouldyougiveupyourmother,yoursisters,yourhome,andallthatyouhaveintheworldandeveryhopeofyourlife,John?’
’OfcourseIwould。Withouttwothoughts。Youknowit;youknowit,Lorna。’
’ItistruethatIdo,’sheansweredinatoneofdeepestsadness;’anditisthispowerofyourlovewhichhasmademeloveyouso。Nogoodcancomeofit,nogood。God’sfaceissetagainstselfishness。’
AsshespokeinthatlowtoneIgazedattheclearlinesofherfacewhereeverycurvewasperfectnotwithloveandwonderonly,butwithastrangenewsenseofawe。
’Darling,’Isaid,’comenearertome。Givemesuretyagainstthat。ForGod’ssakeneverfrightenmewiththethoughtthatHewouldpartus。’
’Doesitthensofrightenyou?’shewhispered,comingclosetome;’Iknowit,dear;Ihaveknownitlong;
butitneverfrightensme。Itmakesmesad,andverylonely,tillIcanremember。’
’Tillyoucanrememberwhat?’Iasked,withalong,deepshudder;forwearesosuperstitious。
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