knowthatman!Heisourancientenemy;“andBenitaforeseeingthatalltheirboxeswouldbeturnedinsideout,orcarriedaway,snatchedthemostvaluableofthejewels,amagnificentnecklaceofdiamonds,andcastitoverthelittlegirl’shead,andburieditunderhertravelling-cloak,hopingtosaveit。Thenagreatwave,crestedwithfoam,rolledin,andthecoachwasthrownonitsside,andthesearushedinatthetopandthewindows,uponshrieking,andclashing,andfaintingaway。
’WhatfollowedBenitaknewnot,asonemightwellsuppose,herselfbeingstunnedbyablowonthehead,besidebeingpalsiedwithterror。“See,Ihavethemarknow,“shesaid,“wherethejambofthedoorcamedownonme!“Butwhensherecoveredhersenses,shefoundherselflyinguponthesand,therobberswereoutofsight,andoneoftheserving-menwasbathingherforeheadwithseawater。Forthissheratedhimwell,havingtakenalreadytoomuchofthatarticle;andthenshearoseandrantohermistress,whowassittinguprightonalittlerock,withherdeadboy’sfacetoherbosom,sometimesgazinguponhim,andsometimesquestingroundfortheotherone。
’Althoughthereweretorchesandlinksaround,andshelookedatherchildbythelightofthem,noonedaredtoapproachthelady,orspeak,ortrytohelpher。
Eachmanwhisperedhisfellowtogo,buteachhungbackhimself,andmutteredthatitwastooawfultomeddlewith。Andthereshewouldhavesatallnight,withthefinelittlefellowstonedeadinherarms,andhertearlesseyesdwellinguponhim,andherheartbutnothermindthinking,onlythattheItalianwomenstoleupsoftlytoherside,andwhispered,“ItisthewillofGod。“
’“Soitalwaysseemstobe,“wereallthewordsthemother’answered;andthenshefellonBenita’sneck;
andthemenwereashamedtobenearherweeping;andasailorlaydownandbellowed。Surelythesemenarethebest。
’BeforethelightofthemorningcamealongthetidetoWatchettmyLadyhadmetherhusband。Theytookherintothetownthatnight,butnottoherowncastle;
andsothepowerofwomanhoodwhichisitselfmaternitycameoverswiftlyuponher。Thelady,whomallpeoplelovedthoughatcertaintimesparticular,liesinWatchettlittlechurchyard,withsonandheiratherrighthand,andalittlebabe,ofsexunknown,sleepingonherbosom。
’Thisisamiserabletale,’saidJeremySticklesbrightly;’handmeovertheschnapps,myboy。Whatfoolswearetospoiloureyesforotherpeople’stroubles!Enoughofourowntokeepthemclean,althoughweallwerechimney-sweeps。Thereisnothinglikegoodhollands,whenamanbecomestoosensitive。
Restoretheactionoftheglands;thatismyrule,afterweeping。Letmemakeyouanother,John。Youarequitelow-spirited。’
ButalthoughMasterJeremycarriedonsoasbecamehismanhood,andlaughedatthesailor’sbellowing;blesshisheart,Iknewaswellthattearswereinhisbravekeeneyes,asifIhaddaredtolookforthem,ortoshowmineown。
’Andwhatwasthelady’sname?’Iasked;’andwhatbecameofthelittlegirl?Andwhydidthewomanstaythere?’
’Well!’criedJeremyStickles,onlytoogladtobecheerfulagain:’talkofawomanafterthat!Asweusedtosayatschool——“Whodraggedwhom,howmanytimes,inwhatmanner,roundthewallofwhat?“Buttobegin,lastfirst,myJohnasbecomesawoman:Benitastayedinthatblessedplace,becauseshecouldnotgetawayfromit。TheDoones——ifDoonesindeedtheywere,aboutwhichyouofcourseknowbest——tookeverystiveroutofthecarriage:wetordrytheytookit。AndBenitacouldnevergetherwages:forthewholeaffairisinChancery,andtheyhaveappointedareceiver。’
’Whew!’saidI,knowingsomethingofLondon,andsorryforBenita’schance。
’SothepoorthingwascompelledtodropallthoughtofApulia,andsettledownonthebrinkofExmoor,whereyougetallitsevils,withoutthegoodtobalancethem。ShemarriedamanwhoturnedawheelformakingtheblueWatchettware,partlybecausehecouldgiveherahouse,andpartlybecauseheprovedhimselfagoodsoultowardsmyLady。Theretheyare,andhavethreechildren;andthereyoumaygoandvisitthem。’
’Iunderstandallthat,Jeremy,thoughyoudotellthingstooquickly,andIwouldratherhaveJohnFry’sstyle;forheleavesonetimeforhiswordstomelt。
Nowformysecondquestion。Whatbecameofthelittlemaid?’
’Yougreatoaf!’criedJeremyStickles:’youarerathermorelikelytoknow,Ishouldthink,thananyoneelseinallthekingdoms。’
’IfIknew,Ishouldnotaskyou。JeremyStickles,dotrytobeneitherconceitednorthick-headed。’
’Iwillwhenyouareneither,’answeredMasterJeremy;
’butyouoccupyalltheroom,John。Nooneelsecangetinwithyouthere。’
’Verywellthen,letmeout。Takemedowninbothways。’
’Ifeveryouweretakendown;youmusthaveyourdoublejointsreadynow。AndyetinotherwaysyouwillbeasproudandsetupasLucifer。AscertainsureasI
standhere,thatlittlemaidisLornaDoone。’
ItmustnotbesupposedthatIwasaltogethersothick-headedasJeremywouldhavemademeout。ButitispartofmycharacterthatIlikeotherpeopletothinkmeslow,andtolabourhardtoenlightenme,whileallthetimeIcansaytomyself,’ThismanisshallowerthanIam;itispleasanttoseehisshoalscomeupwhileheissoundingmineso!’NotthatIwouldsobehave,Godforbid,withanybodybeitmanorwomanwhoinsimpleheartapproachedme,withnogaugeofintellect。Butwhentheupperhandistaken,uponthefaithofone’spatience,byamanofevensmallerwitsnotthatJeremywasthat,neithercouldhehavelivedtobethoughtso,why,itnaturallyhappens,thatweknuckleunder,withanounceofindignation。
Jeremy’stalewouldhavemovedmegreatlybothwithsorrowandanger,evenwithoutmyguessatfirst,andnowmyfirmbelief,thatthechildofthoseunluckyparentswasindeedmyLorna。AndasIthoughtofthelady’stroubles,andherfaithinProvidence,andhercruel,childlessdeath,andthenimaginedhowmydarlingwouldbeovercometohearit,youmaywellbelievethatmyquickrepliestoJeremyStickles’sbanterwerebutastheflourishofadrumtocoverthesoundsofpain。
Forwhenhedescribedtheheavycoachandthepersonsinanduponit,andthebreakingdownatDulverton,andtheplaceoftheirdestination,aswellasthetimeandtheweather,andtheseasonoftheyear,myheartbegantoburnwithinme,andmymindreplacedthepictures,firstoftheforeignlady’s-maidbythepumpcaressingme,andthenofthecoachstrugglingupthehill,andthebeautifuldame,andthefinelittleboy,withthewhitecockadeinhishat;butmostofallthelittlegirl,dark-hairedandverylovely,andhavingeveninthosedaystherichsoftlookofLorna。
Butwhenhespokeofthenecklacethrownovertheheadofthelittlemaiden,andofherdisappearance,beforemyeyesaroseatoncetheflashingofthebeacon-fire,thelonelymoorsembrownedwiththelight,thetrampoftheoutlawcavalcade,andthehelplesschildhead-downward,lyingacrosstherobber’ssaddle-bow。
ThenIrememberedmyownmadshoutofboyishindignation,andmarvelledatthestrangelongwaybywhichtheeventsoflifecomeround。AndwhileI
thoughtofmyownreturn,andchildishattempttohidemyselffromsorrowinthesawpit,andtheagonyofmymother’stears,itdidnotfailtostrikemeasathingofomen,thattheselfsamedayshouldbe,bothtomydarlingandmyself,theblackestandmostmiserableofallyouthfuldays。
TheKing’sCommissionerthoughtitwise,forsomegoodreasonofhisown,toconcealfromme,forthepresent,thenameofthepoorladysupposedtobeLorna’smother;andknowingthatIcouldeasilynowdiscoverit,withouthim,Iletthatquestionabideawhile。
IndeedIwashalfafraidtohearit,rememberingthatthenoblerandthewealthiersheprovedtobe,thesmallerwasmychanceofwinningsuchawifeforplainJohnRidd。Notthatshewouldgivemeup:thatIneverdreamedof。Butthatotherswouldinterfere;orindeedImyselfmightfinditonlyhonesttorelinquishher。
Thatlastthoughtwasadreadfulblow,andtookmybreathawayfromme。
JeremyStickleswasquitedecided——andofcoursethediscoverybeinghis,hehadarighttobeso——thatnotawordofallthesethingsmustbeimpartedtoLornaherself,oreventomymother,oranyonewhatever。
’Keepittightaswax,mylad,’hecried,withawinkofgreatexpression;’thisbelongstome,mind;andthecredit,ay,andthepremium,andtherightofdiscount,arealtogethermine。Itwouldhavetakenyoufiftyyearstoputtwoandtwotogetherso,asIdid,likeaclapofthunder。Ah,Godhasgivensomemenbrains;
andothershavegoodfarmsandmoney,andacertainskillinthelowerbeasts。Eachmustusehisspecialtalent。Youworkyourfarm:Iworkmybrains。Intheend,mylad,Ishallbeatyou。’
’Then,Jeremy,whatafoolyoumustbe,ifyoucudgelyourbrainstomakemoneyofthis,toopenthebarn-doortome,andshowmeallyourthreshing。’
’Notawhit,myson。Quitetheopposite。Twomenalwaysthreshbetterthanone。AndhereIhaveyouboundtouseyourflail,onetwo,withmine,andyetinstrictesthonourboundnottobushelup,tillItellyou。’
’But,’saidI,beingmuchamusedbyaLondoner’sbrave,yetuncertain,useofsimplestruralmetaphors,forhehadwhollyforgottenthewinnowing:’surelyifIbushelup,evenwhenyoutellme,Imusttakehalf-measure。’
’Soyoushall,myboy,’heanswered,’ifwecanonlycheatthoseconfoundedknavesofEquity。Youshalltakethebeauty,myson,andtheelegance,andthelove,andallthat——and,myboy,Iwilltakethemoney。’
Thishesaidinawaysodry,andyetsorichlyunctuous,thatbeinggiftedsomehowbyGod,withakindofsenseofqueerness,Ifellbackinmychair,andlaughed,thoughtheundersideofmylaughwastears。
’Now,Jeremy,howifIrefusetokeepthishalfastightaswax。Youboundmetonosuchpartnership,beforeyoutoldthestory;andIamnotsure,byanymeans,ofyourrighttodosoafterwards。’
’Tush!’hereplied:’Iknowyoutoowell,tolookformeannessinyou。Iffrompuregoodwill,JohnRidd,andanxietytorelieveyou,Imadenoconditionprecedent,youarenotthemantotakeadvantage,asalawyermight。Idonotevenwantyourpromise。AssureasI
holdthisglass,anddrinkyourhealthandloveinanotherdropforcedonmebypatheticwords,sosurelywillyoubeboundtome,untilIdoreleaseyou。
Tush!Iknowmenwellbythistime:amerelookoftrustfromoneisworthanother’stenthousandoaths。’
’Jeremy,youareright,’Ianswered;’atleastasregardstheissue。Althoughperhapsyouwerenotrightinleadingmeintoabargainlikethis,withoutmyownconsentorknowledge。ButsupposingthatweshouldbothbeshotinthisgrandattackonthevalleyforI
meantogowithyounow,heartandsoul,isLornatoremainuntoldofthatwhichchangesallherlife?’
’Bothshot!’criedJeremyStickles:’mygoodness,boy,talknotlikethat!AndthoseDoonesarecursedgoodshotstoo。Nay,nay,theyellowsshallgoinfront;weattackontheSomersetside,Ithink。Ifromahillwillreconnoitre,asbehovesageneral,youshallstickbehindatree,ifwecanonlyfindonebigenoughtohideyou。YouandItobeshot,JohnRidd,withallthisinferiorfoodforpowderanxioustobedevoured?’
Ilaughed,forIknewhiscoolhardihood,andnever-flinchingcourage;andsoothtosaynocowardwouldhavedaredtotalklikethat。
’Butwhenonecomestothinkofit,’hecontinued,smilingathimself;’someprovisionshouldbemadeforeventhatunpleasantchance。Iwillleavethewholeinwriting,withorderstobeopened,etc。,etc——Nownomoreofthat,myboy;acigarroafterschnapps,andgotomeetmyyellowboys。’
His’yellowboys,’ashecalledtheSomersetshiretrainedbands,wereevennowcomingdownthevalleyfromtheLondonRoad,aseveryonesinceIwentuptotown,grandlyentitledthelanetothemoors。Therewasonegoodpointaboutthesemen,thathavingnodisciplineatall,theymadepretencetononewhatever。
Nay,rathertheyridiculedthething,asbelowmenofanyspirit。Ontheotherhand,MasterStickles’strooperslookeddownonthesenativefellowsfromaheightwhichIhopetheymaynevertumble,foritwouldbreakthenecksofallofthem。
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