UncleReubendidnotcomehometohisdinner;andhisgranddaughtersaidshehadstrictestordersnevertoexpecthim。Thereforewehadnonetodinewithus,excepttheforemanoftheshop,aworthyman,namedThomasCockram,fiftyyearsofageorso。HeseemedtometohavestrongintentionsofhisownaboutlittleRuth,andonthataccounttoregardmewithawhollyunduemalevolence。Andperhaps,inordertojustifyhim,Imayhavebeenmoreattentivetoherthanotherwiseneedhavebeen;atanyrate,RuthandIwerepleasant;andhetheveryopposite。
’MydearCousinRuth,’Isaid,onpurposetovexMasterCockram,becauseheeyedussoheavily,andsquintedtounluckily,’wehavelongbeenlookingforyouatourPlover’sBarrowsfarm。Yourememberhowyouusedtolovehuntingforeggsinthemorning,andhidingupinthetallatwithLizzie,formetoseekyouamongthehay,whenthesunwasdown。Ah,MasterCockram,thosearethethingsyoungpeoplefindtheirpleasurein,notinsellingayardofserge,andgivingtwopence-halfpennychange,andwriting“settled“atthebottom,withapencilthathasblackedtheirteeth。
Now,MasterCockram,yououghttocomeasfarasourgoodfarm,atonce,andeattwonew-laideggsforbreakfast,andbemadetolookquiteyoungagain。OurgoodAnniewouldcookforyou;andyoushouldhavethehotnewmilkandthepope’seyefromthemutton;andeveryfootofyouwouldbecomeayardinaboutafortnight。’Andhereupon,Ispreadmychest,toshowhimanexample。Ruthcouldnotkeephercountenance:
butIsawthatshethoughtitwrongofme;andwouldscoldme,ifeverIgaveherthechanceoftakingthoselittleliberties。However,hedeserveditall,accordingtomyyoungideas,forhisgreatimpertinenceinaimingatmycousin。
ButwhatIsaidwasfarlessgrievoustoamanofhonestmindthanlittleRuth’sownbehaviour。Icouldhardlyhavebelievedthatsothoroughlytrueagirl,andonesoproudandupright,couldhavegotridofanymansocleverlyasshegotridofMasterThomasCockram。Shegavehimnotevenaglassofwine,butcommendedtohisnotice,withasweetandthoughtfulgravity,someinvoicewhichmustbecorrected,beforeherdeargrandfathershouldreturn;andtoamendwhichthreegreatledgersmustbesearchedfromfirsttolast。ThomasCockramwinkedatme,withtheworstofhistwowrongeyes;asmuchastosay,’Iunderstandit;butIcannothelpmyself。Onlyyoulookout,ifever’——andbeforehehadfinishedwinking,thedoorwasshutbehindhim。ThenRuthsaidtomeinthesimplestmanner,’Youhaveriddenfartoday,CousinRidd;andhavefartoridetogethomeagain。WhatwilldearAuntRiddsay,ifwesendyouawaywithoutnourishment?
Allthekeysareinmykeeping,anddeargrandfatherhasthefinestwine,nottobematchedinthewestofEngland,asIhaveheardgoodjudgessay;thoughIknownotwinefromcider。DoyoulikethewineofOporto,orthewineofXeres?’
’Iknownotonefromtheother,faircousin,exceptbythecolour,’Ianswered:’butthesoundofOportoisnobler,andricher。SupposewetrywineofOporto。’
Thegoodlittlecreaturewentandfetchedablackbottleofanancientcast,coveredwithdustandcobwebs。TheseIwasanxioustoshakeaside;andindeedIthoughtthatthewinewouldbebetterforbeingrousedupalittle。Ruth,however,wouldnothearasinglewordtothatpurport;andseeingthatsheknewmoreaboutit,Ilefthertomanageit。Andtheresultwasveryfineindeed,towit,asparklingrosyliquor,dancingwithlittleflakesoflight,andscentedlikenewviolets。WiththisIwassopleasedandgay,andRuthsogladtoseemegay,thatwequiteforgothowthetimewenton;andthoughmyfaircousinwouldnotbepersuadedtotakeasecondglassherself,shekeptonfillingminesofastthatitwasneverempty,thoughIdidmybesttokeepitso。
’Whatisalittledroplikethistoamanofyoursizeandstrength,CousinRidd?’shesaid,withhercheeksjustbrushedwithrose,whichmadeherlookverybeautiful;’Ihaveheardyousaythatyourheadissothick——orrathersoclear,yououghttosay——thatnoliquorevermovesit。’
’Thatisrightenough,’Ianswered;’whatawitchyoumustbe,dearRuth,tohaverememberedthatnow!’
’Oh,IremembereverywordIhaveeverheardyousay,CousinRidd;becauseyourvoiceissodeep,youknow,andyoutalksolittle。Nowitisuselesstosay“no“。Thesebottlesholdalmostnothing。Deargrandfatherwillnotcomehome,Ifear,untillongafteryouaregone。WhatwillAuntRiddthinkofme,I
amsure?Youareallsodreadfullyhospitable。Nownotanother“no,“CousinRidd。Wemusthaveanotherbottle。’
’Well,mustismust,’Ianswered,withacertainresignation。’Icannotbearbadmanners,dear;andhowoldareyounextbirthday?’
’Eighteen,dearJohn;’saidRuth,comingoverwiththeemptybottle;andIwaspleasedathercallingme’John,’andhadagreatmindtokissher。However,I
thoughtofmyLornasuddenly,andoftheangerIshouldfeelifamanwentonwithherso;thereforeIlaybackinmychair,towaitfortheotherbottle。
’Doyourememberhowwedancedthatnight?’Iasked,whileshewasopeningit;’andhowyouwereafraidofmefirst,becauseIlookedsotall,dear?’
’Yes,andsoverybroad,CousinRidd。Ithoughtthatyouwouldeatme。ButIhavecometoknow,sincethen,howverykindandgoodyouare。’
’Andwillyoucomeanddanceagain,atmywedding,CousinRuth?’
Shenearlyletthebottlefall,thelastofwhichshewasslopingcarefullyintoavesselofbrightglass;
andthensheraisedherhandagain,andfinisheditjudiciously。Andafterthat,shetookthewindow,toseethatallherworkwasclear;andthenshepouredmeoutaglassandsaid,withverypalecheeks,butelsenosignofmeaningabouther,’Whatdidyouaskme,CousinRidd?’
’Nothingofanyimportance,Ruth;onlywearesofondofyou。ImeantobemarriedassoonasIcan。Willyoucomeandhelpus?’
’TobesureIwill,CousinRidd——unless,unless,deargrandfathercannotsparemefromthebusiness。’Shewentaway;andherbreastwasheaving,likearickofunder-carriedhay。Andshestoodatthewindowlong,tryingtomakeyawnsofsighs。
Formypart,Iknewnotwhattodo。AndyetIcouldthinkaboutit,asInevercouldwithLorna;withwhomIwasalwaysinawhirl,fromthepowerofmylove。SoIthoughtsometimeaboutit;andperceivedthatitwasthemanliestway,justtotellhereverything;exceptthatIfearedshelikedme。Butitseemedtomeunaccountablethatshedidnotevenaskthenameofmyintendedwife。PerhapsshethoughtthatitmustbeSally;orperhapsshefearedtotrusthervoice。
’Comeandsitbyme,dearRuth;andlistentoalong,longstory,howthingshavecomeaboutwithme。’
’No,thankyou,CousinRidd,’sheanswered;’atleastI
meanthatIshallbehappy——thatIshallbereadytohearyou——tolistentoyou,Imeanofcourse。ButI
wouldratherstaywhereIam,andhavetheair——orratherbeabletowatchfordeargrandfathercominghome。Heissokindandgoodtome。WhatshouldIdowithouthim?’
ThenItoldherhow,foryearsandyears,IhadbeenattachedtoLorna,andallthedangersanddifficultieswhichhadsolongbesetus,andhowIhopedthatthesewerepassing,andnoothermightcomebetweenus,exceptonthescoreofreligion;uponwhichpointI
trustedsoontoovercomemymother’sobjections。AndthenItoldherhowpoor,andhelpless,andaloneintheworld,myLornawas;andhowsadallheryouthhadbeen,untilIbroughtherawayatlast。AndmanyotherlittlethingsImentioned,whichthereisnoneedformeagaintodwellupon。Ruthhearditallwithoutaword,andwithoutoncelookingatme;andonlybyherattitudecouldIguessthatshewasweeping。Thenwhenallmytalewastold,sheaskedinalowandgentlevoice,butstillwithoutshowingherfacetome,——
’Anddoessheloveyou,CousinRidd?Doesshesaythatshelovesyouwith——withallherheart?’
’Certainly,shedoes,’Ianswered。’Doyouthinkitimpossibleforonelikehertodoso?’
Shesaidnomore;butcrossedtheroombeforeIhadtimetolookather,andcamebehindmychair,andkissedmegentlyontheforehead。
’Ihopeyoumaybeveryhappy,with——Imeaninyournewlife,’shewhisperedverysoftly;’ashappyasyoudeservetobe,andashappyasyoucanmakeothersbe。
NowhowIhavebeenneglectingyou!Iamquiteashamedofmyselfforthinkingonlyofgrandfather:anditmakesmesolow-spirited。Youhavetoldmeaveryniceromance,andIhaveneverevenhelpedyoutoaglassofwine。Here,pouritforyourself,dearcousin;Ishallbebackagaindirectly。’
Withthatshewasoutofthedoorinamoment;andwhenshecameback,youwouldnothavethoughtthatatearhaddimmedthoselargebrighteyes,orwandereddownthosepaleclearcheeks。Onlyherhandswerecoldandtrembling:andshemademehelpmyself。
UncleReubendidnotappearatall;andRuth,whohadpromisedtocomeandseeus,andstayforafortnightatourhouseifhergrandfathercouldspareher,nowdiscovered,beforeIleft,thatshemustnotthinkofdoingso。Perhapsshewasrightindecidingthus;atanyrateithadnowbecomeimproperformetopressher。AndyetInowdesiredtenfoldthatsheshouldconsenttocome,thinkingthatLornaherselfwouldworkthespeediestcureofherpassingwhim。
Forsuch,Itriedtopersuademyself,wasthenatureofRuth’sregardforme:anduponlookingbackIcouldnotchargemyselfwithanymisconducttowardsthelittlemaiden。Ihadneversoughthercompany,Ihadnevertrifledwithheratleastuntilthatveryday,andbeingsoengrossedwithmyownlove,Ihadscarcelyeverthoughtofher。Andthemaidenwouldneverhavethoughtofme,exceptasaclumsyyokel,butformymother’sandsister’smeddling,andtheirwilysuggestions。IbelievetheyhadtoldthelittlesoulthatIwasdeeplyinlovewithher;althoughtheybothstoutlydeniedit。Butwhocanplacetrustinawoman’sword,whenitcomestoaquestionofmatch-making?
NowwhileIwasridinghomethatevening,withatenderconscienceaboutRuth,althoughnotawoundedone,Iguessedbutlittlethatallmythoughtswereneededmuchformyownaffairs。Sohoweveritprovedtobe;forasIcamein,soonafterdark,mysisterElizametmeatthecornerofthecheese-room,andshesaid,’Don’tgointhere,John,’pointingtomother’sroom;’untilIhavehadatalkwithyou。’
’InthenameofMoses,’Iinquired,havingpickedupthatphraseatDulverton;’whatareyouataboutmenow?Thereisnopeaceforaquietfellow。’
’Itisnothingweareat,’sheanswered;’neithermayyoumakelightofit。ItissomethingveryimportantaboutMistressLornaDoone。’
’Letushaveitatonce,’Icried;’IcanbearanythingaboutLorna,exceptthatshedoesnotcareforme。’
’Ithasnothingtodowiththat,John。AndIamquitesurethatyouneverneedfearanythingofthatsort。
Sheperfectlyweariesmesometimes,althoughhervoiceissosoftandsweet,aboutyourendlessperfections。’
’Blessherlittleheart!’Isaid;’thesubjectisinexhaustible。’
’Nodoubt’repliedLizzie,inthedriestmanner;
’especiallytoyoursisters。Howeverthisisnotimetojoke。Ifearyouwillgettheworstofit,John。DoyouknowamanofaboutGwenny’sshape,nearlyasbroadasheislong,butaboutsixtimesthesizeofGwenny,andwithalengthofsnow-whitehair,andathicknessalso;asthecopseswerelastwinter。Henevercancombit,thatisquitecertain,withanycombyetinvented。’
’Thenyougoandofferyourservices。Therearefewthingsyoucannotscarify。Iknowthemanfromyourdescription,althoughIhaveneverseenhim。NowwhereismyLorna?’
’YourLornaiswithAnnie,havingagoodcry,I
believe;andAnnietoogladtosecondher。Sheknowsthatthisgreatmanishere,andknowsthathewantstoseeher。Butshebeggedtodefertheinterview,untildearJohn’sreturn。’
’Whatanastywayyouhaveoftellingtheverycommonestpieceofnews!’Isaid,onpurposetopayherout。’Whatmanwilleverfancyyou,youunluckylittlesnapper?Now,nomorenurserytalkforme。Iwillgoandsettlethisbusiness。Youhadbettergoanddressyourdolls;ifyoucangivethemclothesunpoisoned。’
HereuponLizzieburstintoaperfectroaroftears;
feelingthatshehadtheworstofit。AndItookherup,andbeggedherpardon;althoughshescarcelydeservedit;forsheknewthatIwasoutofluck,andshemighthavesparedhersatire。
IwasalmostsurethatthemanwhowascomemustbetheCounsellorhimself;ofwhomIfeltmuchkeenerfearthanofhissonCarver。AndknowingthathisvisitbodedilltomeandLorna,Iwentandsoughtmydear;
andledherwithaheavyheart,fromthemaiden’sroomtomother’s,tomeetourdreadfulvisitor。
Motherwasstandingbythedoor,makingcurtseysnowandthen,andlisteningtoalongharangueupontherightsofstateandland,whichtheCounsellorhavingfoundthatshewastheownerofherproperty,andknewnothingofhertitletoitwasencouragedtodeliverit。Mydearmotherstoodgazingathim,spell-boundbyhiseloquence,andonlyhopingthathewouldstop。Hewasshakinghishairuponhisshoulders,inthepowerofhiswords,andhiswrathatsomelittlething,whichhedeclaredtobequiteillegal。
ThenIventuredtoshowmyself,intheflesh,beforehim;althoughhefeignednottoseeme;butheadvancedwithzealtoLorna;holdingoutbothhandsatonce。
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