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第37章

  Asitis,IshallkeepitforMasterFaggus,andaddinterestforkeeping。’
  ’Ohno,John;ohno,John,’shebeggedmeearnestly,beingsoberedinamoment。’Yourhandissoterriblyheavy,John;andheneverwouldforgiveyou;althoughheissogood-hearted,hecannotputupwithaninsult。
  Promiseme,dearJohn,thatyouwillnotstrikehim;
  andIwillpromiseyoufaithfullytokeepyoursecret,evenfrommother,andevenfromCousinTomhimself。’
  ’AndfromLizzie;mostofall,fromLizzie,’Iansweredveryeagerly,knowingtoowellwhichofmyrelationswouldbehardestwithme。
  ’OfcoursefromlittleLizzie,’saidAnnie,withsomecontempt;’ayoungthinglikehercannotbekepttoolong,inmyopinion,fromtheknowledgeofsuchsubjects。Andbesides,IshouldbeverysorryifLizziehadtherighttoknowyoursecrets,asIhave,dearestJohn。Notasoulshallbethewiserforyourhavingtrustedme,John;althoughIshallbeverywretchedwhenyouarelateawayatnight,amongthosedreadfulpeople。’
  ’Well,’Ireplied,’itisnousecryingoverspiltmilkAnnie。Youhavemysecret,andIhaveyours;andI
  scarcelyknowwhichofthetwoislikelytohavetheworsttimeofit,whenitcomestomother’sears。I
  couldputupwithperpetualscoldingbutnotwithmother’ssadsilence。’
  ’ThatisexactlyhowIfeel,John。’andasAnniesaiditshebrightenedup,andhersofteyesshoneuponme;
  ’butnowIshallbemuchhappier,dear;becauseIshalltrytohelpyou。Nodoubttheyoungladydeservesit,John。Sheisnotafterthefarm,Ihope?’
  ’She!’Iexclaimed;andthatwasenough,therewassomuchscorninmyvoiceandface。
  ’Then,Iamsure,Iamveryglad,’Anniealwaysmadethebestofthings;’forIdobelievethatSallySnowehastakenafancytoourdairy-place,andthepatternofourcream-pans;andsheaskedsomuchaboutourmeadows,andthecolourofthemilk——’
  ’Then,afterall,youwereright,dearAnnie;itisthegroundshedotesupon。’
  ’Andthethingsthatwalkuponit,’sheansweredmewithanotherkiss;’Sallyhastakenawonderfulfancytoourbestcow,“Nipple-pins。“Butshenevershallhavehernow;whataconsolation!’
  Weenteredthehousequitegentlythus,andfoundFarmerNicholasSnoweasleep,littledreaminghowhisplanshadbeenoversetbetweenus。AndthenAnniesaidtomeveryslyly,betweenasmileandablush,——
  ’Don’tyouwishLornaDoonewashere,John,intheparlouralongwithmother;insteadofthosetwofashionablemilkmaids,asUncleBenwillcallthem,andpoorstupidMistressKebby?’
  ’ThatindeedIdo,Annie。Imustkissyouforonlythinkingofit。Dearme,itseemsasifyouhadknownallaboutusforatwelvemonth。’
  ’Shelovesyou,withallherheart,John。Nodoubtaboutthatofcourse。’AndAnnielookedupatme,asmuchastosayshewouldliketoknowwhocouldhelpit。
  ’That’stheverythingshewon’tdo,’saidI,knowingthatAnniewouldlovemeallthemoreforit,’sheisonlybeginningtolikeme,Annie;andasforloving,sheissoyoungthatsheonlyloveshergrandfather。
  ButIhopeshewillcometoitby-and-by。’
  ’Ofcourseshemust,’repliedmysister,’itwillbeimpossibleforhertohelpit。’
  ’Ahwell!Idon’tknow,’forIwantedmoreassuranceofit。’Maidensaresuchwondrousthings!’’
  ’Notabitofit,’saidAnnie,castingherbrighteyesdownwards:’loveisassimpleasmilking,whenpeopleknowhowtodoit。Butyoumustnotletheralonetoolong;thatismyadvicetoyou。Whatasimpletonyoumusthavebeennottotellmelongago。IwouldhavemadeLornawildaboutyou,longbeforethistime,Johnny。Butnowyougointotheparlour,dear,whileI
  doyourcollop。FaithSnoweisnotcome,butPollyandSally。Sallyhasmadeuphermindtoconqueryouthisveryblessedevening,John。Onlylookwhatathingofascarfshehason;Ishouldbequiteashamedtowearit。Butyouwon’tstrikepoorTom,willyou?’
  ’NotI,mydarling,foryoursweetsake。’
  AndsodearAnnie,havinggrownquitebrave,gavemealittlepushintotheparlour,whereIwasquiteabashedtoenterafterallIhadheardaboutSally。AndImadeupmymindtoexamineherwell,andtryalittlecourtingwithher,ifsheshouldleadmeon,thatI
  mightbeinpracticeforLorna。ButwhenIperceivedhowgrandlyandrichlyboththeyoungdamselswereapparelled;andhow,intheircurtseystome,theyretreated,asifIweremakinguptothem,inawaytheyhadlearnedfromExeter;andhowtheybegantotalkoftheCourt,asiftheyhadbeentherealltheirlives,andthelatestmodeoftheDuchessofthis,andtheprofileoftheCountessofthat,andthelastgoodsayingofmyLordsomething;insteadofbutter,andcream,andeggs,andthingswhichtheyunderstood;I
  knewtheremustbesomebodyintheroombesidesJasperKebbytotalkat。
  Andsotherewas;forbehindthecurtaindrawnacrossthewindow-seatnolessamanthanUncleBenwassittinghalfasleepandweary;andbyhissidealittlegirlveryquietandverywatchful。MymotherledmetoUncleBen,andhetookmyhandwithoutrising,mutteringsomethingnotover-polite,aboutmybeingbiggerthanever。Iaskedhimheartilyhowhewas,andhesaid,’Wellenough,forthatmatter;butnonethebetterforthenoiseyougreatclodshavebeenmaking。’
  ’Iamsorryifwehavedisturbedyou,sir,’Iansweredverycivilly;’butIknewnotthatyouwerehereeven;
  andyoumustallowforharvesttime。’
  ’Soitseems,’hereplied;’andallowagreatdeal,includingwasteanddrunkenness。Nowifyoucanseesosmallathing,afteremptyingflagonsmuchlarger
  thisismygranddaughter,andmyheiress’——hereheglancedatmother——’myheiress,littleRuthHuckaback。’
  ’Iamverygladtoseeyou,Ruth,’Ianswered,offeringhermyhand,whichsheseemedafraidtotake,’welcometoPlover’sBarrows,mygoodcousinRuth。’
  However,mygoodcousinRuthonlyarose,andmademeacurtsey,andliftedhergreatbrowneyesatme,moreinfear,asIthought,thankinship。Andifeveranyonelookedunliketheheiresstogreatproperty,itwasthelittlegirlbeforeme。
  ’Comeouttothekitchen,dear,andletmechuckyoutotheceiling,’Isaid,justtoencourageher;’Ialwaysdoittolittlegirls;andthentheycanseethehamsandbacon。’ButUncleReubenburstoutlaughing;andRuthturnedawaywithadeeprichcolour。
  ’Doyouknowhowoldsheis,younumskull?’saidUncleBen,inhisdryestdrawl;’shewasseventeenlastJuly,sir。’
  ’OnthefirstofJuly,grandfather,’Ruthwhispered,withherbackstilltome;’butmanypeoplewillnotbelieveit。’
  Heremothercameuptomyrescue,asshealwayslovedtodo;andshesaid,’IfmysonmaynotdanceMissRuth,atanyratehemaydancewithher。Wehaveonlybeenwaitingforyou,dearJohn,tohavealittleharvestdance,withthekitchendoorthrownopen。YoutakeRuth;UncleBentakeSally;MasterDebbypairoffwithPolly;andneighbourNicholaswillbegoodenough,ifIcanawakehim,tostandupwithfairMistressKebby。Lizziewillplayusthevirginal。Won’tyou,Lizziedear?’
  ’Butwhoistodancewithyou,madam?’UncleBenasked,verypolitely。’Ithinkyoumustrearrangeyourfigure。Ihavenotdancedforascoreofyears;andI
  willnotdancenow,whilethemistressandtheowneroftheharvestsitsasideneglected。’
  ’Nay,MasterHuckaback,’criedSallySnowe,withasaucytossofherhair;’MistressRiddistookindagreatdeal,inhandingyouovertome。Youtakeher;
  andIwillfetchAnnietobemypartnerthisevening。
  Ilikedancingverymuchbetterwithgirls,fortheyneversqueezeandrumpleone。Oh,itissomuchnicer!’
  ’Havenofearforme,mydears,’ourmotheransweredsmiling:’ParsonBowdenpromisedtocomebackagain;I
  expecthimeveryminute;andheintendstoleadmeoff,andtobringapartnerforAnnietoo,averyprettyyounggentleman。Nowbegin;andIwilljoinyou。’
  Therewasnodisobeyingher,withoutrudeness;andindeedthegirls’feetwerealreadyjigging;andLizziegivingherselfwonderfulairswitharolloflearnedmusic;andevenwhileAnniewasdoingmycollop,herprettyroundinstepwasarchingitself,asIcouldseefromtheparlour-door。SoItooklittleRuth,andI
  spunheraround,asthesoundofthemusiccamelivelyandringing;andafteruscamealltherestwithmuchlaughter,beggingmenottojumpoverher;andanonmygravepartnerbegantosmilesweetly,andlookupatmewiththebrightestofeyes,anddropmetheprettiestcurtseys;tillIthoughtwhatagreatstupeImusthavebeentodreamofputtingherinthecheese-rack。ButonethingIcouldnotatallunderstand;whymother,whousedtodoallinherpowertothrowmeacrossSallySnowe,shouldnowdotheveryopposite;forshewouldnotallowmeonemomentwithSally,noteventocrossinthedance,orwhisper,orgoanywherenearacornerwhichasIsaid,Iintendedtodo,justbywayofpractice,whileshekeptme,alltheevening,ascloseaspossiblewithRuthHuckaback,andcameupandpraisedmesotoRuth,timesandagain,thatIdeclareIwasquiteashamed。AlthoughofcourseIknewthatI
  deserveditall,butIcouldnotwellsaythat。
  ThenAnniecamesailingdownthedance,withherbeautifulhairflowingroundher;thelightestfigureinalltheroom,andthesweetest,andtheloveliest。
  Shewasblushing,withherfaircheeksredbeneathherdearblueeyes,asshemetmyglanceofsurpriseandgriefatthepartnershewasleaningon。ItwasSquireMarwooddeWhichehalse。IwouldsoonerhaveseenherwithTomFaggus,asindeedIhadexpected,whenIheardofParsonBowden。Andtomeitseemedthatshehadnorighttobedancingsowithanyother;andtothiseffectIcontrivedtowhisper;butsheonlysaid,’Seetoyourself,John。No,butletusbothenjoyourselves。YouarenotdancingwithLorna,John。Butyouseemuncommonlyhappy。’
  ’Tush,’Isaid;’couldIflipaboutso,ifIhadmylovewithme?’
  Wekeptupthedanceverylatethatnight,motherbeinginsuchwonderfulspirits,thatshewouldnothearofourgoingtobed:
  whilesheglancedfromyoungSquireMarwood,verydeepinhistalkwithourAnnie,tomeandRuthHuckabackwhowerebeginningtobeverypleasantcompany。Alas,poormother,soproudasshewas,howlittleshedreamedthathergoodschemesalreadywerehopelesslygoingawry!
  Beingforcedtobeupbeforedaylightnextday,inordertobeginrightearly,Iwouldnotgotomybedroomthatnightforfearofdisturbingmymother,butdeterminedtosleepinthetallatawhile,thatplacebeingcool,andairy,andrefreshingwiththesmellofsweethay。Moreover,aftermydwellingintown,whereIhadfeltlikeahorseonalime-kiln,I
  couldnotforalengthoftimehaveenoughofcountrylife。Themooingofacalfwasmusic,andthechuckleofafowlwaswit,andthesnoreofthehorseswasnewstome。
  ’Wulthavetheeownwai,Ireckon,’saidBetty,beingcrosswithsleepiness,forshehadwashedupeverything;’slapeinhog-pound,iftheelaikes,Jan。’
  LettingherhavethelastwordofitasisthedueofwomenIstoodinthecourt,andwonderedawhileatthegloryoftheharvestmoon,andtheyellowworlditshoneupon。ThenIsaw,assureaseverIwasstandingthereintheshadowofthestable,Isawashortwidefigureglideacrossthefootofthecourtyard,betweenmeandthesix-barredgate。Insteadofrunningafterit,asIshouldhavedone,Ibegantoconsiderwhoitcouldbe,andwhatonearthwasdoingthere,whenallourpeoplewereinbed,andthereapersgonehome,ortothelinhaycloseagainstthewheatfield。
  Havingmadeupmymindatlast,thatitcouldbenoneofourpeople——thoughnotadogwasbarking——andalsothatitmusthavebeeneitheragirlorawoman,Irandownwithallspeedtolearnwhatmightbethemeaningofit。ButIcametoolatetolearn,throughmyownhesitation,forthiswasthelowerendofthecourtyard,nottheapproachfromtheparishhighway,buttheendofthesledd-way,acrossthefieldswherethebrookgoesdowntotheLynnstream,andwhereSquireFaggushadsavedtheolddrake。Andofcoursethedrychannelofthebrook,beingscarcelyanywaternow,affordedplentyofplacetohide,leadingalsotoalittlecoppice,beyondourcabbage-garden,andsofurtherontotheparishhighway。