首页 >出版文学> Lorna Doonel>第28章

第28章

  ’Toourgoodsubject,JohnRidd,etc。’——describingmeeversomuchbetterthanIknewmyself——’bythesepresents,greeting。Thesearetorequirethee,inthenameofourlordtheKing,toappearinpersonbeforetheRightWorshipful,theJusticesofHisMajesty’sBenchatWestminster,layingasideallthineownbusiness,andtheretodeliversuchevidenceasiswithinthycognisance,touchingcertainmatterswherebythepeaceofoursaidlordtheKing,andthewell-beingofthisrealm,is,are,orotherwisemaybeimpeached,impugned,imperilled,orotherwisedetrimented。Aswitnessthesepresents。’Andthentherewerefourseals,andthenasignatureIcouldnotmakeout,onlythatitbeganwithaJ,andendedwithsomeotherwriting,donealmostinacircle。Underneathwasaddedinadifferenthandwriting’Chargeswillbeborne。Thematterisfullurgent。’
  Themessengerwatchedme,whileIreadsomuchasI
  couldreadofit;andheseemedwellpleasedwithmysurprise,becausehehadexpectedit。Then,notknowingwhatelsetodo,Ilookedagainatthecover,andonthetopofitIsaw,’Ride,Ride,Ride!OnHisGraciousMajesty’sbusiness;spurandsparenot。’
  Itmaybesupposedbyallwhoknowme,thatIwastakenhereuponwithsuchagiddinessinmyheadandnoisinessinmyears,thatIwasforcedtoholdbythecrookdriveninbelowthethatchforholdingofthehay-rakes。Therewasscarcelyanysenseleftinme,onlythatthethingwascomebypowerofMotherMelldrum,becauseIdespisedherwarning,andhadagainsoughtLorna。Buttheofficerwasgrievedforme,andthedangertohissupper。
  ’Myson,benotafraid,’hesaid;’wearenotgoingtoskinthee。Onlythoutellallthetruth,anditshallbe——butnevermind,Iwilltelltheeallaboutit,andhowtocomeoutharmless,ifIfindthyvictualsgood,andnodelayinservingthem。’
  ’Wedoourbest,sir,withoutbargain,’saidI,’topleaseourvisitors。’
  Butwhenmymothersawthatparchmentforwecouldnotkeepitfromhershefellawayintoherfavouritebedofstockgilly-flowers,whichshehadbeentending;
  andwhenwebroughtherroundagain,didnothingbutexclaimagainstthewickednessoftheageandpeople。
  ’Itwasuselesstotellher;sheknewwhatitwas,andsoshouldalltheparishknow。TheKinghadheardwhathersonwas,howsober,andquiet,anddiligent,andthestrongestyoungmaninEngland;andbeinghimselfsuchareprobate——Godforgiveherforsayingso——hecouldneverresttillhegotpoorJohnny,andmadehimasdissoluteashimself。Andifhedidthat’——heremotherwentoffintoafitofcrying;andAnniemindedherface,whileLizziesawthathergownwasincomelyorder。
  ButthecharacteroftheKingimproved,whenMasterJeremySticklesbeingreallymovedbythelookofit,andnobadmanafteralllaiditclearlybeforemymotherthattheKingonhisthronewasunhappy,untilhehadseenJohnRidd。ThatthefameofJohnhadgonesofar,andhissize,andallhisvirtues——thatverilybytheGodwhomadehim,theKingwasovercomewithit。
  Thenmotherlaybackinhergardenchair,andsmileduponthewholeofus,andmostofallonJeremy;
  lookingonlyshylyonme,andspeakingthroughsomebreakoftears。’HisMajestyshallhavemyJohn;HisMajestyisverygood:butonlyforafortnight。Iwantnotitlesforhim。Johnnyisenoughforme;andMasterJohnfortheworkingmen。’
  NowthoughmymotherwassowillingthatIshouldgotoLondon,expectinggreatpromotionandhighgloryforme,Imyselfwasdeeplygoneintothepitofsorrow。
  ForwhatwouldLornathinkofme?Herewasthelongmonthjustexpired,afterworldsofwaiting;therewouldbeherlovelyself,peepingsoftlydowntheglen,andfearingtoencourageme;yettherewouldbenobodyelse,andwhataninsulttoher!Dwellinguponthis,andseeingnochanceofescapefromit,Icouldnotfindonewinkofsleep;thoughJeremyStickleswhosleptclosebysnoredloudenoughtosparemesome。
  ForIfeltmyselftobe,asitwere,inaplaceofsomeimportance;inasituationoftrust,Imaysay;andboundnottodepartfromit。ForwhocouldtellwhattheKingmighthavetosaytomeabouttheDoones——andIfeltthattheywereatthebottomofthisstrangeappearance——orwhatHisMajestymightthink,ifafterreceivingamessagefromhimtrustyundersomanysealsIweretoviolatehisfaithinmeasachurchwarden’sson,andfalselyspreadhiswordsabroad?
  PerhapsIwasnotwiseinbuildingsuchawallofscruples。Nevertheless,allthatwasthere,andweigheduponmeheavily。AndatlastImadeupmymindtothis,thatevenLornamustnotknowthereasonofmygoing,neitheranythingaboutit;butthatshemightknowIwasgonealongwayfromhome,andperhapsbesorryforit。NowhowwasItoletherknoweventhatmuchofthematter,withoutbreakingcompact?
  Puzzlingonthis,Ifellasleep,afterthepropertimetogetup;norwasItobeseenatbreakfasttime;andmotherbeingquitestrangetothatwasveryuneasyaboutit。ButMasterSticklesassuredherthattheKing’swritoftenhadthateffect,andthesymptomwasagoodone。
  ’Now,MasterStickles,whenmustwestart?’Iaskedhim,asheloungedintheyardgazingatourturkeypoultspickingandrunninginthesuntothetuneoftheirfather’sgobble。’Yourhorsewasgreatlyfoundered,sir,andishardlyfitfortheroadto-day;
  andSmilerwassleddingyesterdayallupthehigherCleve;andnoneoftherestcancarryme。’
  ’Inafewmoreyears,’repliedtheKing’sofficer,contemplatingmewithmuchsatisfaction;’’twillbeacrueltytoanyhorsetoputtheeonhisback,John。’
  MasterStickles,bythistime,wasquitefamiliarwithus,callingme’Jack,’andEliza’Lizzie,’andwhatI
  likedtheleastofall,ourprettyAnnie’Nancy。’
  ’ThatwillbeasGodpleases,sir,’Iansweredhim,rathersharply;’andthehorsethatsufferswillnotbethine。ButIwishtoknowwhenwemuststartuponourlongtraveltoLondontown。Iperceivethatthematterisofgreatdespatchandurgency。’
  ’Tobesure,soitis,myson。ButIseeayearlingturkeythere,himImeanwiththehopinhiswalk,whoifIknowaughtoffowlswouldroastwellto-morrow。
  Thymothermusthavepreparation:itisnomorethanreasonable。Now,havethatturkeykilledto-nightforhisfatnessmakesmelongforhim,andwewillhavehimfordinnerto-morrow,with,perhaps,oneofhisbrethren;andafewmorecollopsofreddeer’sfleshforsupper,andthenontheFridaymorning,withthegraceofGod,wewillsetourfacestotheroad,uponHisMajesty’sbusiness。’
  ’Nay,butgoodsir,’Iaskedwithsometrembling,soeagerwasItoseeLorna;’ifHisMajesty’sbusinesswillkeeptillFriday,mayitnotkeepuntilMonday?
  Wehavealitterofsucking-pigs,excellentlychoiceandwhite,sixweeksold,comeFriday。Therebetoomanyforthesow,andoneofthemneedethroasting。
  Thinkyounotitwouldbeapitytoleavethewomentocarveit?’
  ’MysonJack,’repliedMasterStickles,’neverwasIinsuchquartersyet:andGodforbidthatIshouldbesounthankfultoHimastohurryaway。AndnowIthinkonit,Fridayisnotadayuponwhichpiouspeoplelovetocommenceanenterprise。Iwillchoosetheyoungpigto-morrowatnoon,atwhichtimetheyarewonttogambol;andwewillcelebratehisbirthdaybycarvinghimonFriday。Afterthatwewillgirdourloins,andsetforthearlyonSaturday。’
  Nowthiswaslittlebettertomethanifwehadsetforthatonce。SundaybeingtheveryfirstdayuponwhichitwouldbehonourableformetoenterGlenDoone。ButthoughItriedeverypossiblemeanswithMasterJeremyStickles,offeringhimthechoicefordinnerofeverybeastthatwasonthefarm,hedurstnotputoffourdeparturelaterthantheSaturday。Andnothingelsebutloveofusandofourhospitalitywouldhavesopersuadedhimtoremainwithustillthen。ThereforenowmyonlychanceofseeingLorna,beforeIwent,layinwatchingfromthecliffandespyingher,orasignalfromher。
  This,however,Ididinvain,untilmyeyeswerewearyandoftenwoulddeludethemselveswithhopeofwhattheyachedfor。ButthoughIlayhiddenbehindthetreesuponthecrestofthestonyfall,andwaitedsoquietthattherabbitsandsquirrelsplayedaroundme,andeventhekeen-eyedweaseltookmeforatrunkofwood——itwasallasone;nocastofcolourchangedthewhitestone,whosewhitenessnowwashatefultome;nordidwreathorskirtofmaidenbreakthelonelinessofthevale。
  AjourneytoLondonseemedtousinthosebygonedaysashazardousanddarkanadventureascouldbeforcedonanyman。Imean,ofcourse,apoorman;fortoagreatnobleman,witheversomanyoutriders,attendants,andretainers,theriskwasnotsogreat,unlessthehighwaymenknewoftheircomingbeforehand,andsocombinedagainstthem。Toapoorman,however,theriskwasnotsomuchfromthosegentlemenoftheroadasfromthemoreignoblefootpads,andthelandlordsofthelesserhostels,andthelooseunguardedsoldiers,overandabovethepitfallsandthequagmiresoftheway;sothatitwashardtosettle,atthefirstoutgoingwhetheramanwerewisetopraymoreforhisneckorforhishead。
  Butnowadaysitisverydifferent。Notthathighway-menarescarce,inthisthereignofourgoodQueenAnne;forintruththeythriveaswellasever,albeittheydeserveitnot,beinglessuprightandcourteous——butthattheroadsaremuchimproved,andthegrowinguseofstage-waggonssomeofwhichwilltravelasmuchasfortymilesinasummerdayhasturnedourancientideasofdistancealmostupsidedown;andIdoubtwhetherGodbepleasedwithourflyingsofastawayfromHim。However,thatisnotmybusiness;nordoesitlieinmymouthtospeakverystronglyuponthesubject,seeinghowmuchImyselfhavedonetowardsmakingofroadsuponExmoor。
  Toreturntomystoryand,intruth,Ilosethatroadtoooften,itwouldhavetakentenKing’smessengerstogetmeawayfromPlover’sBarrowswithoutonegoodbyetoLorna,butformysenseofthetrustandreliancewhichHisMajestyhadreposedinme。AndnowIfeltmostbitterlyhowtheveryarrangementswhichseemedsowise,andindeedingenious,maybytheforceofeventsbecomeourmostfatalobstacles。Forlo!I
  wasblockedentirelyfromgoingtoseeLorna;whereasweshouldhavefixeditsothatIaswellmighthavethepowerofsignallingmynecessity。
  Itwastoolatenowtothinkofthat;andsoImadeupmymindatlasttokeepmyhonouronbothsides,bothtotheKingandtothemaiden,althoughImightloseeverythingexceptaheavyheartforit。Andindeed,moreheartsthanminewereheavy;forwhenitcametothetugofparting,mymotherwaslike,andsowasAnnie,tobreakdownaltogether。ButIbadethembeofgoodcheer,andsmiledinthebriskestmanneruponthem,andsaidthatIshouldbebacknextweekasoneofHisMajesty’sgreatestcaptains,andtoldthemnottofearmethen。Uponwhichtheysmiledattheideaofeverbeingafraidofme,whateverdressImighthaveon;andsoIkissedmyhandoncemore,androdeawayverybravely。Butblessyourheart,IcouldnomorehavedonesothanflownallthewaytoLondonifJeremyStickleshadnotbeenthere。
  Andnottotaketoomuchcredittomyselfinthismatter,Imustconfessthatwhenwewerecometotheturnintheroadwherethemoorbegins,andwhenceyouseethelastoftheyard,andthericksandthepoultryroundthemandcanbyknowingtheplaceobtainaglanceofthekitchenwindowunderthewalnut-tree,itwentsohardwithmejustherethatIevenmadepretenceofastoneinancientSmiler’sshoe,todismount,andtobendmyheadawhile。Then,knowingthatthoseIhadleftbehindwouldbewatchingtoseethelastofme,andmighthavefalsehopesofmycomingback,Imountedagainwithallpossiblecourage,androdeafterJeremyStickles。
  Jeremy,seeinghowmuchIwasdown,didhisbesttokeepmeupwithjokes,andtales,andlightdiscourse,until,beforewehadriddenaleague,Ibegantolongtoseethethingshewasdescribing。Theair,theweather,andthethoughtsofgoingtoawondrousplace,addedtothefinecompany——atleastsoJeremysaiditwas——ofamanwhoknewallLondon,mademefeelthatI
  shouldbeungraciousnottolaughalittle。AndbeingverysimplethenIlaughednomorealittle,butsomethingquiteconsiderablethoughfreefromconsiderationatthestrangethingsMasterSticklestoldme,andhisstrangewayoftellingthem。Andsowebecameveryexcellentfriends,forhewasmuchpleasedwithmylaughing。
  Notwishingtothrustmyselfmoreforwardthanneedbeinthisnarrative,Ihavescarcelythoughtitbecomingorrighttospeakofmyownadornments。Butnow,whatwiththebraveclothesIhadon,andthebetteronesstillthatwerepackedupinthebagbehindthesaddle,itisalmostbeyondmetoforbearsayingthatImusthavelookedverypleasing。AndmanyatimeIwished,goingalong,thatLornacouldonlybehereandthere,watchingbehindafurze-bush,lookingatme,andwonderinghowmuchmyclotheshadcost。Formotherwouldhavenostintinthematter,buthadassembledatourhouse,immediatelyuponknowledgeofwhatwastobeaboutLondon,everymanknowntobeagoodstitcheruponoursideofExmoor。Andforthreedaystheyhadworkedtheirbest,withoutstintofbeerorcider,accordingtotheconstitutionofeach。Theresult,sotheyalldeclared,wassuchastocreateadmiration,anddefycompetitioninLondon。Andtomeitseemedthattheywerequiteright;thoughJeremySticklesturneduphisnose,andfeignedtobedeafinthebusiness。
  Nowbethatmatterasyouplease——forthepointisnotwortharguing——certainitisthatmyappearancewasbetterthanithadbeenbefore。Forbeinginthebestclothes,onetriestolookandtoactsofarasmaybeuptothequalityofthem。Notonlyforthefearofsoilingthem,butthattheyenlargeaman’sperceptionofhisvalue。Anditstrikesmethatoursinsarise,partlyfromdisdainofothers,butmainlyfromcontemptofself,bothworkingthedespiteofGod。
  Butmenofmindmaynotbemeasuredbysuchpaltryruleasthis。
  Bydinner-timewearrivedatPorlock,anddinedwithmyoldfriend,MasterPooke,nowgrowingrichandportly。
  Forthoughwehadplentyofvictualswithuswewerenottobeginuponthem,untilallchanceofvictuallingamongourfriendswasleftbehind。Andduringthatfirstdaywehadnoneedtomeddlewithourstoreatall;forashadbeensettledbeforewelefthome,welaythatnightatDunsterinthehouseofaworthytanner,firstcousintomymother,whoreceivedusverycordially,andundertooktoreturnoldSmilertohisstableatPlover’sBarrows,afteroneday’srest。
  ThencewehiredtoBridgwater;andfromBridgwaterontoBristowe,breakingthejourneybetweenthetwo。Butalthoughthewholewaywassonewtome,andsuchaperpetualsourceofconflict,thattheremembrancestillabideswithme,asifitwerebutyesterday,I
  mustnotbesolongintellingasitwasintravelling,oryouwillwishmefarther;bothbecauseLornawasnothingthere,andalsobecauseamaninourneighbourhoodhaddonethewholeofitsincemytime,andfeignstothinknothingofit。However,onething,incommonjusticetoapersonwhohasbeentraduced,I
  amboundtomention。Andthisis,thatbeingtwoofus,andmyselfofsuchmagnitude,wenevercouldhavemadeourjourneywithouteitherfightorrunning,butforthefreepasswhichdearAnnie,bysomemeansI