Thenhermastergaveashrillclearwhistle,whenherearswerebenttowardshim,andIfeltherformbeneathmegatheringuplikewhalebone,andherhind-legscomingunderher,andIknewthatIwasinforit。
Firstshereareduprightintheair,andstruckmefullonthenosewithhercomb,tillIbledworsethanRobinSnellmademe;andthendownwithherfore-feetdeepinthestraw,andherhind-feetgoingtoheaven。Findingmesticktoherstilllikewax,formymettlewasupasherswas,awaysheflewwithmeswifterthaneverI
wentbefore,orsince,Itrow。Shedrovefull-headatthecobwall——’Oh,Jack,slipoff,’screamedAnnie——thensheturnedlikelight,whenIthoughttocrushher,andgroundmyleftkneeagainstit。’Muxme,’Icried,formybreecheswerebroken,andshortwordswentthefurthest——’ifyoukillme,youshalldiewithme。’Thenshetookthecourt-yardgateataleap,knockingmywordsbetweenmyteeth,andthenrightoveraquicksethedge,asiftheskywereabreathtoher;andawayforthewater-meadows,whileIlayonhernecklikeachildatthebreastandwishedIhadneverbeenborn。
Straightaway,allinthefrontofthewind,andscatteringcloudsaroundher,allIknewofthespeedwemadewasthefrightfulflashofhershoulders,andhermaneliketreesinatempest。Ifelttheearthunderusrushingaway,andtheairleftfarbehindus,andmybreathcameandwent,andIprayedtoGod,andwassorrytobesolateofit。
Allthelongswiftwhile,withoutpowerofthought,I
clungtohercrestandshoulders,anddugmynailsintohercreases,andmytoesintoherflank-part,andwasproudofholdingonsolong,thoughsureofbeingbeaten。Theninherfuryatfeelingmestill,sherushedatanotherdeviceforit,andleapedthewidewater-troughsidewaysacross,toandfro,tillnobreathwasleftinme。Thehazel-boughstookmetoohardintheface,andthetalldog-briersgotholdofme,andtheacheofmybackwaslikecrimpingafish;
tillIlongedtogiveup,thoroughlybeaten,andliethereanddieinthecresses。Buttherecameashrillwhistlefromupthehome-hill,wherethepeoplehadhurriedtowatchus;andthemarestoppedasifwithabullet,thensetoffforhomewiththespeedofaswallow,andgoingassmoothlyandsilently。Ineverhaddreamedofsuchdelicatemotion,fluent,andgraceful,andambient,softasthebreezeflittingovertheflowers,butswiftasthesummerlightning。Isatupagain,butmystrengthwasallspent,andnotimelefttorecoverit,andthoughsheroseatourgatelikeabird,Itumbledoffintothemixen。
’Welldone,lad,’Mr。Faggussaidgoodnaturedly;forallwerenowgatheredroundme,asIrosefromtheground,somewhattottering,andmiry,andcrest-fallen,butotherwisenonetheworsehavingfallenuponmyhead,whichisofuncommonsubstance;neverthelessJohnFrywaslaughing,sothatIlongedtoclouthisearsforhim;’Notatallbadwork,myboy;wemayteachyoutorideby-and-by,Isee;Ithoughtnottoseeyoustickonsolong——’
’Ishouldhavestuckonmuchlonger,sir,ifhersideshadnotbeenwet。Shewassoslippery——’-
’Boy,thouartright。Shehathgivenmanytheslip。
Ha,ha!Vexnot,Jack,thatIlaughatthee。Sheislikeasweethearttome,andbetter,thananyofthembe。Itwouldhavegonetomyheartifthouhadstconquered。NonebutIcanridemyWinniemare。’
’Foulshametotheethen,TomFaggus,’criedmother,comingupsuddenly,andspeakingsothatallwereamazed,havingneverseenherwrathful;’toputmyboy,myboy,acrossher,asifhislifewerenomorethanthine!Theonlysonofhisfather,anhonestman,andaquietman,notaroysteringdrunkenrobber!Amanwouldhavetakenthymadhorseandthee,andflungthembothintohorse-pond——ay,andwhat’smore,I’llhaveitdonenow,ifahairofhisheadisinjured。Oh,myboy,myboy!WhatcouldIdowithoutthee?Putuptheotherarm,Johnny。’Allthetimemotherwasscoldingso,shewasfeelingme,andwipingme;whileFaggustriedtolookgreatlyashamed,havingsenseofthewaysofwomen。
’Onlylookathisjacket,mother!’criedAnnie;’andashillingsworthgonefromhissmall-clothes!’
’WhatcareIforhisclothes,thougoose?Takethat,andheedthineownabit。’AndmothergaveAnnieaslapwhichsentherswingingupagainstMr。Faggus,andhecaughther,andkissedandprotectedher,andshelookedathimverynicely,withgreattearsinhersoftblueeyes。’Oh,fieuponthee,fieuponthee!’criedmotherbeingyetmorevexedwithhim,becauseshehadbeatenAnnie;’afterallwehavedoneforthee,andsavedthyworthlessneck——andtotrytokillmysonforme!Nevermoreshallhorseofthineenterstablehere,sincethesebethyreturnstome。Smallthankstoyou,JohnFry,Isay,andyouBillDadds,andyouJemSlocomb,andalltherestofyourcowardlot;muchyoucareforyourmaster’sson!Afraidofthatuglybeastyourselves,andyouputaboyjustbreecheduponhim!’
’Wull,missus,whatcouldusdo?’beganJohn;’Janwuddgoo,nowwudd’ther,Jem?Andhowwasus——’
’Janindeed!MasterJohn,ifyouplease,toaladofhisyearsandstature。Andnow,TomFaggus,beoff,ifyouplease,andthinkyourselfluckytogoso;andifeverthathorsecomesintoouryard,I’llhamstringhimmyselfifnoneofmycowardsdaredoit。’
Everybodylookedatmother,tohearhertalklikethat,knowinghowquietshewasdaybydayandhowpleasanttobecheated。Andthemenbegantoshouldertheirshovels,bothsoastobeawayfromher,andtogoandtelltheirwivesofit。Winnietoowaslookingather,beingpointedatsomuch,andwonderingifshehaddoneamiss。Andthenshecametome,andtrembled,andstoopedherhead,andaskedmypardon,ifshehadbeentooproudwithme。
’Winnieshallstophereto-night,’saidI,forTomFaggusstillsaidneverawordallthewhile;butbegantobucklehisthingson,forheknewthatwomenaretobemetwithwool,asthecannon-ballswereatthesiegeofTivertonCastle;’mother,Itellyou,Winnieshallstop;elseIwillgoawaywithher,Ineverknewwhatitwas,tillnow,torideahorseworthriding。’
’Youngman,’saidTomFaggus,stillpreparingsternlytodepart,’youknowmoreaboutahorsethananymanonExmoor。Yourmothermaywellbeproudofyou,butsheneedhavehadnofear。AsifI,TomFaggus,yourfather’scousin——andtheonlythingIamproudof——wouldeverhaveletyoumountmymare,whichdukesandprinceshavevainlysought,exceptforthecourageinyoureyes,andthelookofyourfatheraboutyou。I
knewyoucouldridewhenIsawyou,andrarelyyouhaveconquered。Butwomendon’tunderstandus。Good-bye,John;Iamproudofyou,andIhopedtohavedoneyoupleasure。AndindeedIcamefullofsomecourtlytales,thatwouldhavemadeyourhairstandup。ButthoughnotacrusthaveItastedsincethistimeyesterday,havinggivenmymeattoawidow,Iwillgoandstarveonthemoorfarsoonerthaneatthebestsupperthateverwascooked,inaplacethathasforgottenme。’Withthathefetchedaheavysigh,asifithadbeenformyfather;andfeeblygotuponWinnie’sback,andshecametosayfarewelltome。Heliftedhishattomymother,withaglanceofsorrow,butneveraword;andtomehesaid,’Openthegate,CousinJohn,ifyouplease。Youhavebeatenherso,thatshecannotleapit,poorthing。’
Butbeforehewastrulygoneoutofouryard,mymothercamesoftlyafterhim,withherafternoonapronacrosshereyes,andonehandreadytoofferhim。
Nevertheless,hemadeasifhehadnotseenher,thoughhelethishorsegoslowly。
’Stop,CousinTom,’mymothersaid,’awordwithyou,beforeyougo。’
’Why,blessmyheart!’TomFagguscried,withtheformofhiscountenancesochanged,thatIverilythoughtanothermanmusthaveleapedintohisclothes——’doI
seemyCousinSarah?Ithoughteveryonewasashamedofme,andafraidtooffermeshelter,sinceIlostmybestcousin,JohnRidd。’Comehere,’heusedtosay,’Tom,comehere,whenyouareworried,andmywifeshalltakegoodcareofyou。’’Yes,dearJohn,’Iusedtoanswer,’Iknowshepromisedmymotherso;butpeoplehavetakentothinkagainstme,andsomightCousinSarah。’Ah,hewasaman,aman!Ifyouonlyheardhowheansweredme。Butletthatgo,Iamnothingnow,sincethedayIlostCousinRidd。’Andwiththathebegantopushonagain;butmotherwouldnothaveitso。
’Oh,Tom,thatwasalossindeed。AndIamnothingeither。Andyoushouldtrytoallowforme;thoughI
neverfoundanyonethatdid。’Andmotherbegantocry,thoughfatherhadbeendeadsolong;andIlookedonwithastupidsurprise,havingstoppedfromcryinglongago。
’Icantellyouonethatwill,’criedTom,jumpingoffWinnie,inatrice,andlookingkindlyatmother;’I
canallowforyou,CousinSarah,ineverythingbutone。
Iaminsomewaysabadmanmyself;butIknowthevalueofagoodone;andifyougavemeorders,byGod——’AndheshookhisfiststowardsBagworthyWood,justheavingupblackinthesundown。
’Hush,Tom,hush,forGod’ssake!’Andmothermeantme,withoutpointingatme;atleastIthoughtshedid。
Forsheeverhadweanedmefromthoughtsofrevenge,andevenfromlongingsforjudgment。’Godknowsbest,boy,’sheusedtosay,’letuswaitHistime,withoutwishingit。’Andso,totellthetruth,Idid;partlythroughherteaching,andpartlythroughmyownmildtemper,andmyknowledgethatfather,afterall,waskilledbecausehehadthrashedthem。
’Good-night,CousinSarah,good-night,CousinJack,’
criedTom,takingtothemareagain;’manyamileI
havetoride,andnotabitinsideofme。NofoodorshelterthissideofExeford,andthenightwillbeblackaspitch,Itrow。Butitservesmerightforindulgingthelad,beingtakenwithhislooksso。’
’CousinTom,’saidmother,andtryingtogetsothatAnnieandIcouldnothearher;’itwouldbeasadandunkinlikethingforyoutodespiseourdwelling-house。
Wecannotentertainyou,asthelordlyinnsontheroaddo;andwehavesmallchangeofvictuals。Butthemenwillgohome,beingSaturday;andsoyouwillhavethefiresidealltoyourselfandthechildren。Therearesomefewcollopsofreddeer’sflesh,andahamjustdownfromthechimney,andsomedriedsalmonfromLynmouthweir,andcoldroast-pig,andsomeoysters。
Andifnoneofthosebetoyourliking,wecouldroasttwowoodcocksinhalfanhour,andAnniewouldmakethetoastforthem。Andthegoodfolkmadesomemistakelastweek,goingupthecountry,andleftakegofoldHollandcordialinthecovingofthewood-rick,havingborrowedourSmiler,withoutaskingleave。Ifearthereissomethingunrighteousaboutit。Butwhatcanapoorwidowdo?JohnFrywouldhavetakenit,butforourJack。OurJackwasalittletoosharpforhim。’
Ay,thatIwas;JohnFryhadgotit,likeabilletunderhisapron,goingawayinthegrayofthemorning,asiftokindlehisfireplace。’Why,John,’Isaid,’whataheavylog!Letmehaveoneendofit。’
’Thank’e,Jan,noneedofthiccy,’heanswered,turninghisbacktome;’waifewantethalogaswilllastallday,tokapethecrockazimmerin。’Andhebangedhisgateuponmyheelstomakemestopandrubthem。’Why,John,’saidI,’you’mgotalogwithroundholesintheendofit。Whohasbeencuttinggun-wads?Justliftyourapron,orIwill。’
But,toreturntoTomFaggus——hestoppedtosupthatnightwithus,andtookalittleofeverything;afewoystersfirst,andthendriedsalmon,andthenhamandeggs,doneinsmallcurledrashers,andthenafewcollopsofvenisontoasted,andnexttothatalittlecoldroast-pig,andawoodcockontoasttofinishwith,beforetheScheidamandhotwater。Andhavingchangedhiswetthingsfirst,heseemedtobeinfairappetite,andpraisedAnnie’scookingmightily,withakindofnoiselikeasmackofhislips,andarubbingofhishandstogether,wheneverhecouldsparethem。
HehadgottenJohnFry’sbestsmall-clotheson,forhesaidhewasnotgoodenoughtogointomyfather’swhichmotherkepttolookat,normanenoughtofillthem。Andintruthmymotherwasverygladthatherefused,whenIofferedthem。ButJohnwasover-proudtohaveitinhispowertosaythatsuchafamousmanhadeverdweltinanyclothesofhis;andafterwardshemadeshowofthem。ForMr。Faggus’sglory,then,thoughnotsogreatasnowitis,wasspreadingveryfastindeedallaboutourneighbourhood,andevenasfarasBridgewater。
TomFagguswasajovialsoul,ifevertherehasbeenone,notmakingbonesoflittlethings,norcaringtoseekevil。Therewasabouthimsuchaloveofgenuinehumannature,thatifatravellersaidagoodthing,hewouldgivehimbackhispurseagain。Itistruethathetookpeople’smoneymorebyforcethanfraud;andthelawbeingusedtotheinversemethodwasbitterlymovedagainsthim,althoughhecouldquoteprecedent。
ThesethingsIdonotunderstand;havingseensomuchofrobberysomelegal,someillegal,thatIscarcelyknow,asherewesay,onecrow’sfootfromtheother。
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