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第38章

  AsMeglistened,shefeltthatshehaddonewell;fornotonlydidthemomentcomfortherwiththeassurancethatJohn’slastlullabywassungbytheyoungvoiceshelovedsowell,butinthefacesoftheboysshesawthattheyhadcaughtaglimpseofthebeautyofvirtueinitsmostimpressiveform,andthatthememoryofthegoodmanlyingdeadbeforethemwouldlivelongandhelpfullyintheirremembrance。Daisy’sheadlayinherlap,andDemiheldherhand,lookingoftenather,witheyessolikehisfather’s,andalittlegesturethatseemedtosay,“Don’tbetroubled,mother;Iamhere;“andallaboutherwerefriendstoleanuponandlove;
  sopatient,piousMegputbyherheavygrief,feelingthatherbesthelpwouldbetoliveforothers,asherJohnhaddone。
  Thatevening,asthePlumfieldboyssatonthesteps,asusual,inthemildSeptembermoonlight,theynaturallyfelltotalkingoftheeventoftheday。
  Emilbeganbybreakingout,inhisimpetuousway,“UncleFritzisthewisest,andUncleLauriethejolliest,butUncleJohnwasthebest;andI’dratherbelikehimthananymanIeversaw。“
  “SowouldI。DidyouhearwhatthosegentlemensaidtoGrandpato-day?
  IwouldliketohavethatsaidofmewhenIwasdead;“andFranzfeltwithregretthathehadnotappreciatedUncleJohnenough。
  “Whatdidtheysay?“askedJack,whohadbeenmuchimpressedbythescenesoftheday。
  “Why,oneofthepartnersofMr。Laurence,whereUncleJohnhasbeeneversolong,wassayingthathewasconscientiousalmosttoafaultasabusinessman,andabovereproachinallthings。AnothergentlemansaidnomoneycouldrepaythefidelityandhonestywithwhichUncleJohnhadservedhim,andthenGrandpatoldthemthebestofall。UncleJohnoncehadaplaceintheofficeofamanwhocheated,andwhenthismanwanteduncletohelphimdoit,unclewouldn’t,thoughhewasofferedabigsalary。
  Themanwasangryandsaid,’Youwillnevergetoninbusinesswithsuchstrictprinciples;’anduncleansweredback,’Ineverwilltrytogetonwithoutthem,’andlefttheplaceforamuchharderandpoorerone。“
  “Good!“criedseveraloftheboyswarmly,fortheywereinthemoodtounderstandandvaluethelittlestoryasneverbefore。
  “Hewasn’trich,washe?“askedJack。
  “No。“
  “Heneverdidanythingtomakeastirintheworld,didhe?“
  “No。“
  “Hewasonlygood?“
  “That’sall;“andFranzfoundhimselfwishingthatUncleJohnhaddonesomethingtoboastof,foritwasevidentthatJackwasdisappointedbyhisreplies。
  “Onlygood。Thatisallandeverything,“saidMr。Bhaer,whohadoverheardthelastfewwords,andguessedwhatwasgoingonthemindsofthelads。
  “LetmetellyoualittleaboutJohnBrooke,andyouwillseewhymenhonorhim,andwhyhewassatisfiedtobegoodratherthanrichorfamous。
  Hesimplydidhisdutyinallthings,anddiditsocheerfully,sofaithfully,thatitkepthimpatientandbrave,andhappythroughpovertyandlonelinessandyearsofhardwork。Hewasagoodson,andgaveuphisownplanstostayandlivewithhismotherwhilesheneededhim。Hewasagoodfriend,andtaughtLauriemuchbesidehisGreekandLatin,diditunconsciously,perhaps,byshowinghimanexampleofanuprightman。Hewasafaithfulservant,andmadehimselfsovaluabletothosewhoemployedhimthattheywillfindithardtofillhisplace。Hewasagoodhusbandandfather,sotender,wise,andthoughtful,thatLaurieandIlearnedmuchofhim,andonlyknewhowwellhelovedhisfamily,whenwediscoveredallhehaddoneforthem,unsuspectedandunassisted。“
  Mr。Bhaerstoppedaminute,andtheboyssatlikestatuesinthemoonlightuntilhewentonagain,inasubdued,butearnestvoice:“Ashelaydying,Isaidtohim,’HavenocareforMegandthelittleones;Iwillseethattheyneverwant。’Thenhesmiledandpressedmyhand,andanswered,inhischeerfulway,’Noneedofthat;Ihavecaredforthem。’Andsohehad,forwhenwelookedamonghispapers,allwasinorder,notadebtremained;
  andsafelyputawaywasenoughtokeepMegcomfortableandindependent。
  Thenweknewwhyhehadlivedsoplainly,deniedhimselfsomanypleasures,exceptthatofcharity,andworkedsohardthatIfearheshortenedhisgoodlife。Heneveraskedhelpforhimself,thoughoftenforothers,butborehisownburdenandworkedouthisowntaskbravelyandquietly。Noonecansayawordofcomplaintagainsthim,sojustandgenerousandkindwashe;andnow,whenheisgone,allfindsomuchtoloveandpraiseandhonor,thatIamproudtohavebeenhisfriend,andwouldratherleavemychildrenthelegacyheleaveshisthanthelargestfortuneevermade。
  Yes!Simple,generousgoodnessisthebestcapitaltofoundthebusinessofthislifeupon。Itlastswhenfameandmoneyfail,andistheonlyricheswecantakeoutofthisworldwithus。Rememberthat,myboys;andifyouwanttoearnrespectandconfidenceandlovefollowinthefootstepsofJohnBrooke。“
  WhenDemireturnedtoschool,aftersomeweeksathome,heseemedtohaverecoveredfromhislosswiththeblessedelasticityofchildhood,andsohehadinameasure;buthedidnotforget,forhiswasanatureintowhichthingssankdeeply,tobeponderedover,andabsorbedintothesoilwherethesmallvirtuesweregrowingfast。Heplayedandstudied,workedandsang,justasbefore,andfewsuspectedanychange;buttherewasone­;andAuntJosawit­;forshewatchedovertheboywithherwholeheart,tryingtofillJohn’splaceinherpoorway。Heseldomspokeofhisloss,butAuntJooftenheardastifledsobbinginthelittlebedatnight;andwhenshewenttocomforthim,allhiscrywas,“Iwantmyfather!oh,Iwantmyfather!“­;forthetiebetweenthetwohadbeenaverytenderone,andthechild’sheartbledwhenitwasbroken。Buttimewaskindtohim,andslowlyhecametofeelthatfatherwasnotlost,onlyinvisibleforawhile,andsuretobefoundagain,wellandstrongandfondasever,eventhoughhislittlesonshouldseethepurpleastersblossomonhisgravemany,manytimesbeforetheymet。TothisbeliefDemiheldfast,andinitfoundbothhelpandcomfort,becauseitledhimunconsciouslythroughatenderlongingforthefatherwhomhehadseentoachildliketrustintheFatherwhomhehadnotseen。Bothwereinheaven,andheprayedtoboth,tryingtobegoodforloveofthem。
  Theoutwardchangecorrespondedtotheinward,forinthosefewweeksDemiseemedtohavegrowntall,andbegantodrophischildishplays,notasifashamedofthem,assomeboysdo,butasifhehadoutgrownthem,andwantedsomethingmanlier。Hetooktothehatedarithmetic,andheldonsosteadilythathisunclewascharmed,thoughhecouldnotunderstandthewhim,untilDemisaid,­;
  “IamgoingtobeabookkeeperwhenIgrowup,likepapa,andImustknowaboutfiguresandthings,elseIcan’thavenice,neatledgerslikehis。“
  Atanothertimehecametohisauntwithaveryseriousface,andsaid­;
  “Whatcanasmallboydotoearnmoney?“
  “Whydoyouask,mydeary?“
  “Myfathertoldmetotakecareofmotherandthelittlegirls,andIwantto,butIdon’tknowhowtobegin。“
  “Hedidnotmeannow,Demi,butbyandby,whenyouarelarge。“
  “ButIwishtobeginnow,ifIcan,becauseIthinkIoughttomakesomemoneytobuythingsforthefamily。Iamten,andotherboysnobiggerthanIearnpenniessometimes。“
  “Well,then,supposeyourakeupallthedeadleavesandcoverthestrawberrybed。I’llpayyouadollarforthejob,“saidAuntJo。
  “Isn’tthatagreatdeal?Icoulddoitinoneday。Youmustbefair,andnopaytoomuch,becauseIwanttotrulyearnit。“
  “MylittleJohn,Iwillbefair,andnotpayapennytoomuch。Don’tworktoohard;andwhenthatisdoneIwillhavesomethingelseforyoutodo,“saidMrs。Jo,muchtouchedbyhisdesiretohelp,andhissenseofjustice,solikehisscrupulousfather。
  Whentheleavesweredone,manybarrowloadsofchipswerewheeledfromthewoodtotheshed,andanotherdollarearned。ThenDemihelpedcovertheschoolbooks,workingintheeveningsunderFranz’sdirection,tuggingpatientlyawayateachbook,lettingnoonehelp,andreceivinghiswageswithsuchsatisfactionthatthedingybillsbecamequiteglorifiedinhissight。
  “Now,Ihaveadollarforeachofthem,andIshouldliketotakemymoneytomotherallmyself,soshecanseethatIhavemindedmyfather。“
  SoDemimadeaduteouspilgrimagetohismother,whoreceivedhislittleearningsasatreasureofgreatworth,andwouldhavekeptituntouched,ifDemihadnotbeggedhertobuysomeusefulthingforherselfandthewomen-children,whomhefeltwerelefttohiscare。
  Thismadehimveryhappy,and,thoughheoftenforgothisresponsibilitiesforatime,thedesiretohelpwasstillthere,strengtheningwithhisyears。Healwaysutteredthewords“myfather“withanairofgentlepride,andoftensaid,asifheclaimedatitlefullofhonor,“Don’tcallmeDemianymore。IamJohnBrookenow。“So,strengthenedbyapurposeandahope,thelittleladoftenbravelybegantheworld,andenteredintohisinheritance,­;thememoryofawiseandtenderfather,thelegacyofanhonestname。CHAPTERXXROUNDTHEFIRE
  WiththeOctoberfrostscamethecheeryfiresinthegreatfireplaces;
  andDemi’sdrypine-chipshelpedDan’soak-knotstoblazeroyally,andgoroaringupthechimneywithajollysound。Allweregladtogatherroundthehearth,astheeveningsgrewlonger,toplaygames,read,orlayplansforthewinter。Butthefavoriteamusementwasstory-telling,andMr。andMrs。Bhaerwereexpectedtohaveastoreoflivelytalesalwaysonhand。
  Theirsupplyoccasionallygaveout,andthentheboyswerethrownupontheirownresources,whichwerenotalwayssuccessful。Ghost-partiesweretherageatonetime;forthefunofthethingconsistedinputtingoutthelights,lettingthefirediedown,andthensittinginthedark,andtellingthemostawfultalestheycouldinvent。Asthisresultedinscaresofallsortsamongtheboys,Tommy’swalkinginhissleepontheshedroof,andageneralstateofnervousnessinthelittleones,itwasforbidden,andtheyfellbackonmoreharmlessamusements。
  Oneevening,whenthesmallboysweresnuglytuckedinbed,andtheolderladswereloungingabouttheschool-roomfire,tryingtodecidewhattheyshoulddo,Demisuggestedanewwayofsettlingthequestion。
  Seizingthehearth-brush,hemarchedupanddowntheroom,saying,“Row,row,row;“andwhentheboys,laughingandpushing,hadgotintoline,hesaid,“Now,I’llgiveyoutwominutestothinkofaplay。“Franzwaswriting,andEmilreadingtheLifeofLordNelson,andneitherjoinedtheparty,buttheothersthoughthard,andwhenthetimewasupwerereadytoreply。
  “Now,Tom!“andthepokersoftlyrappedhimonthehead。
  “Blind-man’sBuff。“
  “Jack!“
  “Commerce;agoodroundgame,andhavecentsforthepool。“
  “Uncleforbidsourplayingformoney。Dan,whatdoyouwant?“
  “Let’shaveabattlebetweentheGreeksandRomans。“
  “Stuffy?“
  “Roastapples,popcorn,andcracknuts。“
  “Good!good!“criedseveral;andwhenthevotewastaken,Stuffy’sproposalcarriedtheday。
  Somewenttothecellarforapples,sometothegarretfornuts,andotherslookedupthepopperandthecorn。
  “Wehadbetteraskthegirlstocomein,hadn’twe?“saidDemi,inasuddenfitofpoliteness。
  “Daisyprickschestnutsbeautifully,“putinNat,whowantedhislittlefriendtosharethefun。
  “Nanpopscorntip-top,wemusthaveher,“addedTommy。
  “Bringinyoursweetheartsthen,wedon’tmind,“saidJack,wholaughedattheinnocentregardthelittlepeoplehadforoneanother。
  “Youshan’tcallmysisterasweetheart;itissosilly!“criedDemi,inawaythatmadeJacklaugh。
  “SheisNat’sdarling,isn’tshe,oldchirper?“
  “Yes,ifDemidon’tmind。Ican’thelpbeingfondofher,sheissogoodtome,“answeredNat,withbashfulearnestness,forJack’sroughwaysdisturbedhim。
  “Nanismysweetheart,andIshallmarryherinaboutayear,sodon’tyougetintheway,anyofyou,“saidTommy,stoutly;forheandNanhadsettledtheirfuture,child-fashion,andweretoliveinthewillow,lowerdownabasketforfood,anddoothercharminglyimpossiblethings。
  DemiwasquenchedbythedecisionofBangs,whotookhimbythearmandwalkedhimofftogettheladies。NanandDaisyweresewingwithAuntJooncertainsmallgarments,forMrs。Carney’snewestbaby。
  “Please,ma’am,couldyoulendusthegirlsforalittlewhile?We’llbeverycarefulofthem,“saidTommy,winkingoneeyetoexpressapples,snappinghisfingerstosignifypop-corn,andgnashinghisteethtoconveytheideaofnut-cracking。