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第32章

  andnomorepowerfulrestraintcouldhavebeenimposeduponhimthantheinnocentcompanionconfidedtohiscare。HefoundcouragenowtotellMrs。
  JooftheplanalreadymadewithDemi,andshewasgladthatthefirststephadbeensonaturallytaken。EverythingseemedtobeworkingwellforDan,andsherejoicedoverhim,becauseithadseemedahardtask,yet,workingonwithafirmbeliefinthepossibilityofreformationinfarolderandworsesubjectsthanhe,therehadcomethisquickandhopefulchangetoencourageher。Hefeltthathehadfriendsnowandaplaceintheworld,somethingtoliveandworkfor,and,thoughhesaidlittle,allthatwasbestandbravestinacharactermadeoldbyahardexperiencerespondedtotheloveandfaithbestowedonhim,andDan’ssalvationwasassured。
  TheirquiettalkwasinterruptedbyashoutofdelightfromTeddy,who,tothesurpriseofeveryone,didactuallycatchatroutwherenotrouthadbeenseenforyears。HewassoenchantedwithhissplendidsuccessthatheinsistedonshowinghisprizetothefamilybeforeAsiacookeditforsupper;sothethreedescendedandwenthappilyawaytogether,allsatisfiedwiththeworkofthathalfhour。
  Nedwasthenextvisitortothetree,butheonlymadeashortstay,sittingthereathiseasewhileDickandDollycaughtapailfulofgrasshoppersandcricketsforhim。HewantedtoplayajokeonTommy,andintendedtotuckupafewdozenofthelivelycreaturesinhisbed,sothatwhenBangsgotinhewouldspeedilytumbleoutagain,andpassaportionofthenightinchasing“hopper-grasses“roundtheroom。Thehuntwassoonover,andhavingpaidthehunterswithafewpeppermintsapieceNedretiredtomakeTommy’sbed。
  Foranhourtheoldwillowsighedandsungtoitself,talkedwiththebrook,andwatchedthelengtheningshadowsasthesunwentdown。Thefirstrosycolorwastouchingitsgracefulbrancheswhenaboycamestealinguptheavenue,acrossthelawn,and,spyingBillybythebrook-side,wenttohim,saying,inamysterioustone,­;
  “GoandtellMr。BhaerIwanttoseehimdownhere,please。Don’tletanyonehear。“
  Billynoddedandranoff,whiletheboyswunghimselfupintothetree,andsattherelookinganxious,yetevidentlyfeelingthecharmoftheplaceandhour。Infiveminutes,Mr。Bhaerappeared,and,steppinguponthefence,leanedintothenest,saying,kindly,­;
  “Iamgladtoseeyou,Jack;butwhynotcomeinandmeetusallatonce?“
  “Iwantedtoseeyoufirst,please,sir。Unclemademecomeback。I
  knowIdon’tdeserveanything,butIhopethefellowswon’tbeharduponme。“
  PoorJackdidnotgetonverywell,butitwasevidentthathewassorryandashamed,andwantedtobereceivedaseasilyaspossible;forhisUnclehadthrashedhimwellandscoldedhimsoundlyforfollowingtheexamplehehimselfset。Jackhadbeggednottobesentback,buttheschoolwascheap,andMr。Fordinsisted,sotheboyreturnedasquietlyaspossible,andtookrefugebehindMr。Bhaer。
  “Ihopenot,butIcan’tanswerforthem,thoughIwillseethattheyarenotunjust。Ithink,asDanandNathavesufferedsomuch,beinginnocent,youshouldsuffersomething,beingguilty。Don’tyou?“askedMr。Bhaer,pityingJack,yetfeelinghedeservedpunishmentforafaultwhichhadsolittleexcuse。
  “Isupposeso,butIsentTommy’smoneyback,andIsaidIwassorry,isn’tthatenough?“saidJack,rathersullenly;fortheboywhocoulddosomeanathingwasnotbraveenoughtobeartheconsequenceswell。
  “No;Ithinkyoushouldaskpardonofallthreeboys,openlyandhonestly。
  Youcannotexpectthemtorespectandtrustyouforatime,butyoucanlivedownthisdisgraceifyoutry,andIwillhelpyou。Stealingandlyingaredetestablesins,andIhopethiswillbealessontoyou。Iamgladyouareashamed,itisagoodsign;bearitpatiently,anddoyourbesttoearnabetterreputation。“
  “I’llhaveanauction,andselloffallmygoodsdirtcheap,“saidJack,showinghisrepentanceinthemostcharacteristicway。
  “Ithinkitwouldbebettertogivethemaway,andbeginonanewfoundation。Take’Honestyisthebestpolicy’foryourmotto,andliveuptoitinact,andword,andthought,andthoughyoudon’tmakeacentofmoneythissummer,youwillbearichboyintheautumn,“saidMr。Bhaer,earnestly。
  Itwashard,butJackconsented,forhereallyfeltthatcheatingdidn’tpay,andwantedtowinbackthefriendshipoftheboys。Hisheartclungtohispossessions,andhegroanedinwardlyatthethoughtofactuallygivingawaycertainpreciousthings。Askingpardonpubliclywaseasycomparedtothis;butthenhebegantodiscoverthatcertainotherthings,invisible,butmostvaluable,werebetterpropertythanknives,fish-hooks,orevenmoneyitself。Sohedecidedtobuyupalittleintegrity,evenatahighprice,andsecuretherespectofhisplaymates,thoughitwasnotasalablearticle。
  “Well,I’lldoit,“hesaid,withasuddenairofresolution,whichpleasedMr。Bhaer。
  “Good!andI’llstandbyyou。Nowcomeandbeginatonce。“
  AndFatherBhaerledthebankruptboybackintothelittleworld,whichreceivedhimcoldlyatfirst,butslowlywarmedtohim,whenheshowedthathehadprofitedbythelesson,andwassincerelyanxioustogointoabetterbusinesswithanewstock-in-trade。CHAPTERXVITAMINGTHECOLT
  “Whatintheworldisthatboydoing?“saidMrs。Jotoherself,asshewatchedDanrunningroundthehalf-miletriangleasifforawager。Hewasallalone,andseemedpossessedbysomestrangedesiretorunhimselfintoafever,orbreakhisneck;for,afterseveralrounds,hetriedleapingwalls,andturningsomersaultsuptheavenue,andfinallydroppeddownonthegrassbeforethedoorasifexhausted。
  “Areyoutrainingforarace,Dan?“askedMrs。Jo,fromthewindowwhereshesat。
  Helookedupquickly,andstoppedpantingtoanswer,withalaugh,­;
  “No;I’monlyworkingoffmysteam。“
  “Can’tyoufindacoolerwayofdoingit?Youwillbeillifyoutearaboutsoinsuchwarmweather,“saidMrs。Jo,laughingalso,asshethrewhimoutagreatpalm-leaffan。
  “Can’thelpit。Imustrunsomewhere,“answeredDan,withsuchanoddexpressioninhisrestlesseyes,thatMrs。Jowastroubled,andasked,quickly,­;
  “IsPlumfieldgettingtoonarrowforyou?“
  “Iwouldn’tmindifitwasalittlebigger。Ilikeitthough;onlythefactisthedevilgetsintomesometimes,andthenIdowanttobolt。“
  Thewordsseemedtocomeagainsthiswill,forhelookedsorrytheminutetheywerespoken,andseemedtothinkhedeservedareproofforhisingratitude。
  ButMrs。Jounderstoodthefeeling,andthoughsorrytoseeit,shecouldnotblametheboyforconfessingit。Shelookedathimanxiously,seeinghowtallandstronghehadgrown,howfullofenergyhisfacewas,withitseagereyesandresolutemouth;andrememberingtheutterfreedomhehadknownforyearsbefore,shefelthoweventhegentlerestraintofthishomewouldweighuponhimattimeswhentheoldlawlessspiritstirredinhim。“Yes,“shesaidtoherself,“mywildhawkneedsalargercage;
  andyet,ifIlethimgo,Iamafraidhewillbelost。Imusttryandfindsomelurestrongenoughtokeephimsafe。“
  “Iknowallaboutit,“sheadded,aloud。“Itisnot’thedevil,’asyoucallit,buttheverynaturaldesireofallyoungpeopleforliberty。
  Iusedtofeeljustso,andonce,IreallydidthinkforaminutethatIwouldbolt。“
  “Whydidn’tyou?“saidDan,comingtoleanonthelowwindow-ledge,withanevidentdesiretocontinuethesubject。
  “Iknewitwasfoolish,andloveformymotherkeptmeathome。“
  “Ihaven’tgotanymother,“beganDan。
  “Ithoughtyouhadnow,“saidMrs。Jo,gentlystrokingtheroughhairoffhishotforehead。
  “Youarenoendgoodtome,andIcan’teverthankyouenough,butitjustisn’tthesame,isit?“andDanlookedupatherwithawistful,hungrylookthatwenttoherheart。
  “No,dear,itisnotthesame,andnevercanbe。Ithinkanownmotherwouldhavebeenagreatdealtoyou。Butasthatcannotbe,youmusttrytoletmefillherplace。IfearIhavenotdoneallIought,oryouwouldnotwanttoleaveme,“sheadded,sorrowfully。
  “Yes,youhave!“criedDan,eagerly。“Idon’twanttogo,andIwon’tgo,ifIcanhelpit;buteverynowandthenIfeelasifImustburstoutsomehow。Iwanttorunstraightaheadsomewhere,tosmashsomething,orpitchintosomebody。Don’tknowwhy,butIdo,andthat’sallaboutit。“
  Danlaughedashespoke,buthemeantwhathesaid,forheknithisblackbrows,andbroughtdownhisfistontheledgewithsuchforce,thatMrs。Jo’sthimbleflewoffintothegrass。Hebroughtitback,andasshetookitsheheldthebig,brownhandaminute,saying,withalookthatshowedthewordscosthersomething­;
  “Well,Dan,runifyoumust,butdon’trunveryfar;andcomebacktomesoon,forIwantyouverymuch。“
  Hewasrathertakenabackbythisunexpectedpermissiontoplaytruant,andsomehowitseemedtolessenhisdesiretogo。Hedidnotunderstandwhy,butMrs。Jodid,and,knowingthenaturalperversityofthehumanmind,countedonittohelphernow。Shefeltinstinctivelythatthemoretheboywasrestrainedthemorehewouldfretagainstit;butleavehimfree,andthemeresenseoflibertywouldcontenthim,joinedtotheknowledgethathispresencewasdeartothosewhomhelovedbest。Itwasalittleexperiment,butitsucceeded,forDanstoodsilentamoment,unconsciouslypickingthefantopiecesandturningthematteroverinhismind。Hefeltthatsheappealedtohisheartandhishonor,andownedthatheunderstooditbysayingpresently,withamixtureofregretandresolutioninhisface,­;
  “Iwon’tgoyetawhile,andI’llgiveyoufairwarningbeforeIbolt。
  That’sfair,isn’tit?“
  “Yes,wewillletitstandso。Now,IwanttoseeifIcan’tfindsomewayforyoutoworkoffyoursteambetterthanrunningabouttheplacelikeamaddog,spoilingmyfans,orfightingwiththeboys。Whatcanweinvent?“andwhileDantriedtorepairthemischiefhehaddone,Mrs。Jorackedherbrainforsomenewdevicetokeephertruantsafeuntilhehadlearnedtolovehislessonsbetter。
  “Howwouldyouliketobemyexpress-man?“shesaid,asasuddenthoughtpoppedintoherhead。
  “Gointotown,anddotheerrands?“askedDan,lookinginterestedatonce。
  “Yes;Franzistiredofit,Silascannotbesparedjustnow,andMr。
  Bhaerhasnotime。OldAndyisasafehorse,youareagooddriver,andknowyourwayaboutthecityaswellasapostman。Supposeyoutryit,andseeifitwon’tdomostaswelltodriveawaytwoorthreetimesaweekastorunawayonceamonth。“
  “I’dlikeiteversomuch,onlyImustgoaloneanddoitallmyself。
  Idon’twantanyoftheotherfellowsbotheringround,“saidDan,takingtothenewideasokindlythathebegantoputonbusinessairsalready。
  “IfMr。Bhaerdoesnotobjectyoushallhaveitallyourownway。I
  supposeEmilwillgrowl,buthecannotbetrustedwithhorses,andyoucan。Bytheway,to-morrowismarket-day,andImustmakeoutmylist。
  Youhadbetterseethatthewagonisinorder,andtellSilastohavethefruitandvegetablesreadyformother。Youwillhavetobeupearlyandgetbackintimeforschool,canyoudothat?“
  “I’malwaysanearlybird,soIdon’tmind,“andDanslungonhisjacketwithdespatch。
  “Theearlybirdgotthewormthistime,I’msure,“saidMrs。Jo,merrily。
  “Andajollygoodwormitis,“answeredDan,ashewentlaughingawaytoputanewlashtothewhip,washthewagon,andorderSilasaboutwithalltheimportanceofayoungexpress-man。
  “BeforeheistiredofthisIwillfindsomethingelseandhaveitreadywhenthenextrestlessfitcomeson,“saidMrs。Jotoherself,asshewroteherlistwithadeepsenseofgratitudethatallherboyswerenotDans。
  Mr。Bhaerdidnotentirelyapproveofthenewplan,butagreedtogiveitatrial,whichputDanonhismettle,andcausedhimtogiveupcertainwildplansofhisown,inwhichthenewlashandthelonghillweretohaveborneapart。Hewasupandawayveryearlythenextmorning,heroicallyresistingthetemptationtoracewiththemilkmengoingintotown。Oncethere,hedidhiserrandscarefully,toMr。Bhaer’ssurpriseandMrs。Jo’sgreatsatisfaction。TheCommodoredidgrowlatDan’spromotion,butwaspacifiedbyasuperiorpadlocktohisnewboat-house,andthethoughtthatseamenweremeantforhigherhonorsthandrivingmarket-wagonsanddoingfamilyerrands。SoDanfilledhisnewofficewellandcontentedlyforweeks,andsaidnomoreaboutbolting。ButonedayMr。BhaerfoundhimpummellingJack,whowasroaringformercyunderhisknee。
  “Why,Dan,Ithoughtyouhadgivenupfighting,“hesaid,ashewenttotherescue。