andnomorepowerfulrestraintcouldhavebeenimposeduponhimthantheinnocentcompanionconfidedtohiscare。HefoundcouragenowtotellMrs。
JooftheplanalreadymadewithDemi,andshewasgladthatthefirststephadbeensonaturallytaken。EverythingseemedtobeworkingwellforDan,andsherejoicedoverhim,becauseithadseemedahardtask,yet,workingonwithafirmbeliefinthepossibilityofreformationinfarolderandworsesubjectsthanhe,therehadcomethisquickandhopefulchangetoencourageher。Hefeltthathehadfriendsnowandaplaceintheworld,somethingtoliveandworkfor,and,thoughhesaidlittle,allthatwasbestandbravestinacharactermadeoldbyahardexperiencerespondedtotheloveandfaithbestowedonhim,andDan’ssalvationwasassured。
TheirquiettalkwasinterruptedbyashoutofdelightfromTeddy,who,tothesurpriseofeveryone,didactuallycatchatroutwherenotrouthadbeenseenforyears。HewassoenchantedwithhissplendidsuccessthatheinsistedonshowinghisprizetothefamilybeforeAsiacookeditforsupper;sothethreedescendedandwenthappilyawaytogether,allsatisfiedwiththeworkofthathalfhour。
Nedwasthenextvisitortothetree,butheonlymadeashortstay,sittingthereathiseasewhileDickandDollycaughtapailfulofgrasshoppersandcricketsforhim。HewantedtoplayajokeonTommy,andintendedtotuckupafewdozenofthelivelycreaturesinhisbed,sothatwhenBangsgotinhewouldspeedilytumbleoutagain,andpassaportionofthenightinchasing“hopper-grasses“roundtheroom。Thehuntwassoonover,andhavingpaidthehunterswithafewpeppermintsapieceNedretiredtomakeTommy’sbed。
Foranhourtheoldwillowsighedandsungtoitself,talkedwiththebrook,andwatchedthelengtheningshadowsasthesunwentdown。Thefirstrosycolorwastouchingitsgracefulbrancheswhenaboycamestealinguptheavenue,acrossthelawn,and,spyingBillybythebrook-side,wenttohim,saying,inamysterioustone,­;
“GoandtellMr。BhaerIwanttoseehimdownhere,please。Don’tletanyonehear。“
Billynoddedandranoff,whiletheboyswunghimselfupintothetree,andsattherelookinganxious,yetevidentlyfeelingthecharmoftheplaceandhour。Infiveminutes,Mr。Bhaerappeared,and,steppinguponthefence,leanedintothenest,saying,kindly,­;
“Iamgladtoseeyou,Jack;butwhynotcomeinandmeetusallatonce?“
“Iwantedtoseeyoufirst,please,sir。Unclemademecomeback。I
knowIdon’tdeserveanything,butIhopethefellowswon’tbeharduponme。“
PoorJackdidnotgetonverywell,butitwasevidentthathewassorryandashamed,andwantedtobereceivedaseasilyaspossible;forhisUnclehadthrashedhimwellandscoldedhimsoundlyforfollowingtheexamplehehimselfset。Jackhadbeggednottobesentback,buttheschoolwascheap,andMr。Fordinsisted,sotheboyreturnedasquietlyaspossible,andtookrefugebehindMr。Bhaer。
“Ihopenot,butIcan’tanswerforthem,thoughIwillseethattheyarenotunjust。Ithink,asDanandNathavesufferedsomuch,beinginnocent,youshouldsuffersomething,beingguilty。Don’tyou?“askedMr。Bhaer,pityingJack,yetfeelinghedeservedpunishmentforafaultwhichhadsolittleexcuse。
“Isupposeso,butIsentTommy’smoneyback,andIsaidIwassorry,isn’tthatenough?“saidJack,rathersullenly;fortheboywhocoulddosomeanathingwasnotbraveenoughtobeartheconsequenceswell。
“No;Ithinkyoushouldaskpardonofallthreeboys,openlyandhonestly。
Youcannotexpectthemtorespectandtrustyouforatime,butyoucanlivedownthisdisgraceifyoutry,andIwillhelpyou。Stealingandlyingaredetestablesins,andIhopethiswillbealessontoyou。Iamgladyouareashamed,itisagoodsign;bearitpatiently,anddoyourbesttoearnabetterreputation。“
“I’llhaveanauction,andselloffallmygoodsdirtcheap,“saidJack,showinghisrepentanceinthemostcharacteristicway。
“Ithinkitwouldbebettertogivethemaway,andbeginonanewfoundation。Take’Honestyisthebestpolicy’foryourmotto,andliveuptoitinact,andword,andthought,andthoughyoudon’tmakeacentofmoneythissummer,youwillbearichboyintheautumn,“saidMr。Bhaer,earnestly。
Itwashard,butJackconsented,forhereallyfeltthatcheatingdidn’tpay,andwantedtowinbackthefriendshipoftheboys。Hisheartclungtohispossessions,andhegroanedinwardlyatthethoughtofactuallygivingawaycertainpreciousthings。Askingpardonpubliclywaseasycomparedtothis;butthenhebegantodiscoverthatcertainotherthings,invisible,butmostvaluable,werebetterpropertythanknives,fish-hooks,orevenmoneyitself。Sohedecidedtobuyupalittleintegrity,evenatahighprice,andsecuretherespectofhisplaymates,thoughitwasnotasalablearticle。
“Well,I’lldoit,“hesaid,withasuddenairofresolution,whichpleasedMr。Bhaer。
“Good!andI’llstandbyyou。Nowcomeandbeginatonce。“
AndFatherBhaerledthebankruptboybackintothelittleworld,whichreceivedhimcoldlyatfirst,butslowlywarmedtohim,whenheshowedthathehadprofitedbythelesson,andwassincerelyanxioustogointoabetterbusinesswithanewstock-in-trade。CHAPTERXVITAMINGTHECOLT
“Whatintheworldisthatboydoing?“saidMrs。Jotoherself,asshewatchedDanrunningroundthehalf-miletriangleasifforawager。Hewasallalone,andseemedpossessedbysomestrangedesiretorunhimselfintoafever,orbreakhisneck;for,afterseveralrounds,hetriedleapingwalls,andturningsomersaultsuptheavenue,andfinallydroppeddownonthegrassbeforethedoorasifexhausted。
“Areyoutrainingforarace,Dan?“askedMrs。Jo,fromthewindowwhereshesat。
Helookedupquickly,andstoppedpantingtoanswer,withalaugh,­;
“No;I’monlyworkingoffmysteam。“
“Can’tyoufindacoolerwayofdoingit?Youwillbeillifyoutearaboutsoinsuchwarmweather,“saidMrs。Jo,laughingalso,asshethrewhimoutagreatpalm-leaffan。
“Can’thelpit。Imustrunsomewhere,“answeredDan,withsuchanoddexpressioninhisrestlesseyes,thatMrs。Jowastroubled,andasked,quickly,­;
“IsPlumfieldgettingtoonarrowforyou?“
“Iwouldn’tmindifitwasalittlebigger。Ilikeitthough;onlythefactisthedevilgetsintomesometimes,andthenIdowanttobolt。“
Thewordsseemedtocomeagainsthiswill,forhelookedsorrytheminutetheywerespoken,andseemedtothinkhedeservedareproofforhisingratitude。
ButMrs。Jounderstoodthefeeling,andthoughsorrytoseeit,shecouldnotblametheboyforconfessingit。Shelookedathimanxiously,seeinghowtallandstronghehadgrown,howfullofenergyhisfacewas,withitseagereyesandresolutemouth;andrememberingtheutterfreedomhehadknownforyearsbefore,shefelthoweventhegentlerestraintofthishomewouldweighuponhimattimeswhentheoldlawlessspiritstirredinhim。“Yes,“shesaidtoherself,“mywildhawkneedsalargercage;
andyet,ifIlethimgo,Iamafraidhewillbelost。Imusttryandfindsomelurestrongenoughtokeephimsafe。“
“Iknowallaboutit,“sheadded,aloud。“Itisnot’thedevil,’asyoucallit,buttheverynaturaldesireofallyoungpeopleforliberty。
Iusedtofeeljustso,andonce,IreallydidthinkforaminutethatIwouldbolt。“
“Whydidn’tyou?“saidDan,comingtoleanonthelowwindow-ledge,withanevidentdesiretocontinuethesubject。
“Iknewitwasfoolish,andloveformymotherkeptmeathome。“
“Ihaven’tgotanymother,“beganDan。
“Ithoughtyouhadnow,“saidMrs。Jo,gentlystrokingtheroughhairoffhishotforehead。
“Youarenoendgoodtome,andIcan’teverthankyouenough,butitjustisn’tthesame,isit?“andDanlookedupatherwithawistful,hungrylookthatwenttoherheart。
“No,dear,itisnotthesame,andnevercanbe。Ithinkanownmotherwouldhavebeenagreatdealtoyou。Butasthatcannotbe,youmusttrytoletmefillherplace。IfearIhavenotdoneallIought,oryouwouldnotwanttoleaveme,“sheadded,sorrowfully。
“Yes,youhave!“criedDan,eagerly。“Idon’twanttogo,andIwon’tgo,ifIcanhelpit;buteverynowandthenIfeelasifImustburstoutsomehow。Iwanttorunstraightaheadsomewhere,tosmashsomething,orpitchintosomebody。Don’tknowwhy,butIdo,andthat’sallaboutit。“
Danlaughedashespoke,buthemeantwhathesaid,forheknithisblackbrows,andbroughtdownhisfistontheledgewithsuchforce,thatMrs。Jo’sthimbleflewoffintothegrass。Hebroughtitback,andasshetookitsheheldthebig,brownhandaminute,saying,withalookthatshowedthewordscosthersomething­;
“Well,Dan,runifyoumust,butdon’trunveryfar;andcomebacktomesoon,forIwantyouverymuch。“
Hewasrathertakenabackbythisunexpectedpermissiontoplaytruant,andsomehowitseemedtolessenhisdesiretogo。Hedidnotunderstandwhy,butMrs。Jodid,and,knowingthenaturalperversityofthehumanmind,countedonittohelphernow。Shefeltinstinctivelythatthemoretheboywasrestrainedthemorehewouldfretagainstit;butleavehimfree,andthemeresenseoflibertywouldcontenthim,joinedtotheknowledgethathispresencewasdeartothosewhomhelovedbest。Itwasalittleexperiment,butitsucceeded,forDanstoodsilentamoment,unconsciouslypickingthefantopiecesandturningthematteroverinhismind。Hefeltthatsheappealedtohisheartandhishonor,andownedthatheunderstooditbysayingpresently,withamixtureofregretandresolutioninhisface,­;
“Iwon’tgoyetawhile,andI’llgiveyoufairwarningbeforeIbolt。
That’sfair,isn’tit?“
“Yes,wewillletitstandso。Now,IwanttoseeifIcan’tfindsomewayforyoutoworkoffyoursteambetterthanrunningabouttheplacelikeamaddog,spoilingmyfans,orfightingwiththeboys。Whatcanweinvent?“andwhileDantriedtorepairthemischiefhehaddone,Mrs。Jorackedherbrainforsomenewdevicetokeephertruantsafeuntilhehadlearnedtolovehislessonsbetter。
“Howwouldyouliketobemyexpress-man?“shesaid,asasuddenthoughtpoppedintoherhead。
“Gointotown,anddotheerrands?“askedDan,lookinginterestedatonce。
“Yes;Franzistiredofit,Silascannotbesparedjustnow,andMr。
Bhaerhasnotime。OldAndyisasafehorse,youareagooddriver,andknowyourwayaboutthecityaswellasapostman。Supposeyoutryit,andseeifitwon’tdomostaswelltodriveawaytwoorthreetimesaweekastorunawayonceamonth。“
“I’dlikeiteversomuch,onlyImustgoaloneanddoitallmyself。
Idon’twantanyoftheotherfellowsbotheringround,“saidDan,takingtothenewideasokindlythathebegantoputonbusinessairsalready。
“IfMr。Bhaerdoesnotobjectyoushallhaveitallyourownway。I
supposeEmilwillgrowl,buthecannotbetrustedwithhorses,andyoucan。Bytheway,to-morrowismarket-day,andImustmakeoutmylist。
Youhadbetterseethatthewagonisinorder,andtellSilastohavethefruitandvegetablesreadyformother。Youwillhavetobeupearlyandgetbackintimeforschool,canyoudothat?“
“I’malwaysanearlybird,soIdon’tmind,“andDanslungonhisjacketwithdespatch。
“Theearlybirdgotthewormthistime,I’msure,“saidMrs。Jo,merrily。
“Andajollygoodwormitis,“answeredDan,ashewentlaughingawaytoputanewlashtothewhip,washthewagon,andorderSilasaboutwithalltheimportanceofayoungexpress-man。
“BeforeheistiredofthisIwillfindsomethingelseandhaveitreadywhenthenextrestlessfitcomeson,“saidMrs。Jotoherself,asshewroteherlistwithadeepsenseofgratitudethatallherboyswerenotDans。
Mr。Bhaerdidnotentirelyapproveofthenewplan,butagreedtogiveitatrial,whichputDanonhismettle,andcausedhimtogiveupcertainwildplansofhisown,inwhichthenewlashandthelonghillweretohaveborneapart。Hewasupandawayveryearlythenextmorning,heroicallyresistingthetemptationtoracewiththemilkmengoingintotown。Oncethere,hedidhiserrandscarefully,toMr。Bhaer’ssurpriseandMrs。Jo’sgreatsatisfaction。TheCommodoredidgrowlatDan’spromotion,butwaspacifiedbyasuperiorpadlocktohisnewboat-house,andthethoughtthatseamenweremeantforhigherhonorsthandrivingmarket-wagonsanddoingfamilyerrands。SoDanfilledhisnewofficewellandcontentedlyforweeks,andsaidnomoreaboutbolting。ButonedayMr。BhaerfoundhimpummellingJack,whowasroaringformercyunderhisknee。
“Why,Dan,Ithoughtyouhadgivenupfighting,“hesaid,ashewenttotherescue。
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