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第29章

  Bhaer。
  Danlookedhimstraightintheface,andansweredsteadily,“Yes,I
  did。“
  Amurmurwentroundthetable,Tommydroppedhismugwithacrash;Daisycriedout,“Iknewitwasn’tNat;“Nanbegantocry,andMrs。Jolefttheroom,lookingsodisappointed,sorry,andashamedthatDancouldnotbearit。Hehidhisfaceinhishandsamoment,thenthrewuphishead,squaredhisshouldersasifsettlingsomeloaduponthem,andsaid,withthedoggedlook,andhalf-resolute,half-recklesstonehehadusedwhenhefirstcame­;
  “Ididit;nowyoumaydowhatyouliketome,butIwon’tsayanotherwordaboutit。“
  “Noteventhatyouaresorry?“askedMr。Bhaer,troubledbythechangeinhim。
  “Iain’tsorry。“
  “I’llforgivehimwithoutasking,“saidTommy,feelingthatitwashardersomehowtoseebraveDandisgracedthantimidNat。
  “Don’twanttobeforgiven,“returnedDan,gruffly。
  “Perhapsyouwillwhenyouhavethoughtaboutitquietlybyyourself,Iwon’ttellyounowhowsurprisedanddisappointedIam,butbyandbyIwillcomeupandtalktoyouinyourroom。“
  “Won’tmakeanydifference,“saidDan,tryingtospeakdefiantly,butfailingashelookedatMr。Bhaer’ssorrowfulface;and,takinghiswordsforadismissal,Danlefttheroomasifhefounditimpossibletostay。
  Itwouldhavedonehimgoodifhehadstayed;fortheboystalkedthematteroverwithsuchsincereregret,andpity,andwonder,itmighthavetouchedandwonhimtoaskpardon。Noonewasgladtofindthatitwashe,notevenNat;for,spiteofallhisfaults,andtheyweremany,everyonelikedDannow,becauseunderhisroughexteriorlaysomeofthemanlyvirtueswhichwemostadmireandlove。Mrs。Johadbeenthechiefprop,aswellascultivator,ofDan;andshetookitsadlytoheartthatherlastandmostinterestingboyhadturnedoutsoill。Thetheftwasbad,butthelyingaboutit,andallowinganothertosuffersomuchfromanunjustsuspicionwasworse;andmostdiscouragingofallwastheattempttorestorethemoneyinanunderhandway,foritshowednotonlyawantofcourage,butapowerofdeceitthatbodedillforthefuture。Stillmoretryingwashissteadyrefusaltotalkofthematter,toaskpardon,orexpressanyremorse。Dayspassed;andhewentabouthislessonsandhiswork,silent,grim,andunrepentant。AsiftakingwarningbytheirtreatmentofNat,heaskednosympathyofanyone,rejectedtheadvancesoftheboys,andspenthisleisurehoursroamingaboutthefieldsandwoods,tryingtofindplaymatesinthebirdsandbeasts,andsucceedingbetterthanmostboyswouldhavedone,becauseheknewandlovedthemsowell。
  “Ifthisgoesonmuchlonger,I’mafraidhewillrunawayagain,forheistooyoungtostandalifelikethis,“saidMr。Bhaer,quitedejectedatthefailureofallhisefforts。
  “AlittlewhileagoIshouldhavebeenquitesurethatnothingwouldtempthimaway,butnowIamreadyofanything,heissochanged,“answeredpoorMrs。Jo,whomournedoverherboyandcouldnotbecomforted,becauseheshunnedhermorethananyoneelse,andonlylookedatherwiththehalf-fierce,half-imploringeyesofawildanimalcaughtinatrap,whenshetriedtotalktohimalone。
  Natfollowedhimaboutlikeashadow,andDandidnotrepulsehimasrudelyashedidothers,butsaid,inhisbluntway,“Youareallright;don’tworryaboutme。Icanstanditbetterthanyoudid。“
  “ButIdon’tliketohaveyouallalone,“Natwouldsay,sorrowfully。
  “Ilikeit;“andDanwouldtrampaway,stiflingasighsometimes,forhewaslonely。
  Passingthroughthebirchgroveoneday,hecameuponseveraloftheboys,whowereamusingthemselvesbyclimbingupthetreesandswingingdownagain,astheyslenderelasticstemsbenttilltheirtopstouchedtheground。Danpausedaminutetowatchthefun,withoutofferingtojoininit,andashestoodthereJacktookhisturn。Hehadunfortunatelychosentoolargeatree;forwhenheswungoff,itonlybentalittleway,andlefthimhangingatadangerousheight。
  “Goback;youcan’tdoit!“calledNedfrombelow。
  Jacktried,butthetwigsslippedfromhishands,andhecouldnotgethislegsroundthetrunk。Hekicked,andsquirmed,andclutchedinvain,thengaveitup,andhungbreathless,sayinghelplessly,­;
  “Catchme!helpme!Imustdrop!“
  “You’llbekilledifyoudo,“criedNed,frightenedoutofhiswits。
  “Holdon!“shoutedDan;andupthetreehewent,crashinghiswayalongtillhenearlyreachedJack,whosefacelookedupathim,fulloffearandhope。
  “You’llbothcomedown,“saidNed,dancingwithexcitementontheslopeunderneath,whileNatheldouthisarms,inthewildhopeofbreakingthefall。
  “That’swhatIwant;standfromunder,“answeredDan,coolly;and,ashespoke,hisaddedweightbentthetreemanyfeetnearertheearth。
  Jackdroppedsafely;butthebirch,lightenedofhalfitsload,flewupagainsosuddenly,thatDan,intheactofswingingroundtodropfeetforemost,losthisholdandfellheavily。
  “I’mnothurt,allrightinaminute,“hesaid,sittingup,alittlepaleanddizzy,astheboysgatheredroundhim,fullofadmirationandalarm。
  “You’reatrump,Dan,andI’meversomuchobligedtoyou,“criedJack,gratefully。
  “Itwasn’tanything,“mutteredDan,risingslowly。
  “Isayitwas,andI’llshakehandswithyou,thoughyouare­;,“
  Nedcheckedtheunluckywordonhistongue,andheldouthishand,feelingthatitwasahandsomethingonhispart。
  “ButIwon’tshakehandswithasneak;“andDanturnedhisbackwithalookofscorn,thatcausedNedtorememberthebrook,andretirewithundignifiedhaste。
  “Comehome,oldchap;I’llgiveyoualift;“andNatwalkedawaywithhimleavingtheotherstotalkoverthefeattogether,towonderwhenDanwould“comeround,“andtowishoneandallthatTommy’s“confoundedmoneyhadbeeninJerichobeforeitmadesuchafuss。“
  WhenMr。Bhaercameintoschoolnextmorning,helookedsohappy,thattheboyswonderedwhathadhappenedtohim,andreallythoughthehadlosthismindwhentheysawhimgostraighttoDan,and,takinghimbybothhands,sayallinonebreath,asheshookthemheartily,­;
  “Iknowallaboutit,andIbegyourpardon。Itwaslikeyoutodoit,andIloveyouforit,thoughit’sneverrighttotelllies,evenforafriend。“
  “Whatisit?“criedNat,forDansaidnotaword,onlylifteduphishead,asifaweightofsomesorthadfallenoffhisback。
  “DandidnottakeTommy’smoney;“andMr。Bhaerquiteshoutedit,hewassoglad。
  “Whodid?“criedtheboysinachorus。
  Mr。Bhaerpointedtooneemptyseat,andeveryeyefollowedhisfinger,yetnoonespokeforaminute,theyweresosurprised。
  “Jackwenthomeearlythismorning,butheleftthisbehindhim;“andinthesilenceMr。Bhaerreadthenotewhichhehadfoundtiedtohisdoor-handlewhenherose。“ItookTommy’sdollar。Iwaspeekinginthroughacrackandsawhimputitthere。Iwasafraidtotellbefore,thoughIwantedto。Ididn’tcaresomuchaboutNat,butDanisatrump,andIcan’tstanditanylonger。
  Ineverspentthemoney;it’sunderthecarpetinmyroom,rightbehindthewashstand。I’mawfulsorry。Iamgoinghome,anddon’tthinkIshallevercomeback,soDanmayhavemythings。“JACK“Itwasnotanelegantconfession,beingbadlywritten,muchblotted,andveryshort;butitwasapreciouspapertoDan;and,whenMr。Bhaerpaused,theboywenttohim,saying,inaratherbrokenvoice,butwithcleareyes,andthefrank,respectfulmannertheyhadtriedtoteachhim,­;
  “I’llsayI’msorrynow,andaskyoutoforgiveme,sir。“
  “Itwasakindlie,Dan,andIcan’thelpforgivingit;butyouseeitdidnogood,“saidMr。Bhaer,withahandoneithershoulder,andafacefullofreliefandaffection。
  “ItkepttheboysfromplaguingNat。That’swhatIdiditfor。Itmadehimrightdownmiserable。Ididn’tcaresomuch,“explainedDan,asifgladtospeakoutafterhishardsilence。
  “Howcouldyoudoit?Youarealwayssokindtome,“falteredNat,feelingastrongdesiretohughisfriendandcry。Twogirlishperformances,whichwouldhavescandalizedDantothelastdegree。
  “It’sallrightnow,oldfellow,sodon’tbeafool,“hesaid,swallowingthelumpinhisthroat,andlaughingoutashehadnotdoneforweeks。
  “DoesMrs。Bhaerknow?“heasked,eagerly。
  “Yes;andsheissohappyIdon’tknowwhatshewilldotoyou,“beganMr。Bhaer,butgotnofarther,forheretheboyscamecrowdingaboutDaninatumultofpleasureandcuriosity;butbeforehehadansweredmorethanadozenquestions,avoicecriedout,­;
  “ThreecheersforDan!“andtherewasMrs。Jointhedoorwaywavingherdish-towel,andlookingasifshewantedtodanceajigforjoy,assheusedtodowhenagirl。
  “Nowthen,“criedMr。Bhaer,andledoffarousinghurrah,whichstartledAsiainthekitchen,andmadeoldMr。Robertsshakehisheadashedroveby,saying,­;
  “SchoolsarenotwhattheywerewhenIwasyoung!“
  Danstooditprettywellforaminute,butthesightofMrs。Jo’sdelightupsethim,andhesuddenlyboltedacrossthehallintotheparlor,whithersheinstantlyfollowed,andneitherwereseenforhalfanhour。
  Mr。Bhaerfounditverydifficulttocalmhisexcitedflock;and,seeingthatlessonswereanimpossibilityforatime,hecaughttheirattentionbytellingthemthefineoldstoryofthefriendswhosefidelitytooneanotherhasmadetheirnamesimmortal。Theladslistenedandremembered,forjustthentheirheartsweretouchedbytheloyaltyofahumblerpairoffriends。Theliewaswrong,butthelovethatprompteditandthecouragethatboreinsilencethedisgracewhichbelongedtoanother,madeDanaherointheireyes。Honestyandhonorhadanewmeaningnow;agoodnamewasmorepreciousthangold;foroncelostmoneycouldnotbuyitback;
  andfaithinoneanothermadelifesmoothandhappyasnothingelsecoulddo。
  Tommyproudlyrestoredthenameofthefirm;NatwasdevotedtoDan;
  andalltheboystriedtoatonetobothforformersuspicionandneglect。
  Mrs。Jorejoicedoverherflock,andMr。BhaerwasnevertiredoftellingthestoryofhisyoungDamonandPythias。CHAPTERXVINTHEWILLOW
  Theoldtreesawandheardagoodmanylittlescenesandconfidencesthatsummer,becauseitbecamethefavoriteretreatofallthechildren,andthewillowseemedtoenjoyit,forapleasantwelcomealwaysmetthem,andthequiethoursspentinitsarmsdidthemallgood。IthadagreatdealofcompanyoneSaturdayafternoon,andsomelittlebirdreportedwhatwentonthere。
  FirstcameNanandDaisywiththeirsmalltubsandbitsofsoap,fornowandthentheywereseizedwithatidyfit,andwashedupalltheirdolls’clothesinthebrook。Asiawouldnothavethem“sloppinground“
  inherkitchen,andthebath-roomwasforbiddensinceNanforgottoturnoffthewatertillitoverflowedandcamegentlydrippingdownthroughtheceiling。Daisywentsystematicallytowork,washingfirstthewhiteandthenthecoloredthings,rinsingthemnicely,andhangingthemtodryonacordfastenedfromonebarberry-bushtoanother,andpinningthemupwithasetoftinyclothes-pinsNedhadturnedforher。ButNanputallherlittlethingstosoakinthesametub,andthenforgotthemwhileshecollectedthistledowntostuffapillowforSemiramis,QueenofBabylon,asonedollwasnamed。Thistooksometime,andwhenMrs。Giddy-gaddycametotakeoutherclothes,deepgreenstainsappearedoneverything,forshehadforgottenthegreensilkliningofacertaincape,anditscolorhadsoakednicelyintothepinkandbluegowns,thelittlechemises,andeventhebestruffledpetticoat。
  “Ohme!whatamess!“sighedNan。