首页 >出版文学> Lincoln’s Personal Life>第15章
  Hisrefusaltocompromisewasbeginningtobearfruit。TheGulfStatesseceded。ASouthernConfederacywasformed。Thereisnoevidencethathelostfaithinhiscourse,butabundantevidencethathewasterriblyunhappy。Hewaspreyeduponbyhissenseofhelplessness,whileBuchananthroughhisweaknessandvacillationwas“givingawaythecase。““Secessionisbeingfostered,“saidhe,“ratherthanrepressed,andifthedoctrinemeetswithgeneralacceptanceintheBorderStates,itwillbeagreatblowtothegovernment。“[9]Hedidnotdeceivehimselfuponthepossibleeffectofhisultimatum,andsentwordtoGeneralScotttobepreparedtoholdorto“retake“thefortsgarrisonedbyFederaltroopsintheSouthernStates。[10]
  Allthewhilehispremonitionoftheapproachofdoomgrewmoredarklyoppressive。Thetrailoftheartistisdiscernibleacrosshisthoughts。Inhistroubledimaginationheidentifiedhisownsituationwiththatoftheprotagonistintragediesonthethemeoffate。Hedidnotwithholdhisthoughtsfromthesupremeinstance。Thatsamefriendwhofoundhimpossessedofgloompreservedthesewordsofhis:“IhavereadonmykneesthestoryofGethsemane,whentheSonofGodprayedinvainthatthecupofbitternessmightpassfromhim。IamintheGardenofGethsemanenowandmycupofbitternessisfullandoverflowingnow。“[11]
  “Likesomestrongseerinatrance,Seeingallhisownmischance,Withaglassycountenance,“
  hefacedtowardWashington,towardthegloriousterrorpromisedhimbyhissuperstitions。
  Thelastdaysbeforethedepartureweredaysofmingledgloom,desperation,andtheattempttorecoverhope。Hevisitedhisoldstepmotherandmadeapilgrimagetohisfather’sgrave。
  Histhoughtsfondlyrenewedthedetailsofhispastlife,lingereduponthisandthat,asiffearfulthatitwasallslippingawayfromhimforever。AndthenherousedhimselfasifinsuddenrevoltagainsttheFates。ThedaybeforeheleftSpringfieldforeverLincolnmethispartnerforthelasttimeattheirlawofficetowindupthelastoftheirunsettledbusiness。“Afterthosethingswerealldisposedof,“saysHerndon,“hecrossedtotheoppositesideoftheroomandthrewhimselfdownontheoldofficesofa……Helaythereforsomemomentshisfacetotheceilingwithouteitherofusspeaking。Presently,heinquired:’Billy’——healwayscalledmebythatname——’howlonghavewebeentogether?’’Oversixteenyears,’Ianswered。’We’veneverhadacrosswordduringallthattime,havewe?’……Hegatheredabundleofpapersandbookshewishedtotakewithhimandstartedtogo,butbeforeleaving,hemadethestrangerequestthatthesignboardwhichswungonitsrustyhingesatthefootofthestairwaywouldremain。’Letithangthereundisturbed,’hesaid,withasignificantloweringofthevoice。’GiveourclientstounderstandthattheelectionofaPresidentmakesnochangeinthefirmofLincoln&Herndon。IfIlive,Iamcomingbacksometime,andthenwe’llgorightonpractisinglawasifnothinghadhappened。’Helingeredforamomentasiftotakealastlookattheoldquarters,andthenpassedthroughthedoorintothenarrowhallway。“[12]
  Onadrearydaywithacoldrainfalling,hesetforth。Therailwaystationwaspackedwithfriends。Hemadehiswaythroughthecrowdslowly,shakinghands。“Havingfinallyreachedthetrain,heascendedtherearplatform,and,facingabouttothethrongwhichhadclosedabouthim,drewhimselfuptohisfullheight,removedhishatandstoodforseveralsecondsinprofoundsilence。Hiseyesrovedsadlyoverthatseaofupturnedfaces……Therewasanunusualquiveronhislipsandastillmoreunusualtearonhisshriveledcheek。
  Hissolemnmanner,hislongsilence,wereasfullofmelancholyeloquenceasanywordshecouldhaveuttered。“[13]Atlength,hespoke:“Myfriends,noonenotinmysituationcanappreciatemyfeelingofsadnessatthisparting。Tothisplaceandthekindnessofthesepeople,Ioweeverything。HereIhavelivedaquarterofacentury,andhavepassedfromayoungtoanoldman。Heremychildrenhavebeenbornandoneisburied。Inowleave,notknowingwhenorwhetherever,Imayreturn,withataskbeforemegreaterthanthatwhichresteduponWashington。
  WithouttheassistanceofthatDivineBeingwhoeverattendedhim,Icannotsucceed。Withthatassistance,Icannotfail。
  TrustinginHimwhocangowithmeandremainwithyou,andbeeverywhereforgood,letusconfidentlyhopethatallwillyetbewell。ToHiscarecommendingyou,asIhopeinyourprayersyouwillcommendme,Ibidyouanaffectionatefarewell。“[14]
  Thereisaperiodofsixteenmonths——fromFebruary,1861,toadayinJune,1862,——whenLincolnisthemostsingular,themostproblematicofstatesmen。Outofthisperiodheissueswithapparentabruptness,thefinalLincoln,withaplaceamongthefewconsummatemastersofstate-craft。Duringthesixteenmonths,hisgeniuscomesandgoes。Hisconfidence,whetherinhimselforinothers,isanuncertainquantity。Attimesheisbold,evenrash;atothers,irresolute。Theconstantfactorinhismoodallthiswhileishisamazinghumility。Heseemstohaveforgottenhisownexistence。Asapersonwithlikesanddislikes,withpersonalhopesandfears,hehasvanished。Heisbutanafflictedandperplexedmind,strugglingdesperatelytosavehiscountry。Aselflessman,hemaybetrulycalledthroughmonthsoftormentwhichmadehimoverfromatheoreticaltoapracticalstatesman。Heenteredthisperiodaliterarymanwhohadbeenelevatedalmostbyaccidenttothepositionofaleaderinpolitics。Aftermanyblunders,afterdoubt,hesitationandpain,hecameforthfromthissternordealapowerfulmanofaction。
  Theimpressionwhichhemadeonthecountryattheopeningofthisperiodwasunfortunate。Theverypowerthathadhithertobeenthemakingofhim——theliterarypower,revealingtomeninwonderfullyconvincingformtheideaswhichtheyfeltwithinthembutcouldnotutter——thishaddesertedhim。Explainthepsychologyofitanywayyouwill,thereisthefact!ThespeechesLincolnmadeonthewaytoWashingtonduringthelatterpartofFebruarywereappallinglyunlikehimself。Hismindhadsuddenlyfallendumb。Hehadnothingtosay。Thegloom,thedesolationthathadpenetratedhissoul,somehow,forthemoment,madehimcommonplace。Whenhetalked——asconventionrequiredhimtodoatallhisstoppingplaces——hiswordswerebutfaintechoesofthegreatpoliticalexponentheoncehadbeen。Hisutteranceswerefatuous;mereexhortationstothecountrynottoworry。“Thereisnocrisisbutanartificialone,“hesaid。[1]Andthecountrystoodaghast!
  Amazement,bewilderment,indignation,wasthecourseofthereactioninmanymindsofhisownparty。TheirverdictwasexpressedintheangrylanguageofSamuelBowles,“LincolnisaSimpleSusan。“[2]
  Inprivatetalk,Lincolnadmittedthathewas“moretroubledabouttheoutlookthanhethoughtitdiscreettoshow。“Thisremarkwasmadetoa“PublicMan,“whosediaryhasbeenpublishedbutwhoseidentityisstillsecret。ThoughkeenlyalertforanytouchofweaknessorabsurdityinthenewPresident,callinghim“themostill-favoredsonofAdamI
  eversaw,“thePublicManfoundhim“craftyandsensible。“Inconversation,theoldLincoln,thematchlessphrase-maker,couldstillexpresshimself。AtNewYorkhewastoldofawildschemethatwasonfoottoseparatethecityfromtheNorth,formacitystatesuchasHamburgthenwas,andsetupacommercialalliancewiththeConfederacy。“Astothefreecitybusiness,“saidLincoln,“well,Ireckonitwillbesometimebeforethefrontdoorsetsupbookkeepingonitsownaccount。“[3]
  TheformalroundofentertainmentonhiswaytoWashingtonweariedLincolnintensely。Harassedandpreoccupied,hewasgenerallyillatease。Andhewastotallyunusedtosumptuousliving。Failuresinsocialusagewereinevitable。NewYorkwasconvulsedwithamusementbecauseattheoperaheworeapairofhugeblackkidgloveswhichattractedtheattentionofthewholehouse,“hangingastheydidovertheredvelvetboxfront。“Ataninformalreception,betweenactsinthedirector’sroom,helookedterriblyboredandsatonthesofaattheendoftheroomwithhishatpushedbackonhishead。
  Caricaturesfilledtheoppositionpapers。Hewasspokenofasthe“Illinoisape“andthe“gorilla。“Everyrashremark,every“break“insocialform,everygaucheriewasseizeduponandridiculedwith-outmercy。
  ThereisnodenyingthattheodditiesofLincoln’smannerthoughquicklydismissedfromthoughtbymenofgenius,seriouslytroubledevengenerousmenwholackedtheintuitionsofgenius。Andheneverovercametheseoddities。Duringtheperiodofhisnovitiateasaruler,thecriticalsixteenmonths,theywerecarriedawkwardly,withembarrassment。Laterwhenhehadfoundhimselfasaruler,whenhisself-confidencehadreacheditsultimateformandheknewwhathereallywas,heforgottheirexistence。Nonetheless,theywerealwaysapartofhim,hisindelibleenvelope。Attheheightofhispower,hereceivedvisitorswithhisfeetinleatherslippers。[4]
  Hediscussedgreataffairsofstatewithoneofthoseslipperedfeetflungupontoacornerofhisdesk。Afavoriteattitude,evenwhendebatingvitalmatterswiththegreatonesofthenation,isdescribedbyhissecretariesas“sittingonhisshoulders“——hewouldslidefardownintohischairandstickupbothslipperssohighabovehisheadthattheycouldrestwitheaseuponhismantelpiece。[5]Nowonderthathisenemiesmadeunlimitedfun。Andtheyprofessedtobelievethattherewasanissuehere。WhentheelegantMcClellanwasmovingheavenandearth,ashefancied,togetthearmyoutofitsshirt-sleeves,thePresident’smannerwasacauseofendlessirritation。
  Stillmoreseriouswastheeffectofhismanneronmanymenwhoagreedwithhimotherwise。Suchahigh-mindedleaderasGovernorAndrewofMassachusettsnevergotoverthefeelingthatLincolnwasarowdy。Howcouldarowdybethesalvationofthecountry?Inthedarkdaysof1864,whenarebellionagainsthisleadershipwasattempted,thismerelyaccidentalsideofhimwasanelementofdanger。Thebarrierithadcreatedbetweenhimselfandthemoreformaltypes,madeithardforthemenwhofinallysavedhimtoovercometheirprejudiceandnailhiscolorstothemast。Andrew’sbiographershowshimselfashrewdobserverwhenheinsistsontheunexpressedbutinexorablescalebywhichAndrewandhisfollowingmeasuredLincoln。Theyhadgrownupinthefaiththatyoucouldtellastatesmanbycertainexternalsigns,chieflybyagrandioseandcommandingaspectsuchasmadeoverpoweringthepresenceofWebster。Andthisideawasnotconfinedtoanyonelocality。
  Everywhere,moreorless,theconservativeportionineverypartyheldthisview。ItwastheviewofWashingtonin1848
  whenWashingtonhadfailedtoseetherealLincolnthroughhissurfacepeculiarities。ItwasagaintheviewofWashingtonwhenLincolnreturnedtoit。
  Furthermore,hisfreewayoftalking,thebroadstorieshecontinuedtotell,weremadecountsinhisindictment。OneofthebequestsofPuritanisminAmericaistheideal,atleast,ofextremescrupulousnessintalk。TomanysinceremenLincoln’schoiceoffableswasoftenadeadlyoffense。CharlesFrancisAdamsnevergotovertheshockoftheirfirstinterview。Lincolnclenchedapointwithabroadstory。Manyprofessionalpoliticianswhohadnoobjectiontosuchtalkinitself,glaredandsneeredwhenthePresidentusedit——becauseforsooth,itmightestrangeavote。
  Then,too,Lincolnhadnoneofthesocialfinessethatmighthaveadaptedhismannertovariousclasses。Hewasalwaysincorrigiblythedemocratpureandsimple。Hewouldhavelaugheduproariouslyoverthatundergraduatehumor,thejoyofafamousAmericanUniversity,supposedlystrongonDemocracy:
  “WhereGodspeakstoJones,intheverysametones,ThatheusestoHadleyandDwight。“
  ThoughLincoln’squeeraplomb,hisgood-humoredfamiliarityonfirstacquaintance,delightedmostofhisvisitors,itoffendedmany。Itwaslackingintact。Oftenitwasaclumsyattempttobejovialtoosoon,aswhenheaddressedGreeleybythenameof“Horace“almostonfirstsight。Hisdevicesforputtingmenonthefamiliarfootinglackedoriginality。Thefrequencywithwhichhecalleduponatallvisitortomeasureupagainsthimrevealsthepovertyofhissocialinvention。HeappliedthisdevicewithequalthoughtlessnesstothestatelySumner,whoprotested,andtoanobodywhogrinnedandwasdelighted。
  ItwasthismereenvelopeofthegeniusthatwasdeplorablyevidentonthejourneyfromSpringfieldtoWashington。Therewasonedetailofthejourneythatgavehisenemiesamoredefinitegroundforsneering。Bytheironyoffate,thefirstclearinstanceofLincoln’shumility,hisreluctancetosetuphisownjudgmentagainsthisadvisers,wasalsohisfirstseriousmistake。Thereisadistinctionherethatisvital。
  Lincolnwasenteringonanewrole,theroleofthemanofaction。Hithertoallthegreatdecisionsofhislifehadbeenspeculative;theyhaddevelopedfromwithin;theydealtwithideas。Theinflexiblesideofhimwasintellectual。Now,withoutanyadequateapprenticeship,hewascalledupontomakepracticaldecisions,todecideoncoursesofaction,atonesteptopassfromthedreamofstatecrafttoitsapplication。
  Inevitably,foraconsiderabletime,hewastwopeople;hepassedbackandforthfromonetotheother;onlybydegreesdidhebringthetwotogether。Meanwhile,heappearedcontradictory。Inwardly,asathinker,hisdevelopmentwasunbroken;hewasstillcool,inflexible,drawingallhisconclusionsoutofthedepthsofhimself。Outwardly,inaction,hewaslearningthenewtask,hesitatingly,withvacillation,withexcessiveregardtotheadviserswhomhetreatedasexpertsinaction。Itwasnoslightmatterforanextraordinarilysensitivemantotakeupanewroleatfifty-two。
  ThisfirstofficialmistakeofLincoln’swasingivingwaytothefearsofhisretinueforhissafety。Thetimehadbecomehysterical。Thewildestsortofstoriesfilledtheair。EvenbeforeheleftSpringfieldtherewererumorsofplotstoassassinatehim。[6]OnhisarrivalatPhiladelphiainformationwassubmittedtohiscompanionswhichconvincedthemthathislifewasindanger——anattemptwouldbemadetokillhimashepassedthroughBaltimore。SewardatWashingtonhadheardthesamestoryandhadsenthissontoPhiladelphiatoadvisecaution。Lincoln’sfriendsinsistedthatheleavehisspecialtrainandproceedtoWashingtonwithonlyonecompanion,onanordinarynighttrain。Railwayofficialswerecalledin。
  Elaborateprecautionswerearranged。Thetelegraphlineswerealltobedisconnectedforanumberofhourssothateveniftheconspirators——assumingtherewereany——shoulddiscoverhischangeofplan,theywouldbeunabletocommunicatewithBaltimore。Theonesoldierintheparty,ColonelSumner,vehementlyprotestedthatthesechangeswereall“adamnedpieceofcowardice。“ButLincolnacquiescedintheviewsofthemajorityofhisadvisers。HepassedthroughBaltimorevirtuallyindisguise;nothinghappened;nocertainevidenceofaconspiracywasdiscovered。Andallhisenemiestookupthecryofcowardiceandrangthechangesuponit。[7]