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第46章

  Thusuncertainlytheweekpassedon;tillonemorningStockdalesaidtoher:’Ihavehadaletter,Lizzy。ImustcallyouthattillI
  amgone。’
  ’Gone?’saidsheblankly。
  ’Yes,’hesaid。’Iamgoingfromthisplace。IfeltitwouldbebetterforusboththatIshouldnotstayafterwhathashappened。
  Infact,Icouldn’tstayhere,andlookonyoufromdaytoday,withoutbecomingweakandfalteringinmycourse。Ihavejustheardofanarrangementbywhichtheotherministercanarrivehereinaboutaweek;andletmegoelsewhere。’
  Thathehadallthistimecontinuedsofirmlyfixedinhisresolutioncameuponherasagrievoussurprise。’Youneverlovedme!’shesaidbitterly。
  ’Imightsaythesame,’hereturned;’butIwillnot。Grantmeonefavour。ComeandhearmylastsermononthedaybeforeIgo。’
  Lizzy,whowasachurch-goeronSundaymornings,frequentlyattendedStockdale’schapelintheeveningwiththerestofthedouble-
  minded;andshepromised。
  ItbecameknownthatStockdalewasgoingtoleave,andagoodmanypeopleoutsidehisownsectweresorrytohearit。Theinterveningdaysflewrapidlyaway,andontheeveningoftheSundaywhichprecededthemorningofhisdepartureLizzysatinthechapeltohearhimforthelasttime。Thelittlebuildingwasfulltooverflowing,andhetookupthesubjectwhichallhadexpected,thatofthecontrabandtradesoextensivelypractisedamongthem。Hishearers,inlayinghiswordstotheirownhearts,didnotperceivethattheyweremostparticularlydirectedagainstLizzy,tillthesermonwaxedwarm,andStockdalenearlybrokedownwithemotion。Intruthhisownearnestness,andhersadeyeslookingupathim,weretoomuchfortheyoungman’sequanimity。Hehardlyknewhowheended。HesawLizzy,asthroughamist,turnandgoawaywiththerestofthecongregation;andshortlyafterwardsfollowedherhome。
  Sheinvitedhimtosupper,andtheysatdownalone,hermotherhaving,aswasusualwithheronSundaynights,gonetobedearly。
  ’Wewillpartfriends,won’twe?’saidLizzy,withforcedgaiety,andneveralludingtothesermon:areticencewhichratherdisappointedhim。
  ’Wewill,’hesaid,withaforcedsmileonhispart;andtheysatdown。
  Itwasthefirstmealthattheyhadeversharedtogetherintheirlives,andprobablythelastthattheywouldsoshare。Whenitwasover,andtheindifferentconversationcouldnolongerbecontinued,hearoseandtookherhand。’Lizzy,’hesaid,’doyousaywemustpart——doyou?’
  ’Youdo,’shesaidsolemnly。’Icansaynomore。’
  ’NorI,’saidhe。’Ifthatisyouranswer,good-bye!’
  Stockdalebentoverherandkissedher,andsheinvoluntarilyreturnedhiskiss。’Ishallgoearly,’hesaidhurriedly。’Ishallnotseeyouagain。’
  Andhedidleaveearly。Hefancied,whensteppingforthintothegreymorninglight,tomountthevanwhichwastocarryhimaway,thathesawafacebetweenthepartedcurtainsofLizzy’swindow,butthelightwasfaint,andthepanesglistenedwithwet;sohecouldnotbesure。Stockdalemountedthevehicle,andwasgone;andonthefollowingSundaythenewministerpreachedinthechapeloftheMoyntonWesleyans。
  Oneday,twoyearsaftertheparting,Stockdale,nowsettledinamidlandtown,cameintoNether-Moyntonbycarrierintheoriginalway。Joggingalonginthevanthatafternoonhehadputquestionstothedriver,andtheanswersthathereceivedinterestedtheministerdeeply。Theresultofthemwasthathewentwithouttheleasthesitationtothedoorofhisformerlodging。Itwasaboutsixo’clockintheevening,andthesametimeofyearaswhenhehadleft;now,too,thegroundwasdampandglistening,thewestwasbright,andLizzy’ssnowdropswereraisingtheirheadsintheborderunderthewall。
  Lizzymusthavecaughtsightofhimfromthewindow,forbythetimethathereachedthedoorshewasthereholdingitopen:andthen,asifshehadnotsufficientlyconsideredheractofcomingout,shedrewherselfback,sayingwithsomeconstraint,’Mr。Stockdale!’
  ’Youknewitwas,’saidStockdale,takingherhand。’IwrotetosayIshouldcall。’
  ’Yes,butyoudidnotsaywhen,’sheanswered。
  ’Ididnot。Iwasnotquitesurewhenmybusinesswouldleadmetotheseparts。’
  ’Youonlycamebecausebusinessbroughtyounear?’
  ’Well,thatisthefact;butIhaveoftenthoughtIshouldliketocomeonpurposetoseeyou……Butwhat’sallthisthathashappened?Itoldyouhowitwouldbe,Lizzy,andyouwouldnotlistentome。’
  ’Iwouldnot,’shesaidsadly。’ButIhadbeenbroughtuptothatlife;anditwassecondnaturetome。However,itisallovernow。
  Theofficershaveblood-moneyfortakingamandeadoralive,andthetradeisgoingtonothing。Wewerehunteddownlikerats。’
  ’Owlettisquitegone,Ihear。’
  ’Yes。HeisinAmerica。Wehadadreadfulstrugglethatlasttime,whentheytriedtotakehim。Itisaperfectmiraclethathelivedthroughit;anditisawonderthatIwasnotkilled。Iwasshotinthehand。Itwasnotbyaim;theshotwasreallymeantformycousin;butIwasbehind,lookingonasusual,andthebulletcametome。Itbledterribly,butIgothomewithoutfainting;andithealedafteratime。Youknowhowhesuffered?’
  ’No,’saidStockdale。’Ionlyheardthathejustescapedwithhislife。’
  ’Hewasshotintheback;butaribturnedtheball。Hewasbadlyhurt。Wewouldnotlethimbetook。ThemencarriedhimallnightacrossthemeadstoKingsbere,andhidhiminabarn,dressinghiswoundaswellastheycould,tillhewassofarrecoveredastobeabletogetabout。Hehadgieduphismillforsometime;andatlasthegottoBristol,andtookapassagetoAmerica,andhe’ssettledinWisconsin。’
  ’Whatdoyouthinkofsmugglingnow?’saidtheministergravely。
  ’Iownthatwewerewrong,’saidshe。’ButIhavesufferedforit。
  Iamverypoornow,andmymotherhasbeendeadthesetwelvemonths……Butwon’tyoucomein,Mr。Stockdale?’
  Stockdalewentin;anditistobesupposedthattheycametoanunderstanding;forafortnightlatertherewasasaleofLizzy’sfurniture,andafterthataweddingatachapelinaneighbouringtown。
  Hetookherawayfromheroldhauntstothehomethathehadmadeforhimselfinhisnativecounty,whereshestudiedherdutiesasaminister’swifewithpraiseworthyassiduity。ItissaidthatinafteryearsshewroteanexcellenttractcalledRenderuntoCaesar;
  or,TheRepentantVillagers,inwhichherownexperiencewasanonymouslyusedastheintroductorystory。Stockdalegotitprinted,aftermakingsomecorrections,andputtinginafewpowerfulsentencesofhisown;andmanyhundredsofcopiesweredistributedbythecoupleinthecourseoftheirmarriedlife。
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