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第38章

  Theroomwasquitesilent;notabreathing,notarustle,camefromanypartofit。Stockdalenowsentapositiveshoutthroughtheopenspaceofthedoor:’Mrs。Newberry!’——stillnoanswer,ormovementofanykindwithin。Thenheheardsoundsfromtheoppositeroom,thatofLizzy’smother,asifshehadbeenarousedbyhisuproarthoughLizzyhadnot,andwasdressingherselfhastily。
  Stockdalesoftlyclosedtheyoungerwoman’sdoorandwentontotheother,whichwasopenedbyMrs。Simpkinsbeforehecouldreachit。
  Shewasinherordinaryclothes,andhadalightinherhand。
  ’What’sthepersoncallingabout?’shesaidinalarm。
  Stockdaletoldthegirl’serrand,addingseriously,’IcannotwakeMrs。Newberry。’
  ’Itisnomatter,’saidhermother。’Icanletthegirlhavewhatshewantsaswellasmydaughter。’Andshecameoutoftheroomandwentdownstairs。
  Stockdaleretiredtowardshisownapartment,saying,however,toMrs。Simpkinsfromthelanding,asifonsecondthoughts,’IsupposethereisnothingthematterwithMrs。Newberry,thatIcouldnotwakeher?’
  ’Ono,’saidtheoldladyhastily。’Nothingatall。’
  Stilltheministerwasnotsatisfied。’Willyougoinandsee?’hesaid。’Ishouldbemuchmoreatease。’
  Mrs。Simpkinsreturnedupthestaircase,wenttoherdaughter’sroom,andcameoutagainalmostinstantly。’ThereisnothingatallthematterwithLizzy,’shesaid;anddescendedagaintoattendtotheapplicant,who,havingseenthelight,hadremainedquietduringthisinterval。
  Stockdalewentintohisroomandlaydownasbefore。HeheardLizzy’smotheropenthefrontdoor,admitthegirl,andthenthemurmureddiscourseofbothastheywenttothestore-cupboardforthemedicamentrequired。Thegirldeparted,thedoorwasfastened,Mrs。Simpkinscameupstairs,andthehousewasagaininsilence。
  Stilltheministerdidnotfallasleep。Hecouldnotgetridofasingularsuspicion,whichwasallthemoreharassinginbeing,iftrue,themostunaccountablethingwithinhisexperience。ThatLizzyNewberrywasinherbedroomwhenhemadesuchaclamouratthedoorhecouldnotpossiblyconvincehimself;notwithstandingthathehadheardhercomeupstairsattheusualtime,gointoherchamber,andshutherselfupintheusualway。Yetallreasonwassomuchagainstherbeingelsewhere,thathewasconstrainedtogobackagaintotheunlikelytheoryofaheavysleep,thoughhehadheardneitherbreathnormovementduringashoutingandknockingloudenoughtorousetheSevenSleepers。
  Beforecomingtoanypositiveconclusionhefellasleephimself,anddidnotawaketillday。HesawnothingofMrs。Newberryinthemorning,beforehewentouttomeettherisingsun,ashelikedtodowhentheweatherwasfine;butasthiswasbynomeansunusual,hetooknonoticeofit。Atbreakfast-timeheknewthatshewasnotfaroffbyhearingherinthekitchen,andthoughhesawnothingofherperson,thatbackapartmentbeingrigorouslyclosedagainsthiseyes,sheseemedtobetalking,ordering,andbustlingaboutamongthepotsandskimmersinsoordinaryamanner,thattherewasnoreasonforhiswastingmoretimeinfruitlesssurmise。
  Theministersufferedfromthesedistractions,andhisextemporizedsermonswerenotimprovedthereby。AlreadyheoftensaidRomansforCorinthiansinthepulpit,andgaveouthymnsinstrangecrampedmetres,thathithertohadalwaysbeenskipped,becausethecongregationcouldnotraiseatunetofitthem。Hefullyresolvedthatassoonashisfewweeksofstayapproachedtheirendhewouldcutthemattershort,andcommithimselfbyproposingadefiniteengagement,repentingatleisureifnecessary。
  Withthisendinview,hesuggestedtoherontheeveningafterhermysterioussleepthattheyshouldtakeawalktogetherjustbeforedark,thelatterpartofthepropositionbeingintroducedthattheymightreturnhomeunseen。Sheconsentedtogo;andawaytheywentoverastile,toashroudedfootpathsuitedfortheoccasion。But,inspiteofattemptsonbothsides,theywereunabletoinfusemuchspiritintotheramble。Shelookedratherpalerthanusual,andsometimesturnedherheadaway。
  ’Lizzy,’saidStockdalereproachfully,whentheyhadwalkedinsilencealongdistance。
  ’Yes,’saidshe。
  ’Youyawned——muchmycompanyistoyou!’Heputitinthatway,buthewasreallywonderingwhetherheryawncouldpossiblyhavemoretodowithphysicalwearinessfromthenightbeforethanmentalwearinessofthatpresentmoment。Lizzyapologized,andownedthatshewasrathertired,whichgavehimanopeningforadirectquestiononthepoint;buthismodestywouldnotallowhimtoputittoher;andheuncomfortablyresolvedtowait。
  ThemonthofFebruarypassedwithalternationsofmudandfrost,rainandsleet,eastwindsandnorth-westerlygales。Thehollowplacesintheploughedfieldsshowedthemselvesaspoolsofwater,whichhadsettledtherefromthehigherlevels,andhadnotyetfoundtimetosoakaway。Thebirdsbegantogetlively,andasinglethrushcamejustbeforesunseteachevening,andsanghopefullyonthelargeelm-treewhichstoodnearesttoMrs。
  Newberry’shouse。Coldblastsandbrittleearthhadgivenplacetoanoozingdampnessmoreunpleasantinitselfthanfrost;butitsuggestedcomingspring,anditsunpleasantnesswasofabearablekind。
  StockdalehadbeengoingtobringaboutapracticalunderstandingwithLizzyatleasthalf-a-dozentimes;but,whatwiththemysteryofherapparentabsenceonthenightoftheneighbour’scall,andhercuriouswayoflyinginbedatunaccountabletimes,hefeltacheckwithinhimwheneverhewantedtospeakout。Thustheystilllivedonasindefinitelyaffiancedlovers,eachofwhomhardlyacknowledgedtheother’sclaimtothenameofchosenone。Stockdalepersuadedhimselfthathishesitationwasowingtothepostponementoftheordainedminister’sarrival,andtheconsequentdelayinhisowndeparture,whichdidawaywithallnecessityforhasteinhiscourtship;butperhapsitwasonlythathisdiscretionwasreassertingitself,andtellinghimthathehadbettergetclearerideasofLizzybeforearrangingforthegrandcontractofhislifewithher。She,onherpart,alwaysseemedreadytobeurgedfurtheronthatquestionthanhehadhithertoattemptedtogo;butshewasnonethelessindependent,andtoadegreewhichwouldhavekeptfromflaggingthepassionofafarmoremutableman。
  OntheeveningofthefirstofMarchhewentcasuallyintohisbedroomaboutdusk,andnoticedlyingonachairagreatcoat,hat,andbreeches。Havingnorecollectionofleavinganyclothesofhisowninthatspot,hewentandexaminedthemaswellashecouldinthetwilight,andfoundthattheydidnotbelongtohim。Hepausedforamomenttoconsiderhowtheymighthavegotthere。Hewastheonlymanlivinginthehouse;andyetthesewerenothisgarments,unlesshehadmadeamistake。No,theywerenothis。HecalledupMarthaSarah。
  ’Howdidthesethingscomeinmyroom?’hesaid,flingingtheobjectionablearticlestothefloor。
  MarthasaidthatMrs。Newberryhadgiventhemtohertobrush,andthatshehadbroughtthemuptherethinkingtheymustbeMr。
  Stockdale’s,astherewasnoothergentlemana-lodgingthere。
  ’Ofcourseyoudid,’saidStockdale。’Nowtakethemdowntoyourmis’ess,andsaytheyaresomeclothesIhavefoundhereandknownothingabout。’
  Asthedoorwasleftopenheheardtheconversationdownstairs。
  ’Howstupid!’saidMrs。Newberry,inatoneofconfusion。’Why,MartherSarer,Ididnottellyoutotake’emtoMr。Stockdale’sroom?’
  ’Ithoughttheymustbehisastheywassomuddy,’saidMarthahumbly。
  ’Youshouldhaveleft’emontheclothes-horse,’saidtheyoungmistressseverely;andshecameupstairswiththegarmentsonherarm,quicklypassedStockdale’sroom,andthrewthemforciblyintoaclosetattheendofapassage。Withthistheincidentended,andthehousewassilentagain。
  Therewouldhavebeennothingremarkableinfindingsuchclothesinawidow’shousehadtheybeenclean;ormoth-eaten,orcreased,ormouldyfromlonglyingby;butthattheyshouldbesplashedwithrecentmudbotheredStockdaleagooddeal。Whenayoungpastorisintheaspenstageofattachment,andopentoagitationatthemeresttrifles,areallysubstantialincongruityofthiscomplexionisadisturbingthing。However,nothingfurtheroccurredatthattime;buthebecamewatchful,andgiventoconjecture,andwasunabletoforgetthecircumstance。
  Onemorning,onlookingfromhiswindow,hesawMrs。Newberryherselfbrushingthetailsofalongdrabgreatcoat,which,ifhemistooknot,wastheverysamegarmentastheonethathadadornedthechairofhisroom。ItwasdenselysplasheduptothehollowofthebackwithneighbouringNether-Moyntonmud,tojudgebyitscolour,thespotsbeingdistinctlyvisibletohiminthesunlight。
  Thepreviousdayortwohavingbeenwet,theinferencewasirresistiblethatthewearerhadquiterecentlybeenwalkingsomeconsiderabledistanceaboutthelanesandfields。Stockdaleopenedthewindowandlookedout,andMrs。Newberryturnedherhead。Herfacebecameslowlyred;sheneverhadlookedprettier,ormoreincomprehensible,hewavedhishandaffectionately,andsaidgood-
  morning;sheansweredwithembarrassment,havingceasedheroccupationontheinstantthatshesawhim,androlledupthecoathalf-cleaned。
  Stockdaleshutthewindow。Somesimpleexplanationofherproceedingwasdoubtlesswithintheboundsofpossibility;buthehimselfcouldnotthinkofone;andhewishedthatshehadplacedthematterbeyondconjecturebyvoluntarilysayingsomethingaboutitthereandthen。
  But,thoughLizzyhadnotofferedanexplanationatthemoment,thesubjectwasbroughtforwardbyheratthenexttimeoftheirmeeting。Shewaschattingtohimconcerningsomeotherevent,andremarkedthatithappenedaboutthetimewhenshewasdustingsomeoldclothesthathadbelongedtoherpoorhusband。
  ’Youkeepthemcleanoutofrespecttohismemory?’saidStockdaletentatively。
  ’Iairanddustthemsometimes,’shesaid,withthemostcharminginnocenceintheworld。
  ’Dodeadmencomeoutoftheirgravesandwalkinmud?’murmuredtheminister,inacoldsweatatthedeceptionthatshewaspractising。
  ’Whatdidyousay?’askedLizzy。