Theroomwasquitesilent;notabreathing,notarustle,camefromanypartofit。Stockdalenowsentapositiveshoutthroughtheopenspaceofthedoor:’Mrs。Newberry!’——stillnoanswer,ormovementofanykindwithin。Thenheheardsoundsfromtheoppositeroom,thatofLizzy’smother,asifshehadbeenarousedbyhisuproarthoughLizzyhadnot,andwasdressingherselfhastily。
Stockdalesoftlyclosedtheyoungerwoman’sdoorandwentontotheother,whichwasopenedbyMrs。Simpkinsbeforehecouldreachit。
Shewasinherordinaryclothes,andhadalightinherhand。
’What’sthepersoncallingabout?’shesaidinalarm。
Stockdaletoldthegirl’serrand,addingseriously,’IcannotwakeMrs。Newberry。’
’Itisnomatter,’saidhermother。’Icanletthegirlhavewhatshewantsaswellasmydaughter。’Andshecameoutoftheroomandwentdownstairs。
Stockdaleretiredtowardshisownapartment,saying,however,toMrs。Simpkinsfromthelanding,asifonsecondthoughts,’IsupposethereisnothingthematterwithMrs。Newberry,thatIcouldnotwakeher?’
’Ono,’saidtheoldladyhastily。’Nothingatall。’
Stilltheministerwasnotsatisfied。’Willyougoinandsee?’hesaid。’Ishouldbemuchmoreatease。’
Mrs。Simpkinsreturnedupthestaircase,wenttoherdaughter’sroom,andcameoutagainalmostinstantly。’ThereisnothingatallthematterwithLizzy,’shesaid;anddescendedagaintoattendtotheapplicant,who,havingseenthelight,hadremainedquietduringthisinterval。
Stockdalewentintohisroomandlaydownasbefore。HeheardLizzy’smotheropenthefrontdoor,admitthegirl,andthenthemurmureddiscourseofbothastheywenttothestore-cupboardforthemedicamentrequired。Thegirldeparted,thedoorwasfastened,Mrs。Simpkinscameupstairs,andthehousewasagaininsilence。
Stilltheministerdidnotfallasleep。Hecouldnotgetridofasingularsuspicion,whichwasallthemoreharassinginbeing,iftrue,themostunaccountablethingwithinhisexperience。ThatLizzyNewberrywasinherbedroomwhenhemadesuchaclamouratthedoorhecouldnotpossiblyconvincehimself;notwithstandingthathehadheardhercomeupstairsattheusualtime,gointoherchamber,andshutherselfupintheusualway。Yetallreasonwassomuchagainstherbeingelsewhere,thathewasconstrainedtogobackagaintotheunlikelytheoryofaheavysleep,thoughhehadheardneitherbreathnormovementduringashoutingandknockingloudenoughtorousetheSevenSleepers。
Beforecomingtoanypositiveconclusionhefellasleephimself,anddidnotawaketillday。HesawnothingofMrs。Newberryinthemorning,beforehewentouttomeettherisingsun,ashelikedtodowhentheweatherwasfine;butasthiswasbynomeansunusual,hetooknonoticeofit。Atbreakfast-timeheknewthatshewasnotfaroffbyhearingherinthekitchen,andthoughhesawnothingofherperson,thatbackapartmentbeingrigorouslyclosedagainsthiseyes,sheseemedtobetalking,ordering,andbustlingaboutamongthepotsandskimmersinsoordinaryamanner,thattherewasnoreasonforhiswastingmoretimeinfruitlesssurmise。
Theministersufferedfromthesedistractions,andhisextemporizedsermonswerenotimprovedthereby。AlreadyheoftensaidRomansforCorinthiansinthepulpit,andgaveouthymnsinstrangecrampedmetres,thathithertohadalwaysbeenskipped,becausethecongregationcouldnotraiseatunetofitthem。Hefullyresolvedthatassoonashisfewweeksofstayapproachedtheirendhewouldcutthemattershort,andcommithimselfbyproposingadefiniteengagement,repentingatleisureifnecessary。
Withthisendinview,hesuggestedtoherontheeveningafterhermysterioussleepthattheyshouldtakeawalktogetherjustbeforedark,thelatterpartofthepropositionbeingintroducedthattheymightreturnhomeunseen。Sheconsentedtogo;andawaytheywentoverastile,toashroudedfootpathsuitedfortheoccasion。But,inspiteofattemptsonbothsides,theywereunabletoinfusemuchspiritintotheramble。Shelookedratherpalerthanusual,andsometimesturnedherheadaway。
’Lizzy,’saidStockdalereproachfully,whentheyhadwalkedinsilencealongdistance。
’Yes,’saidshe。
’Youyawned——muchmycompanyistoyou!’Heputitinthatway,buthewasreallywonderingwhetherheryawncouldpossiblyhavemoretodowithphysicalwearinessfromthenightbeforethanmentalwearinessofthatpresentmoment。Lizzyapologized,andownedthatshewasrathertired,whichgavehimanopeningforadirectquestiononthepoint;buthismodestywouldnotallowhimtoputittoher;andheuncomfortablyresolvedtowait。
ThemonthofFebruarypassedwithalternationsofmudandfrost,rainandsleet,eastwindsandnorth-westerlygales。Thehollowplacesintheploughedfieldsshowedthemselvesaspoolsofwater,whichhadsettledtherefromthehigherlevels,andhadnotyetfoundtimetosoakaway。Thebirdsbegantogetlively,andasinglethrushcamejustbeforesunseteachevening,andsanghopefullyonthelargeelm-treewhichstoodnearesttoMrs。
Newberry’shouse。Coldblastsandbrittleearthhadgivenplacetoanoozingdampnessmoreunpleasantinitselfthanfrost;butitsuggestedcomingspring,anditsunpleasantnesswasofabearablekind。
StockdalehadbeengoingtobringaboutapracticalunderstandingwithLizzyatleasthalf-a-dozentimes;but,whatwiththemysteryofherapparentabsenceonthenightoftheneighbour’scall,andhercuriouswayoflyinginbedatunaccountabletimes,hefeltacheckwithinhimwheneverhewantedtospeakout。Thustheystilllivedonasindefinitelyaffiancedlovers,eachofwhomhardlyacknowledgedtheother’sclaimtothenameofchosenone。Stockdalepersuadedhimselfthathishesitationwasowingtothepostponementoftheordainedminister’sarrival,andtheconsequentdelayinhisowndeparture,whichdidawaywithallnecessityforhasteinhiscourtship;butperhapsitwasonlythathisdiscretionwasreassertingitself,andtellinghimthathehadbettergetclearerideasofLizzybeforearrangingforthegrandcontractofhislifewithher。She,onherpart,alwaysseemedreadytobeurgedfurtheronthatquestionthanhehadhithertoattemptedtogo;butshewasnonethelessindependent,andtoadegreewhichwouldhavekeptfromflaggingthepassionofafarmoremutableman。
OntheeveningofthefirstofMarchhewentcasuallyintohisbedroomaboutdusk,andnoticedlyingonachairagreatcoat,hat,andbreeches。Havingnorecollectionofleavinganyclothesofhisowninthatspot,hewentandexaminedthemaswellashecouldinthetwilight,andfoundthattheydidnotbelongtohim。Hepausedforamomenttoconsiderhowtheymighthavegotthere。Hewastheonlymanlivinginthehouse;andyetthesewerenothisgarments,unlesshehadmadeamistake。No,theywerenothis。HecalledupMarthaSarah。
’Howdidthesethingscomeinmyroom?’hesaid,flingingtheobjectionablearticlestothefloor。
MarthasaidthatMrs。Newberryhadgiventhemtohertobrush,andthatshehadbroughtthemuptherethinkingtheymustbeMr。
Stockdale’s,astherewasnoothergentlemana-lodgingthere。
’Ofcourseyoudid,’saidStockdale。’Nowtakethemdowntoyourmis’ess,andsaytheyaresomeclothesIhavefoundhereandknownothingabout。’
Asthedoorwasleftopenheheardtheconversationdownstairs。
’Howstupid!’saidMrs。Newberry,inatoneofconfusion。’Why,MartherSarer,Ididnottellyoutotake’emtoMr。Stockdale’sroom?’
’Ithoughttheymustbehisastheywassomuddy,’saidMarthahumbly。
’Youshouldhaveleft’emontheclothes-horse,’saidtheyoungmistressseverely;andshecameupstairswiththegarmentsonherarm,quicklypassedStockdale’sroom,andthrewthemforciblyintoaclosetattheendofapassage。Withthistheincidentended,andthehousewassilentagain。
Therewouldhavebeennothingremarkableinfindingsuchclothesinawidow’shousehadtheybeenclean;ormoth-eaten,orcreased,ormouldyfromlonglyingby;butthattheyshouldbesplashedwithrecentmudbotheredStockdaleagooddeal。Whenayoungpastorisintheaspenstageofattachment,andopentoagitationatthemeresttrifles,areallysubstantialincongruityofthiscomplexionisadisturbingthing。However,nothingfurtheroccurredatthattime;buthebecamewatchful,andgiventoconjecture,andwasunabletoforgetthecircumstance。
Onemorning,onlookingfromhiswindow,hesawMrs。Newberryherselfbrushingthetailsofalongdrabgreatcoat,which,ifhemistooknot,wastheverysamegarmentastheonethathadadornedthechairofhisroom。ItwasdenselysplasheduptothehollowofthebackwithneighbouringNether-Moyntonmud,tojudgebyitscolour,thespotsbeingdistinctlyvisibletohiminthesunlight。
Thepreviousdayortwohavingbeenwet,theinferencewasirresistiblethatthewearerhadquiterecentlybeenwalkingsomeconsiderabledistanceaboutthelanesandfields。Stockdaleopenedthewindowandlookedout,andMrs。Newberryturnedherhead。Herfacebecameslowlyred;sheneverhadlookedprettier,ormoreincomprehensible,hewavedhishandaffectionately,andsaidgood-
morning;sheansweredwithembarrassment,havingceasedheroccupationontheinstantthatshesawhim,androlledupthecoathalf-cleaned。
Stockdaleshutthewindow。Somesimpleexplanationofherproceedingwasdoubtlesswithintheboundsofpossibility;buthehimselfcouldnotthinkofone;andhewishedthatshehadplacedthematterbeyondconjecturebyvoluntarilysayingsomethingaboutitthereandthen。
But,thoughLizzyhadnotofferedanexplanationatthemoment,thesubjectwasbroughtforwardbyheratthenexttimeoftheirmeeting。Shewaschattingtohimconcerningsomeotherevent,andremarkedthatithappenedaboutthetimewhenshewasdustingsomeoldclothesthathadbelongedtoherpoorhusband。
’Youkeepthemcleanoutofrespecttohismemory?’saidStockdaletentatively。
’Iairanddustthemsometimes,’shesaid,withthemostcharminginnocenceintheworld。
’Dodeadmencomeoutoftheirgravesandwalkinmud?’murmuredtheminister,inacoldsweatatthedeceptionthatshewaspractising。
’Whatdidyousay?’askedLizzy。
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