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第36章

  ’Buttheytellyouyoumaytakeit?’
  ’Yes,theSMUGGLERS:buttheBUYERSmustnotknowthatthesmugglershavebeenkindtomeattheirexpense。’
  ’Isee,’saidStockdaledoubtfully。’Imuchquestionthehonestyofthisproceeding。’
  Byherdirectionheheldthetubwiththeholeupwards,andwhilehewentthroughtheprocessofalternatelypressingandceasingtopress,sheproducedabottleofwater,fromwhichshetookmouthfuls,conveyingeachtothekegbyputtingherprettylipstothehole,whereitwassuckedinateachrecoveryofthecaskfrompressure。Whenitwasagainfullhepluggedthehole,knockedthehoopdowntoitsplace,andburiedthetubinthelumberasbefore。
  ’Aren’tthesmugglersafraidthatyouwilltell?’heasked,astheyrecrossedthechurchyard。
  ’Ono;theyarenotafraidofthat。Icouldn’tdosuchathing。’
  ’Theyhaveputyouintoaveryawkwardcorner,’saidStockdaleemphatically。’Youmust,ofcourse,asanhonestperson,sometimesfeelthatitisyourdutytoinform——reallyyoumust。’
  ’Well,Ihaveneverparticularlyfeltitasaduty;and,besides,myfirsthusband——’Shestopped,andtherewassomeconfusioninhervoice。Stockdalewassohonestandunsophisticatedthathedidnotatoncediscernwhyshepaused:butatlasthedidperceivethatthewordswereaslip,andthatnowomanwouldhaveuttered’firsthusband’byaccidentunlessshehadthoughtprettyfrequentlyofasecond。Hefeltforherconfusion,andallowedhertimetorecoverandproceed。’Myhusband,’shesaid,inaself-correctedtone,’usedtoknowoftheirdoings,andsodidmyfather,andkeptthesecret。Icannotinform,infact,againstanybody。’
  ’Iseethehardnessofit,’hecontinued,likeamanwholookedfarintothemoralofthings。’Anditisverycruelthatyoushouldbetossedandtantalizedbetweenyourmemoriesandyourconscience。I
  dohope,Mrs。Newberry,thatyouwillsoonseeyourwayoutofthisunpleasantposition。’
  ’Well,Idon’tjustnow,’shemurmured。
  Bythistimetheyhadpassedoverthewallandenteredthehouse,whereshebroughthimaglassandhotwater,andlefthimtohisownreflections。Helookedafterhervanishingform,askinghimselfwhetherhe,asarespectableman,andaminister,andashininglight,eventhoughasyetonlyofthehalfpenny-candlesort,werequitejustifiedindoingthisthing。Asneezesettledthequestion;
  andhefoundthatwhenthefieryliquorwasloweredbytheadditionoftwiceorthricethequantityofwater,itwasoneoftheprettiestcuresforacoldintheheadthathehadeverknown,particularlyatthischillytimeoftheyear。
  Stockdalesatinthedeepchairabouttwentyminutessippingandmeditating,tillheatlengthtookwarmerviewsofthings,andlongedforthemorrow,whenhewouldseeMrs。Newberryagain。Hethenfeltthat,thoughchronologicallyatashortdistance,itwouldinanemotionalsensebeverylongbeforeto-morrowcame,andwalkedrestlesslyroundtheroom。Hiseyewasattractedbyaframedandglazedsamplerinwhicharunningornamentoffir-treesandpeacockssurroundedthefollowingprettybitofsentiment:-
  ’Rose-leavessmellwhenrosesthrive,Here’smyworkwhileI’malive;
  Rose-leavessmellwhenshrunkandshed,Here’smyworkwhenIamdead。
  ’LizzySimpkins。FearGod。HonourtheKing。
  ’Aged11years。
  ’’Tishers,’hesaidtohimself。’Heavens,howIlikethatname!’
  BeforehehaddonethinkingthatnoothernamefromAbigailtoZenobiawouldhavesuitedhisyounglandladysowell,tap-tapcameagainuponthedoor;andtheministerstartedasherfaceappearedyetanothertime,lookingsodisinterestedthatthemostingeniouswouldhaverefrainedfromassertingthatshehadcometoaffecthisfeelingsbyherseductiveeyes。
  ’Wouldyoulikeafireinyourroom,Mr。Stockdale,onaccountofyourcold?’
  Theminister,beingstillalittleprickedintheconscienceforcountenancingherinwateringthespirits,sawhereawaytoself-
  chastisement。’No,Ithankyou,’hesaidfirmly;’itisnotnecessary。Ihaveneverbeenusedtooneinmylife,anditwouldbegivingwaytoluxurytoofar。’
  ’ThenIwon’tinsist,’shesaid,anddisconcertedhimbyvanishinginstantly。
  Wonderingifshewasvexedbyhisrefusal,hewishedthathehadchosentohaveafire,eventhoughitshouldhavescorchedhimoutofbedandendangeredhisself-disciplineforadozendays。
  However,heconsoledhimselfwithwhatwasintrutharareconsolationforabuddinglover,thathewasunderthesameroofwithLizzy;herguest,infact,totakeapoeticalviewofthetermlodger;andthathewouldcertainlyseeheronthemorrow。
  Themorrowcame,andStockdaleroseearly,hiscoldquitegone。Hehadneverinhislifesolongedforthebreakfasthourashedidthatday,andpunctuallyateighto’clock,afterashortwalk,toreconnoitrethepremises,here-enteredthedoorofhisdwelling。
  Breakfastpassed,andMarthaSarahattended,butnobodycamevoluntarilyasonthenightbeforetoinquireiftherewereotherwantswhichhehadnotmentioned,andwhichshewouldattempttogratify。Hewasdisappointed,andwentout,hopingtoseeheratdinner。Dinnertimecame;hesatdowntothemeal,finishedit,lingeredonforawholehour,althoughtwonewteacherswereatthatmomentwaitingatthechapel-doortospeaktohimbyappointment。
  Itwasuselesstowaitlonger,andheslowlywenthiswaydownthelane,cheeredbythethoughtthat,afterall,hewouldseeherintheevening,andperhapsengageagaininthedelightfultub-
  broachingintheneighbouringchurchtower,whichproceedingheresolvedtorendermoremoralbysteadfastlyinsistingthatnowatershouldbeintroducedtofillup,thoughthetubshouldclucklikeallthehensinChristendom。Butnothingcoulddisguisethefactthatitwasaqueerbusiness;andhiscountenancefellwhenhethoughthowmuchmorehismindwasinterestedinthatmatterthaninhisseriousduties。
  However,compunctionvanishedwiththedeclineofday。Nightcame,andhisteaandsupper;butnoLizzyNewberry,andnosweettemptations。Atlasttheministercouldbearitnolonger,andsaidtohisquaintlittleattendant,’WhereisMrs。Newberryto-day?’
  judiciouslyhandingapennyashespoke。
  ’She’sbusy,’saidMartha。
  ’Anythingserioushappened?’heasked,handinganotherpenny,andrevealingyetadditionalpenniesinthebackground。
  ’Ono——nothingatall!’saidshe,withbreathlessconfidence。
  ’Nothingeverhappenstoher。She’sonlybidingupstairsinbedbecause’tisherwaysometimes。’
  Beingayoungmanofsomehonour,hewouldnotquestionfurther,andassumingthatLizzymusthaveabadheadache,orotherslightailment,inspiteofwhatthegirlhadsaid,hewenttobeddissatisfied,notevensettingeyesonoldMrs。Simpkins。’IsaidlastnightthatIshouldseeherto-morrow,’hereflected;’butthatwasnottobe!’
  Nextdayhehadbetterfortune,orworse,meetingheratthefootofthestairsinthemorning,andbeingfavouredbyavisitortwofromherduringtheday——onceforthepurposeofmakingkindlyinquiriesabouthiscomfort,asonthefirstevening,andatanothertimetoplaceabunchofwinter-violetsonhistable,withapromisetorenewthemwhentheydrooped。Ontheseoccasionstherewassomethinginhersmilewhichshowedhowconsciousshewasoftheeffectsheproduced,thoughitmustbesaidthatitwasratherahumorousthanadesigningconsciousness,andsavouredmoreofpridethanofvanity。
  AsforStockdale,heclearlyperceivedthathepossessedunlimitedcapacityforbacksliding,andwishedthattutelarysaintswerenotdeniedtoDissenters。Hesetawatchuponhistongueandeyesforthespaceofonehourandahalf,afterwhichhefounditwasuselesstostrugglefurther,andgavehimselfuptothesituation。
  ’Theotherministerwillbehereinamonth,’hesaidtohimselfwhensittingoverthefire。’ThenIshallbeoff,andshewilldistractmymindnomore!……Andthen,shallIgoonlivingbymyselfforever?No;whenmytwoyearsofprobationarefinished,I
  shallhaveafurnishedhousetolivein,withavarnisheddoorandabrassknocker;andI’llmarchstraightbacktoher,andaskherflat,assoonasthelastplateisonthedresser!
  ThusatitillatingfortnightwaspassedbyyoungStockdale,duringwhichtimethingsproceededmuchassuchmattershavedoneeversincethebeginningofhistory。Hesawtheobjectofattachmentseveraltimesoneday,didnotseeheratallthenext,metherwhenheleastexpectedtodoso,missedherwhenhintsandsignsastowheresheshouldbeatagivenhouralmostamountedtoanappointment。Thismildcoquetrywasperhapsfairenoughunderthecircumstancesoftheirbeingsocloselylodged,andStockdaleputupwithitasphilosophicallyashewasable。Beinginherownhouse,shecould,aftervexinghimordisappointinghimofherpresence,easilywinhimbackbysuddenlysurroundinghimwiththoselittleattentionswhichherpositionashislandladyputitinherpowertobestow。Whenhehadwaitedindoorshalfthedaytoseeher,andonfindingthatshewouldnotbeseen,hadgoneoffinahufftothedreariestanddampestwalkhecoulddiscover,shewouldrestoreequilibriumintheeveningwith’Mr。Stockdale,Ihavefanciedyoumustfeeldraughto’nightsfromyourbedroomwindow,andsoIhavebeenputtingupthickercurtainsthisafternoonwhileyouwereout;’
  or,’Inoticedthatyousneezedtwiceagainthismorning,Mr。
  Stockdale。Dependuponitthatcoldishangingaboutyouyet;Iamsureitis——Ihavethoughtofitcontinually;andyoumustletmemakeapossetforyou。’
  Sometimesincominghomehefoundhissitting-roomrearranged,chairsplacedwherethetablehadstood,andthetableornamentedwiththefewfreshflowersandleavesthatcouldbeobtainedatthisseason,soastoaddanoveltytotheroom。Attimesshewouldbestandingonachairoutsidethehouse,tryingtonailupabranchofthemonthlyrosewhichthewinterwindhadblowndown;andofcoursehesteppedforwardtoassisther,whentheirhandsgotmixedinpassingtheshredsandnails。Thustheybecamefriendsagainafteradisagreement。Shewouldutterontheseoccasionssomeprettyanddeprecatoryremarkonthenecessityofhertroublinghimanew;andhewouldstraightwaysaythathewoulddoahundredtimesasmuchforherifsheshouldsorequire。