Thewinterandthespringhadpassed,andthehousewascomplete。
ItwasafinemorningintheearlypartofJune,andBarnet,thoughnotinthehabitofrisingearly,hadtakenalongwalkbeforebreakfast;returningbywayofthenewbuilding。Asufficientlyexcitingcauseofhisrestlessnessto-daymighthavebeentheintelligencewhichhadreachedhimthenightbefore,thatLucySavilewasgoingtoIndiaafterall,andnotwithstandingtherepresentationsofherfriendsthatsuchajourneywasunadvisableinmanywaysforanunpractisedgirl,unlesssomemoredefiniteadvantagelayattheendofitthanshecouldshowtobethecase。
Barnet’swalkuptheslopetothebuildingbetrayedthathewasinadissatisfiedmood。Hehardlysawthatthedewytimeofdaylentanunusualfreshnesstothebushesandtreeswhichhadsorecentlyputontheirsummerhabitofheavyleafage,andmadehisnewly-laidlawnlookaswellestablishedasanoldmanorialmeadow。Thehousehadbeensoadroitlyplacedbetweensixtallelmswhichweregrowingonthesitebeforehand,thattheyseemedlikerealancestraltrees;andtherooks,youngandold,cawedmelodiouslytotheirvisitor。
Thedoorwasnotlocked,andheentered。Noworkmenappearedtobepresent,andhewalkedfromsunnywindowtosunnywindowoftheemptyrooms,withasenseofseclusionwhichmighthavebeenverypleasantbutfortheantecedentknowledgethathisalmostpaternalcareofLucySavilewastobethrownawaybyherwilfulness。
Footstepsechoedthroughanadjoiningroom;andbendinghiseyesinthatdirection,heperceivedMr。Jones,thearchitect。Hehadcometolookoverthebuildingbeforegivingthecontractorhisfinalcertificate。Theywalkedoverthehousetogether。Everythingwasfinishedexceptthepapering:therewerethelatestimprovementsoftheperiodinbell-hanging,ventilating,smoke-jacks,fire-grates,andFrenchwindows。Thebusinesswassoonended,andJones,havingdirectedBarnet’sattentiontoarollofwall-paperpatternswhichlayonabenchforhischoice,wasleavingtokeepanotherengagement,whenBarnetsaid,’IsthetombfinishedyetforMrs。
Downe?’
’Well——yes:itisatlast,’saidthearchitect,comingbackandspeakingasifhewereinamoodtomakeaconfidence。’Ihavehadnoendoftroubleinthematter,and,totellthetruth,Iamheartilygladitisover。’
Barnetexpressedhissurprise。’IthoughtpoorDownehadgivenupthoseextravagantnotionsofhis?thenhehasgonebacktothealtarandcanopyafterall?Well,heistobeexcused,poorfellow!’
’Ono——hehasnotatallgonebacktothem——quitethereverse,’
Joneshastenedtosay。’Hehassoreduceddesignafterdesign,thatthewholethinghasbeennothingbutwastelabourforme;tillintheendithasbecomeacommonheadstone,whichamasonputupinhalfaday。’
’Acommonheadstone?’saidBarnet。
’Yes。Iheldoutforsometimefortheadditionofafootstoneatleast。Buthesaid,“Ono——hecouldn’taffordit。“’
’Ah,well——hisfamilyisgrowingup,poorfellow,andhisexpensesaregettingserious。’
’Yes,exactly,’saidJones,asifthesubjectwerenoneofhis。AndagaindirectingBarnet’sattentiontothewall-papers,thebustlingarchitectlefthimtokeepsomeotherengagement。
’Acommonheadstone,’murmuredBarnet,leftagaintohimself。Hemusedaminuteortwo,andnextbeganlookingoverandselectingfromthepatterns;buthadnotlongbeenengagedintheworkwhenheheardanotherfootsteponthegravelwithout,andsomebodyentertheopenporch。
Barnetwenttothedoor——itwashismanservantinsearchofhim。
’Ihavebeentryingforsometimetofindyou,sir,’hesaid。’Thisletterhascomebythepost,anditismarkedimmediate。Andthere’sthisonefromMr。Downe,whocalledjustnowwantingtoseeyou。’Hesearchedhispocketforthesecond。
Barnettookthefirstletter——ithadablackborder,andboretheLondonpostmark。Itwasnotinhiswife’shandwriting,orinthatofanypersonheknew;butconjecturesoonceasedashereadthepage,whereinhewasbrieflyinformedthatMrs。Barnethaddiedsuddenlyonthepreviousday,atthefurnishedvillashehadoccupiednearLondon。
Barnetlookedvaguelyroundtheemptyhall,attheblankwalls,outofthedoorway。Drawingalongpalpitatingbreath,andwitheyesdowncast,heturnedandclimbedthestairsslowly,likeamanwhodoubtedtheirstability。Thefactofhiswifehaving,asitwere,diedoncealready,andlivedonagain,hadentirelydislodgedthepossibilityofheractualdeathfromhisconjecture。Hewenttothelanding,leantoverthebalusters,andafterareverie,ofwhosedurationhehadbutthefaintestnotion,turnedtothewindowandstretchedhisgazetothecottagefurtherdowntheroad,whichwasvisiblefromhislanding,andfromwhichLucystillwalkedtothesolicitor’shousebyacrosspath。Thefaintwordsthatcamefromhismovinglipsweresimply,’Atlast!’
Then,almostinvoluntarily,Barnetfelldownonhiskneesandmurmuredsomeincoherentwordsofthanksgiving。Surelyhisvirtueinrestoringhiswifetolifehadbeenrewarded!But,asiftheimpulsestruckuneasilyonhisconscience,hequicklyrose,brushedthedustfromhistrousersandsethimselftothinkofhisnextmovements。HecouldnotstartforLondonforsomehours;andashehadnopreparationstomakethatcouldnotbemadeinhalf-an-hour,hemechanicallydescendedandresumedhisoccupationofturningoverthewall-papers。Theyhadallgotbrighterforhim,thosepapers。
Itwasallchanged——whowouldsitintheroomsthattheyweretoline?HewentontomuseuponLucy’sconductinsofrequentlycomingtothehousewiththechildren;heroccasionalblushinspeakingtohim;herevidentinterestinhim。Whatwomancaninthelongrunavoidbeinginterestedinamanwhomsheknowstobedevotedtoher?Ifhumansolicitationcouldevereffectanything,thereshouldbenogoingtoIndiaforLucynow。Allthepaperspreviouslychosenseemedwrongintheirshades,andhebeganfromthebeginningtochooseagain。
Whileenteringonthetaskheheardaforced’Ahem!’fromwithouttheporch,evidentlyutteredtoattracthisattention,andfootstepsagainadvancingtothedoor。Hisman,whomhehadquiteforgotteninhismentalturmoil,wasstillwaitingthere。
’Ibegyourpardon,sir,’themansaidfromroundthedoorway;’buthere’sthenotefromMr。Downethatyoudidn’ttake。Hecalledjustafteryouwentout,andashecouldn’twait,hewrotethisonyourstudy-table。’
Hehandedintheletter——noblack-borderedonenow,butapractical-
lookingnoteinthewell-knownwritingofthesolicitor。
’DEARBARNET’——itran——’PerhapsyouwillbepreparedfortheinformationIamabouttogive——thatLucySavileandmyselfaregoingtobemarriedthismorning。Ihavehithertosaidnothingastomyintentiontoanyofmyfriends,forreasonswhichIamsureyouwillfullyappreciate。ThecrisishasbeenbroughtaboutbyherexpressingherintentiontojoinherbrotherinIndia。IthendiscoveredthatIcouldnotdowithouther。
’Itistobequiteaprivatewedding;butitismyparticularwishthatyoucomedownherequietlyatten,andgotochurchwithus;itwilladdgreatlytothepleasureIshallexperienceintheceremony,and,Ibelieve,toLucy’salso。Ihavecalledonyouveryearlytomaketherequest,inthebeliefthatIshouldfindyouathome;butyouarebeforehandwithmeinyourearlyrising——Yourssincerely,C。Downe。’
’NeedIwait,sir?’saidtheservantafteradeadsilence。
’Thatwilldo,William。Noanswer,’saidBarnetcalmly。
WhenthemanhadgoneBarnetre-readtheletter。Turningeventuallytothewall-papers,whichhehadbeenatsuchpainstoselect,hedeliberatelytorethemintohalvesandquarters,andthrewthemintotheemptyfireplace。Thenhewentoutofthehouse;lockedthedoor,andstoodinthefrontawhile。Insteadofreturningintothetown,hewentdowntheharbour-roadandthoughtfullylingeredaboutbythesea,nearthespotwherethebodyofDowne’slatewifehadbeenfoundandbroughtashore。
Barnetwasamanwitharichcapacityformisery,andthereisnodoubtthatheexercisedittoitsfullestextentnow。Theeventsthathad,asitwere,dashedthemselvestogetherintoonehalf-hourofthisdayshowedthatcuriousrefinementofcrueltyintheirarrangementwhichoftenproceedsfromthebosomofthewhimsicalgodatothertimesknownasblindCircumstance。Thathisfewminutesofhope,betweenthereadingofthefirstandsecondletters,hadcarriedhimtoextraordinaryheightsofrapturewasprovedbytheimmensityofhissufferingnow。Thesunblazingintohisfacewouldhaveshownaclosewatcherthatahorizontalline,whichhehadnevernoticedbefore,butwhichwasnevertobegonethereafter,wassomehowgraduallyformingitselfinthesmoothofhisforehead。Hiseyes,ofalighthazel,hadacuriouslookwhichcanonlybedescribedbythewordbruised;thesorrowthatlookedfromthembeinglargelymixedwiththesurpriseofamantakenunawares。
Thesecondaryparticularsofhispresentposition,too,wereoddenough,thoughforsometimetheyappearedtoengagelittleofhisattention。Notasoulinthetownknew,asyet,ofhiswife’sdeath;andhealmostowedDownethekindnessofnotpublishingittillthedaywasover:theconjuncture,takenwiththatwhichhadaccompaniedthedeathofMrs。Downe,beingsosingularastobequitesufficienttodarkenthepleasureoftheimpressionablesolicitortoacruelextent,ifmadeknowntohim。ButasBarnetcouldnotsetoutonhisjourneytoLondon,wherehiswifelay,forsomehourstherebeingatthisdatenorailwaywithinadistanceofmanymiles,nogreatreasonexistedwhyheshouldleavethetown。
ImpulseinallitsformscharacterizedBarnet,andwhenheheardthedistantclockstrikethehouroftenhisfeetbegantocarryhimuptheharbour-roadwiththemannerofamanwhomustdosomethingtobringhimselftolife。HepassedLucySavile’soldhouse,hisownnewone,andcameinviewofthechurch。Nowhegaveaperceptiblestart,andhismechanicalconditionwentaway。Beforethechurch-
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