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第18章

  TheheartofBarnetwassufficientlyimpressionabletobeinfluencedbyDowne’spartingprophecythathemightnotbesounwelcomehomeasheimagined:thedrearynightmight,atleastonthisoneoccasion,makeDowne’sforecasttrue。Henceitwasinasuspensethathecouldhardlyhavebelievedpossiblethathehaltedathisdoor。Onenteringhiswifewasnowheretobeseen,andheinquiredforher。Theservantinformedhimthathermistresshadthedressmakerwithher,andwouldbeengagedforsometime。
  ’Dressmakeratthistimeofday!’
  ’Shedinedearly,sir,andhopesyouwillexcuseherjoiningyouthisevening。’
  ’ButsheknewIwascomingto-night?’
  ’Oyes,sir。’
  ’GoupandtellherIamcome。’
  Theservantdidso;butthemistressofthehousemerelytransmittedherformerwords。
  Barnetsaidnothingmore,andpresentlysatdowntohislonelymeal,whichwaseatenabstractedly,thedomesticscenehehadlatelywitnessedstillimpressinghimbyitscontrastwiththesituationhere。Hismindfellbackintopastyearsuponacertainpleasingandgentlebeingwhosefacewouldloomoutoftheirshadesatsuchtimesasthese。Barnetturnedinhischair,andlookedwithunfocusedeyesinadirectionsouthwardfromwherehesat,asifhesawnottheroombutalongwaybeyond。’Iwonderifshelivestherestill!’hesaid。
  Herosewithasuddenrebelliousness,putonhishatandcoat,andwentoutofthehouse,pursuinghiswayalongtheglisteningpavementwhileeighto’clockwasstrikingfromSt。Mary’stower,andtheapprenticesandshopmenwereslamminguptheshuttersfromendtoendofthetown。Intwominutesonlythoseshopswhichcouldboastofnoattendantsavethemasterorthemistressremainedwithopeneyes。Thesewereeversomewhatlessprompttoexcludecustomersthantheothers:fortheirowners’earstheclosinghourhadscarcelythecheerfulnessthatitpossessedforthehiredservantsoftherest。Yetthenightbeingdrearythedelaywasnotforlong,andtheirwindows,too,blinkedtogetheronebyone。
  DuringthistimeBarnethadproceededwithdecidedstepinadirectionatrightanglestothebroadmainthoroughfareofthetown,byalongstreetleadingduesouthward。Here,thoughhisfamilyhadnomoretodowiththeflaxmanufacture,hisownnameoccasionallygreetedhimongatesandwarehouses,beingusedallusivelybysmallrisingtradesmenasarecommendation,insuchwordsas’Smith,fromBarnet&Co。’——’Robinson,latemanageratBarnet’s。’Thesightledhimtoreflectuponhisfather’sbusylife,andhequestionedifithadnotbeenfarhappierthanhisown。
  Thehousesalongtheroadbecamefewer,andpresentlyopengroundappearedbetweenthemoneitherside,thetrackontherighthandrisingtoahigherleveltillitmergedinaknoll。Onthesummitarowofbuilders’scaffold-polesprobedtheindistinctskylikespears,andattheirbasescouldbediscernedthelowercoursesofabuildinglatelybegun。Barnetslackenedhispaceandstoodforafewmomentswithoutleavingthecentreoftheroad,apparentlynotmuchinterestedinthesight,tillsuddenlyhiseyewascaughtbyapostintheforepartofthegroundbearingawhiteboardatthetop。Hewenttotherails,vaultedover,andwalkedinfarenoughtodiscernpaintedupontheboard’ChateauRingdale。’
  Adismalironyseemedtolieinthewords,anditseffectwastoirritatehim。Downe,then,hadspokentruly。Hestuckhisumbrellaintothesod,andseizedthepostwithbothhands,asifintendingtoloosenandthrowitdown。Then,likeonebewilderedbyanoppositionwhichwouldexistnonethelessthoughitsmanifestationswereremoved,heallowedhisarmstosinktohisside。
  ’Letitbe,’hesaidtohimself。’Ihavedeclaredthereshallbepeace——ifpossible。’
  Takinguphisumbrellahequietlylefttheenclosure,andwentonhisway,stillkeepinghisbacktothetown。Hehadadvancedwithmoredecisionsincepassingthenewbuilding,andsoonahoarsemurmurroseuponthegloom;itwasthesoundofthesea。Theroadledtotheharbour,atadistanceofamilefromthetown,fromwhichthetradeofthedistrictwasfed。Afterseeingtheobnoxiousname-boardBarnethadforgottentoopenhisumbrella,andtheraintappedsmartlyonhishat,andoccasionallystrokedhisfaceashewenton。
  Thoughthelampswerestillcontinuedattheroadside,theystoodatwiderintervalsthanbefore,andthepavementhadgivenplacetocommonroad。Everytimehecametoalampanincreasingshinemadeitselfvisibleuponhisshoulders,tillatlasttheyquiteglistenedwithwet。Themurmurfromtheshoregrewstronger,butitwasstillsomedistanceoffwhenhepausedbeforeoneofthesmallestofthedetachedhousesbythewayside,standinginitsowngarden,thelatterbeingdividedfromtheroadbyarowofwoodenpalings。
  Scrutinizingthespottoensurethathewasnotmistaken,heopenedthegateandgentlyknockedatthecottagedoor。
  Whenhehadpatientlywaitedminutesenoughtoleadanymaninordinarycasestoknockagain,thedoorwasheardtoopen,thoughitwasimpossibletoseebywhosehand,therebeingnolightinthepassage。Barnetsaidatrandom,’DoesMissSavilelivehere?’
  Ayouthfulvoiceassuredhimthatshedidlivethere,andbyasuddenafterthoughtaskedhimtocomein。Itwouldsoongetalight,itsaid:butthenightbeingwet,motherhadnotthoughtitworthwhiletotrimthepassagelamp。
  ’Don’ttroubleyourselftogetalightforme,’saidBarnethastily;
  ’itisnotnecessaryatall。WhichisMissSavile’ssitting-room?’
  Theyoungperson,whosewhitepinaforecouldjustbediscerned,signifiedadoorinthesideofthepassage,andBarnetwentforwardatthesamemoment,sothatnolightshouldfalluponhisface。Onenteringtheroomheclosedthedoorbehindhim,pausingtillheheardtheretreatingfootstepsofthechild。
  Hefoundhimselfinanapartmentwhichwassimplyandneatly,thoughnotpoorlyfurnished;everything,fromtheminiaturechiffonniertotheshininglittledaguerreotypewhichformedthecentralornamentofthemantelpiece,beinginscrupulousorder。Thepicturewasenclosedbyaframeofembroideredcard-board——evidentlytheworkoffemininehands——anditwastheportraitofathinfaced,elderlylieutenantinthenavy。Frombehindthelamponthetableafemaleformnowroseintoview,thatofayounggirl,andaresemblancebetweenherandtheportraitwasearlydiscoverable。Shehadbeensoabsorbedinsomeoccupationontheothersideofthelampastohavebarelyfoundtimetorealizehervisitor’spresence。
  Theybothremainedstandingforafewsecondswithoutspeaking。ThefacethatconfrontedBarnethadabeautifuloutline;theRaffaelesqueovalofitscontourwasremarkableforanEnglishcountenance,andthatcountenancehousedinaremotecountry-roadtoanunheard-ofharbour。Butherfeaturesdidnotdojusticetothissplendidbeginning:NaturehadrecollectedthatshewasnotinItaly;andtheyounglady’slineaments,thoughnotsoinconsistentastomakeherplain,wouldhavebeenacceptedratheraspleasingthanascorrect。Thepreoccupiedexpressionwhich,likeimagesontheretina,remainedwithherforamomentafterthestatethatcausedithadceased,nowchangedintoareserved,half-proud,andslightlyindignantlook,inwhichtheblooddiffuseditselfquicklyacrosshercheek,andadditionalbrightnessbroketheshadeofherratherheavyeyes。
  ’IknowIhavenobusinesshere,’hesaid,answeringthelook。’ButIhadagreatwishtoseeyou,andinquirehowyouwere。Youcangiveyourhandtome,seeinghowoftenIhavehelditinpastdays?’
  ’Iwouldratherforgetthanrememberallthat,Mr。Barnet,’sheanswered,asshecoldlycompliedwiththerequest。’WhenIthinkofthecircumstancesofourlastmeeting,Icanhardlyconsideritkindofyoutoalludetosuchathingasourpast——or,indeed,tocomehereatall。’
  ’Therewasnoharminitsurely?Idon’ttroubleyouoften,Lucy。’
  ’Ihavenothadthehonourofavisitfromyouforaverylongtime,certainly,andIdidnotexpectitnow,’shesaid,withthesamestiffnessinherair。’IhopeMrs。Barnetisverywell?’
  ’Yes,yes!’heimpatientlyreturned。’AtleastIsupposeso——thoughIonlyspeakfrominference!’
  ’Butsheisyourwife,sir,’saidtheyounggirltremulously。
  Theunwontedtonesofaman’svoiceinthatfemininechamberhadstartledacanarythatwasroostinginitscagebythewindow;thebirdawokehastily,andflutteredagainstthebars。Shewentandstilleditbylayingherfaceagainstthecageandmurmuringacoaxingsound。Itmightpartlyhavebeendonetostillherself。
  ’Ididn’tcometotalkofMrs。Barnet,’hepursued;’Icametotalkofyou,ofyourselfalone;toinquirehowyouaregettingonsinceyourgreatloss。’Andheturnedtowardstheportraitofherfather。
  ’Iamgettingonfairlywell,thankyou。’
  Theforceofherutterancewasscarcelyborneoutbyherlook;butBarnetcourteouslyreproachedhimselffornothavingguessedathingsonatural;andtodissipateallembarrassment,added,ashebentoverthetable,’WhatwereyoudoingwhenIcame?——paintingflowers,andbycandlelight?’
  ’Ono,’shesaid,’notpaintingthem——onlysketchingtheoutlines。
  Idothatatnighttosavetime——Ihavetogetthreedozendonebytheendofthemonth。’
  Barnetlookedasifheregretteditdeeply。’Youwillwearyourpooreyesout,’hesaid,withmoresentimentthanhehadhithertoshown。’Yououghtnottodoit。TherewasatimewhenIshouldhavesaidyoumustnot。Well——IalmostwishIhadneverseenlightwithmyowneyeswhenIthinkofthat!’
  ’Isthisatimeorplaceforrecallingsuchmatters?’sheasked,withdignity。’Youusedtohaveagentlemanlyrespectforme,andforyourself。Don’tspeakanymoreasyouhavespoken,anddon’tcomeagain。Icannotthinkthatthisvisitisserious,orwascloselyconsideredbyyou。’
  ’Considered:well,Icametoseeyouasanoldandgoodfriend——nottomincematters,tovisitawomanIloved。Don’tbeangry!I
  couldnothelpdoingit,somanythingsbroughtyouintomymind