’Thereisonlyonechanceofdoingitknowntome。Ithasneverfailedinkindredafflictions,——thatIcandeclare。Butitishardtocarryout,andespeciallyforawoman。’
’Tellme!’saidshe。
’Youmusttouchwiththelimbtheneckofamanwho’sbeenhanged。’
Shestartedalittleattheimagehehadraised。
’Beforehe’scold——justafterhe’scutdown,’continuedtheconjurorimpassively。
’Howcanthatdogood?’
’Itwillturnthebloodandchangetheconstitution。But,asIsay,todoitishard。Youmustgetintojail,andwaitforhimwhenhe’sbroughtoffthegallows。Lotshavedoneit,thoughperhapsnotsuchprettywomenasyou。Iusedtosenddozensforskincomplaints。Butthatwasinformertimes。ThelastIsentwasin’13——neartwentyyearsago。’
Hehadnomoretotellher;and,whenhehadputherintoastraighttrackhomeward,turnedandlefther,refusingallmoneyasatfirst。
ThecommunicationsankdeepintoGertrude’smind。Hernaturewasratheratimidone;andprobablyofallremediesthatthewhitewizardcouldhavesuggestedtherewasnotonewhichwouldhavefilledherwithsomuchaversionasthis,nottospeakoftheimmenseobstaclesinthewayofitsadoption。
Casterbridge,thecounty-town,wasadozenorfifteenmilesoff;andthoughinthosedays,whenmenwereexecutedforhorse-stealing,arson,andburglary,anassizeseldompassedwithoutahanging,itwasnotlikelythatshecouldgetaccesstothebodyofthecriminalunaided。Andthefearofherhusband’sangermadeherreluctanttobreatheawordofTrendle’ssuggestiontohimortoanybodyabouthim。
Shedidnothingformonths,andpatientlyboreherdisfigurementasbefore。Butherwoman’snature,cravingforrenewedlove,throughthemediumofrenewedbeautyshewasbuttwenty-five,waseverstimulatinghertotrywhat,atanyrate,couldhardlydoheranyharm。’Whatcamebyaspellwillgobyaspellsurely,’shewouldsay。Wheneverherimaginationpicturedtheactsheshrankinterrorfromthepossibilityofit:thenthewordsoftheconjuror,’Itwillturnyourblood,’wereseentobecapableofascientificnolessthanaghastlyinterpretation;themasteringdesirereturned,andurgedheronagain。
Therewasatthistimebutonecountypaper,andthatherhusbandonlyoccasionallyborrowed。Butold-fashioneddayshadold-
fashionedmeans,andnewswasextensivelyconveyedbywordofmouthfrommarkettomarket,orfromfairtofair,sothat,wheneversuchaneventasanexecutionwasabouttotakeplace,fewwithinaradiusoftwentymileswereignorantofthecomingsight;and,sofarasHolmstokewasconcerned,someenthusiastshadbeenknowntowalkallthewaytoCasterbridgeandbackinoneday,solelytowitnessthespectacle。ThenextassizeswereinMarch;andwhenGertrudeLodgeheardthattheyhadbeenheld,sheinquiredstealthilyattheinnastotheresult,assoonasshecouldfindopportunity。
Shewas,however,toolate。Thetimeatwhichthesentencesweretobecarriedouthadarrived,andtomakethejourneyandobtainadmissionatsuchshortnoticerequiredatleastherhusband’sassistance。Shedarednottellhim,forshehadfoundbydelicateexperimentthatthesesmoulderingvillagebeliefsmadehimfuriousifmentioned,partlybecausehehalfentertainedthemhimself。Itwasthereforenecessarytowaitforanotheropportunity。
HerdeterminationreceivedafillipfromlearningthattwoepilepticchildrenhadattendedfromthisveryvillageofHolmstokemanyyearsbeforewithbeneficialresults,thoughtheexperimenthadbeenstronglycondemnedbytheneighbouringclergy。April,May,June,passed;anditisnooverstatementtosaythatbytheendofthelast-namedmonthGertrudewell-nighlongedforthedeathofafellow-creature。Insteadofherformalprayerseachnight,herunconsciousprayerwas,’OLord,hangsomeguiltyorinnocentpersonsoon!’
Thistimeshemadeearlierinquiries,andwasaltogethermoresystematicinherproceedings。Moreover,theseasonwassummer,betweenthehaymakingandtheharvest,andintheleisurethusaffordedhimherhusbandhadbeenholiday-takingawayfromhome。
TheassizeswereinJuly,andshewenttotheinnasbefore。Therewastobeoneexecution——onlyone——forarson。
HergreatestproblemwasnothowtogettoCasterbridge,butwhatmeanssheshouldadoptforobtainingadmissiontothejail。Thoughaccessforsuchpurposeshadformerlyneverbeendenied,thecustomhadfallenintodesuetude;andincontemplatingherpossibledifficulties,shewasagainalmostdriventofallbackuponherhusband。But,onsoundinghimabouttheassizes,hewassouncommunicative,somorethanusuallycold,thatshedidnotproceed,anddecidedthatwhatevershedidshewoulddoalone。
Fortune,obduratehitherto,showedherunexpectedfavour。OntheThursdaybeforetheSaturdayfixedfortheexecution,Lodgeremarkedtoherthathewasgoingawayfromhomeforanotherdayortwoonbusinessatafair,andthathewassorryhecouldnottakeherwithhim。
Sheexhibitedonthisoccasionsomuchreadinesstostayathomethathelookedatherinsurprise。Timehadbeenwhenshewouldhaveshowndeepdisappointmentatthelossofsuchajaunt。
However,helapsedintohisusualtaciturnity,andonthedaynamedleftHolmstoke。
Itwasnowherturn。Sheatfirsthadthoughtofdriving,butonreflectionheldthatdrivingwouldnotdo,sinceitwouldnecessitateherkeepingtotheturnpike-road,andsoincreasebytenfoldtheriskofherghastlyerrandbeingfoundout。Shedecidedtoride,andavoidthebeatentrack,notwithstandingthatinherhusband’sstablestherewasnoanimaljustatpresentwhichbyanystretchofimaginationcouldbeconsideredalady’smount,inspiteofhispromisebeforemarriagetoalwayskeepamareforher。Hehad,however,manycart-horses,fineonesoftheirkind;andamongtherestwasaserviceablecreature,anequineAmazon,withabackasbroadasasofa,onwhichGertrudehadoccasionallytakenanairingwhenunwell。Thishorseshechose。
OnFridayafternoononeofthemenbroughtitround。Shewasdressed,andbeforegoingdownlookedathershrivelledarm。’Ah!’
shesaidtoit,’ifithadnotbeenforyouthisterribleordealwouldhavebeensavedme!’
Whenstrappingupthebundleinwhichshecarriedafewarticlesofclothing,shetookoccasiontosaytotheservant,’ItaketheseincaseIshouldnotgetbackto-nightfromthepersonIamgoingtovisit。Don’tbealarmedifIamnotinbyten,andcloseupthehouseasusual。Ishallbeathometo-morrowforcertain。’Shemeantthentoprivatelytellherhusband:thedeedaccomplishedwasnotlikethedeedprojected。Hewouldalmostcertainlyforgiveher。
AndthentheprettypalpitatingGertrudeLodgewentfromherhusband’shomestead;butthoughhergoalwasCasterbridgeshedidnottakethedirectroutethitherthroughStickleford。Hercunningcourseatfirstwasinpreciselytheoppositedirection。Assoonasshewasoutofsight,however,sheturnedtotheleft,byaroadwhichledintoEgdon,andonenteringtheheathwheeledround,andsetoutinthetruecourse,duewesterly。Amoreprivatewaydownthecountycouldnotbeimagined;andastodirection,shehadmerelytokeepherhorse’sheadtoapointalittletotherightofthesun。Sheknewthatshewouldlightuponafurze-cutterorcottagerofsomesortfromtimetotime,fromwhomshemightcorrectherbearing。
Thoughthedatewascomparativelyrecent,Egdonwasmuchlessfragmentaryincharacterthannow。Theattempts——successfulandotherwise——atcultivationonthelowerslopes,whichintrudeandbreakuptheoriginalheathintosmalldetachedheaths,hadnotbeencarriedfar;EnclosureActshadnottakeneffect,andthebanksandfenceswhichnowexcludethecattleofthosevillagerswhoformerlyenjoyedrightsofcommonagethereon,andthecartsofthosewhohadturbaryprivilegeswhichkepttheminfiringalltheyearround,werenoterected。Gertrude,therefore,rodealongwithnootherobstaclesthanthepricklyfurzebushes,thematsofheather,thewhitewater-courses,andthenaturalsteepsanddeclivitiesoftheground。
Herhorsewassure,ifheavy-footedandslow,andthoughadraughtanimal,waseasy-paced;haditbeenotherwise,shewasnotawomanwhocouldhaveventuredtorideoversuchabitofcountrywithahalf-deadarm。Itwasthereforenearlyeighto’clockwhenshedrewreintobreathethemareonthelastoutlyinghighpointofheath-
landtowardsCasterbridge,previoustoleavingEgdonforthecultivatedvalleys。
ShehaltedbeforeapoolcalledRushy-pond,flankedbytheendsoftwohedges;arailingranthroughthecentreofthepond,dividingitinhalf。Overtherailingshesawthelowgreencountry;overthegreentreestheroofsofthetown;overtheroofsawhiteflatfacade,denotingtheentrancetothecountyjail。Ontheroofofthisfrontspecksweremovingabout;theyseemedtobeworkmenerectingsomething。Herfleshcrept。Shedescendedslowly,andwassoonamidcorn-fieldsandpastures。Inanotherhalf-hour,whenitwasalmostdusk,GertrudereachedtheWhiteHart,thefirstinnofthetownonthatside。
Littlesurprisewasexcitedbyherarrival;farmers’wivesrodeonhorsebackthenmorethantheydonow;though,forthatmatter,Mrs。
Lodgewasnotimaginedtobeawifeatall;theinnkeepersupposedhersomeharum-skarumyoungwomanwhohadcometoattend’hang-fair’
nextday。NeitherherhusbandnorherselfeverdealtinCasterbridgemarket,sothatshewasunknown。Whiledismountingshebeheldacrowdofboysstandingatthedoorofaharness-maker’sshopjustabovetheinn,lookinginsideitwithdeepinterest。
’Whatisgoingonthere?’sheaskedoftheostler。
’Makingtheropeforto-morrow。’
Shethrobbedresponsively,andcontractedherarm。
’’Tissoldbytheinchafterwards,’themancontinued。’Icouldgetyouabit,miss,fornothing,ifyou’dlike?’
Shehastilyrepudiatedanysuchwish,allthemorefromacuriouscreepingfeelingthatthecondemnedwretch’sdestinywasbecominginterwovenwithherown;andhavingengagedaroomforthenight,satdowntothink。
Uptothistimeshehadformedbutthevaguestnotionsabouthermeansofobtainingaccesstotheprison。Thewordsofthecunning-
manreturnedtohermind。Hehadimpliedthatsheshoulduseherbeauty,impairedthoughitwas,asapass-key。Inherinexperiencesheknewlittleaboutjailfunctionaries;shehadheardofahigh-
sheriffandanunder-sheriff;butdimlyonly。Sheknew,however,thattheremustbeahangman,andtothehangmanshedeterminedtoapply。
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