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第15章

  ’Thereisonlyonechanceofdoingitknowntome。Ithasneverfailedinkindredafflictions,——thatIcandeclare。Butitishardtocarryout,andespeciallyforawoman。’
  ’Tellme!’saidshe。
  ’Youmusttouchwiththelimbtheneckofamanwho’sbeenhanged。’
  Shestartedalittleattheimagehehadraised。
  ’Beforehe’scold——justafterhe’scutdown,’continuedtheconjurorimpassively。
  ’Howcanthatdogood?’
  ’Itwillturnthebloodandchangetheconstitution。But,asIsay,todoitishard。Youmustgetintojail,andwaitforhimwhenhe’sbroughtoffthegallows。Lotshavedoneit,thoughperhapsnotsuchprettywomenasyou。Iusedtosenddozensforskincomplaints。Butthatwasinformertimes。ThelastIsentwasin’13——neartwentyyearsago。’
  Hehadnomoretotellher;and,whenhehadputherintoastraighttrackhomeward,turnedandlefther,refusingallmoneyasatfirst。
  ThecommunicationsankdeepintoGertrude’smind。Hernaturewasratheratimidone;andprobablyofallremediesthatthewhitewizardcouldhavesuggestedtherewasnotonewhichwouldhavefilledherwithsomuchaversionasthis,nottospeakoftheimmenseobstaclesinthewayofitsadoption。
  Casterbridge,thecounty-town,wasadozenorfifteenmilesoff;andthoughinthosedays,whenmenwereexecutedforhorse-stealing,arson,andburglary,anassizeseldompassedwithoutahanging,itwasnotlikelythatshecouldgetaccesstothebodyofthecriminalunaided。Andthefearofherhusband’sangermadeherreluctanttobreatheawordofTrendle’ssuggestiontohimortoanybodyabouthim。
  Shedidnothingformonths,andpatientlyboreherdisfigurementasbefore。Butherwoman’snature,cravingforrenewedlove,throughthemediumofrenewedbeautyshewasbuttwenty-five,waseverstimulatinghertotrywhat,atanyrate,couldhardlydoheranyharm。’Whatcamebyaspellwillgobyaspellsurely,’shewouldsay。Wheneverherimaginationpicturedtheactsheshrankinterrorfromthepossibilityofit:thenthewordsoftheconjuror,’Itwillturnyourblood,’wereseentobecapableofascientificnolessthanaghastlyinterpretation;themasteringdesirereturned,andurgedheronagain。
  Therewasatthistimebutonecountypaper,andthatherhusbandonlyoccasionallyborrowed。Butold-fashioneddayshadold-
  fashionedmeans,andnewswasextensivelyconveyedbywordofmouthfrommarkettomarket,orfromfairtofair,sothat,wheneversuchaneventasanexecutionwasabouttotakeplace,fewwithinaradiusoftwentymileswereignorantofthecomingsight;and,sofarasHolmstokewasconcerned,someenthusiastshadbeenknowntowalkallthewaytoCasterbridgeandbackinoneday,solelytowitnessthespectacle。ThenextassizeswereinMarch;andwhenGertrudeLodgeheardthattheyhadbeenheld,sheinquiredstealthilyattheinnastotheresult,assoonasshecouldfindopportunity。
  Shewas,however,toolate。Thetimeatwhichthesentencesweretobecarriedouthadarrived,andtomakethejourneyandobtainadmissionatsuchshortnoticerequiredatleastherhusband’sassistance。Shedarednottellhim,forshehadfoundbydelicateexperimentthatthesesmoulderingvillagebeliefsmadehimfuriousifmentioned,partlybecausehehalfentertainedthemhimself。Itwasthereforenecessarytowaitforanotheropportunity。
  HerdeterminationreceivedafillipfromlearningthattwoepilepticchildrenhadattendedfromthisveryvillageofHolmstokemanyyearsbeforewithbeneficialresults,thoughtheexperimenthadbeenstronglycondemnedbytheneighbouringclergy。April,May,June,passed;anditisnooverstatementtosaythatbytheendofthelast-namedmonthGertrudewell-nighlongedforthedeathofafellow-creature。Insteadofherformalprayerseachnight,herunconsciousprayerwas,’OLord,hangsomeguiltyorinnocentpersonsoon!’
  Thistimeshemadeearlierinquiries,andwasaltogethermoresystematicinherproceedings。Moreover,theseasonwassummer,betweenthehaymakingandtheharvest,andintheleisurethusaffordedhimherhusbandhadbeenholiday-takingawayfromhome。
  TheassizeswereinJuly,andshewenttotheinnasbefore。Therewastobeoneexecution——onlyone——forarson。
  HergreatestproblemwasnothowtogettoCasterbridge,butwhatmeanssheshouldadoptforobtainingadmissiontothejail。Thoughaccessforsuchpurposeshadformerlyneverbeendenied,thecustomhadfallenintodesuetude;andincontemplatingherpossibledifficulties,shewasagainalmostdriventofallbackuponherhusband。But,onsoundinghimabouttheassizes,hewassouncommunicative,somorethanusuallycold,thatshedidnotproceed,anddecidedthatwhatevershedidshewoulddoalone。
  Fortune,obduratehitherto,showedherunexpectedfavour。OntheThursdaybeforetheSaturdayfixedfortheexecution,Lodgeremarkedtoherthathewasgoingawayfromhomeforanotherdayortwoonbusinessatafair,andthathewassorryhecouldnottakeherwithhim。
  Sheexhibitedonthisoccasionsomuchreadinesstostayathomethathelookedatherinsurprise。Timehadbeenwhenshewouldhaveshowndeepdisappointmentatthelossofsuchajaunt。
  However,helapsedintohisusualtaciturnity,andonthedaynamedleftHolmstoke。
  Itwasnowherturn。Sheatfirsthadthoughtofdriving,butonreflectionheldthatdrivingwouldnotdo,sinceitwouldnecessitateherkeepingtotheturnpike-road,andsoincreasebytenfoldtheriskofherghastlyerrandbeingfoundout。Shedecidedtoride,andavoidthebeatentrack,notwithstandingthatinherhusband’sstablestherewasnoanimaljustatpresentwhichbyanystretchofimaginationcouldbeconsideredalady’smount,inspiteofhispromisebeforemarriagetoalwayskeepamareforher。Hehad,however,manycart-horses,fineonesoftheirkind;andamongtherestwasaserviceablecreature,anequineAmazon,withabackasbroadasasofa,onwhichGertrudehadoccasionallytakenanairingwhenunwell。Thishorseshechose。
  OnFridayafternoononeofthemenbroughtitround。Shewasdressed,andbeforegoingdownlookedathershrivelledarm。’Ah!’
  shesaidtoit,’ifithadnotbeenforyouthisterribleordealwouldhavebeensavedme!’
  Whenstrappingupthebundleinwhichshecarriedafewarticlesofclothing,shetookoccasiontosaytotheservant,’ItaketheseincaseIshouldnotgetbackto-nightfromthepersonIamgoingtovisit。Don’tbealarmedifIamnotinbyten,andcloseupthehouseasusual。Ishallbeathometo-morrowforcertain。’Shemeantthentoprivatelytellherhusband:thedeedaccomplishedwasnotlikethedeedprojected。Hewouldalmostcertainlyforgiveher。
  AndthentheprettypalpitatingGertrudeLodgewentfromherhusband’shomestead;butthoughhergoalwasCasterbridgeshedidnottakethedirectroutethitherthroughStickleford。Hercunningcourseatfirstwasinpreciselytheoppositedirection。Assoonasshewasoutofsight,however,sheturnedtotheleft,byaroadwhichledintoEgdon,andonenteringtheheathwheeledround,andsetoutinthetruecourse,duewesterly。Amoreprivatewaydownthecountycouldnotbeimagined;andastodirection,shehadmerelytokeepherhorse’sheadtoapointalittletotherightofthesun。Sheknewthatshewouldlightuponafurze-cutterorcottagerofsomesortfromtimetotime,fromwhomshemightcorrectherbearing。
  Thoughthedatewascomparativelyrecent,Egdonwasmuchlessfragmentaryincharacterthannow。Theattempts——successfulandotherwise——atcultivationonthelowerslopes,whichintrudeandbreakuptheoriginalheathintosmalldetachedheaths,hadnotbeencarriedfar;EnclosureActshadnottakeneffect,andthebanksandfenceswhichnowexcludethecattleofthosevillagerswhoformerlyenjoyedrightsofcommonagethereon,andthecartsofthosewhohadturbaryprivilegeswhichkepttheminfiringalltheyearround,werenoterected。Gertrude,therefore,rodealongwithnootherobstaclesthanthepricklyfurzebushes,thematsofheather,thewhitewater-courses,andthenaturalsteepsanddeclivitiesoftheground。
  Herhorsewassure,ifheavy-footedandslow,andthoughadraughtanimal,waseasy-paced;haditbeenotherwise,shewasnotawomanwhocouldhaveventuredtorideoversuchabitofcountrywithahalf-deadarm。Itwasthereforenearlyeighto’clockwhenshedrewreintobreathethemareonthelastoutlyinghighpointofheath-
  landtowardsCasterbridge,previoustoleavingEgdonforthecultivatedvalleys。
  ShehaltedbeforeapoolcalledRushy-pond,flankedbytheendsoftwohedges;arailingranthroughthecentreofthepond,dividingitinhalf。Overtherailingshesawthelowgreencountry;overthegreentreestheroofsofthetown;overtheroofsawhiteflatfacade,denotingtheentrancetothecountyjail。Ontheroofofthisfrontspecksweremovingabout;theyseemedtobeworkmenerectingsomething。Herfleshcrept。Shedescendedslowly,andwassoonamidcorn-fieldsandpastures。Inanotherhalf-hour,whenitwasalmostdusk,GertrudereachedtheWhiteHart,thefirstinnofthetownonthatside。
  Littlesurprisewasexcitedbyherarrival;farmers’wivesrodeonhorsebackthenmorethantheydonow;though,forthatmatter,Mrs。
  Lodgewasnotimaginedtobeawifeatall;theinnkeepersupposedhersomeharum-skarumyoungwomanwhohadcometoattend’hang-fair’
  nextday。NeitherherhusbandnorherselfeverdealtinCasterbridgemarket,sothatshewasunknown。Whiledismountingshebeheldacrowdofboysstandingatthedoorofaharness-maker’sshopjustabovetheinn,lookinginsideitwithdeepinterest。
  ’Whatisgoingonthere?’sheaskedoftheostler。
  ’Makingtheropeforto-morrow。’
  Shethrobbedresponsively,andcontractedherarm。
  ’’Tissoldbytheinchafterwards,’themancontinued。’Icouldgetyouabit,miss,fornothing,ifyou’dlike?’
  Shehastilyrepudiatedanysuchwish,allthemorefromacuriouscreepingfeelingthatthecondemnedwretch’sdestinywasbecominginterwovenwithherown;andhavingengagedaroomforthenight,satdowntothink。
  Uptothistimeshehadformedbutthevaguestnotionsabouthermeansofobtainingaccesstotheprison。Thewordsofthecunning-
  manreturnedtohermind。Hehadimpliedthatsheshoulduseherbeauty,impairedthoughitwas,asapass-key。Inherinexperiencesheknewlittleaboutjailfunctionaries;shehadheardofahigh-
  sheriffandanunder-sheriff;butdimlyonly。Sheknew,however,thattheremustbeahangman,andtothehangmanshedeterminedtoapply。