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第16章

  going“tobethemastOfsomegreatammiral。“
  Andhark!herecomesthecattle-trainbearingthecattleofathousandhills,sheepcots,stables,andcow-yardsintheair,droverswiththeirsticks,andshepherdboysinthemidstoftheirflocks,allbutthemountainpastures,whirledalonglikeleavesblownfromthemountainsbytheSeptembergales。Theairisfilledwiththebleatingofcalvesandsheep,andthehustlingofoxen,asifapastoralvalleyweregoingby。Whentheoldbell-wetherattheheadrattleshisbell,themountainsdoindeedskiplikeramsandthelittlehillslikelambs。Acarloadofdrovers,too,inthemidst,onalevelwiththeirdrovesnow,theirvocationgone,butstillclingingtotheiruselesssticksastheirbadgeofoffice。
  Buttheirdogs,wherearethey?Itisastampedetothem;theyarequitethrownout;theyhavelostthescent。MethinksIhearthembarkingbehindthePeterboro’Hills,orpantingupthewesternslopeoftheGreenMountains。Theywillnotbeinatthedeath。Theirvocation,too,isgone。Theirfidelityandsagacityarebelowparnow。Theywillslinkbacktotheirkennelsindisgrace,orperchancerunwildandstrikealeaguewiththewolfandthefox。
  Soisyourpastorallifewhirledpastandaway。Butthebellrings,andImustgetoffthetrackandletthecarsgoby;——
  What’stherailroadtome?
  InevergotoseeWhereitends。
  Itfillsafewhollows,Andmakesbanksfortheswallows,Itsetsthesanda-blowing,Andtheblackberriesa-growing,butIcrossitlikeacart-pathinthewoods。Iwillnothavemyeyesputoutandmyearsspoiledbyitssmokeandsteamandhissing。
  Nowthatthecarsaregonebyandalltherestlessworldwiththem,andthefishesinthepondnolongerfeeltheirrumbling,Iammorealonethanever。Fortherestofthelongafternoon,perhaps,mymeditationsareinterruptedonlybythefaintrattleofacarriageorteamalongthedistanthighway。
  Sometimes,onSundays,Iheardthebells,theLincoln,Acton,Bedford,orConcordbell,whenthewindwasfavorable,afaint,sweet,and,asitwere,naturalmelody,worthimportingintothewilderness。Atasufficientdistanceoverthewoodsthissoundacquiresacertainvibratoryhum,asifthepineneedlesinthehorizonwerethestringsofaharpwhichitswept。Allsoundheardatthegreatestpossibledistanceproducesoneandthesameeffect,avibrationoftheuniversallyre,justastheinterveningatmospheremakesadistantridgeofearthinterestingtooureyesbytheazuretintitimpartstoit。Therecametomeinthiscaseamelodywhichtheairhadstrained,andwhichhadconversedwitheveryleafandneedleofthewood,thatportionofthesoundwhichtheelementshadtakenupandmodulatedandechoedfromvaletovale。Theechois,tosomeextent,anoriginalsound,andthereinisthemagicandcharmofit。Itisnotmerelyarepetitionofwhatwasworthrepeatinginthebell,butpartlythevoiceofthewood;
  thesametrivialwordsandnotessungbyawood-nymph。
  Atevening,thedistantlowingofsomecowinthehorizonbeyondthewoodssoundedsweetandmelodious,andatfirstIwouldmistakeitforthevoicesofcertainminstrelsbywhomIwassometimesserenaded,whomightbestrayingoverhillanddale;butsoonIwasnotunpleasantlydisappointedwhenitwasprolongedintothecheapandnaturalmusicofthecow。Idonotmeantobesatirical,buttoexpressmyappreciationofthoseyouths’singing,whenIstatethatIperceivedclearlythatitwasakintothemusicofthecow,andtheywereatlengthonearticulationofNature。
  Regularlyathalf-pastseven,inonepartofthesummer,aftertheeveningtrainhadgoneby,thewhip-poor-willschantedtheirvespersforhalfanhour,sittingonastumpbymydoor,orupontheridge-poleofthehouse。Theywouldbegintosingalmostwithasmuchprecisionasaclock,withinfiveminutesofaparticulartime,referredtothesettingofthesun,everyevening。Ihadarareopportunitytobecomeacquaintedwiththeirhabits。SometimesI
  heardfourorfiveatonceindifferentpartsofthewood,byaccidentoneabarbehindanother,andsonearmethatI
  distinguishednotonlythecluckaftereachnote,butoftenthatsingularbuzzingsoundlikeaflyinaspider’sweb,onlyproportionallylouder。Sometimesonewouldcircleroundandroundmeinthewoodsafewfeetdistantasiftetheredbyastring,whenprobablyIwasnearitseggs。Theysangatintervalsthroughoutthenight,andwereagainasmusicalaseverjustbeforeandaboutdawn。
  Whenotherbirdsarestill,thescreechowlstakeupthestrain,likemourningwomentheirancientu-lu-lu。TheirdismalscreamistrulyBenJonsonian。Wisemidnighthags!Itisnohonestandblunttu-whittu-whoofthepoets,but,withoutjesting,amostsolemngraveyardditty,themutualconsolationsofsuicideloversrememberingthepangsandthedelightsofsupernalloveintheinfernalgroves。YetIlovetoheartheirwailing,theirdolefulresponses,trilledalongthewoodside;remindingmesometimesofmusicandsingingbirds;asifitwerethedarkandtearfulsideofmusic,theregretsandsighsthatwouldfainbesung。Theyarethespirits,thelowspiritsandmelancholyforebodings,offallensoulsthatonceinhumanshapenight-walkedtheearthanddidthedeedsofdarkness,nowexpiatingtheirsinswiththeirwailinghymnsorthrenodiesinthesceneryoftheirtransgressions。Theygivemeanewsenseofthevarietyandcapacityofthatnaturewhichisourcommondwelling。Oh-o-o-o-othatIneverhadbeenbor-r-r-r-n!
  sighsoneonthissideofthepond,andcircleswiththerestlessnessofdespairtosomenewperchonthegrayoaks。Then——
  thatIneverhadbeenbor-r-r-r-n!echoesanotheronthefarthersidewithtremuloussincerity,and——bor-r-r-r-n!comesfaintlyfromfarintheLincolnwoods。
  Iwasalsoserenadedbyahootingowl。NearathandyoucouldfancyitthemostmelancholysoundinNature,asifshemeantbythistostereotypeandmakepermanentinherchoirthedyingmoansofahumanbeing——somepoorweakrelicofmortalitywhohaslefthopebehind,andhowlslikeananimal,yetwithhumansobs,onenteringthedarkvalley,mademoreawfulbyacertaingurglingmelodiousness——IfindmyselfbeginningwiththelettersglwhenI
  trytoimitateit——expressiveofamindwhichhasreachedthegelatinous,mildewystageinthemortificationofallhealthyandcourageousthought。Itremindedmeofghoulsandidiotsandinsanehowlings。Butnowoneanswersfromfarwoodsinastrainmadereallymelodiousbydistance——Hoohoohoo,hoorerhoo;andindeedforthemostpartitsuggestedonlypleasingassociations,whetherheardbydayornight,summerorwinter。
  Irejoicethatthereareowls。Letthemdotheidioticandmaniacalhootingformen。Itisasoundadmirablysuitedtoswampsandtwilightwoodswhichnodayillustrates,suggestingavastandundevelopednaturewhichmenhavenotrecognized。Theyrepresentthestarktwilightandunsatisfiedthoughtswhichallhave。Alldaythesunhasshoneonthesurfaceofsomesavageswamp,wherethesinglesprucestandshungwithusnealichens,andsmallhawkscirculateabove,andthechickadeelispsamidtheevergreens,andthepartridgeandrabbitskulkbeneath;butnowamoredismalandfittingdaydawns,andadifferentraceofcreaturesawakestoexpressthemeaningofNaturethere。
  LateintheeveningIheardthedistantrumblingofwagonsoverbridges——asoundheardfartherthanalmostanyotheratnight——
  thebayingofdogs,andsometimesagainthelowingofsomedisconsolatecowinadistantbarn-yard。Inthemean-whilealltheshorerangwiththetrumpofbullfrogs,thesturdyspiritsofancientwine-bibbersandwassailers,stillunrepentant,tryingtosingacatchintheirStygianlake——iftheWaldennymphswillpardonthecomparison,forthoughtherearealmostnoweeds,therearefrogsthere——whowouldfainkeepupthehilariousrulesoftheiroldfestaltables,thoughtheirvoiceshavewaxedhoarseandsolemnlygrave,mockingatmirth,andthewinehaslostitsflavor,andbecomeonlyliquortodistendtheirpaunches,andsweetintoxicationnevercomestodrownthememoryofthepast,butmeresaturationandwaterloggednessanddistention。Themostaldermanic,withhischinuponaheart-leaf,whichservesforanapkintohisdroolingchaps,underthisnorthernshorequaffsadeepdraughtoftheoncescornedwater,andpassesroundthecupwiththeejaculationtr-r-r-oonk,tr-r-r——oonk,tr-r-r-oonk!andstraightwaycomesoverthewaterfromsomedistantcovethesamepasswordrepeated,wherethenextinseniorityandgirthhasgulpeddowntohismark;andwhenthisobservancehasmadethecircuitoftheshores,thenejaculatesthemasterofceremonies,withsatisfaction,tr-r-r-oonk!andeachinhisturnrepeatsthesamedowntotheleastdistended,leakiest,andflabbiestpaunched,thattherebenomistake;andthenthehowlgoesroundagainandagain,untilthesundispersesthemorningmist,andonlythepatriarchisnotunderthepond,butvainlybellowingtroonkfromtimetotime,andpausingforareply。
  IamnotsurethatIeverheardthesoundofcock-crowingfrommyclearing,andIthoughtthatitmightbeworththewhiletokeepacockerelforhismusicmerely,asasingingbird。ThenoteofthisoncewildIndianpheasantiscertainlythemostremarkableofanybird’s,andiftheycouldbenaturalizedwithoutbeingdomesticated,itwouldsoonbecomethemostfamoussoundinourwoods,surpassingtheclangorofthegooseandthehootingoftheowl;andthenimaginethecacklingofthehenstofillthepauseswhentheirlords’clarionsrested!Nowonderthatmanaddedthisbirdtohistamestock——tosaynothingoftheeggsanddrumsticks。
  Towalkinawintermorninginawoodwherethesebirdsabounded,theirnativewoods,andhearthewildcockerelscrowonthetrees,clearandshrillformilesovertheresoundingearth,drowningthefeeblernotesofotherbirds——thinkofit!Itwouldputnationsonthealert。Whowouldnotbeearlytorise,andriseearlierandearliereverysuccessivedayofhislife,tillhebecameunspeakablyhealthy,wealthy,andwise?Thisforeignbird’snoteiscelebratedbythepoetsofallcountriesalongwiththenotesoftheirnativesongsters。AllclimatesagreewithbraveChanticleer。Heismoreindigenouseventhanthenatives。Hishealthisevergood,hislungsaresound,hisspiritsneverflag。EventhesailorontheAtlanticandPacificisawakenedbyhisvoice;butitsshrillsoundneverrousedmefrommyslumbers。Ikeptneitherdog,cat,cow,pig,norhens,sothatyouwouldhavesaidtherewasadeficiencyofdomesticsounds;neitherthechurn,northespinning-wheel,noreventhesingingofthekettle,northehissingoftheurn,norchildrencrying,tocomfortone。Anold-fashionedmanwouldhavelosthissensesordiedofennuibeforethis。Notevenratsinthewall,fortheywerestarvedout,orratherwereneverbaitedin——onlysquirrelsontheroofandunderthefloor,awhip-poor-willontheridge-pole,abluejayscreamingbeneaththewindow,ahareorwoodchuckunderthehouse,ascreechowloracatowlbehindit,aflockofwildgeeseoralaughingloononthepond,andafoxtobarkinthenight。Notevenalarkoranoriole,thosemildplantationbirds,evervisitedmyclearing。Nocockerelstocrownorhenstocackleintheyard。Noyard!butunfencednaturereachinguptoyourverysills。Ayoungforestgrowingupunderyourmeadows,andwildsumachsandblackberryvinesbreakingthroughintoyourcellar;sturdypitchpinesrubbingandcreakingagainsttheshinglesforwantofroom,theirrootsreachingquiteunderthehouse。Insteadofascuttleorablindblownoffinthegale——apinetreesnappedoffortornupbytherootsbehindyourhouseforfuel。Insteadofnopathtothefront-yardgateintheGreatSnow——nogate——nofront-yard——andnopathtothecivilizedworld。
  SolitudeThisisadeliciousevening,whenthewholebodyisonesense,andimbibesdelightthrougheverypore。IgoandcomewithastrangelibertyinNature,apartofherself。AsIwalkalongthestonyshoreofthepondinmyshirt-sleeves,thoughitiscoolaswellascloudyandwindy,andIseenothingspecialtoattractme,alltheelementsareunusuallycongenialtome。Thebullfrogstrumptousherinthenight,andthenoteofthewhip-poor-willisborneontheripplingwindfromoverthewater。Sympathywiththeflutteringalderandpoplarleavesalmosttakesawaymybreath;yet,likethelake,myserenityisrippledbutnotruffled。Thesesmallwavesraisedbytheeveningwindareasremotefromstormasthesmoothreflectingsurface。Thoughitisnowdark,thewindstillblowsandroarsinthewood,thewavesstilldash,andsomecreatureslulltherestwiththeirnotes。Thereposeisnevercomplete。Thewildestanimalsdonotrepose,butseektheirpreynow;thefox,andskunk,andrabbit,nowroamthefieldsandwoodswithoutfear。TheyareNature’swatchmen——linkswhichconnectthedaysofanimatedlife。
  WhenIreturntomyhouseIfindthatvisitorshavebeenthereandlefttheircards,eitherabunchofflowers,orawreathofevergreen,oranameinpencilonayellowwalnutleaforachip。
  Theywhocomerarelytothewoodstakesomelittlepieceoftheforestintotheirhandstoplaywithbytheway,whichtheyleave,eitherintentionallyoraccidentally。Onehaspeeledawillowwand,wovenitintoaring,anddroppeditonmytable。Icouldalwaystellifvisitorshadcalledinmyabsence,eitherbythebendedtwigsorgrass,ortheprintoftheirshoes,andgenerallyofwhatsexorageorqualitytheywerebysomeslighttraceleft,asaflowerdropped,orabunchofgrasspluckedandthrownaway,evenasfaroffastherailroad,halfamiledistant,orbythelingeringodorofacigarorpipe。Nay,Iwasfrequentlynotifiedofthepassageofatravelleralongthehighwaysixtyrodsoffbythescentofhispipe。