Well,thereisgoldinthedust,whichisafineconsolation,since-well,Ican’thelpit;nightormorning,Idomydarndest,andifIcannotchargeformerit,Imuste’enchargefortoil,ofwhichIhaveplentyandplentymoreaheadbeforethiscupisdrained;sweatandhyssoparetheingredients。
WeareclearingfromCarruthers’Roadtothepigfence,twenty-eightpowerfulnativeswithCatholicmedalsabouttheirnecks,allswipinginlikeTrojans;longmaythesportcontinue!
Theinvoicetohand。Erethisgoesout,Ihopetoseeyourexpressive,butsurelynotbenignantcountenance!Adieu,O
cullerofoffensiveexpressions-’anda’-tobeaposytoyouraindearMay!’-Fannyseemsalittlerevivedagainafterherspasmofwork。Ourbooksandfurniturekeepslowlydraininguptheroad,inasadstateofscattermentanddisrepair;IwishthedevilhadhadK。byhisredbeardbeforehehadpackedmylibrary。Oddleavesandsheetsandboards-athingtomakeabibliomaniacshedtears-arefishedoutofoddcorners。ButIamnobibliomaniac,praiseHeaven,andIbearup,andrejoicewhenIfindanythingsafe。
However,Iworkedfivehoursonthebrute,andfinishedmyLetterallthesame,andcouldn’tsleeplastnightbyconsequence。Haven’thadabadnightsinceIdon’tknowwhen;dreamedalarge,handsomemanaNewOrleansplanter
hadinsultedmywife,and,dowhatIpleased,Icouldnotmakehimfightme;andwoketofinditwastheeleventhanniversaryofmymarriage。Aletterusuallytakesmefromaweektothreedays;butI’msometimestwodaysonapage-I
wasoncethree-andthenmyfriendskickme。C’EST-Y-BETE!
Iwishlettersofthatcharmingqualitycouldbesotimedastoarrivewhenafellowwasn’tworkingatthetruckinquestion;but,ofcourse,thatcan’tbe。Didnotgodownlastnight。Itshoweredallafternoon,andpouredheavyandloudallnight。
Youshouldhaveseenourtwenty-fivepopestheSamoanphraseforaCatholic,layorclericsquattingwhentheday’sworkwasdoneonthegroundoutsidetheverandah,andpouringintheraysofforty-eighteyesthroughthebackandthefrontdoorofthedining-room,whileHenryandIandthebosspopesignedthecontract。ThesecondbossanoldmanworeakiltasusualandaBalmoralbonnetwithalittletartanedgingandthetailspulledoff。Itoldhimthathatbelongtomycountry-Sekotia;andhesaid,yes,thatwastheplacethathebelongedtorightenough。AndthenallthePapistslaughedtillthewoodsrang;hewasslashingawaywithacutlassashespoke。
Thepictureshavedecidedlynotcome;theymayprobablyarriveSunday。
SIR,-Toyou,underyourportrait,whichis,inexpression,yourtrue,breathingself,anduptonowsaddensme;intime,andsoon,Ishallbegladtohaveitthere;itisstillonlyareminderofyourabsence。Fannyweptwhenweunpackedit,andyouknowhowlittlesheisgiventothatmood;IwasscarceRomanmyself,butthatdoesnotcount-Iliftupmyvoicesoreadily。Thesearegoodcomplimentstotheartist。
Iwriteinthemidstofawreckofbooks,whichhavejustcomeup,andhaveforoncedefiedmylabourstogetstraight。
Thewholefloorisfilledwiththem,andwhat’sworsemostoftheshelvesforbye;andwheretheyaretogoto,andwhatistobecomeofthelibrarian,Godknows。Itishotto-
night,andhasbeenairlessallday,andIamoutofsorts,andmyworksticks,thedevilflyawaywithitandme。WehadanalarmofwarsincelastIwrotemyscreedstoyou,anditblewover,andistoblowonagain,andtherumourgoestheyaretobeginbykillingallthewhites。Ihavenobeliefinthis,andshouldbeinfinitelysorryifitcametopass-IdonotmeanforUS,thatwereotiose-butforthepoor,deludedschoolboys,whoshouldhopetogainbysuchastep。
Nodiarythistime。Why?youask。IhaveonlysentoutfourLetters,andtwochaptersoftheWRECKER。Yes,buttogettheseIhavewritten132pp。,66,000wordsinthirtydays;
2200wordsaday;thelaboursofanelephant。Godknowswhatit’slike,anddon’taskme,butnobodyshallsayIhavesparedpains。Ithoughtforsometimeitwouldn’tcomeatall。Iwasdaysanddaysoverthefirstletterofthelot-
daysanddayswritinganddeletingandmakingnoheadwaywhatever,tillIthoughtIshouldhavegonebust;butitcameatlastafterafashion,andtherestwentathoughtmoreeasily,thoughIamnotsofondastofancyanybetter。
YouropinionastothelettersasawholeissodamnatorythatIputthemby。Butthereisa’hellofawantof’moneythisyear。AndtheseGilbertIslandpapers,beingthemostinterestinginmatter,andformingacompactwhole,andbeingwellillustrated,Ididthinkofasapossibleresource。
ItwouldbecalledSIXMONTHSINMELANESIA,TWOISLANDKINGS,-MONARCHIES,GILBERTISLANDKINGS,-MONARCHIES,andIdaresayI’llthinkofabetteryet-andwoulddividethus:-
Iwishyoutowatchtheseclosely,judgingthemasawhole,andtreatingthemasIhaveaskedyou,andfavourmewithyourdamnatoryadvice。Ilookupatyourportrait,anditfrownsuponme。Youseemtoviewmewithreproach。Theexpressionisexcellent;Fannyweptwhenshesawit,andyouknowsheisnotgiventothemeltingmood。Sheseemsreallybetter;Ihaveatouchoffeveragain,Ifancyoverwork,andto-day,whenIhaveovertakenmyletters,Ishallblowonmypipe。TellMrs。S。IhavebeenplayingLECHANTD’AMOUR
lately,andhavearrangedit,afterawfultrouble,ratherprettilyfortwopipes;anditbroughtherbeforemewithaneffectscarceshortofhallucination。Icouldhearhervoiceineverynote;yetIhadforgottheairentirely,andbegantopipeitfromnotesassomethingnew,whenIwasbroughtupwitharoundturnbythisreminiscence。Wearenowverymuchinstalled;thedining-roomisdone,andlookslovely。Soonweshallbegintophotographandsendyouourcircumstances。
Myroomisstillahowlingwilderness。Isleeponaplatforminawindow,andstrikemymosquitobarandrollupmybedclotheseverymorning,sothatthebedbecomesbydayadivan。Agreatpartofthefloorisknee-deepinbooks,yetnearlyalltheshelvesarefilled,alas!Itisaplacetomakeapigrecoil,yetherearemyinterminablelaboursbegundailybylamp-light,andsometimesnotyetdonewhenthelamphasoncemoretobelighted。Theeffectofpicturesinthisplaceissurprising。Theygivegreatpleasure。
Awordmore。Ihadmybreakfastthismorningat4。30!MynewcookhasbeatenmeandasLloydsaysrevengedallthecooksintheworld。IhavebeenhuntingthemtogivemebreakfastearlysinceIwastwenty;andnowherecomesMr。
Ratke,andIhavetopleadformercy。Icannotstand4。30;I
amamerefeveredwreck;itisnowhalf-pasteight,andIcannomore,andfourhoursdividemefromlunch,thedeviltaketheman!Yesterdayitwasabout5。30,whichIcanstand;daybefore5,whichisbadenough;to-day,Igiveout。ItislikeaLondonseason,andasIdonottakeasiestaonceinamonth,andthenonlyfiveminutes,Iambeingworntothebones,andlookagedandanxious。
WehaveRiderHaggard’sbrotherhereasaLandCommissioner;
anicekindofafellow;indeed,allthethreeLandCommissionersareveryagreeable。
MYDEARCOLVIN,-YoursfromLochinverhasjustcome。YouaskmeifIameverhomesickfortheHighlandsandtheIsles。
ConceivethatforthelastmonthIhavebeenlivingtherebetween1786and1850,inmygrandfather’sdiariesandletters。IHADtotakearest;nousetalking;soIputinamonthovermyLIVESOFTHESTEVENSONSwithgreatpleasureandprofitandsomeadvance;onechapterandapartdrafted。ThewholepromiseswellChapterI。DomesticAnnals。ChapterII。
TheNorthernLights。ChapterIII。TheBellRock。ChapterIV。AFamilyofBoys。Chap。V。TheGrandfather。VI。AlanStevenson。VII。ThomasStevenson。Mymaterialsformygreat-grandfatherarealmostnull;formygrandfathercopiousandexcellent。Name,apuzzle。ASCOTTISHFAMILY,AFAMILY
OFENGINEERS,NORTHERNLIGHTS,THEENGINEERSOFTHENORTHERN
LIGHTS:AFAMILYHISTORY。Advise;butitwilltakelong。
Now,imagineifIhavebeenhomesickforBarraheadandIslandGlass,andKirkwall,andCapeWrath,andtheWellsofthePentlandFirth;Icouldhavewept。
Nowforpolitics。Iammuchlessalarmed;IbelievetheMALO
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