ThenallnightlongIwasbeingwakenedwithscaresthatreallyshouldbelookedinto,thoughIKNEWtherewasnothinginthemandnobottomtothewholestory;andthedrumsandshoutsandcriesfromTanugamanonoandthetownkeepingupanallnightcorybanticchorusinthemoonlight-themoonroselate-andthesearch-lightofthewar-shipintheharbourmakingajewelofbrightnessasitlitupthebayofApiainthedistance。Andthennextmorning,abouteighto’clock,adrumcomingoutofthewoodsandapartyofpatrolswhohadbeeninthewoodsonourleftfrontwhichisourtruerear
cominguptothehouse,andmeetingthereanotherpartywhohadbeeninthewoodsonourright{front/rear}whichisVaeaMountain,and43ofthembeingentertainedtoavaandbiscuitsontheverandah,andmarchingoffatlastinsinglefileforApia。Briefly,itisnotmuchwonderifyourletterandmywholemailwasleftatthecottage,andIhavenomeansofseeingoransweringparticulars。
Thewholethingwasnothingbutabottomlessscare;itwasOBVIOUSLYso;youcouldn’tmakeachildbelieveitwasanythingelse,butithasmadetheConsulssitup。Myownprivatescareswerereallyabominablyannoying;asforinstanceafterIhadgottosleepfortheninthtimeperhaps-andthatwasnoeasymattereither,forIhadacrickinmynecksoagonisingthatIhadtosleepsittingup-Iheardnoisesasofamanbeingmurderedintheboys’house。Tobesure,saidI,thisisnothingagain,butifaman’sheadwasbeingtaken,thenoiseswouldbethesame!SoIhadtogetup,stiflemycriesofagonyfromthecrick,getmyrevolver,andcreepoutstealthilytotheboys’house。Andthereweretwoofthemsittingup,keepingwatchoftheirownaccordlikegoodboys,andwhilingthetimeoveragameofSweepiCascino-thewhistofourislanders-andoneofthemwasourchampionidiot,Misifolo,andIsupposehewasholdingbadcards,andlosingallthetime-andthesenoiseswerehishumorousprotestsagainstFortune!
Well,excusethisexcursionintomy’blacksandchocolates。’
Itisthelast。YouwillhaveheardfromLysaghthowI
failedtowritelastmail。ThesaidLysaghtseemstomeaverynicefellow。Wewereonlysorryhecouldnotstaywithuslonger。Austincamebackfromschoollastweek,whichmadeagreattimefortheAmanuensis,youmaybesure。ThenonSaturday,theCURACOAcamein-samecommission,withallouroldfriends;andonSunday,asalreadymentioned,AustinandIwentdowntoserviceandhadlunchafterwardsinthewardroom。TheofficerswereawfullynicetoAustin;theyarethemostamiableshipintheworld;andafterlunchwehadapaperhandedroundonwhichweweretoguess,andsignourguess,ofthenumberofleavesonthepine-apple;Ineversawthisgamebefore,butitseemsitismuchpractisedintheQueen’sNavee。Whenallhavebetted,oneofthepartybeginstostripthepine-applehead,andthepersonwhoseguessisfurthestouthastopayforthesherry。MyequanimitywasdisturbedbyshoutsofTHEAMERICANCOMMODORE,andIfoundthatAustinhadenteredandlostaboutabottleofsherry!
Heturnedwithgreatcomposureandaddressedme。’IamafraidImustlooktoyou,UncleLouis。’TheSundaySchoolracketisonlyanexperimentwhichItookupattherequestofthelateAmericanLandCommissioner;Iamtryingitforamonth,andifIdoasillasIbelieve,andtheboysfinditonlyhalfastediousasIdo,Ithinkitwillendinamonth。
IhaveCARTEBLANCHE,andsaywhatIlike;butdoesanysinglesoulunderstandme?
Fannyisonthewholeverymuchbetter。Lloydhasbeenundertheweather,andgoesforamonthtotheSouthIslandofNewZealandforsomeskating,savethemark!IgetalltheskatingIwantamongofficials。
DearColvin,pleaserememberthatmylifepassesamongmy’blacksorchocolates。’IfIweretodoasyoupropose,inabitofatiff,itwouldcutyouoffentirelyfrommylife。
Youmusttrytoexerciseatrifleofimagination,andputyourself,perhapswithaneffort,intosomesortofsympathywiththesepeople,orhowamItowritetoyou?IthinkyouaretrulyalittletooCockneywithme-Everyours,ROBERTLOUISSTEVENSON。
MYDEARCOLVIN,-YourproposalsfortheEdinburgheditionareentirelytomymind。AbouttheAMATEUREMIGRANT,itshallgotoyoubythismailwellslashed。Ifyouliketoslashsomemoreonyourownaccount,Igiveyoupermission。
’Tisnotagreatwork;butsinceitgoestomakeupthetwofirstvolumesasproposed,Ipresumeithasnotbeenwritteninvain-MISCELLANIES。IseewithsomealarmtheproposaltoprintJUVENILIA;doesitnotseemtoyoutakingmyselfalittletoomuchasGrandfatherWilliam?IamcertainlynotsoyoungasIoncewas-aladytookoccasiontoremindmeofthefactnolateragonethanlastnight。’Whydon’tyouleavethattotheyoungmen,Mr。Stevenson?’saidshe-butwhenIrememberthatIfeltindignantatevenJohnRuskinwhenhedidsomethingofthekindIreallyfeelmyselfblushfromheadtoheel。Ifyouwanttomakeupthefirstvolume,thereareagoodmanyworkswhichItookthetroubletoprepareforpublicationandwhichhaveneverbeenrepublished。InadditiontoROADSandDANCINGCHILDREN,referredtobyyou,thereisanAutumneffectinthePORTFOLIO,andapaperonFONTAINEBLEAU-FORESTNOTESisthenameofit-inCORNHILL。Ihavenoobjectiontoanyofthesebeingedited,saywithascythe,andreproduced。ButI
heartilyabominateandrejecttheideaofreprintingthePENTLANDRISING。ForGod’ssakeletmegetburiedfirst。
TALESANDFANTASIES。Vols。I。andII。havemyheartyapproval。ButIthinkIII。andIV。hadbetterbecrammedintooneasyousuggest。Iwillreprintnoneofthestoriesmentioned。Theyarebelowthemark。Well,IdaresaythebeastlyBODY-SNATCHERhasmerit,andIamunjusttoitfrommyrecollectionsofthePALLMALL。Buttheothertwowon’tdo。Forvols。V。andVI。,nowchangedintoIV。andV。,I
proposethecommontitleofSOUTHSEAYARNS。There!Theseareallmydifferencesofopinion。Iagreewitheverydetailofyourarrangement,and,asyousee,myobjectionshaveturnedprincipallyonthequestionofhawkingunripefruit。
Idaresayitisallprettygreen,butthatisnoreasonforustofillthebarrowwithtrash。Thinkofhavinganewsetoftypecast,paperespeciallymade,etc。,inordertosetuprubbishthatisnotfitfortheSATURDAYSCOTSMAN。Itwouldbetheclimaxofshame。
Iamsendingyoualotofverses,whichhadbest,Ithink,becalledUNDERWOODSBookIII。,butinwhatorderaretheytogo?Also,Iamgoingoneverydayalittle,tillIgetsickofit,withtheattempttogettheEMIGRANTcompressedintolife;IknowIcan-oryoucanafterme-doit。Itisonlyaquestionoftimeandprayerandink,andshouldleavesomething,no,notgood,butnotallbad-averygenuineappreciationofthesefolks。YouaretorememberbesidesthereisthatpaperofmineonBunyaninTHEMAGAZINEOFART。
O,andthenthere’sanotherthinginSEELEYcalledsomespewsomename,Icannotrecallit。
Well-come,heregoesforJUVENILIA。DANCINGINFANTS,ROADS,ANAUTUMNEFFECT,FORESTNOTESbutthisshouldcomeattheendofthem,asit’sreallyratherriper,thet’otherthingfromSEELEY,andI’lltellyou,youmayputinmylettertotheChurchofScotland-it’snotwrittenamiss,andIdaresaythePHILOSOPHYOFUMBRELLASmightgoin,butthereIstick-andrememberTHATwasacollaborationwithJamesWalterFerrier。O,andtherewasalittleskitcalledtheCHARITYBAZAAR,whichyoumightsee;Idon’tthinkitwoulddo。Now,Idonotthinktherearetwootherwordsthatshouldbeprinted-Bytheway,thereisanarticleofminecalledTHEDAYAFTERTO-MORROWintheCONTEMPORARYwhichyoumightfindroomforsomewhere;itisno’bad。
Verybusywithalltheseaffairsandsomenativeonesalso。
MYDEARCOLVIN,-Youaretopleaseunderstandthatmylastletteriswithdrawnunconditionally。YouandBaxterarehavingallthetroubleofthisEdition,andIsimplyputmyselfinyourhandsforyoutodowhatyoulikewithme,andIamsurethatwillbethebest,atanyrate。Henceyouaretoconceivemewithdrawingallobjectionstoyourprintinganythingyouplease。Afterallitisasortoffamilyaffair。AbouttheMiscellanySection,bothplansseemtomequitegood。Tossup。IthinktheOLDGARDENERhastostaywhereIputhimlast。ItwouldnotdotoseparateJohnandRobert。
Inshort,IamonlysorryIeverutteredawordabouttheedition,andleaveyoutobethejudge。Ihavehadavilecoldwhichhasprostratedmeformorethanafortnight,andevennowtearsmenightlywithspasmodiccoughs;butithasbeenagreatvictory。Ihaveneverborneacoldwithsolittlehurt;waittillthecloudsblowby,beforeyoubegintoboast!Ihavehadnofever;andthoughI’vebeenveryunhappy,itisnighover,Ithink。Ofcourse,ST。IVEShaspaidthepenalty。ImustnotletyoubedisappointedinST。
I。Itisameretissueofadventures;thecentralfigurenotverywellorverysharplydrawn;nophilosophy,nodestiny,toit;someofthehappeningsverygoodinthemselves,I
believe,butnoneofthemBILDENDE,noneofthemconstructive,exceptinsofarperhapsastheymakeupakindofshampictureofthetime,allinitalicsandalloutofdrawing。Hereandthere,Ithink,itiswellwritten;andhereandthereit’snot。Someoftheepisodiccharactersareamusing,Idobelieve;othersnot,Isuppose。However,theyarethebestofthethingsuchasitis。Ifithasamerittoit,Ishouldsayitwasasortofdeliberationandswingtothestyle,whichseemstometosuitthemail-coachesandpost-chaiseswithwhichitsoundsallthrough。’Tismymostprosaicbook。
IcalledonthetwoGermanshipsnowinport,andwearequitefriendlywiththem,andintenselyfriendlyofcoursewithourownCURACOAS。Butitisotherguessworkonthebeach。Someonehasemployed,orsubsidised,oneofthelocaleditorstoattackmeonceaweek。Heisprettyscurrilousandprettyfalse。ThefirsteffectoftheperusaloftheweeklyBeastistomakemeangry;thesecondisakindofdeep,goldencontentandglory,whenIseemtosaytopeople:’See!thisismyposition-Iamaplainmandwellinginthebushinahouse,andbeholdtheyhavetogetupthiskindoftruckagainstme-andIhavesomuchinfluencethattheyareobligedtowriteaweeklyarticletosayIhavenone。’
BythistimeyoumusthaveseenLysaghtandforgivenmetheletterthatcamenotatall。Hewasreallysoniceafellow-hehadsomuchtotellmeofMeredith-andthetimewassoshort-thatIgaveuptheinterveningdaysbetweenmailsentirelytoentertainhim。
Wegoonprettynicely。Fanny,Belle,andIhavehadtwomonthsalone,andithasbeenverypleasant。Butbyto-
morrowornextdaynoon,weshallseethewholeclanassembledagainaboutVailimatable,whichwillbepleasanttoo;sevenpersonsinall,andtheBabelofvoiceswillbeheardagaininthebighallsolongemptyandsilent。Good-
bye。Lovetoall。Timetoclose-Yoursever,R。L。S。
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