Itsoundedverypeaceful,sweetandstrangeinthedark;andIfoundthiswasapartoftheroutineofmyrebel’snight,anditwasdonehesaidtogivegooddreams。Byalittlebeforesix,TaylorandIwereinthesaddleagainfasting。
MyridingbootsweresowetIcouldnotgetthemon,soI
mustridebarefoot。Themorningwasfairbuttheroadsverymuddy,theweedssoakedusnearlytothewaist,Salewastwicespiltatthefences,andwegottoApiaabedraggledenoughpair。Allthewayalongthecoast,thepatesmallwoodendrumwasbeatinginthevillagesandthepeoplecrowdingtothechurchesintheirfineclothes。Thencethroughthemangroveswamp,amongtheblackmudandthegreenmangroves,andtheblackandscarletcrabs,toMulinuu,tothedoctor’s,whereIhadanerrand,andsototheinntobreakfastaboutnine。AfterbreakfastIrodehome。Conceivesuchanouting,rememberthepallidbrutethatlivedinSkerryvorelikeaweevilinabiscuit,andreceivetheintelligencethatIwasratherthebetterformyjourney。
Twentymilesride,sixteenfencestaken,tenofthemilesinadrenchingrain,sevenofthemfastingandinthemorningchill,andsixstrickenhours’politicaldiscussionsbyaninterpreter;tosaynothingofsleepinginanativehouse,atwhichmanyofourexcellentliteratiwouldlookaskanceofitself。
Youaretounderstand:ifItakeallthisbother,itisnotonlyfromasenseofduty,oraloveofmeddling-damnthephrase,takeyourchoice-butfromagreataffectionforMataafa。Heisabeautiful,sweetoldfellow,andheandI
grewquitefulsomeonSaturdaynightaboutoursentiments。I
hadamessengerfromhimto-daywithaflannelundershirtwhichIhadleftbehindlikeagibberingidiot;andperpetratedinreplyanotherbabooletter。Itrainsagainto-daywithoutmercy;blessed,welcomerains,makingupforthepaucityofthelatewetseason;andwhentheshowersslacken,Icanhearmystreamroaringinthehollow,andtellmyselfthatthecacaosaredrinkingdeep。IamdesperatelyhuntedtofinishmySamoabookbeforethemailgoes;thislastchapterisequallydelicateandnecessary。Theprayersofthecongregationarerequested。Eheu!anditwillbeendedbeforethisletterleavesandprintedintheStatesereyoucanreadthisscribble。Thefirstdinnergonghassounded;JEVOUSSALUE,MONSIEURETCHERCONFRERE。TOFA,SOIFUA!Sleep!longlife!asourSamoansalutationoffarewellruns。
FRIDAY,MAY13TH。
Well,thelastchapter,byfarthemostdifficultandungrateful,iswellunderway,IhavebeenfromsixtosevenhoursuponitdailysinceIlastwrote;andthatisallI
havedoneforbyeworkingatSamoanratherhard,andgoingdownonWednesdayeveningtotheclub。Imakesomeprogressnowatthelanguage;IamteachingBelle,whichclearsandexercisesmyself。IamparticularlytakenwiththeFINESSE
ofthepronouns。Thepronounsarealldualandpluralandthefirstperson,bothinthedualandplural,hasaspecialexclusiveandinclusiveform。Youcanconceivewhatfineeffectsofprecisionanddistinctioncanbereachedincertaincases。TakeRuth,i。VV。8to13,andimaginehowthosepronounscomein;itisexquisitelyelegant,andmakesthemouthoftheLITTERATEURtowater。Iamgoingtoexercitatemypupiloverthoseversesto-dayforpronounpractice。
TUESDAY。
Yesterdaycameyours。Well,well,ifthedearspreferaweek,why,I’llgivethemtendays,buttherealdocument,fromwhichIhavescarcelyvaried,ranforonenight。I
thinkyouseemscarcelyfairtoWiltshire,whohadsurely,underhisbeast-ignorantways,rightnoblequalities。AndI
thinkperhapsyouscarcedojusticetothefactthatthisisaplaceofrealismAOUTRANCE;nothingextenuatedorcoloured。Lookedatso,isitnot,withallitstragicfeatures,wonderfullyidyllic,withgreatbeautyofsceneandcircumstance?Andwillyoupleasetoobservethatalmostallthatisuglyisinthewhites?I’llapologiseforPapaRandalifyoulike;butifItoldyouthewholetruth-forI
didextenuatethere!-andheseemedtomeessentialasafigure,andessentialasapawninthegame,Wiltshire’sdisgustforhimbeingoneofthesmall,efficientmotivesinthestory。NowitwouldhavetakenafairishdosetodisgustWiltshire-Again,theideaofpublishingtheBeachsubstantivelyisdropped-atonce,bothonaccountofexpostulation,andbecauseitmeasuredshorterthanIhadexpected。Anditwasonlytakenup,whentheproposedvolume,BEACHDEMAR,peteredout。Itpeteredoutthus:thechiefoftheshortstoriesgotsuckedintoSOPHIASCARLET-
andSophiaisabookIammuchtakenwith,andmeantogetto,assoonas-butnotbefore-IhavedoneDAVIDBALFOUR
andTHEYOUNGCHEVALIER。SoyouseeyouareliketohearnomoreofthePacificorthenineteenthcenturyforawhile。
THEYOUNGCHEVALIERisastoryofsentimentandpassion,whichImeantowritealittledifferentlyfromwhatIhavebeendoing-ifIcanhitthekey;rathermoreofasentimentaltremolotoit。ItmaythushelptopreparemeforSOPHIA,whichistocontainthreeladies,andakindofaloveaffairbetweentheheroineandadyingplanterwhoisapoet!largeordersforR。L。S。
OtheGermantabooisquiteover;nosoulattemptstosupporttheC。J。orthePresident,theyarepasthope;thewhiteshavejustrefusedtheirtaxes-Imeanthecouncilhasrefusedtocallforthem,andifthecouncilconsented,nobodywouldpay;’tisafarce,andthecurtainisgoingtofallbriefly。ConsequentlyinmyHistory,Isayaslittleasmaybeofthetwodwindlingstars。Poordevils!Ilikedtheone,andtheotherhasalittlewife,nowlyingin!TherewasnomanbornwithsolittleanimosityasI。WhenIheardtheC。J。wasinlowspiritsandneverlefthishouse,I
couldscarcerefrainfromgoingtohim。
ItwasafinefeelingtohavefinishedtheHistory;thereoughttobeafuturestatetorewardthatgrind!It’snotliterature,youknow;onlyjournalism,andpedanticjournalism。Ihadbuttheonedesire,togetthethingasrightasmightbe,andavoidfalseconcords-evenifthat!
Anditwasmorethantherewastimefor。However,thereitis:done。AndifSamoaturnsupagainmybookhastobecountedwith,beingtheonlynarrativeextant。MiltonandI-
ifyoukindlyexcusethejuxtaposition-harnessedourselvestostrangewaggons,andIatleastwillbefoundtohaveploddedverysoberlywithmyload。Thereisnotevenagoodsentenceinit,butperhaps-Idon’tknow-itmaybefoundanhonest,clearvolume。
WEDNESDAY。
Nevergotawordsetdown,andcontinuesonThursday19thMay,hisownmarriagedayaseverwas。News;yes。TheC。J。
cameuptocallonus!Afterfivemonths’cessationonmyside,andadecidedlypainfulinterchangeofletters,Icouldnotgodown-couldnot-toseehim。Mythreeladiesreceivedhim,however;hewasveryagreeableasusual,butrefusedwine,beer,water,lemonade,chocolateandatlastacigarette。Thenmywifeaskedhim,’Soyourefusetobreakbread?’andhewavedhishandsamiablyinanswer。Allmythreeladiesreceivedthesameimpressionthathehadseriousmattersinhismind:nowwehearheisquitecock-a-hoopsincethemailcame,andgoingaboutasbeforehistroublesdarkened。Butwhatdidhewantwithme?’Tisthoughthehadreceivedadespatch-andthathemisreadsitsowefullybelievetotheeffectthattheyaretohavewarshipsatcommandandcanmaketheirlittlewarafterall。Ifitbeso,andtheydoit,itwillbethemeanestwantonslaughterofpoormenforthesalariesoftwowhitefailures。Butwhatwashiserrandwithme?PerhapstowarnmethatunlessI
behavehenowhopestobeabletopackmeoffintheCURACOA
whenshecomes。
IhavecelebratedmyholidayfromSAMOAbyaplungeatthebeginningofTHEYOUNGCHEVALIER。Iamafraidmytouchisalittlebroadinalovestory;Ican’tmeanonethingandwriteanother。Asforwomen,Iamnomoreinanyfearofthem;Icandoasortallright;agemakesmelessafraidofapetticoat,butIamalittleinfearofgrossness。
However,thisDavidBalfour’sloveaffair,that’sallright-
mightbereadouttoamothers’meeting-oradaughters’
meeting。Thedifficultyinaloveyarn,whichdwellsatallonlove,isthedwellingononestring;itismanifold,I
grant,buttherootfactisthereunchanged,andthesentimentbeingveryintense,andalreadyverymuchhandledinletters,positivelycallsforalittlepawingandgracing。
Withawriterofmyprosaicliteralnessandpertinencyofpointofview,thisallshovestowardgrossness-positivelyeventowardsthefarmoredamnableCLOSENESS。Thishaskeptmeoffthesentimenthitherto,andnowIamtotry:Lord!OfcourseMeredithcandoit,andsocouldShakespeare;butwithallmyromance,Iamarealistandaprosaist,andamostfanaticalloverofplainphysicalsensationsplainlyandexpresslyrendered;hencemyperils。TodoloveinthesamespiritasIdidforinstanceD。Balfour’sfatigueintheheather;mydearsir,thereweregrossness-readymade!Andhence,howtosugar?However,IhavenearlydonewithMarie-
Madeleine,andamingoodhopesofMarie-Salome,therealheroine;theotherisonlyaprologuialheroinetointroducethehero。
FRIDAY。
Anyway,thefirstprologuialepisodeisdone,andFannylikesit。Thereareonlyfourcharacters;FrancisBlairofBalmileJacobiteLordGladsmuirmyhero;theMasterofBallantrae;
Paradon,awine-sellerofAvignon;Marie-Madeleinehiswife。
ThesetwolastIamnowdonewith,andIthinktheyaresuccessful,andIhopeIhaveBalmileonhisfeet;andthestyleseemstobefound。Itisalittlechargedandviolent;
sinsonthesideofviolence;butIthinkwillcarrythetale。Ithinkitisagoodideasotointroducemyhero,beingmadelovetobyanepisodicwoman。Thisqueertale-I
meanqueerforme-hastakenagreatholduponme。WherethedevilshallIgonext?ThisissimplythetaleofaCOUP
DETETEofayoungmanandayoungwoman;withanearly,perhapsawholly,tragicsequel,whichIdesiretomakethinkablerightthrough,andsensible;tomakethereader,asfarasIshallbeable,eatanddrinkandbreatheit。Marie-
SalomedesSaintes-Mariesis,Ithink,theheroine’sname;
shehasgottoBEyet:SURSUMCORDA!SohastheyoungChevalier,whomIhavenotyettouched,andwhocomesnextinorder。Characters:Balmile,orLordGladsmuir,COMMEVOUS
VOULEZ;PrinceCharlie;EarlMarischal;MasterofBallantrae;
andaspy,andDr。ArchieCampbell,andafewnondescripts;
then,ofwomen,Marie-SalomeandFloraBlair;sevenattheoutside;reallyfourfulllengths,andIsupposeahalf-dozenepisodicprofiles。HowImustboreyouwiththeseineptitudes!Havepatience。Iamgoingtobed;itisofallhourseleven。IhavebeenforcedinsinceIbegantowritetoyoutoblattertoFannyonthesubjectofmyheroine,therebeingtwoCRUCESastoherlifeandhistory:
howcameshealone?andhowfardidshegowiththeChevalier?ThesecondmustansweritselfwhenIgetnearenoughtosee。Thefirstisaback-breaker。YetIknowtherearemanyreasonswhyaFILLEDEFAMINE,romantic,adventurous,ambitious,innocentoftheworld,mightrunfromherhomeinthesedays;mightshenothavebeenthreatenedwithaconvent?mighttherenotbesomeHuguenotbusinessmixedin?HereamI,farfrombooks;ifyoucanhelpmewithasuggestion,IshallsayGodblessyou。Shehastobenewrunawayfromastrictfamily,well-justifiedinherownwildbuthonesteyes,andmeetingthesethreemen,CharlesEdward,Marischal,andBalmile,throughtheaccidentofafireataninn。Shemustnotrunfromamarriage,Ithink;itwouldbringherinthewrongframeofmind。OnceIcangether,SOLA,onthehighway,allwerewellwithmynarrative。
Perpend。Andhelpifyoucan。
Lafaele,longIhopefamiliartoyou,hasthisdayreceivedthevisitofhisSONfromTonga;andtheSONprovestobeaverypretty,attractiveyoungdaughter!Igavealltheboyskavainhonourofherarrival;alongwithalean,side-
whiskeredTongan,dimlysupposedtobeLafaele’sstep-father;
andtheyhavebeenhavingagoodtime;intheendofmyverandah,IhearSimi,mypresentincapablesteward,talkingTonganwiththenondescriptpapa。Simi,ourout-doorboy,burstasuccessionofblood-vesselsoverourwork,andIhadtomakeapositionforthewreckofoneofthenoblestfiguresofamanIeversaw。IbelieveImayhavementionedtheotherdayhowIhadtoputmyhorsetothetrot,thecanterandatlastthegalloptorunhimdown。InaphotographIhopetosendyouperhapswiththisyouwillseeSimistandingintheverandahinprofile。Asasteward,oneofhischiefpointsistobreakcrystal;heisgreatonfracture-whatdoIsay?-explosion!Hecleansaglass,andtheshardsscatterlikeacomet’sbowels。
N。B-IfIshouldbyanychancebedeported,thefirstoftheruleshungupforthatoccasionistocommunicatewithyoubytelegraph-Mind,Idonotfearit,butitIS
possible。
MONDAY25TH。
Wehavehadadevilofamorningofupsetandbustle;thebronzecandlestickFaaumahasreturnedtothefamily,intimetotakeherpositionofstepmamma,anditisprettytoseehowthechildisatonceathome,andallherterrorsended。
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