Ishouldhavethegreatestdifficultytotellyouwhatfollowednextafterthistragiccircumstance。Itisalltome,asIlookbackuponit,mixed,strenuous,andineffectual,likethestrugglesofasleeperinanightmare。Clara,Iremember,utteredabrokensighandwouldhavefallenforwardtoearth,hadnotNorthmourandIsupportedherinsensiblebody。Idonotthinkwewereattacked:
Idonotremembereventohaveseenanassailant;andIbelievewedesertedMr。Huddlestonewithoutaglance。Ionlyrememberrunninglikeamaninapanic,nowcarryingClaraaltogetherinmyownarms,nowsharingherweightwithNorthmour,nowscufflingconfusedlyforthepossessionofthatdearburden。WhyweshouldhavemadeformycampintheHemlockDen,orhowwereachedit,arepointslostforevertomyrecollection。ThefirstmomentatwhichIbecamedefinitelysure,Clarahadbeensufferedtofallagainsttheoutsideofmylittletent,NorthmourandIweretumblingtogetherontheground,andhe,withcontainedferocity,wasstrikingformyheadwiththebuttofhisrevolver。Hehadalreadytwicewoundedmeonthescalp;anditistotheconsequentlossofbloodthatIamtemptedtoattributethesuddenclearnessofmymind。
Icaughthimbythewrist。
“Northmour,“Iremembersaying,“youcankillmeafterwards。LetusfirstattendtoClara。“
Hewasatthatmomentuppermost。Scarcelyhadthewordspassedmylips,whenhehadleapedtohisfeetandrantowardthetent;andthenextmoment,hewasstrainingClaratohisheartandcoveringherunconscioushandsandfacewithhiscaresses。
“Shame!“Icried。“Shametoyou,Northmour!“
And,giddythoughIstillwas,Istruckhimrepeatedlyupontheheadandshoulders。
Herelinquishedhisgrasp,andfacedmeinthebrokenmoonlight。
“Ihadyouunder,andIletyougo,“saidhe;“andnowyoustrikeme!Coward!“
“Youarethecoward,“Iretorted。“Didshewishyourkisseswhileshewasstillsensibleofwhatyouwanted?Notshe!Andnowshemaybedying;andyouwastethisprecioustime,andabuseherhelplessness。Standaside,andletmehelpher。“
Heconfrontedmeforamoment,whiteandmenacing;thensuddenlyhesteppedaside。
“Helpherthen,“saidhe。
Ithrewmyselfonmykneesbesideher,andloosened,aswellasI
wasable,herdressandcorset;butwhileIwasthusengaged,agraspdescendedonmyshoulder。
“Keepyourhandsoffher,“saidNorthmour,fiercely。“DoyouthinkIhavenobloodinmyveins?“
“Northmour,“Icried,“ifyouwillneitherhelpheryourself,norletmedoso,doyouknowthatIshallhavetokillyou?“
“Thatisbetter!“hecried。“Letherdiealso,where’stheharm?
Stepasidefromthatgirl!andstanduptofight。“
“Youwillobserve,“saidI,halfrising,“thatIhavenotkissedheryet。“
“Idareyouto,“hecried。
Idonotknowwhatpossessedme;itwasoneofthethingsIammostashamedofinmylife,though,asmywifeusedtosay,Iknewthatmykisseswouldbealwayswelcomewereshedeadorliving;downI
fellagainuponmyknees,partedthehairfromherforehead,and,withthedearestrespect,laidmylipsforamomentonthatcoldbrow。Itwassuchacaressasafathermighthavegiven;itwassuchaoneaswasnotunbecomingfromamansoontodietoawomanalreadydead。
“Andnow,“saidI,“Iamatyourservice,Mr。Northmour。“
ButIsaw,tomysurprise,thathehadturnedhisbackuponme。
“Doyouhear?“Iasked。
“Yes,“saidhe,“Ido。Ifyouwishtofight,Iamready。Ifnot,goonandsaveClara。Allisonetome。“
Ididnotwaittobetwicebidden;but,stoopingagainoverClara,continuedmyeffortstoreviveher。Shestilllaywhiteandlifeless;Ibegantofearthathersweetspirithadindeedfledbeyondrecall,andhorrorandasenseofutterdesolationseizeduponmyheart。Icalledherbynamewiththemostendearinginflections;Ichafedandbeatherhands;nowIlaidherheadlow,nowsupporteditagainstmyknee;butallseemedtobeinvain,andthelidsstilllayheavyonhereyes。
“Northmour,“Isaid,“thereismyhat。ForGod’ssakebringsomewaterfromthespring。“
Almostinamomenthewasbymysidewiththewater。
“Ihavebroughtitinmyown,“hesaid。“Youdonotgrudgemetheprivilege?“
“Northmour,“Iwasbeginningtosay,asIlavedherheadandbreast;butheinterruptedmesavagely。
“Oh,youhushup!“hesaid。“Thebestthingyoucandoistosaynothing。“
Ihadcertainlynodesiretotalk,mymindbeingswallowedupinconcernformydearloveandhercondition;soIcontinuedinsilencetodomybesttowardherrecovery,and,whenthehatwasempty,returnedittohim,withoneword——“More。“Hehad,perhaps,goneseveraltimesuponthiserrand,whenClarareopenedhereyes。
“Now,“saidhe,“sincesheisbetter,youcanspareme,canyounot?Iwishyouagoodnight,Mr。Cassilis。“
Andwiththathewasgoneamongthethicket。Imadeafire,forI
hadnownofearoftheItalians,whohadevensparedallthelittlepossessionsleftinmyencampment;and,brokenasshewasbytheexcitementandthehideouscatastropheoftheevening,Imanaged,inonewayoranother——bypersuasion,encouragement,warmth,andsuchsimpleremediesasIcouldlaymyhandon——tobringherbacktosomecomposureofmindandstrengthofbody。
Dayhadalreadycome,whenasharp“Hist!“soundedfromthethicket。Istartedfromtheground;butthevoiceofNorthmourwasheardadding,inthemosttranquiltones:“Comehere,Cassilis,andalone;Iwanttoshowyousomething。“
IconsultedClarawithmyeyes,and,receivinghertacitpermission,leftheralone,andclamberedoutoftheden。AtsomedistanceoffIsawNorthmourleaningagainstanelder;and,assoonasheperceivedme,hebeganwalkingseaward。Ihadalmostovertakenhimashereachedtheoutskirtsofthewood。
“Look,“saidhe,pausing。
Acoupleofstepsmorebroughtmeoutofthefoliage。Thelightofthemorninglaycoldandclearoverthatwell-knownscene。Thepavilionwasbutablackenedwreck;theroofhadfallenin,oneofthegableshadfallenout;and,farandnear,thefaceofthelinkswascicatrizedwithlittlepatchesofburnedfurze。Thicksmokestillwentstraightupwardinthewindlessairofthemorning,andagreatpileofardentcindersfilledthebarewallsofthehouse,likecoalsinanopengrate。Closebytheisletaschooneryachtlayto,andawell-mannedboatwaspullingvigorouslyfortheshore。
“The’RedEarl’!“Icried。“The’RedEarl’twelvehourstoolate!“
“Feelinyourpocket,Frank。Areyouarmed?“askedNorthmour。
Iobeyedhim,andIthinkImusthavebecomedeadlypale。Myrevolverhadbeentakenfromme。
“Yousee,Ihaveyouinmypower,“hecontinued。“IdisarmedyoulastnightwhileyouwerenursingClara;butthismorning——here——
takeyourpistol。Nothanks!“hecried,holdinguphishand。“I
donotlikethem;thatistheonlywayyoucanannoymenow。“
Hebegantowalkforwardacrossthelinkstomeettheboat,andI
followedasteportwobehind。InfrontofthepavilionIpausedtoseewhereMr。Huddlestonehadfallen;buttherewasnosignofhim,norsomuchasatraceofblood。
“GradenFloe,“saidNorthmour。
Hecontinuedtoadvancetillwehadcometotheheadofthebeach。
“Nofarther,please,“saidhe。“WouldyouliketotakehertoGradenHouse?“
“Thankyou,“repliedI;“IshalltrytogethertotheministeratGradenWester。“
Theprowoftheboatheregratedonthebeach,andasailorjumpedashorewithalineinhishand。
“Waitaminute,lads!“criedNorthmour;andthenlowerandtomyprivateear,“Youhadbettersaynothingofallthistoher,“headded。
“Onthecontrary!“Ibrokeout,“sheshallknoweverythingthatI
cantell。“
“Youdonotunderstand,“hereturned,withanairofgreatdignity。
“Itwillbenothingtoher;sheexpectsitofme。Good-by!“headded,withanod。
Iofferedhimmyhand。
“Excuseme,“saidhe。“It’ssmall,Iknow;butIcan’tpushthingsquitesofarasthat。Idon’twishanysentimentalbusiness,tositbyyourhearthawhite-hairedwanderer,andallthat。Quitethecontrary:IhopetoGodIshallneveragainclapeyesoneitheroneofyou。“
“Well,Godblessyou,Northmour!“Isaidheartily。
“Oh,yes,“hereturned。
Hewalkeddownthebeach;andthemanwhowasashoregavehimanarmonboard,andthenshovedoffandleapedintothebowshimself。
Northmourtookthetiller;theboatrosetothewaves,andtheoarsbetweenthetholepinssoundedcrispandmeasuredinthemorningair。
Theywerenotyethalfwaytothe“RedEarl,“andIwasstillwatchingtheirprogress,whenthesunroseoutofthesea。
Onewordmore,andmystoryisdone。Yearsafter,NorthmourwaskilledfightingunderthecolorsofGaribaldifortheliberationoftheTyrol。
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“Hullo,there!Hostler!Hullo-o-o!“
“Mydear!whydon’tyoulookforthebell?“
“IHAVElooked——thereisnobell。“
“Andnobodyintheyard。Howveryextraordinary!Callagain,dear。“
“Hostler!Hullo,there!Hostler-r-r!“
Mysecondcallechoesthroughemptyspace,androusesnobody——
produces,inshort,novisibleresult。Iamattheendofmyresources——Idon’tknowwhattosayorwhattodonext。HereI
standinthesolitaryinnyardofastrangetown,withtwohorsestohold,andaladytotakecareof。Bywayofaddingtomyresponsibilities,itsohappensthatoneofthehorsesisdeadlame,andthattheladyismywife。
WhoamI?——youwillask。
Thereisplentyoftimetoanswerthequestion。Nothinghappens;
andnobodyappearstoreceiveus。Letmeintroducemyselfandmywife。
IamPercyFairbank——Englishgentleman——ageletussayforty——noprofession——moderatepolitics——middleheight——faircomplexion——easycharacter——plentyofmoney。
MywifeisaFrenchlady。ShewasMademoiselleClotildeDelorge——
whenIwasfirstpresentedtoheratherfather’shouseinFrance。
Ifellinlovewithher——Ireallydon’tknowwhy。ItmighthavebeenbecauseIwasperfectlyidle,andhadnothingelsetodoatthetime。OritmighthavebeenbecauseallmyfriendssaidshewastheverylastwomanwhomIoughttothinkofmarrying。Onthesurface,Imustown,thereisnothingincommonbetweenMrs。
Fairbankandme。Sheistall;sheisdark;sheisnervous,excitable,romantic;inallheropinionssheproceedstoextremes。
Whatcouldsuchawomanseeinme?whatcouldIseeinher?Iknownomorethanyoudo。Insomemysteriousmannerweexactlysuiteachother。Wehavebeenmanandwifefortenyears,andouronlyregretis,thatwehavenochildren。Idon’tknowwhatYOUmaythink;Icallthat——uponthewhole——ahappymarriage。
Somuchforourselves。Thenextquestionis——whathasbroughtusintotheinnyard?andwhyamIobligedtoturngroom,andholdthehorses?
WeliveforthemostpartinFrance——atthecountryhouseinwhichmywifeandIfirstmet。Occasionally,bywayofvariety,wepayvisitstomyfriendsinEngland。Wearepayingoneofthosevisitsnow。Ourhostisanoldcollegefriendofmine,possessedofafineestateinSomersetshire;andwehavearrivedathishouse
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