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第43章

  Theabbedeparted;presentlyheturnedbacktolookatMinoret。Themanwasholdinghisheadinhishandsasifittroubledhim;hewas,infact,partlycrazy。Inthefirstplace,hehadkeptthethreecertificatesbecausehedidnotknowwhattodowiththem。Hedarednotdrawthemoneyhimselfforfearitshouldbenoticed;hedidnotwishtosellthem,andwasstilltryingtofindsomewayoftransferringthecertificates。Inthishorriblestateofuncertaintyhebethoughthimofacknowledgingalltohiswifeandgettingheradvice。Zelie,whoalwaysmanagedaffairsforhimsowell,shecouldgethimoutofhistroubles。Thethree-per-centFundswerenowsellingateighty。Restitution!why,thatmeant,witharrearages,givingupamillion!Giveupamillion,whentherewasnoonewhocouldknowthathehadtakenit!——
  SoMinoretcontinuedthroughSeptemberandapartofOctoberirresoluteandapreytohistorturingthoughts。Tothegreatsurpriseofthelittletownhegrewthinandhaggard。
  AnalarmingcircumstancehastenedtheconfessionwhichMinoretwasinclinedtomaketoZelie;theswordofDamoclesbegantomoveabovetheirheads。TowardsthemiddleofOctoberMonsieurandMadameMinoretreceivedfromtheirsonDesirethefollowingletter:——
  MydearMother,——IfIhavenotbeentoseeyousincevacation,itispartlybecauseIhavebeenondutyduringtheabsenceofmychief,butalsobecauseIknewthatMonsieurdePortenduerewaswaitingmyarrivalatNemours,topickaquarrelwithme。Tired,perhaps,ofseeinghisvengeanceonourfamilydelayed,theviscountcametoFontainebleau,wherehehadappointedoneofhisParisianfriendstomeethim,havingalreadyobtainedthehelpoftheVicomtedeSoulangescommandingthetroopofcavalryhereingarrison。
  Hecalleduponme,verypolitely,accompaniedbythetwogentlemen,andtoldmethatmyfatherwasundoubtedlytheinstigatorofthemalignantpersecutionsagainstUrsulaMirouet,hisfuturewife;hegavemeproofs,andtoldmeofGoupil’sconfessionbeforewitnesses。Healsotoldmeofmyfather’sconduct,firstinrefusingtopayGoupilthepriceagreedonforhiswickedinvention,andnext,outoffearofGoupil’smalignity,goingsecuritytoMonsieurDionisforthepriceofhispracticewhichGoupilistohave。
  Theviscount,notbeingabletofightamansixty-sevenyearsofage,andbeingdeterminedtohavesatisfactionfortheinsultsofferedtoUrsula,demandeditformallyofme。Hisdetermination,havingbeenwell-weighedandconsidered,couldnotbeshaken。IfI
  refused,hewasresolvedtomeetmeinsocietybeforepersonswhoseesteemIvalue,andinsultmeopenly。InFrance,acowardisunanimouslyscorned。Besides,themotivesfordemandingreparationshouldbeexplainedbyhonorablemen。Hesaidhewassorrytoresorttosuchextremities。Hissecondsdeclareditwouldbewiserinmetoarrangeameetingintheusualmanneramongmenofhonor,sothatUrsulaMirouetmightnotbeknownasthecauseofthequarrel;toavoidallscandalitwasbettertomakeajourneytothenearestfrontier。Inshort,mysecondsmethisyesterday,andtheyunanimouslyagreedthatIowedhimreparation。Aweekfromto-dayIleaveforGenevawithmytwofriends。MonsieurdePortenduere,MonsieurdeSoulanges,andMonsieurdeTrailleswillmeetmethere。
  Thepreliminariesoftheduelaresettled;weshallfightwithpistols;eachfiresthreetimes,andafterthat,nomatterwhathappens,theaffairterminates。TokeepthisdegradingmatterfrompublicknowledgeforIfinditimpossibletojustifymyfather’sconductIdonotgotoseeyounow,becauseIdreadtheviolenceoftheemotiontowhichyouwouldyieldandwhichwouldnotbeseemly。IfIamtomakemywayintheworldImustconformtotherulesofsociety。Ifthesonofaviscounthasadozenreasonsforfightingaduelthesonofapostmasterhasahundred。IshallpassthenightinNemoursonmywaytoGeneva,andIwillbidyougood-bythen。
  AfterthereadingofthisletterascenetookplacebetweenZelieandMinoretwhichendedinthelatterconfessingthetheftandrelatingallthecircumstancesandthestrangescenesconnectedwithit,evenUrsula’sdreams。ThemillionfascinatedZeliequiteasmuchasitdidMinoret。
  “Youstayquietlyhere,“Zeliesaidtoherhusband,withouttheslightestremonstranceagainsthisfolly。“I’llmanagethewholething。We’llkeepthemoney,andDesireshallnotfightaduel。“
  MadameMinoretputonherbonnetandshawlandcarriedherson’slettertoUrsula,whomshefoundalone,asitwasaboutmidday。InspiteofherassuranceZeliewasdiscomfitedbythecoldlookwhichtheyounggirlgaveher。Butshetookherselftotaskforhercowardiceandassumedaneasyair。
  “Here,MademoiselleMirouet,domethekindnesstoreadthatandtellmewhatyouthinkofit,“shecried,givingUrsulaherson’sletter。
  Ursulawentthroughvariousconflictingemotionsasshereadtheletter,whichshowedherhowtrulyshewaslovedandwhatcareSavinientookofthehonorofthewomanwhowastobehiswife;butshehadtoomuchcharityandtruereligiontobewillingtobethecauseofdeathorsufferingtohermostcruelenemy。
  “Ipromise,madame,topreventtheduel;youmayfeelperfectlyeasy,——butImustrequestyoutoleavemethisletter。“
  “Mydearlittleangel,canwenotcometosomebetterarrangement。
  MonsieurMinoretandIhaveacquiredpropertyaboutRouvre,——areallyregalcastle,whichgivesusforty-eightthousandfrancsayear;weshallgiveDesiretwenty-fourthousandayearwhichwehaveintheFunds;inall,seventythousandfrancsayear。Youwilladmitthattherearenotmanybettermatchesthanhe。Youareanambitiousgirl,——andquiterighttoo,“addedZelie,seeingUrsula’squickgestureofdenial;“IhavethereforecometoaskyourhandforDesire。Youwillbearyourgodfather’sname,andthatwillhonorit。Desire,asyoumusthaveseen,isahandsomefellow;heisverymuchthoughtofatFontainebleau,andhewillsoonbeprocureurduroihimself。YouareacoaxinggirlandcaneasilypersuadehimtoliveinParis。Wewillgiveyouafinehousethere;youwillshine;youwillplayadistinguishedpart;for,withseventythousandfrancsayearandthesalaryofanoffice,youandDesirecanenterthehighestsociety。
  Consultyourfriends;you’llseewhattheytellyou。“
  “Ineedonlyconsultmyheart,madame。“
  “Ta,ta,ta!nowdon’ttalktomeaboutthatlittlelady-killerSavinien。You’dpaytoohighapriceforhisname,andforthatlittlemoustachecurledupatthepointsliketwohooks,andhisblackhair。
  Howdoyouexpecttomanageonseventhousandfrancsayear,withamanwhomadetwohundredthousandfrancsofdebtintwoyears?Besides——thoughthisisathingyoudon’tknowyet——allmenarealike;andwithoutflatteringmyselftoomuch,ImaysaythatmyDesireistheequalofaking’sson。“
  “Youforget,madame,thedangeryoursonisinatthismoment;whichcan,perhaps,beavertedonlybyMonsieurdePortenduere’sdesiretopleaseme。Ifheknewthatyouhadmademetheseunworthyproposalsthatdangermightnotbeescaped。Besides,letmetellyou,madame,thatIshallbefarhappierinthemoderatecircumstancestowhichyoualludethanIshouldbeintheopulencewithwhichyouaretryingtodazzleme。Forreasonshithertounknown,butwhichwillyetbemadeknown,MonsieurMinoret,bypersecutingmeinanodiousmanner,strengthenedtheaffectionthatexistsbetweenMonsieurdePortenduereandmyself——whichIcannowadmitbecausehismotherhasblessedit。I
  willalsotellyouthatthisaffection,sanctionedandlegitimate,islifeitselftome。Nodestiny,howeverbrilliant,howeverlofty,couldmakemechange。Ilovewithoutthepossibilityofchanging。ItwouldthereforebeacrimeifImarriedamantowhomIcouldtakenothingbutasoulthatisSavinien’s。But,madame,sinceyouforcemetobeexplicit,ImusttellyouthatevenifIdidnotloveMonsieurdePortenduereIcouldnotbringmyselftobearthetroublesandjoysoflifeinthecompanyofyourson。IfMonsieurSavinienmadedebts,youhaveoftenpaidthoseofyourson。Ourcharactershaveneitherthesimilaritiesnorthedifferenceswhichenabletwopersonstolivetogetherwithoutbitterness。PerhapsIshouldnothavetowardshimtheforbearanceawifeowestoherhusband;Ishouldthenbeatrialtohim。PrayceasetothinkofanallianceofwhichIcountmyselfquiteunworthy,andwhichIfellIcandeclinewithoutpaintoyou;forwiththegreatadvantagesyounametome,youcannotfailtofindsomegirlofbetterstation,morewealth,andmorebeautythanmine。“
  “Willyousweartome,“saidZelie,“topreventtheseyoungmenfromtakingthatjourneyandfightingthatduel?“
  “Itwillbe,Iforesee,thegreatestsacrificethatMonsieurdePortenduerecanmaketome,butIshalltellhimthatmybridalcrownmusthavenoblooduponit。“
  “Well,Ithankyou,cousin,andIcanonlyhopeyouwillbehappy。“
  “AndI,madame,sincerelywishthatyoumayrealizeallyourexpectationsforthefutureofyourson。“
  Thesewordsstruckachilltotheheartofthemother,whosuddenlyrememberedthepredictionsofUrsula’slastdream;shestoodstill,hersmalleyesfixedonUrsula’sface,sowhite,sopure,sobeautifulinhermourningdress,forUrsulahadrisentootohastenherso-
  calledcousin’sdeparture。
  “Doyoubelieveindreams?“saidZelie。
  “Isufferfromthemtoomuchnottodoso。“
  “Butifyoudo——“beganZelie。
  “Adieu,madame,“exclaimedUrsula,bowingtoMadameMinoretassheheardtheabbe’senteringstep。
  ThepriestwassurprisedtofindMadameMinoretwithUrsula。Theuneasinessdepictedonthethinandwrinkledfaceoftheformerpostmistressinducedhimtotakenoteofthetwowomen。
  “Doyoubelieveinspirits?“Zelieaskedhim。
  “Whatdoyoubelievein?“heanswered,smiling。