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第26章

  Sittingattheendofthepiano,hiselbowrestingonthecoverandhisheadonhislefthand,SavinienadmiredUrsula,whoseeyes,fixedonthepanelingofthewallbeyondhim,seemedtobequestioninganotherworld。Manyamanwouldhavefallendeeplyinloveforalessreason。Genuinefeelingshaveamagnetismoftheirown,andUrsulawaswillingtoshowhersoul,asacoquetteherdressestobeadmired。
  Savinienenteredthatdelightfulkingdom,ledbythispureheart,which,tointerpretitsfeelings,borrowedthepoweroftheonlyartthatspeakstothoughtbythought,withoutthehelpofwords,orcolor,orform。Candor,opennessofhearthavethesamepoweroveramanthatchildhoodhas;thesamecharm,thesameirresistibleseductions。Ursulawasnevermorehonestandcandidthanatthismoment,whenshewasbornagainintoanewlife。
  TheabbecametotearSavinienfromhisdream,requestinghimtotakeafourthhandatwhist。Ursulawentonplaying;theheirsdeparted,allexceptDesire,whowasresolvedtofindouttheintentionsofhisuncleandtheviscountandUrsula。
  “Youhaveasmuchtalentassoul,mademoiselle,“hesaid,whentheyounggirlclosedthepianoandsatdownbesidehergodfather。“Whoisyourmaster?“
  “AGerman,livingclosetotheRueDauphineonthequaiConti,“saidthedoctor。“IfhehadnotgivenUrsulaalessoneverydayduringherstayinParishewouldhavebeenhereto-day。“
  “Heisnotonlyagreatmusician,“saidUrsula,“butamanofadorablesimplicityofnature。“
  “Thoselessonsmustcostagreatdeal,“remarkedDesire。
  Theplayerssmiledironically。Whenthegamewasoverthedoctor,whohadhithertoseemedanxiousandpensive,turnedtoSavinienwiththeairofamanwhofulfillsaduty。
  “Monsieur,“hesaid,“Iamgratefulforthefeelingwhichleadsyoutomakemethisearlyvisit;butyourmotherattributesunworthyandunderhandmotivestowhatIhavedone,andIshouldgivehertherighttocallthemtrueifIdidnotrequestyoutorefrainfromcominghere,inspiteofthehonoryourvisitsaretome,andthepleasureI
  shouldotherwisefeelincultivatingyoursociety。TellyourmotherthatifIdonotbegher,inmyniece’snameandmyown,todousthehonorofdiningherenextSundayitisbecauseIamverycertainthatshewouldfindherselfindisposedonthatday。“
  Theoldmanheldouthishandtotheyoungviscount,whopresseditrespectfully,saying:——
  “Youarequiteright,monsieur。“
  Hethenwithdrew;butnotwithoutabowtoUrsula,inwhichtherewasmoreofsadnessthandisappointment。
  Desireleftthehouseatthesametime;buthefounditimpossibletoexchangeevenawordwiththeyoungnobleman,whorushedintohisownhouseprecipitately。
  ThisrupturebetweenthePortendueresandDoctorMinoretgavetalkamongtheheirsforaweek;theydidhomagetothegeniusofDionis,andregardedtheirinheritanceasrescued。
  So,inanagewhenranksareleveled,whenthemaniaforequalityputseverybodyononefootingandthreatenstodestroyallbulwarks,evenmilitarysubordination,——thatlastrefugeofpowerinFrance,wherepassionshavenownootherobstaclestoovercomethanpersonalantipathies,ordifferencesoffortune,——theobstinacyofanold-
  fashionedBretonwomanandthedignityofDoctorMinoretcreatedabarrierbetweentheselovers,whichwastoend,assuchobstaclesoftendo,notindestroyingbutinstrengtheninglove。Toanardentmanawoman’svalueisthatwhichshecostshim;Savinienforesawastruggle,greatefforts,manyuncertainties,andalreadytheyounggirlwasrendereddearertohim;hewasresolvedtowinher。Perhapsourfeelingsobeythelawsofnatureastothelastingnessofhercreations;toalonglifealongchildhood。
  Thenextmorning,whentheywoke,UrsulaandSavinienhadthesamethought。Anintimateunderstandingofthiskindwouldcreateloveifitwerenotalreadyitsmostpreciousproof。WhentheyounggirlpartedhercurtainsjustfarenoughtolethereyestakeinSavinien’swindow,shesawthefaceofherloverabovethefasteningofhis。Whenonereflectsontheimmenseservicesthatwindowsrendertoloversitseemsnaturalandrightthatataxshouldbeleviedonthem。Havingthusprotestedagainsthergodfather’sharshness,Ursuladroppedthecurtainandopenedherwindowtoclosetheouterblinds,throughwhichshecouldcontinuetoseewithoutbeingseenherself。Sevenoreighttimesduringthedayshewentuptoherroom,alwaystofindtheyoungviscountwriting,tearingupwhathehadwritten,andthenwritingagain——toher,nodoubt!
  ThenextmorningwhenshewokeLaBougivalgaveherthefollowingletter:——
  ToMademoiselleUrsula:
  Mademoiselle,——Idonotconcealfrommyselfthedistrustayoungmaninspireswhenhehasplacedhimselfinthepositionfromwhichyourgodfather’skindnessreleasedme。IknowthatImustinfuturegivegreaterguaranteesofgoodconductthanothermen;
  therefore,mademoiselle,itiswithdeephumilitythatIplacemyselfatyourfeetandaskyoutoconsidermylove。Thisdeclarationisnotdictatedbypassion;itcomesfromaninwardcertaintywhichinvolvesthewholeoflife。Afoolishinfatuationformyyoungaunt,MadamedeKergarouet,wasthecauseofmygoingtoprison;willyounotregardasaproofofmysincerelovethetotaldisappearanceofthosewishes,ofthatimage,noweffacedfrommyheartbyyours?NosoonerdidIseeyou,asleepandsoengaginginyourchildlikeslumberatBouron,thanyouoccupiedmysoulasaqueentakespossessionofherempire。Iwillhavenootherwifethanyou。YouhaveeveryqualificationIdesireinherwhoistobearmyname。Theeducationyouhavereceivedandthedignityofyourownmind,placeyouonthelevelofthehighestpositions。ButIdoubtmyselftoomuchtodaredescribeyoutoyourself;Icanonlyloveyou。AfterlisteningtoyouyesterdayI
  recalledcertainwordswhichseemasthoughwrittenforyou;
  suffermetotranscribethem:——
  “Madetodrawallheartsandcharmalleyes,gentleandintelligent,spiritualyetabletoreason,courteousasthoughshehadpassedherlifeatcourt,simpleasthehermitwhohadneverknowntheworld,thefireofhersoulistemperedinhereyesbysacredmodesty。“
  Ifeelthevalueofthenoblesoulrevealedinyoubymany,eventhemosttrifling,things。Thisitiswhichgivesmethecouragetoaskyou,providedyoulovenooneelse,toletmeprovetoyoubymyconductandmydevotionthatIamnotunworthyofyou。Itconcernsmyverylife;youcannotdoubtthatallmypowerswillbeemployed,notonlyintryingtopleaseyou,butindeservingyouresteem,whichismoreprecioustomethananyotheruponearth。
  Withthishope,Ursula——ifyouwillsuffermesotocallyouinmyheart——Nemourswillbetomeaparadise,thehardesttaskswillbringmejoysderivedthroughyou,aslifeitselfisderivedfromGod。TellmethatImaycallmyselfYourSavinien。
  Ursulakissedtheletter;then,havingre-readitandclaspeditwithpassionatemotions,shedressedherselfeagerlytocarryittoheruncle。
  “Ah,myGod!Inearlyforgottosaymyprayers!“sheexclaimed,turningbacktokneelonherprie-Dieu。
  Afewmomentslatershewentdowntothegarden,whereshefoundhergodfatherandmadehimreadtheletter。TheybothsatdownonabenchunderthearchofclimbingplantsoppositetotheChinesepagoda。
  Ursulaawaitedtheoldman’swords,andtheoldmanreflectedlong,toolongfortheimpatientyounggirl。Atlast,theresultoftheirsecretinterviewappearedinthefollowinganswer,partofwhichthedoctorundoubtedlydictated。
  ToMonsieurleVicomteSaviniendePortenduere:
  Monsieur,——Icannotbeotherwisethangreatlyhonoredbytheletterinwhichyouoffermeyourhand;but,atmyage,andaccordingtotherulesofmyeducation,Ihavefeltboundtocommunicateittomygodfather,whoisallIhave,andwhomIloveasafatherandalsoasafriend。Imustnowtellyouthepainfulobjectionswhichhehasmadetome,andwhichmustbetoyoumyanswer。