“Myheirswouldbedelightedtoseemeinvestmypropertyinrealestateormortgages;theyimagineitwouldbesaferthere。Iknowexactlywhattheyaresaying;perhapsyoucomefromthem。Letmetellyou,mygoodsir,thatmydispositionofmypropertyisirrevocablymade。MyheirswillhavethecapitalIbroughtherewithme;Iwishthemtoknowthat,andtoletmealone。IfanyoneofthemattemptstointerferewithwhatIthinkpropertodoforthatyounggirlpointingtoUrsulaIshallcomebackfromtheotherworldandtormenthim。So,MonsieurSaviniendePortenduerewillstayinprisoniftheycountonmetogethimout。IshallnotsellmypropertyintheFunds。“
HearingthislastfragmentofthesentenceUrsulaexperiencedthefirstandonlypainwhichsofarhadevertouchedher。Shelaidherheadagainsttheblindtosteadyherself。
“GoodGod,whatisthematterwithher?“thoughttheolddoctor。“Shehasnocolor;suchanemotionafterdinnermightkillher。“
Hewenttoherwithopenarms,andshefellintothemalmostfainting。
“Adieu,Monsieur,“hesaidtothenotary,“pleaseleaveus。“
HecarriedhischildtoanimmenseLouisXV。sofawhichwasinhisstudy,lookedforaphialofhartshornamonghisremedies,andmadeherinhaleit。
“Takemyplace,“saidthedoctortoBongrand,whowasterrified;“I
mustbealonewithher。“
Thejusticeofpeaceaccompaniedthenotarytothegate,askinghim,butwithoutshowinganyeagerness,whatwasthematterwithUrsula。
“Idon’tknow,“repliedDionis。“Shewasstandingbythepagoda,listeningtous,andjustasheruncleso-calledrefusedtolendsomemoneyatmyrequesttoyoungdePortenduerewhoisinprisonfordebt,——forhehasnothad,likeMonsieurduRouvre,aMonsieurBongrandtodefendhim,——sheturnedpaleandstaggered。Canshelovehim?Isthereanythingbetweenthem?“
“Atfifteenyearsofage?pooh!“repliedBongrand。
“ShewasborninFebruary,1813;she’llbesixteeninfourmonths。“
“Idon’tbelievesheeversawhim,“saidthejudge。“No,itisonlyanervousattack。“
“Attackoftheheart,morelikely,“saidthenotary。
Dioniswasdelightedwiththisdiscovery,whichwouldpreventthemarriage“inextremis“whichtheydreaded,——theonlysuremeansbywhichthedoctorcoulddefraudhisrelatives。Bongrand,ontheotherhand,sawaprivatecastleofhisowndemolished;hehadlongthoughtofmarryinghissontoUrsula。
“Ifthepoorgirllovesthatyouthitwillbeamisfortuneforher,“
repliedBongrandafterapause。“MadamedePortenduereisaBretonandinfatuatedwithhernobleblood。“
“Luckily——ImeanforthehonorofthePortendueres,“repliedthenotary,onthepointofbetrayinghimself。
LetusdothefaithfulanduprightBongrandthejusticetosaythatbeforehere-enteredthesalonhehadabandoned,notwithoutdeepregretforhisson,thehopehehadcherishedofsomedaycallingUrsulahisdaughter。Hemeanttogivehissonsixthousandfrancsayearthedayhewasappointedsubstitute,andifthedoctorwouldgiveUrsulaahundredthousandfrancswhatapearlofahomethepairwouldmake!HisEugenewassoloyalandcharmingafellow!PerhapshehadpraisedhisEugenetoooften,andthathadmadethedoctordistrustful。
“Ishallhavetocomedowntothemayor’sdaughter,“hethought。“ButUrsulawithoutanymoneyisworthmorethanMademoiselleLevrault-
Cremierewithamillion。However,thethingtobedoneistomanoeuvrethemarriagewiththislittlePortenduere——ifshereallyloveshim。“
Thedoctor,afterclosingthedoortothelibraryandthattothegarden,tookhisgoddaughtertothewindowwhichopenedupontheriver。
“Whatailsyou,mychild?“hesaid。“Yourlifeismylife。Withoutyoursmileswhatwouldbecomeofme?“
“Savinieninprison!“shesaid。
Withthesewordsashoweroftearsfellfromhereyesandshebegantosob。
“Saved!“thoughtthedoctor,whowasholdingherpulsewithgreatanxiety。“Alas!shehasallthesensitivenessofmypoorwife,“hethought,fetchingastethoscopewhichheputtoUrsula’sheart,applyinghiseartoit。“Ah,that’sallright,“hesaidtohimself。“I
didnotknow,mydarling,thatyoulovedanyoneasyet,“headded,lookingather;“butthinkoutloudtomeasyouthinktoyourself;
tellmeallthathaspassedbetweenyou。“
“Idonotlovehim,godfather;wehaveneverspokentoeachother,“
sheanswered,sobbing。“Buttohearthatheisinprison,andtoknowthatyou——harshly——refusedtogethimout——you,sogood!“
“Ursula,mydearlittlegoodangel,ifyoudonotlovehimwhydidyouputthatlittlereddotagainstSaintSavinien’sdayjustasyouputonebeforethatofSaintDenis?Come,tellmeeverythingaboutyourlittlelove-affair。“
Ursulablushed,swallowedafewtears,andforamomenttherewassilencebetweenthem。
“Surelyyouarenotafraidofyourfather,yourfriend,mother,doctor,andgodfather,whoseheartisnowmoretenderthaniteverhasbeen。“
“No,no,deargodfather,“shesaid。“Iwillopenmyhearttoyou。LastMay,MonsieurSaviniencametoseehismother。UntilthenIhadnevertakennoticeofhim。WhenhelefthometoliveinParisIwasachild,andIdidnotseeanydifferencebetweenhimand——allofyou——exceptperhapsthatIlovedyou,andneverthoughtoflovinganyoneelse。
MonsieurSaviniencamebythemail-postthenightbeforehismother’sfete-day;butwedidnotknowit。Atseventhenextmorning,afterI
hadsaidmyprayers,IopenedthewindowtoairmyroomandIsawthewindowsinMonsieurSavinien’sroomopen;andMonsieurSavinienwasthere,inadressinggown,arranginghisbeard;inallhismovementstherewassuchgrace——Imean,heseemedtomesocharming。Hecombedhisblackmoustacheandthelittletuftonhischin,andIsawhiswhitethroat——soround!——mustItellyouall?InoticedthathisthroatandfaceandthatbeautifulblackhairwereallsodifferentfromyourswhenIwatchyouarrangingyourbeard。Therecame——Idon’tknowhow——asortofglowintomyheart,andupintomythroat,myhead;itcamesoviolentlythatIsatdown——Icouldn’tstand,I
trembledso。ButIlongedtoseehimagain,andpresentlyIgotup;hesawmethen,and,justforplay,hesentmeakissfromthetipsofhisfingersand——“
“And?“
“Andthen,“shecontinued,“Ihidmyself——Iwasashamed,buthappy——
whyshouldIbeashamedofbeinghappy?Thatfeeling——itdazzledmysoulandgaveitsomepower,butIdon’tknowwhat——itcameagaineachtimeIsawwithinmethesameyoungface。Ilovedthisfeeling,violentasitwas。Goingtomass,someunconquerablepowermademelookatMonsieurSavinienwithhismotheronhisarm;hiswalk,hisclothes,eventhetapofhisbootsonthepavement,seemedtomesocharming。Theleastlittlethingabouthim——hishandwiththedelicateglove——actedlikeaspelluponme;andyetIhadstrengthenoughnottothinkofhimduringmass。WhentheservicewasoverIstayedinthechurchtoletMadamedePortendueregofirst,andthenIwalkedbehindhim。Icouldn’ttellyouhowtheselittlethingsexcitedme。WhenI
reachedhome,Iturnedroundtofastentheirongate——“
“WherewasLaBougival?“askedthedoctor。
“Oh,Ilethergotothekitchen,“saidUrsulasimply。“ThenIsawMonsieurSavinienstandingquitestillandlookingatme。Oh!
godfather,Iwassoproud,forIthoughtIsawalookinhiseyesofsurpriseandadmiration——Idon’tknowwhatIwouldnotdotomakehimlookatmeagainlikethat。ItseemedtomeIoughttothinkofnothingforevermorebutpleasinghim。ThatglanceisnowthebestrewardIhaveforanygoodIdo。FromthatmomentIhavethoughtofhimincessantly,inspiteofmyself。MonsieurSavinienwentbacktoParisthatevening,andIhavenotseenhimsince。Thestreetseemsempty;hetookmyheartawaywithhim——buthedoesnotknowit。“
“Isthatall?“askedtheoldman。
“All,deargodfather,“shesaid,withasighofregretthattherewasnotmoretotell。
“Mylittlegirl,“saidthedoctor,puttingheronhisknee;“youarenearlysixteenandyourwomanhoodisbeginning。Youarenowbetweenyourblessedchildhood,whichisending,andtheemotionsoflove,whichwillmakeyourlifeatumultuousone;foryouhaveanervoussystemofexquisitesensibility。Whathashappenedtoyou,mychild,islove,“saidtheoldmanwithanexpressionofdeepestsadness,——
“loveinitsholysimplicity;loveasitoughttobe;involuntary,sudden,cominglikeathiefwhotakesall——yes,all!Iexpectedit。I
havestudiedwomen;manyneedproofsandmiraclesofaffectionbeforeloveconquersthem;butothersthereare,undertheinfluenceofsympathiesexplainableto-daybymagneticfluids,whoarepossessedbyitinaninstant。ToyouIcannowtellall——assoonasIsawthecharmingwomanwhosenameyoubear,IfeltthatIshouldloveherforever,solelyandfaithfully,withoutknowingwhetherourcharactersorpersonssuitedeachother。Isthereasecond-sightinlove?WhatanswercanIgivetothat,Iwhohaveseensomanyunionsformedundercelestialauspicesonlytoberupturedlater,givingrisetohatredsthatarewell-nigheternal,torepugnancesthatareunconquerable。Thesensessometimesharmonizewhileideasareatvariance;andsomepersonslivemorebytheirmindsthanbytheirbodies。Thecontraryisalsotrue;oftenmindsagreeandpersonsdisplease。Thesephenomena,thevaryingandsecretcauseofmanysorrows,showthewisdomoflawswhichgiveparentssupremepoweroverthemarriagesoftheirchildren;
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