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第18章

  “Myheirswouldbedelightedtoseemeinvestmypropertyinrealestateormortgages;theyimagineitwouldbesaferthere。Iknowexactlywhattheyaresaying;perhapsyoucomefromthem。Letmetellyou,mygoodsir,thatmydispositionofmypropertyisirrevocablymade。MyheirswillhavethecapitalIbroughtherewithme;Iwishthemtoknowthat,andtoletmealone。IfanyoneofthemattemptstointerferewithwhatIthinkpropertodoforthatyounggirlpointingtoUrsulaIshallcomebackfromtheotherworldandtormenthim。So,MonsieurSaviniendePortenduerewillstayinprisoniftheycountonmetogethimout。IshallnotsellmypropertyintheFunds。“
  HearingthislastfragmentofthesentenceUrsulaexperiencedthefirstandonlypainwhichsofarhadevertouchedher。Shelaidherheadagainsttheblindtosteadyherself。
  “GoodGod,whatisthematterwithher?“thoughttheolddoctor。“Shehasnocolor;suchanemotionafterdinnermightkillher。“
  Hewenttoherwithopenarms,andshefellintothemalmostfainting。
  “Adieu,Monsieur,“hesaidtothenotary,“pleaseleaveus。“
  HecarriedhischildtoanimmenseLouisXV。sofawhichwasinhisstudy,lookedforaphialofhartshornamonghisremedies,andmadeherinhaleit。
  “Takemyplace,“saidthedoctortoBongrand,whowasterrified;“I
  mustbealonewithher。“
  Thejusticeofpeaceaccompaniedthenotarytothegate,askinghim,butwithoutshowinganyeagerness,whatwasthematterwithUrsula。
  “Idon’tknow,“repliedDionis。“Shewasstandingbythepagoda,listeningtous,andjustasheruncleso-calledrefusedtolendsomemoneyatmyrequesttoyoungdePortenduerewhoisinprisonfordebt,——forhehasnothad,likeMonsieurduRouvre,aMonsieurBongrandtodefendhim,——sheturnedpaleandstaggered。Canshelovehim?Isthereanythingbetweenthem?“
  “Atfifteenyearsofage?pooh!“repliedBongrand。
  “ShewasborninFebruary,1813;she’llbesixteeninfourmonths。“
  “Idon’tbelievesheeversawhim,“saidthejudge。“No,itisonlyanervousattack。“
  “Attackoftheheart,morelikely,“saidthenotary。
  Dioniswasdelightedwiththisdiscovery,whichwouldpreventthemarriage“inextremis“whichtheydreaded,——theonlysuremeansbywhichthedoctorcoulddefraudhisrelatives。Bongrand,ontheotherhand,sawaprivatecastleofhisowndemolished;hehadlongthoughtofmarryinghissontoUrsula。
  “Ifthepoorgirllovesthatyouthitwillbeamisfortuneforher,“
  repliedBongrandafterapause。“MadamedePortenduereisaBretonandinfatuatedwithhernobleblood。“
  “Luckily——ImeanforthehonorofthePortendueres,“repliedthenotary,onthepointofbetrayinghimself。
  LetusdothefaithfulanduprightBongrandthejusticetosaythatbeforehere-enteredthesalonhehadabandoned,notwithoutdeepregretforhisson,thehopehehadcherishedofsomedaycallingUrsulahisdaughter。Hemeanttogivehissonsixthousandfrancsayearthedayhewasappointedsubstitute,andifthedoctorwouldgiveUrsulaahundredthousandfrancswhatapearlofahomethepairwouldmake!HisEugenewassoloyalandcharmingafellow!PerhapshehadpraisedhisEugenetoooften,andthathadmadethedoctordistrustful。
  “Ishallhavetocomedowntothemayor’sdaughter,“hethought。“ButUrsulawithoutanymoneyisworthmorethanMademoiselleLevrault-
  Cremierewithamillion。However,thethingtobedoneistomanoeuvrethemarriagewiththislittlePortenduere——ifshereallyloveshim。“
  Thedoctor,afterclosingthedoortothelibraryandthattothegarden,tookhisgoddaughtertothewindowwhichopenedupontheriver。
  “Whatailsyou,mychild?“hesaid。“Yourlifeismylife。Withoutyoursmileswhatwouldbecomeofme?“
  “Savinieninprison!“shesaid。
  Withthesewordsashoweroftearsfellfromhereyesandshebegantosob。
  “Saved!“thoughtthedoctor,whowasholdingherpulsewithgreatanxiety。“Alas!shehasallthesensitivenessofmypoorwife,“hethought,fetchingastethoscopewhichheputtoUrsula’sheart,applyinghiseartoit。“Ah,that’sallright,“hesaidtohimself。“I
  didnotknow,mydarling,thatyoulovedanyoneasyet,“headded,lookingather;“butthinkoutloudtomeasyouthinktoyourself;
  tellmeallthathaspassedbetweenyou。“
  “Idonotlovehim,godfather;wehaveneverspokentoeachother,“
  sheanswered,sobbing。“Buttohearthatheisinprison,andtoknowthatyou——harshly——refusedtogethimout——you,sogood!“
  “Ursula,mydearlittlegoodangel,ifyoudonotlovehimwhydidyouputthatlittlereddotagainstSaintSavinien’sdayjustasyouputonebeforethatofSaintDenis?Come,tellmeeverythingaboutyourlittlelove-affair。“
  Ursulablushed,swallowedafewtears,andforamomenttherewassilencebetweenthem。
  “Surelyyouarenotafraidofyourfather,yourfriend,mother,doctor,andgodfather,whoseheartisnowmoretenderthaniteverhasbeen。“
  “No,no,deargodfather,“shesaid。“Iwillopenmyhearttoyou。LastMay,MonsieurSaviniencametoseehismother。UntilthenIhadnevertakennoticeofhim。WhenhelefthometoliveinParisIwasachild,andIdidnotseeanydifferencebetweenhimand——allofyou——exceptperhapsthatIlovedyou,andneverthoughtoflovinganyoneelse。
  MonsieurSaviniencamebythemail-postthenightbeforehismother’sfete-day;butwedidnotknowit。Atseventhenextmorning,afterI
  hadsaidmyprayers,IopenedthewindowtoairmyroomandIsawthewindowsinMonsieurSavinien’sroomopen;andMonsieurSavinienwasthere,inadressinggown,arranginghisbeard;inallhismovementstherewassuchgrace——Imean,heseemedtomesocharming。Hecombedhisblackmoustacheandthelittletuftonhischin,andIsawhiswhitethroat——soround!——mustItellyouall?InoticedthathisthroatandfaceandthatbeautifulblackhairwereallsodifferentfromyourswhenIwatchyouarrangingyourbeard。Therecame——Idon’tknowhow——asortofglowintomyheart,andupintomythroat,myhead;itcamesoviolentlythatIsatdown——Icouldn’tstand,I
  trembledso。ButIlongedtoseehimagain,andpresentlyIgotup;hesawmethen,and,justforplay,hesentmeakissfromthetipsofhisfingersand——“
  “And?“
  “Andthen,“shecontinued,“Ihidmyself——Iwasashamed,buthappy——
  whyshouldIbeashamedofbeinghappy?Thatfeeling——itdazzledmysoulandgaveitsomepower,butIdon’tknowwhat——itcameagaineachtimeIsawwithinmethesameyoungface。Ilovedthisfeeling,violentasitwas。Goingtomass,someunconquerablepowermademelookatMonsieurSavinienwithhismotheronhisarm;hiswalk,hisclothes,eventhetapofhisbootsonthepavement,seemedtomesocharming。Theleastlittlethingabouthim——hishandwiththedelicateglove——actedlikeaspelluponme;andyetIhadstrengthenoughnottothinkofhimduringmass。WhentheservicewasoverIstayedinthechurchtoletMadamedePortendueregofirst,andthenIwalkedbehindhim。Icouldn’ttellyouhowtheselittlethingsexcitedme。WhenI
  reachedhome,Iturnedroundtofastentheirongate——“
  “WherewasLaBougival?“askedthedoctor。
  “Oh,Ilethergotothekitchen,“saidUrsulasimply。“ThenIsawMonsieurSavinienstandingquitestillandlookingatme。Oh!
  godfather,Iwassoproud,forIthoughtIsawalookinhiseyesofsurpriseandadmiration——Idon’tknowwhatIwouldnotdotomakehimlookatmeagainlikethat。ItseemedtomeIoughttothinkofnothingforevermorebutpleasinghim。ThatglanceisnowthebestrewardIhaveforanygoodIdo。FromthatmomentIhavethoughtofhimincessantly,inspiteofmyself。MonsieurSavinienwentbacktoParisthatevening,andIhavenotseenhimsince。Thestreetseemsempty;hetookmyheartawaywithhim——buthedoesnotknowit。“
  “Isthatall?“askedtheoldman。
  “All,deargodfather,“shesaid,withasighofregretthattherewasnotmoretotell。
  “Mylittlegirl,“saidthedoctor,puttingheronhisknee;“youarenearlysixteenandyourwomanhoodisbeginning。Youarenowbetweenyourblessedchildhood,whichisending,andtheemotionsoflove,whichwillmakeyourlifeatumultuousone;foryouhaveanervoussystemofexquisitesensibility。Whathashappenedtoyou,mychild,islove,“saidtheoldmanwithanexpressionofdeepestsadness,——
  “loveinitsholysimplicity;loveasitoughttobe;involuntary,sudden,cominglikeathiefwhotakesall——yes,all!Iexpectedit。I
  havestudiedwomen;manyneedproofsandmiraclesofaffectionbeforeloveconquersthem;butothersthereare,undertheinfluenceofsympathiesexplainableto-daybymagneticfluids,whoarepossessedbyitinaninstant。ToyouIcannowtellall——assoonasIsawthecharmingwomanwhosenameyoubear,IfeltthatIshouldloveherforever,solelyandfaithfully,withoutknowingwhetherourcharactersorpersonssuitedeachother。Isthereasecond-sightinlove?WhatanswercanIgivetothat,Iwhohaveseensomanyunionsformedundercelestialauspicesonlytoberupturedlater,givingrisetohatredsthatarewell-nigheternal,torepugnancesthatareunconquerable。Thesensessometimesharmonizewhileideasareatvariance;andsomepersonslivemorebytheirmindsthanbytheirbodies。Thecontraryisalsotrue;oftenmindsagreeandpersonsdisplease。Thesephenomena,thevaryingandsecretcauseofmanysorrows,showthewisdomoflawswhichgiveparentssupremepoweroverthemarriagesoftheirchildren;