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第14章

  Onrising,thedoctor,surethatnoonehadcrossedthethresholdofhishousesincehere-enteredit,proceededbutnotwithoutextremetrepidationtoverifyhisfacts。Hewashimselfignorantofanydifferenceinthebank-notesandalsoofthemisplacementofthePandectvolumes。Thesomnambulistwasright。ThedoctorrangforLaBougival。
  “TellUrsulatocomeandspeaktome,“hesaid,seatinghimselfinthecenterofhislibrary。
  Thegirlcame;sheranuptohimandkissedhim。Thedoctortookheronhisknee,whereshesatcontentedly,minglinghersoftfaircurlswiththewhitehairofheroldfriend。
  “Doyouwantsomething,godfather?“
  “Yes;butpromiseme,onyoursalvation,toanswerfrankly,withoutevasion,thequestionsthatIshallputtoyou。“
  Ursulacoloredtothetemples。
  “Oh!I’llasknothingthatyoucannotspeakof,“hesaid,noticinghowthebashfulnessofyounglovecloudedthehithertochildlikepurityofthegirl’sblueeyes。
  “Askme,godfather。“
  “Whatthoughtwasinyourmindwhenyouendedyourprayerslastevening,andwhattimewasitwhenyousaidthem。“
  “Itwasaquarter-pastorhalf-pastnine。“
  “Well,repeatyourlastprayer。“
  Thegirlfanciedthathervoicemightconveyherfaithtothesceptic;
  sheslidfromhiskneeandkneltdown,claspingherhandsfervently;abrilliantlightilluminedherfaceassheturneditontheoldmanandsaid:——
  “WhatIaskedofGodlastnightIaskedagainthismorning,andI
  shallaskittillhevouchsafestograntit。“
  Thensherepeatedherprayerwithnewandstillmorepowerfulexpression。Tohergreatastonishmenthergodfathertookthelastwordsfromhermouthandfinishedtheprayer。
  “Good,Ursula,“saidthedoctor,takingheragainonhisknee。“Whenyoulaidyourheadonthepillowandwenttosleepdidyouthinktoyourself,’Thatdeargodfather;IwonderwhoisplayingbackgammonwithhiminParis’?“
  Ursulasprangupasifthelasttrumpethadsoundedinherears。Shegaveacryofterror;hereyes,wideopen,gazedattheoldmanwithawfulfixity。
  “Whoareyou,godfather?Fromwhomdoyougetsuchpower?“sheasked,imaginingthatinhisdesiretodenyGodhehadmadesomecompactwiththedevil。
  “Whatseedsdidyouplantyesterdayinthegarden?“
  “Mignonette,sweet-peas,balsams——“
  “Andthelastwerelarkspur?“
  Shefellonherknees。
  “Donotterrifyme!“sheexclaimed。“Ohyoumusthavebeenhere——youwerehere,wereyounot?“
  “AmInotalwayswithyou?“repliedthedoctor,evadingherquestion,tosavethestrainontheyounggirl’smind。“Letusgotoyourroom。“
  “Yourlegsaretrembling,“shesaid。
  “Yes,Iamconfounded,asitwere。“
  “CanitbethatyoubelieveinGod?“shecried,withartlessjoy,lettingfallthetearsthatgatheredinhereyes。
  TheoldmanlookedroundthesimplebutdaintylittleroomhehadgiventohisUrsula。Onthefloorwasaplaingreencarpet,veryinexpensive,whichsheherselfkeptexquisitelyclean;thewallswerehungwithagraypaperstrewnwithrosesandgreenleaves;atthewindows,whichlookedtothecourt,werecalicocurtainsedgedwithabandofsomepinkmaterial;betweenthewindowsandbeneathatallmirrorwasapier-tabletoppedwithmarble,onwhichstoodaSevresvaseinwhichsheputhernosegays;oppositethechimneywasalittlebureau-deskofcharmingmarquetry。Thebed,ofchintz,withchintzcurtainslinedwithpink,wasoneofthoseduchessbedssocommonintheeighteenthcentury,whichhadatuftofcarvedfeathersatthetopofeachofthefourposts,whichwereflutedonthesides。Anoldclock,inclosedinasortofmonumentmadeoftortoise-shellinlaidwitharabesquesofivory,decoratedthemantelpiece,themarbleshelfofwhich,withthecandlesticksandthemirrorinaframepaintedincameoonagrayground,presentedaremarkableharmonyofcolor,tone,andstyle。Alargewardrobe,thedoorsofwhichwereinlaidwithlandscapesindifferentwoodssomehavingagreentintwhicharenolongertobefoundforsalecontained,nodoubt,herlinenandherdresses。Theairoftheroomwasredolentofheaven。Theprecisearrangementofeverythingshowedasenseoforder,afeelingforharmony,whichwouldcertainlyhaveinfluencedanyone,evenaMinoret-Levrault。ItwasplainthatthethingsaboutherweredeartoUrsula,andthatshelovedaroomwhichcontained,asitwere,herchildhoodandthewholeofhergirlishlife。
  Lookingtheroomwelloverthathemightseemtohaveareasonforhisvisit,thedoctorsawatoncehowthewindowslookedintothoseofMadamedePortenduere。DuringthenighthehadmeditatedastothecourseheoughttopursuewithUrsulaabouthisdiscoveryofthisdawningpassion。Toquestionhernowwouldcommithimtosomecourse。
  Hemusteitherapproveordisapproveofherlove;ineithercasehispositionwouldbeafalseone。Hethereforeresolvedtowatchandexamineintothestateofthingsbetweenthetwoyoungpeople,andlearnwhetheritwerehisdutytochecktheinclinationbeforeitwasirresistible。Nonebutanoldmancouldhaveshownsuchdeliberatewisdom。Stillpantingfromthediscoveryofthetruthofthesemagneticfacts,heturnedaboutandlookedatallthevariouslittlethingsaroundtheroom;hewishedtoexaminethealmanacwhichwashangingatacornerofthechimney-piece。
  “Theseuglythingsaretooheavyforyourlittlehands,“hesaid,takingupthemarblecandlestickswhichwerepartlycoveredwithleather。
  Heweighedtheminhishand;thenhelookedatthealmanacandtookit,saying,“Thisisuglytoo。Whydoyoukeepsuchacommonthinginyourprettyroom?“
  “Oh,pleaseletmehaveit,godfather。“
  “No,no,youshallhaveanotherto-morrow。“
  Sosayinghecarriedoffthispossibleproof,shuthimselfupinhisstudy,lookedforSaintSavinienandfound,asthesomnambulisthadtoldhim,alittlereddotatthe19thofOctober;healsosawanotherbeforehisownsaint’sday,SaintDenis,andathirdbeforeSaintJohn,theabbe’spatron。Thislittledot,nolargerthanapin’shead,hadbeenseenbythesleepingwomaninspiteofdistanceandotherobstacles!Theoldmanthoughttilleveningoftheseevents,moremomentousforhimthanforothers。Hewasforcedtoyieldtoevidence。
  Astrongwall,asitwere,crumbledwithinhim;forhislifehadrestedontwobases,——indifferenceinmattersofreligionandafirmdisbeliefinmagnetism。Whenitwasprovedtohimthatthesenses——
  facultiespurelyphysical,organs,theeffectsofwhichcouldbeexplained——attainedtosomeoftheattributesoftheinfinite,magnetismupset,oratleastitseemedtohimtoupset,thepowerfulargumentsofSpinoza。Thefiniteandtheinfinite,twoincompatibleelementsaccordingtothatremarkableman,werehereunited,theoneintheother。Nomatterwhatpowerhegavetothedivisibilityandmobilityofmatterhecouldnothelprecognizingthatitpossessedqualitiesthatwerealmostdivine。
  Hewastoooldnowtoconnectthosephenomenatoasystem,andcomparethemwiththoseofsleep,ofvision,oflight。Hiswholescientificbelief,basedontheassertionsoftheschoolofLockeandCondillac,wasinruins。Seeinghishollowideasinpieces,hisscepticismstaggered。ThustheadvantageinthisstrugglebetweentheCatholicchildandtheVoltaireanoldmanwasonUrsula’sside。Inthedismantledfortress,abovetheseruins,shonealight;fromthecenteroftheseashesissuedthepathofprayer!Nevertheless,theobstinateoldscientistfoughthisdoubts。Thoughstrucktotheheart,hewouldnotdecide,hestruggledonagainstGod。
  Buthewasnolongerthesameman;hismindshoweditsvacillation。Hebecameunnaturallydreamy;hereadPascal,andBossuet’ssublime“HistoryofSpecies“;hereadBonald,hereadSaint-Augustine;hedeterminedalsotoreadtheworksofSwedenborg,andthelateSaint-
  Martin,whichthemysteriousstrangerhadmentionedtohim。Theedificewithinhimwascrackingonallsides;itneededbutonemoreshake,andthen,hisheartbeingripeforGod,hewasdestinedtofallintothecelestialvineyardasfallthefruits。Oftenofanevening,whenplayingwiththeabbe,hisgoddaughtersittingby,hewouldputquestionsbearingonhisopinionswhichseemedsingulartothepriest,whowasignorantoftheinwardworkingsbywhichGodwasremakingthatfineconscience。
  “Doyoubelieveinapparitions?“askedthescepticofthepastor,stoppingshortinthegame。
  “Cardan,agreatphilosopherofthesixteenthcenturysaidhehadseensome,“repliedtheabbe。
  “Iknowallthosethatscholarshavediscussed,forIhavejustrereadPlotinus。IamquestioningyouasaCatholicmight,andIaskifyouthinkthatdeadmencanreturntotheliving。“
  “Jesusreappearedtohisdisciplesafterhisdeath,“saidtheabbe。
  “TheChurchoughttohavefaithintheapparitionsoftheSavior。Asformiracles,theyarenotlacking,“hecontinued,smiling。“ShallI
  tellyouthelast?Ittookplaceintheeighteenthcentury。“
  “Pooh!“saidthedoctor。
  “Yes,theblessedMarie-AlphonseofLigouri,beingveryfarfromRome,knewofthedeathofthePopeattheverymomenttheHolyFatherexpired;therewerenumerouswitnessesofthismiracle。Thesaintedbishopbeinginecstasy,heardthelastwordsofthesovereignpontiffandrepeatedthematthetimetothoseabouthim。Thecourierwhobroughttheannouncementofthedeathdidnotarrivetillthirtyhourslater。“