首页 >出版文学> Twelve Stories and a Dream>第9章
  “Youlefthim?“
  “Myhorsebolted。“
  “Iknow。Sodidmine。“
  Helaughedathismastermirthlessly。
  “Isaymyhorsebolted,“saidthemanwhooncehadasilver-studdedbridle。
  “Cowardsboth,“saidthelittleman。
  Theothergnawedhisknucklethroughsomemeditativemoments,withhiseyeonhisinferior。
  “Don’tcallmeacoward,“hesaidatlength。
  “Youareacowardlikemyself。“
  “Acowardpossibly。Thereisalimitbeyondwhicheverymanmustfear。
  ThatIhavelearntatlast。Butnotlikeyourself。Thatiswherethedifferencecomesin。“
  “Inevercouldhavedreamtyouwouldhavelefthim。Hesavedyourlifetwominutesbefore……Whyareyouourlord?“
  Themastergnawedhisknucklesagain,andhiscountenancewasdark。
  “Nomancallsmeacoward,“hesaid。“No。Abrokenswordisbetterthannone……Onespavinedwhitehorsecannotbeexpectedtocarrytwomenafourdays’journey。Ihatewhitehorses,butthistimeitcannotbehelped。Youbegintounderstandme?……Iperceivethatyouareminded,onthestrengthofwhatyouhaveseenandfancy,totaintmyreputation。Itismenofyoursortwhounmakekings。
  Besideswhich——Ineverlikedyou。“
  “Mylord!“saidthelittleman。
  “No,“saidthemaster。“NO!“
  Hestoodupsharplyasthelittlemanmoved。Foraminuteperhapstheyfacedoneanother。Overheadthespiders’ballswentdriving。
  Therewasaquickmovementamongthepebbles;arunningoffeet,acryofdespair,agaspandablow……
  Towardsnightfallthewindfell。Thesunsetinacalmserenity,andthemanwhohadoncepossessedthesilverbridlecameatlastverycautiouslyandbyaneasyslopeoutoftheravineagain;butnowheledthewhitehorsethatoncebelongedtothelittleman。
  Hewouldhavegonebacktohishorsetogethissilver-mountedbridleagain,buthefearednightandaquickeningbreezemightstillfindhiminthevalley,andbesideshedislikedgreatlytothinkhemightdiscoverhishorseallswathedincobwebsandperhapsunpleasantlyeaten。
  Andashethoughtofthosecobwebsandofallthedangershehadbeenthrough,andthemannerinwhichhehadbeenpreservedthatday,hishandsoughtalittlereliquarythathungabouthisneck,andheclaspeditforamomentwithheartfeltgratitude。Ashedidsohiseyeswentacrossthevalley。
  “Iwashotwithpassion,“hesaid,“andnowshehasmetherreward。
  Theyalso,nodoubt——“
  Andbehold!Farawayoutofthewoodedslopesacrossthevalley,butintheclearnessofthesunsetdistinctandunmistakable,hesawalittlespireofsmoke。
  Atthathisexpressionofsereneresignationchangedtoanamazedanger。Smoke?Heturnedtheheadofthewhitehorseabout,andhesitated。Andashedidsoalittlerustleofairwentthroughthegrassabouthim。Farawayuponsomereedsswayedatatteredsheetofgrey。Helookedatthecobwebs;helookedatthesmoke。
  “Perhaps,afterall,itisnotthem,“hesaidatlast。
  Butheknewbetter。
  Afterhehadstaredatthesmokeforsometime,hemountedthewhitehorse。
  Asherode,hepickedhiswayamidststrandedmassesofweb。Forsomereasonthereweremanydeadspidersontheground,andthosethatlivedfeastedguiltilyontheirfellows。Atthesoundofhishorse’shoofstheyfled。
  Theirtimehadpassed。Fromthegroundwithouteitherawindtocarrythemorawindingsheetready,thesethings,foralltheirpoison,coulddohimlittleevil。Heflickedwithhisbeltatthosehefanciedcametoonear。Once,whereanumberrantogetheroverabareplace,hewasmindedtodismountandtramplethemwithhisboots,butthisimpulseheovercame。Everandagainheturnedinhissaddle,andlookedbackatthesmoke。
  “Spiders,“hemutteredoverandoveragain。“Spiders!Well,well……
  ThenexttimeImustspinaweb。“
  Hesitsnotadozenyardsaway。IfIglanceovermyshoulderIcanseehim。AndifIcatchhiseye——andusuallyIcatchhiseye——
  itmeetsmewithanexpression。
  Itismainlyanimploringlook——andyetwithsuspicioninit。
  Confoundhissuspicion!IfIwantedtotellonhimIshouldhavetoldlongago。Idon’ttellandIdon’ttell,andheoughttofeelathisease。Asifanythingsogrossandfatashecouldfeelatease!WhowouldbelievemeifIdidtell?
  PooroldPyecraft!Great,uneasyjellyofsubstance!ThefattestclubmaninLondon。
  Hesitsatoneofthelittleclubtablesinthehugebaybythefire,stuffing。Whatishestuffing?Iglancejudiciouslyandcatchhimbitingataroundofhotbutteredtea-cake,withhiseyesonme。
  Confoundhim!——withhiseyesonme!
  Thatsettlesit,Pyecraft!SinceyouWILLbeabject,sinceyouWILL
  behaveasthoughIwasnotamanofhonour,here,rightunderyourembeddedeyes,Iwritethethingdown——theplaintruthaboutPyecraft。
  ThemanIhelped,themanIshielded,andwhohasrequitedmebymakingmyclubunendurable,absolutelyunendurable,withhisliquidappeal,withtheperpetual“don’ttell“ofhislooks。
  And,besides,whydoeshekeeponeternallyeating?
  Well,heregoesforthetruth,thewholetruth,andnothingbutthetruth!
  Pyecraft。ImadetheacquaintanceofPyecraftinthisverysmoking-
  room。Iwasayoung,nervousnewmember,andhesawit。Iwassittingallalone,wishingIknewmoreofthemembers,andsuddenlyhecame,agreatrollingfrontofchinsandabdomina,towardsme,andgruntedandsatdowninachairclosebymeandwheezedforaspace,andscrapedforaspacewithamatchandlitacigar,andthenaddressedme。Iforgetwhathesaid——somethingaboutthematchesnotlightingproperly,andafterwardsashetalkedhekeptstoppingthewaitersonebyoneastheywentby,andtellingthemaboutthematchesinthatthin,flutyvoicehehas。But,anyhow,itwasinsomesuchwaywebeganourtalking。
  Hetalkedaboutvariousthingsandcameroundtogames。Andthencetomyfigureandcomplexion。“YOUoughttobeagoodcricketer,“
  hesaid。IsupposeIamslender,slendertowhatsomepeoplewouldcalllean,andIsupposeIamratherdark,still——IamnotashamedofhavingaHindugreat-grandmother,but,forallthat,Idon’twantcasualstrangerstoseethroughmeataglancetoHER。SothatIwassetagainstPyecraftfromthebeginning。
  Butheonlytalkedaboutmeinordertogettohimself。
  “Iexpect,“hesaid,“youtakenomoreexercisethanIdo,andprobablyyoueatnoless。“Likeallexcessivelyobesepeoplehefanciedheatenothing。“Yet,“——andhesmiledanobliquesmile——
  “wediffer。“
  Andthenhebegantotalkabouthisfatnessandhisfatness;
  allhedidforhisfatnessandallhewasgoingtodoforhisfatness;
  whatpeoplehadadvisedhimtodoforhisfatnessandwhathehadheardofpeopledoingforfatnesssimilartohis。“Apriori,“hesaid,“onewouldthinkaquestionofnutritioncouldbeansweredbydietaryandaquestionofassimilationbydrugs。“Itwasstifling。Itwasdumplingtalk。Itmademefeelswelledtohearhim。
  Onestandsthatsortofthingonceinawayataclub,butatimecamewhenIfanciedIwasstandingtoomuch。Hetooktomealtogethertooconspicuously。Icouldnevergointothesmoking-roombuthewouldcomewallowingtowardsme,andsometimeshecameandgormandisedroundandaboutmewhileIhadmylunch。Heseemedattimesalmosttobeclingingtome。Hewasabore,butnotsofearfulaboreastobelimitedtome;andfromthefirsttherewassomethinginhismanner——almostasthoughheknew,almostasthoughhepenetratedtothefactthatIMIGHT——thattherewasaremote,exceptionalchanceinmethatnooneelsepresented。
  “I’dgiveanythingtogetitdown,“hewouldsay——“anything,“
  andpeeratmeoverhisvastcheeksandpant。
  PooroldPyecraft!Hehasjustgonged,nodoubttoorderanotherbutteredtea-cake!
  Hecametotheactualthingoneday。“OurPharmacopoeia,“hesaid,“ourWesternPharmacopoeia,isanythingbutthelastwordofmedicalscience。IntheEast,I’vebeentold——“
  Hestoppedandstaredatme。Itwaslikebeingatanaquarium。