“WhatisyourfriendLeonard?“askedMissWinchelseaabruptly。
“He’sthemostenthusiasticpedestrianIevermet,“theyoungmanreplied,amusingly,butalittleunsatisfactorily,MissWinchelseathought。Theyhadsomeglorioustimes,andFannycouldnotthinkwhattheywouldhavedonewithouthim。MissWinchelsea’sinterestandFanny’senormouscapacityforadmirationwereinsatiable。Theyneverflagged——throughpicturesandsculpturegalleries,immensecrowdedchurches,ruinsandmuseums,Judastreesandpricklypears,winecartsandpalaces,theyadmiredtheirwayunflinchingly。Theyneversawastonepineoraeucalyptusbuttheynamedandadmiredit;
theyneverglimpsedSoractebuttheyexclaimed。Theircommonwaysweremadewonderfulbyimaginativeplay。“HereCaesarmayhavewalked,“theywouldsay。“RaphaelmayhaveseenSoractefromthisverypoint。“TheyhappenedonthetombofBibulus。“OldBibulus,“
saidtheyoungman。“TheoldestmonumentofRepublicanRome!“
saidMissWinchelsea。
“I’mdreadfullystupid,“saidFanny,“butwhoWASBibulus?“
Therewasacuriouslittlepause。
“Wasn’thethepersonwhobuiltthewall?“saidHelen。
Theyoungmanglancedquicklyatherandlaughed。“ThatwasBalbus,“
hesaid。Helenreddened,butneitherhenorMissWinchelseathrewanylightuponFanny’signoranceaboutBibulus。
Helenwasmoretaciturnthantheotherthree,butthenshewasalwaystaciturn,andusuallyshetookcareofthetramticketsandthingslikethat,orkepthereyeonthemiftheyoungmantookthem,andtoldhimwheretheywerewhenhewantedthem。Glorioustimestheyhad,theseyoungpeople,inthatpalebrowncleanlycityofmemoriesthatwasoncetheworld。Theironlysorrowwastheshortnessofthetime。Theysaidindeedthattheelectrictramsandthe’70
buildings,andthatcriminaladvertisementthatglaresupontheForum,outragedtheiraestheticfeelingsunspeakably;butthatwasonlypartofthefun。AndindeedRomeissuchawonderfulplacethatitmadeMissWinchelseaforgetsomeofhermostcarefullypreparedenthusiasmsattimes,andHelen,takenunawares,wouldsuddenlyadmitthebeautyofunexpectedthings。YetFannyandHelenwouldhavelikedashopwindoworsointheEnglishquarterifMissWinchelsea’suncompromisinghostilitytoallotherEnglishvisitorshadnotrenderedthatdistrictimpossible。
TheintellectualandaestheticfellowshipofMissWinchelseaandthescholarlyyoungmanpassedinsensiblytowardsadeeperfeeling。
TheexuberantFannydidherbesttokeeppacewiththeirreconditeadmirationbyplayingher“beautiful,“withvigour,andsaying“Oh!
LET’Sgo,“withenormousappetitewheneveranewplaceofinterestwasmentioned。ButHelendevelopedacertainwantofsympathytowardstheend,thatdisappointedMissWinchelseaalittle。Sherefusedto“seeanything“inthefaceofBeatriceCenci——Shelley’sBeatriceCenci!——intheBarberinigallery;andoneday,whentheyweredeploringtheelectrictrams,shesaidrathersnappishlythat“peoplemustgetaboutsomehow,andit’sbetterthantorturinghorsesupthesehorridlittlehills。“ShespokeoftheSevenHillsofRomeas“horridlittlehills!“
AndthedaytheywentonthePalatine——thoughMissWinchelseadidnotknowofthis——sheremarkedsuddenlytoFanny,“Don’thurrylikethat,mydear;THEYdon’twantustoovertakethem。Andwedon’tsaytherightthingsforthemwhenweDOgetnear。“
“Iwasn’ttryingtoovertakethem,“saidFanny,slackeningherexcessivepace;“Iwasn’tindeed。“Andforaminuteshewasshortofbreath。
ButMissWinchelseahadcomeuponhappiness。Itwasonlywhenshecametolookbackacrossaninterveningtragedythatshequiterealisedhowhappyshehadbeen,pacingamongthecypress-shadowedruins,andexchangingtheveryhighestclassofinformationthehumanmindcanpossess,themostrefinedimpressionsitispossibletoconvey。Insensiblyemotioncreptintotheirintercourse,sunningitselfopenlyandpleasantlyatlastwhenHelen’smodernitywasnottoonear。Insensiblytheirinterestdriftedfromthewonderfulassociationsaboutthemtotheirmoreintimateandpersonalfeelings。
Inatentativewayinformationwassupplied;shespokeallusivelyofherschool,ofherexaminationsuccesses,ofhergladnessthatthedaysof“Cram“wereover。Hemadeitquiteclearthathealsowasateacher。Theyspokeofthegreatnessoftheircalling,ofthenecessityofsympathytofaceitsirksomedetails,ofacertainlonelinesstheysometimesfelt。
ThatwasintheColosseum,anditwasasfarastheygotthatday,becauseHelenreturnedwithFanny——shehadtakenherintotheuppergalleries。YettheprivatedreamsofMissWinchelsea,alreadyvividandconcreteenough,becamenowrealisticinthehighestdegree。
Shefiguredthatpleasantyoungman,lecturinginthemostedifyingwaytohisstudents,herselfmodestlyprominentashisintellectualmateandhelper;shefiguredarefinedlittlehome,withtwobureaus,withwhiteshelvesofhigh-classbooks,andautotypesofthepicturesofRossettiandBurne-Jones,withMorris’swallpapersandflowersinpotsofbeatencopper。Indeedshefiguredmanythings。OnthePinciothetwohadafewpreciousmomentstogether,whileHelenmarchedFannyofftoseethemuroTorto,andhespokeatonceplainly。Hesaidhehopedtheirfriendshipwasonlybeginning,thathealreadyfoundhercompanyveryprecioustohim,thatindeeditwasmorethanthat。
Hebecamenervous,thrustingathisglasseswithtremblingfingersasthoughhefanciedhisemotionsmadethemunstable。“Ishouldofcourse,“hesaid,“tellyouthingsaboutmyself。Iknowitisratherunusualmyspeakingtoyoulikethis。Onlyourmeetinghasbeensoaccidental——orprovidential——andIamsnatchingatthings。
IcametoRomeexpectingalonelytour……andIhavebeensoveryhappy,soveryhappy。QuiterecentlyIfoundmyselfinaposition——
Ihavedaredtothink。And——“
Heglancedoverhisshoulderandstopped。Hesaid“Damn!“quitedistinctly——andshedidnotcondemnhimforthatmanlylapseintoprofanity。ShelookedandsawhisfriendLeonardadvancing。Hedrewnearer;heraisedhishattoMissWinchelsea,andhissmilewasalmostagrin。“I’vebeenlookingforyoueverywhere,Snooks,“hesaid。“YoupromisedtobeonthePiazzastepshalfanhourago。“
Snooks!ThenamestruckMissWinchelsealikeablowintheface。
Shedidnothearhisreply。ShethoughtafterwardsthatLeonardmusthaveconsideredherthevaguest-mindedperson。TothisdaysheisnotsurewhethershewasintroducedtoLeonardornot,norwhatshesaidtohim。Asortofmentalparalysiswasuponher。
Ofalloffensivesurnames——Snooks!
HelenandFannywerereturning,therewerecivilities,andtheyoungmenwerereceding。Byagreateffortshecontrolledherselftofacetheenquiringeyesofherfriends。Allthatafternoonshelivedthelifeofaheroineundertheindescribableoutrageofthatname,chatting,observing,with“Snooks“gnawingatherheart。Fromthemomentthatitfirstranguponherears,thedreamofherhappinesswasprostrateinthedust。Alltherefinementshehadfiguredwasruinedanddefacedbythatcognomen’sunavoidablevulgarity。
Whatwasthatrefinedlittlehometohernow,spiteofautotypes,Morrispapers,andbureaus?Athwartitinlettersoffirerananincredibleinscription:“Mrs。Snooks。“Thatmayseemalittlethingtothereader,butconsiderthedelicaterefinementofMissWinchelsea’smind。Beasrefinedasyoucanandthenthinkofwritingyourselfdown:——“Snooks。“SheconceivedherselfbeingaddressedasMrs。Snooksbyallthepeopleshelikedleast,conceivedthepatronymictouchedwithavaguequalityofinsult。Shefiguredacardofgreyandsilverbearing“Winchelsea,“triumphantlyeffacedbyanarrow,Cupid’sarrow,infavourof“Snooks。“Degradingconfessionoffeminineweakness!Sheimaginedtheterriblerejoicingsofcertaingirlfriends,ofcertaingrocercousinsfromwhomhergrowingrefinementhadlongsinceestrangedher。Howtheywouldmakeitsprawlacrosstheenvelopethatwouldbringtheirsarcasticcongratulations。Wouldevenhispleasantcompanycompensateherforthat?“Itisimpossible,“
shemuttered;“impossible!SNOOKS!“
Shewassorryforhim,butnotsosorryasshewasforherself。
Forhimshehadatouchofindignation。Tobesonice,sorefined,whileallthetimehewas“Snooks,“tohideunderapretentiousgentilityofdemeanourthebadgesinisterofhissurnameseemedasortoftreachery。Toputitinthelanguageofsentimentalscienceshefelthehad“ledheron。“
Therewereofcoursemomentsofterriblevacillation,aperiodevenwhensomethingalmostlikepassionbidherthrowrefinementtothewinds。Andtherewassomethinginher,anunexpurgatedvestigeofvulgarity,thatmadeastrenuousattemptatprovingthatSnookswasnotsoverybadanameafterall。AnyhoveringhesitationflewbeforeFanny’smanner,whenFannycamewithanairofcatastrophetotellthatshealsoknewthehorror。Fanny’svoicefelltoawhisperwhenshesaidSNOOKS。MissWinchelseawouldnotgivehimanyanswerwhenatlast,intheBorghese,shecouldhaveaminutewithhim;
butshepromisedhimanote。
Shehandedhimthatnoteinthelittlebookofpoetryhehadlenther,thelittlebookthathadfirstdrawnthemtogether。Herrefusalwasambiguous,allusive。Shecouldnomoretellhimwhysherejectedhimthanshecouldhavetoldacrippleofhishump。Hetoomustfeelsomethingoftheunspeakablequalityofhisname。Indeedhehadavoidedadozenchancesoftellingit,shenowperceived。Soshespokeof“obstaclesshecouldnotreveal“——“reasonswhythethinghespokeofwasimpossible。“Sheaddressedthenotewithashiver,“E。K。
Snooks。“
Thingswereworsethanshehaddreaded;heaskedhertoexplain。
HowCOULDsheexplain?ThoselasttwodaysinRomeweredreadful。
Shewashauntedbyhisairofastonishedperplexity。Sheknewshehadgivenhimintimatehopes,shehadnotthecouragetoexaminehermindthoroughlyfortheextentofherencouragement。Sheknewhemustthinkherthemostchangeableofbeings。Nowthatshewasinfullretreat,shewouldnotevenperceivehishintsofapossiblecorrespondence。Butinthatmatterhedidathingthatseemedtoheratoncedelicateandromantic。Hemadeago-betweenofFanny。