首页 >出版文学> Twelve Stories and a Dream>第35章
  “WhatisyourfriendLeonard?“askedMissWinchelseaabruptly。
  “He’sthemostenthusiasticpedestrianIevermet,“theyoungmanreplied,amusingly,butalittleunsatisfactorily,MissWinchelseathought。Theyhadsomeglorioustimes,andFannycouldnotthinkwhattheywouldhavedonewithouthim。MissWinchelsea’sinterestandFanny’senormouscapacityforadmirationwereinsatiable。Theyneverflagged——throughpicturesandsculpturegalleries,immensecrowdedchurches,ruinsandmuseums,Judastreesandpricklypears,winecartsandpalaces,theyadmiredtheirwayunflinchingly。Theyneversawastonepineoraeucalyptusbuttheynamedandadmiredit;
  theyneverglimpsedSoractebuttheyexclaimed。Theircommonwaysweremadewonderfulbyimaginativeplay。“HereCaesarmayhavewalked,“theywouldsay。“RaphaelmayhaveseenSoractefromthisverypoint。“TheyhappenedonthetombofBibulus。“OldBibulus,“
  saidtheyoungman。“TheoldestmonumentofRepublicanRome!“
  saidMissWinchelsea。
  “I’mdreadfullystupid,“saidFanny,“butwhoWASBibulus?“
  Therewasacuriouslittlepause。
  “Wasn’thethepersonwhobuiltthewall?“saidHelen。
  Theyoungmanglancedquicklyatherandlaughed。“ThatwasBalbus,“
  hesaid。Helenreddened,butneitherhenorMissWinchelseathrewanylightuponFanny’signoranceaboutBibulus。
  Helenwasmoretaciturnthantheotherthree,butthenshewasalwaystaciturn,andusuallyshetookcareofthetramticketsandthingslikethat,orkepthereyeonthemiftheyoungmantookthem,andtoldhimwheretheywerewhenhewantedthem。Glorioustimestheyhad,theseyoungpeople,inthatpalebrowncleanlycityofmemoriesthatwasoncetheworld。Theironlysorrowwastheshortnessofthetime。Theysaidindeedthattheelectrictramsandthe’70
  buildings,andthatcriminaladvertisementthatglaresupontheForum,outragedtheiraestheticfeelingsunspeakably;butthatwasonlypartofthefun。AndindeedRomeissuchawonderfulplacethatitmadeMissWinchelseaforgetsomeofhermostcarefullypreparedenthusiasmsattimes,andHelen,takenunawares,wouldsuddenlyadmitthebeautyofunexpectedthings。YetFannyandHelenwouldhavelikedashopwindoworsointheEnglishquarterifMissWinchelsea’suncompromisinghostilitytoallotherEnglishvisitorshadnotrenderedthatdistrictimpossible。
  TheintellectualandaestheticfellowshipofMissWinchelseaandthescholarlyyoungmanpassedinsensiblytowardsadeeperfeeling。
  TheexuberantFannydidherbesttokeeppacewiththeirreconditeadmirationbyplayingher“beautiful,“withvigour,andsaying“Oh!
  LET’Sgo,“withenormousappetitewheneveranewplaceofinterestwasmentioned。ButHelendevelopedacertainwantofsympathytowardstheend,thatdisappointedMissWinchelseaalittle。Sherefusedto“seeanything“inthefaceofBeatriceCenci——Shelley’sBeatriceCenci!——intheBarberinigallery;andoneday,whentheyweredeploringtheelectrictrams,shesaidrathersnappishlythat“peoplemustgetaboutsomehow,andit’sbetterthantorturinghorsesupthesehorridlittlehills。“ShespokeoftheSevenHillsofRomeas“horridlittlehills!“
  AndthedaytheywentonthePalatine——thoughMissWinchelseadidnotknowofthis——sheremarkedsuddenlytoFanny,“Don’thurrylikethat,mydear;THEYdon’twantustoovertakethem。Andwedon’tsaytherightthingsforthemwhenweDOgetnear。“
  “Iwasn’ttryingtoovertakethem,“saidFanny,slackeningherexcessivepace;“Iwasn’tindeed。“Andforaminuteshewasshortofbreath。
  ButMissWinchelseahadcomeuponhappiness。Itwasonlywhenshecametolookbackacrossaninterveningtragedythatshequiterealisedhowhappyshehadbeen,pacingamongthecypress-shadowedruins,andexchangingtheveryhighestclassofinformationthehumanmindcanpossess,themostrefinedimpressionsitispossibletoconvey。Insensiblyemotioncreptintotheirintercourse,sunningitselfopenlyandpleasantlyatlastwhenHelen’smodernitywasnottoonear。Insensiblytheirinterestdriftedfromthewonderfulassociationsaboutthemtotheirmoreintimateandpersonalfeelings。
  Inatentativewayinformationwassupplied;shespokeallusivelyofherschool,ofherexaminationsuccesses,ofhergladnessthatthedaysof“Cram“wereover。Hemadeitquiteclearthathealsowasateacher。Theyspokeofthegreatnessoftheircalling,ofthenecessityofsympathytofaceitsirksomedetails,ofacertainlonelinesstheysometimesfelt。
  ThatwasintheColosseum,anditwasasfarastheygotthatday,becauseHelenreturnedwithFanny——shehadtakenherintotheuppergalleries。YettheprivatedreamsofMissWinchelsea,alreadyvividandconcreteenough,becamenowrealisticinthehighestdegree。
  Shefiguredthatpleasantyoungman,lecturinginthemostedifyingwaytohisstudents,herselfmodestlyprominentashisintellectualmateandhelper;shefiguredarefinedlittlehome,withtwobureaus,withwhiteshelvesofhigh-classbooks,andautotypesofthepicturesofRossettiandBurne-Jones,withMorris’swallpapersandflowersinpotsofbeatencopper。Indeedshefiguredmanythings。OnthePinciothetwohadafewpreciousmomentstogether,whileHelenmarchedFannyofftoseethemuroTorto,andhespokeatonceplainly。Hesaidhehopedtheirfriendshipwasonlybeginning,thathealreadyfoundhercompanyveryprecioustohim,thatindeeditwasmorethanthat。
  Hebecamenervous,thrustingathisglasseswithtremblingfingersasthoughhefanciedhisemotionsmadethemunstable。“Ishouldofcourse,“hesaid,“tellyouthingsaboutmyself。Iknowitisratherunusualmyspeakingtoyoulikethis。Onlyourmeetinghasbeensoaccidental——orprovidential——andIamsnatchingatthings。
  IcametoRomeexpectingalonelytour……andIhavebeensoveryhappy,soveryhappy。QuiterecentlyIfoundmyselfinaposition——
  Ihavedaredtothink。And——“
  Heglancedoverhisshoulderandstopped。Hesaid“Damn!“quitedistinctly——andshedidnotcondemnhimforthatmanlylapseintoprofanity。ShelookedandsawhisfriendLeonardadvancing。Hedrewnearer;heraisedhishattoMissWinchelsea,andhissmilewasalmostagrin。“I’vebeenlookingforyoueverywhere,Snooks,“hesaid。“YoupromisedtobeonthePiazzastepshalfanhourago。“
  Snooks!ThenamestruckMissWinchelsealikeablowintheface。
  Shedidnothearhisreply。ShethoughtafterwardsthatLeonardmusthaveconsideredherthevaguest-mindedperson。TothisdaysheisnotsurewhethershewasintroducedtoLeonardornot,norwhatshesaidtohim。Asortofmentalparalysiswasuponher。
  Ofalloffensivesurnames——Snooks!
  HelenandFannywerereturning,therewerecivilities,andtheyoungmenwerereceding。Byagreateffortshecontrolledherselftofacetheenquiringeyesofherfriends。Allthatafternoonshelivedthelifeofaheroineundertheindescribableoutrageofthatname,chatting,observing,with“Snooks“gnawingatherheart。Fromthemomentthatitfirstranguponherears,thedreamofherhappinesswasprostrateinthedust。Alltherefinementshehadfiguredwasruinedanddefacedbythatcognomen’sunavoidablevulgarity。
  Whatwasthatrefinedlittlehometohernow,spiteofautotypes,Morrispapers,andbureaus?Athwartitinlettersoffirerananincredibleinscription:“Mrs。Snooks。“Thatmayseemalittlethingtothereader,butconsiderthedelicaterefinementofMissWinchelsea’smind。Beasrefinedasyoucanandthenthinkofwritingyourselfdown:——“Snooks。“SheconceivedherselfbeingaddressedasMrs。Snooksbyallthepeopleshelikedleast,conceivedthepatronymictouchedwithavaguequalityofinsult。Shefiguredacardofgreyandsilverbearing“Winchelsea,“triumphantlyeffacedbyanarrow,Cupid’sarrow,infavourof“Snooks。“Degradingconfessionoffeminineweakness!Sheimaginedtheterriblerejoicingsofcertaingirlfriends,ofcertaingrocercousinsfromwhomhergrowingrefinementhadlongsinceestrangedher。Howtheywouldmakeitsprawlacrosstheenvelopethatwouldbringtheirsarcasticcongratulations。Wouldevenhispleasantcompanycompensateherforthat?“Itisimpossible,“
  shemuttered;“impossible!SNOOKS!“
  Shewassorryforhim,butnotsosorryasshewasforherself。
  Forhimshehadatouchofindignation。Tobesonice,sorefined,whileallthetimehewas“Snooks,“tohideunderapretentiousgentilityofdemeanourthebadgesinisterofhissurnameseemedasortoftreachery。Toputitinthelanguageofsentimentalscienceshefelthehad“ledheron。“
  Therewereofcoursemomentsofterriblevacillation,aperiodevenwhensomethingalmostlikepassionbidherthrowrefinementtothewinds。Andtherewassomethinginher,anunexpurgatedvestigeofvulgarity,thatmadeastrenuousattemptatprovingthatSnookswasnotsoverybadanameafterall。AnyhoveringhesitationflewbeforeFanny’smanner,whenFannycamewithanairofcatastrophetotellthatshealsoknewthehorror。Fanny’svoicefelltoawhisperwhenshesaidSNOOKS。MissWinchelseawouldnotgivehimanyanswerwhenatlast,intheBorghese,shecouldhaveaminutewithhim;
  butshepromisedhimanote。
  Shehandedhimthatnoteinthelittlebookofpoetryhehadlenther,thelittlebookthathadfirstdrawnthemtogether。Herrefusalwasambiguous,allusive。Shecouldnomoretellhimwhysherejectedhimthanshecouldhavetoldacrippleofhishump。Hetoomustfeelsomethingoftheunspeakablequalityofhisname。Indeedhehadavoidedadozenchancesoftellingit,shenowperceived。Soshespokeof“obstaclesshecouldnotreveal“——“reasonswhythethinghespokeofwasimpossible。“Sheaddressedthenotewithashiver,“E。K。
  Snooks。“
  Thingswereworsethanshehaddreaded;heaskedhertoexplain。
  HowCOULDsheexplain?ThoselasttwodaysinRomeweredreadful。
  Shewashauntedbyhisairofastonishedperplexity。Sheknewshehadgivenhimintimatehopes,shehadnotthecouragetoexaminehermindthoroughlyfortheextentofherencouragement。Sheknewhemustthinkherthemostchangeableofbeings。Nowthatshewasinfullretreat,shewouldnotevenperceivehishintsofapossiblecorrespondence。Butinthatmatterhedidathingthatseemedtoheratoncedelicateandromantic。Hemadeago-betweenofFanny。