首页 >出版文学> Trent’s Trust and Other Stories>第16章
  DEARMR。TRENT,——IshouldnotbewritingtoyounowifIdidnotbelievethatINOWunderstandwhyyouleftussoabruptlyonthedayofthefuneral,andwhyyouwereattimessostrange。Youmighthavebeenalittlelesshardandcoldevenifyouknewallthatyoudidknow。ButImustwritenow,forIshallbeinSanFranciscoafewdaysafterthisreachesyou,andIMUSTseeyouandhaveYOURhelp,forIcanhavenoother,asyouknow。Youarewonderingwhatthismeans,andwhyIamhere。IknowALLandEVERYTHING。IknowHEisaliveandneverwasdead。IknowIhavenorighttowhatIhave,andneverhad,andIhavecomeheretoseekhimandmakehimtakeitback。Icoulddonoother。Icouldnotliveanddoanythingbutthat,andYOUmighthaveknownit。
  ButIhavenotfoundhimhereasIhopedIshould,thoughperhapsitwasafoolishhopeofmine,andIamcomingtoyoutohelpmeseekhim,forheMUSTBEFOUND。YouknowIwanttokeephisandyoursecret,andthereforetheonlyoneIcanturntoforassistanceandcounselisYOU。
  YouarewonderinghowIknowwhatIdo。TwomonthsagoIGOTA
  LETTERFROMHIM——thestrangest,quaintest,andyetTHEKINDEST
  LETTER——exactlylikehimselfandthewayheusedtotalk!Hehadjustheardofhisbrother’sdeath,andcongratulatedmeoncomingintotheproperty,andsaidhewasnowperfectlyhappy,andshouldKEEPDEAD,andnever,nevercometolifeagain;thatheneverthoughtthingswouldturnoutassplendidlyastheyhad——forSirWilliamMIGHThavehadanheir——andthatnowheshouldREALLYDIE
  HAPPY。Hesaidsomethingabouteverythingbeinglegallyright,andthatIcoulddowhatIlikedwiththeproperty。AsifTHATwouldsatisfyme!Yetitwasallsosweetandkind,andsolikedearoldJack,thatIcriedallnight。AndthenIresolvedtocomehere,wherehisletterwasdatedfrom。LuckilyIwasofagenow,andcoulddoasIliked,andIsaidIwantedtotravelinSouthAmericaandCalifornia;andIsupposetheydidn’tthinkitverystrangethatIshouldusemylibertyinthatway。SomesaiditwasquitelikeaDornton!IknewsomethingofCallaofromyourfriendMissAvondale,andcouldtalkaboutit,whichimpressedthem。SoI
  startedoffwithonlyamaid——myoldnurse。Iwasalittlefrightenedatfirst,whenIcametothinkwhatIwasdoing,buteverybodywasverykind,andIreallyfeelquiteindependentnow。
  So,yousee,agirlmaybeINDEPENDENT,afterall!OfcourseI
  shallseeMr。DingwallinSanFrancisco,butheneednotknowanythingmorethanthatIamtravelingforpleasure。AndImaygototheSandwichIslandsorSydney,ifIthinkHEisthere。OfcourseIhavehadtousesomemoney——someofHISrents——butitshallbepaidback。IwilltellyoueverythingaboutmyplanswhenIseeyou。
  Yoursfaithfully,SIBYLEVERSLEIGH。
  P。S。Whydidyouletmecryoverthatman’stombinthechurch?
  Randolphlookedagainatthedate,andthenhurriedlyconsultedtheshippinglist。Shewasdueintendays。Yet,delightedashewaswiththatprospect,andtouchedashehadbeenwithhercourageandnaivedetermination,afterhisfirstjoyhelaidtheletterdownwithasigh。Forwhateverwashisultimateambition,hewasstillameresalariedclerk;whateverwasherself-sacrificingpurpose,shewasstilltherichheiress。Thesealofsecrecyhadbeenbroken,yetthesituationremainedunchanged;theirassociationmuststillbedominatedbyit。Andheshrankfromthethoughtofmakinghergirlishappealtohimforhelpanopportunityforrevealinghisrealfeelings。
  ThisinstinctwasstrengthenedbythesomewhatformalmannerinwhichMr。Dingwallannouncedherapproachingvisit。“MissEversleighwillstaywithMrs。Dingwallwhilesheishere,onaccountofher——er——position,andthefactthatsheiswithoutachaperon。Mrs。Dingwallwill,ofcourse,begladtoreceiveanyfriendsMissEversleighwouldliketosee。“
  RandolphfranklyreturnedthatMissEversleighhadwrittentohim,andthathewouldbegladtopresenthimself。Nothingmorewassaid,butasthedayspassedhecouldnothelpnoticingthat,inproportionasMr。Dingwall’smannerbecamemorestiffandceremonious,Mr。Revelstoke’susuallycrisp,good-humoredsuggestionsgrewmoredeliberate,andRandolphfoundhimselfonceortwicethesubjectofthepresident’spenetratingbutsmilingscrutiny。AndthedaybeforeMissEversleigh’sarrivalhisnaturalexcitementwasalittleheightenedbyasummonstoMr。Revelstoke’sprivateoffice。
  Asheentered,thepresidentlaidasidehispenandclosedthedoor。
  “Ihavenevermadeitmybusiness,Trent,“hesaid,withgood-
  humoredbrusqueness,“tointerfereinmyemployees’privateaffairs,unlesstheyaffecttheirrelationstothebank,andI
  haven’thadtheleastoccasiontodosowithyou。NeitherhasMr。
  Dingwall,althoughitisonHISbehalfthatIamnowspeaking。“AsRandolphlistenedwithacontractedbrow,hewentonwithagrimsmile:“ButheisanEnglishman,youknow,andhascertainideasoftheimportanceof’position,’particularlyamonghisownpeople。
  Hewishesme,therefore,towarnyouofwhatHEcallsthe’disparity’ofyourpositionandthatofayoungEnglishlady——MissEversleigh——withwhomyouhavesomeacquaintance,andinwhom,“headdedwithastillgrimmersatisfaction,“hefearsyouaretoodeeplyinterested。“
  Randolphblazed。“IfMr。DingwallhadaskedME,sir,“hesaidhotly,“IwouldhavetoldhimthatIhaveneveryethadtoberemindedthatMissEversleighisarichheiressandIonlyapoorclerk,butastohisusinghernameinsuchaconnection,ordictatingtomethemannerof“——
  “Holdhard,“saidRevelstoke,liftinghishanddeprecatingly,yetwithhisunchangedsmile。“Idon’tagreewithMr。Dingwall,andI
  haveeveryreasontoknowthevalueofYOURservices,yetIadmitsomethingisduetoHISprejudices。Andinthismatter,Trent,theBankofEureka,whileIamitspresident,doesn’ttakeabackseat。
  IhaveconcludedtomakeyoumanagerofthebranchbankatMarysville,anindependentpositionwithitssalaryandcommissions。Andifthatdoesn’tsuitDingwall,why,“headded,risingfromhisdeskwithashortlaugh,“hehasabiggerideaofthevalueofpropertythanthebankhas。“
  “Onemoment,sir,Iimploreyou,“burstoutRandolphbreathlessly。
  “ifyourkindofferisbaseduponthemistakenbeliefthatIhavetheleastclaimuponMissEversleigh’sconsiderationmorethanthatofsimplefriendship——ifanybodyhasdaredtogiveyoutheideathatIhaveaspiredbywordordeedtomore,orthattheyoungladyhasevercountenancedorevensuspectedsuchaspirations,itisutterlyfalse,andgratefulasIamforyourkindness,Icouldnotacceptit。“
  “Lookhere,Trent,“returnedRevelstokecurtly,yetlayinghishandontheyoungman’sshouldernotunkindly。“AllthatisYOUR
  privateaffair,which,asItoldyou,Idon’tinterferewith。TheotherisaquestionbetweenMr。Dingwallandmyselfofyourcomparativevalue。Itwon’thurtyouwithANYBODYtoknowhowhighwe’veassessedit。Don’tspoilagoodthing!“
  Gratefuleveninhisuncertainty,Randolphcouldonlythankhimandwithdraw。Yetthisfatefulforcingofhishandinadelicatequestiongavehimanewcourage。ItwaswithacertainconfidencenowinhiscapacityasHERfriendandqualifiedtoadviseHERthathecalledatMr。Dingwall’stheeveningshearrived。ItstruckhimthatintheDingwalls’receptionofhimtherewasmingledwiththeirformalityacertainrespect。
  Thankstothis,perhaps,hefoundheralone。Sheseemedtohimmorebeautifulthanhisrecollectionhadpaintedher,inthedevelopmentthatmaturity,freedomfromrestraint,andtimehadgivenher。Foramomenthisnew,freshcouragewasstaggered。Butshehadretainedheryouthfulsimplicity,andcametowardhimwiththesamenaiveandinnocentyearninginhercleareyesthatherememberedattheirlastmeeting。Theirfirstwordswere,naturally,oftheirgreatsecret,andRandolphtoldherthewholestoryofhisunexpectedandstartlingmeetingwiththecaptain,andthecaptain’sstrangenarrative,ofhisundertakingthejourneywithhimtorecoverhisclaim,establishhisidentity,and,asRandolphhadhoped,restoretoherthatmemberofthefamilywhomshehadmostcaredfor。Herecountedthecaptain’shesitationonarriving;hisownjourneytotherectory;thenewsshehadgivenhim;thereasonofhissingularbehavior;hisreturntoLondon;andtheseconddisappearanceofthecaptain。Hereadtohertheletterhehadreceivedfromhim,andtoldherofhishopelesschasetothedocksonlytofindhimgone。Shelistenedtohimbreathlessly,withvaryingcolor,withanoccasionaloutburstofpity,orastrangeshiningoftheeyes,thatsometimesbecamecloudedandmisty,andattheconclusionwithacalmandgravepaleness。
  “But,“shesaid,“youshouldhavetoldmeall。“
  “Itwasnotmysecret,“hepleaded。
  “Youshouldhavetrustedme。“
  “ButthecaptainhadtrustedME。“
  Shelookedathimwithgravewonder,andthensaidwithherolddirectness:“ButifIhadbeentoldsuchasecretaffectingyou,I
  shouldhavetoldyou。“Shestoppedsuddenly,seeinghiseyesfixedonher,anddroppedherownlidswithaslightcolor。“Imean,“
  shesaidhesitatingly,“ofcourseyouhaveactednobly,generously,kindly,wisely——butIhatesecrets!Oh,whycannotonebealwaysfrank?“
  AwildideaseizedRandolph。“ButIhaveanothersecret——youhavenotguessed——andIhavenotdaredtotellyou。Doyouwishmetobefranknow?“
  “Whynot?“shesaidsimply,butshedidnotlookup。
  Thenhetoldher!But,strangestofall,inspiteofhisfearsandconvictions,itflowedeasilyandnaturallyasapartofhisothersecret,withaneloquencehehadnotdreamedofbefore。Butwhenhetoldherofhislatepositionandhisprospects,sheraisedhereyestohisforthefirsttime,yetwithoutwithdrawingherhandfromhis,andsaidreproachfully,——
  “YetbutforTHATyouwouldneverhavetoldme。“
  “HowcouldI?“hereturnedeagerly。“ForbutforTHAThowcouldI
  helpyoutocarryoutYOURtrust?HowcouldIdevotemyselftoyourplans,andenableyoutocarrythemoutwithouttouchingadollarofthatinheritancewhichyoubelievetobewrongfullyyours?“