首页 >出版文学> Trent’s Trust and Other Stories>第14章
  IwentdowntherewithJackRedhill,andweseparatedatthestation。Ihungaroundinthefog。IevensawyoupasswithSibylinthedogcart,butyoudidn’tseeme。Iknewtheplace,andjustwheretohidewhereIcouldhavethechanceofseeinghimalone。
  Butitwasabeastlyjobwaitingthere。Ifeltlikead——dthiefinsteadofamanwhowassimplyvisitinghisown。Yet,youmayn’tbelieveme,lad,butIhatedtheplaceandallitmeantmorethanever。Then,byandby,Iheardhimcoming。Ihadarrangeditallwithmyselftogetintotheyewhedge,andstepoutashecametothegardenentrance,andassoonasherecognizedmetogethimroundtheterraceintothesummerhouse,wherewecouldspeakwithoutdanger。
  Iheardthegroomdriveawaytothestablewiththecart,and,sureenough,inaminutehecamelurchingalongtowardthegardendoor。
  Hewasmightyunsteadyonhispins,andIreckonhewasmorethanhalffull,whichwasabadlookoutforourconfab。ButI
  calculatedthatthesightofme,whenIslippedout,wouldsoberhim。And,by——,itdid!Forhiseyesbulgedoutofhisheadandgotfixedthere;hisjawdropped;hetriedtostrikeatmewithahuntingcrophewascarrying,andthenheutteredanungodlyyellyoumighthaveheardatthestation,anddroppeddowninhistracks。Ihadjusttimetoslipbackintothehedgeagainbeforethegroomcamedrivingback,andthenallhandswerepiped,andtheytookhimintothehouse。
  Andofcoursethegamewasup,andIlostmyonlychance。Iwasthankfulenoughtogetcleanawaywithoutdiscoveringmyself,andI
  havetotrustnowtothefactofBill’sbeingdrunk,andthinkingitwasmyghostthathesaw,inatouchofthejimjams!AndI’mnotsorrytohavegivenhimthatstart,fortherewasthatinhiseye,andthatinthestrokehemade,mylad,thatshowedaguiltyconscienceIhadn’treckonedon。Anditcuredmeofmywishtosethismindatease。He’swelcometoalltherest。
  Andthat’swhyI’mgoingaway——nevertoreturn。I’msorryI
  couldn’ttakeyouwithme,butit’sbetterthatIshouldn’tseeyouagain,andthatyoudidn’tevenknowWHEREIwasgone。WhenyougetthisIshallbeonbluewaterandheadingforthesunshine。
  You’llfindtwolettersinclosed。Oneyouneednotopenunlessyouhearthatmysecretwasblown,andyouareevercalledupontoexplainyourrelationswithme。Theotherismythanks,mylad,inaletterofcreditonthebank,forthewayyouhavekeptyourtrust,andIbelievewillcontinuetokeepit,toJOHNDORNTON。
  P。S。IhopeyoudroppedatearovermyswelltombatDorntonChurch。Allthesame,Idon’tbegrudgeittothepoordevilwholosthislifeinsteadofme。
  AsRandolphread,heseemedtohearthecaptain’svoicethroughouttheletter,andevenhislow,characteristiclaughinthepostscript。Thenhesuddenlyrememberedtheluggagewhichtheporterhadsaidthecaptainhadorderedtobetakenbelow;butonaskingthatfunctionaryhewastoldaconveyancefortheVictoriaDockshadcalledwithanorder,andtakenitawayatdaybreak。Itwasevidentthatthecaptainhadintendedthelettershouldbehisonlyfarewell。Depressedandalittlehurtathispatron’sabruptness,Randolphreturnedtohisroom。Openingtheletterofcredit,hefounditwasforathousandpounds——amunificentbeneficence,asitseemedtoRandolph,forhisdubiousservices,andaproofofhispatron’sfrequentdeclarationsthathehadmoneyenoughwithouttouchingtheDorntonestates。
  Foralongtimehesatwiththesesoleevidencesoftherealityofhisexperienceinhishands,apreytoathousandsurmisesandconflictingthoughts。Washetheself-deceiveddiscipleofavisionary,agenerous,unselfish,butweakman,whoseeccentricitypassedeventheboundsofreason?Whowouldbelievethecaptain’sstoryorthecaptain’smotives?Whocomprehendhisstrangequestanditsstrangerandalmostridiculoustermination?Evenifthesealofsecrecywereremovedinafteryears,whathadhe,Randolph,toshowincorroborationofhispatron’sclaim?
  ThenitoccurredtohimthattherewasnoreasonwhyheshouldnotgodowntotherectoryandseeMissEversleighagainunderpretenseofinquiringafterthelucklessbaronet,whosetitleandfortunehad,nevertheless,beensostrangelypreserved。Hebeganatoncehispreparationsforthejourney,andwasnearlyreadywhenaservantenteredwithatelegram。Randolph’sheartleaped。Thecaptainhadsenthimnews——perhapshadchangedhismind!Hetoreofftheyellowcover,andread,——
  SirWilliamdiedattwelveo’clockwithoutrecoveringconsciousness。
  ForamomentRandolphgazedatthedispatchwithahalf-hystericallaugh,andthenbecameassuddenlysaneandcool。Onethoughtalonewasuppermostinhismind:thecaptaincouldnothaveheardthisnewsyet,andifhewasstillwithinreach,oraccessiblebyanymeanswhatever,howeverdeterminedhispurpose,hemustknowitatonce。TheonlycluetohiswhereaboutswastheVictoriaDocks。
  Butthatwassomething。InanothermomentRandolphwasinthelowerhall,hadlearnedthequickestwayofreachingthedocks,andplungedintothestreet。
  Thefoghereswoopeddown,andtotheembarrassmentofhismindwasaddedtheobscurityoflightanddistance,whichhaltedhimafterafewhurriedsteps,inutterperplexity。Indistinctfigureswerehereandthereapproachinghimoutofnothingnessandmeltingawayagainintothegreenishgraychaos。Hewasinabusythoroughfare;
  hecouldheartheslowtrampleofhoofs,thedullcrawlingofvehicles,andthewarningoutcriesofatraffichecouldnotsee。
  Trustingrathertohisownspeedthanthatofahaltingconveyance,heblunderedonuntilhereachedtherailwaystation。Ashortbutexasperatingjourneyofimpulsesandhesitations,ofdetonatingsignalsandwarningwhistles,andheatlaststoodonthedocks,beyondhimavaguebulkortwo,andasoft,opaqueflowingwall——
  theriver!
  Butonesteamerhadleftthatday——theDomPedro,fortheRiverPlate——twohoursbefore,butuntilthefogthickened,aquarterofanhourago,shecouldbeseen,sohisinformantsaid,stilllying,withsteamup,inmidstream。Yes,itwasstillpossibletoboardher。Butevenastheboatmanspoke,andwasleadingthewaytowardthelandingsteps,thefogsuddenlylightened;asoftsaltbreathstoleinfromthedistantsea,andaveilseemedtobeliftedfromthefaceofthegraywaters。Theoutlinesofthetwoshorescameback;thesparsofnearervesselsshoweddistinctly,butthespacewherethehugehulkhadrestedwasemptyandvoid。Therewasatrailofsomethingdarkerandmoreopaquethanfogitselflyingnearthesurfaceofthewater,buttheDomPedrowasamerespeckinthebroadeningdistance。
  AbrightsunandakeeneasterlywindwererevealingthecurlingridgesoftheseabeyondtheheadlandwhenRandolphagainpassedthegatesofDorntonHallonhiswaytotherectory。Now,forthefirsttime,hewasabletoseeclearlytheoutlinesofthatspotwhichhadseemedtohimonlyamistydream,andeveninhispreoccupationhewasstruckbyitsgravebeauty。TheleaflesslimesandelmsintheparkgroupedthemselvesaspartofthepicturesquedetailsoftheHalltheyencompassed,andtheevergreenslopeoffirsandlarchesroseasabackgroundtothegraybattlements,coveredwithdarkgreenivy,whoserichshadowswerebroughtoutbytheunwontedsunshine。Withahalf-repugnantcuriosityhehadtriedtoidentifythegardenentranceandthefatefulyewhedgethecaptainhadspokenofashepassed。Butasquicklyhefellbackupontheresolutionhehadtakenincomingthere——todissociatehissecret,hisexperience,andhisresponsibilitytohispatronfromhisrelationstoSibylEversleigh;toenjoyhercompanionshipwithoutanobtrudingthoughtofthestrangecircumstancesthathadbroughtthemtogetheratfirst,orthestrangerfortunethathadlaterrenewedtheiracquaintance。Hehadresolvedtothinkofherasifshehadmerelypassedintohislifeinthecasualwaysofsociety,withonlyherpersonalcharmstosetherapartfromothers。Whyshouldhisexclusivepossessionofasecret——which,evenifconfidedtoher,wouldonlygiveherneedlessandhopelessanxiety——debarthemfromanexchangeofthoseotherconfidencesofyouthandsympathy?Whycouldhenotloveherandyetwithholdfromhertheknowledgeofhercousin’sexistence?Sohehaddeterminedtomakethemostofhisopportunityduringhisbriefholiday;toavailhimselfofhernaiveinvitation,andevenofwhathedaredsometimestothinkwasherpredilectionforhiscompanionship。Andif,beforeheleft,hehadacquiredarighttolookforwardtoatimewhenherfutureandhisshouldbeone——butherehisglowingfancywasabruptlycheckedbyhisarrivalattherectorydoor。
  Mr。Bruntonreceivedhimcordially,yetwithaslightbusinesspreoccupationandacertainairofimportancethatstruckhimaspeculiar。Sibyl,heinformedhim,wasengagedatthatmomentwithsomefriendswhohadcomeoverfromtheHall。Mr。Trentwouldunderstandthattherewasagreatdealforhertodo——inherpresentposition。WonderingwhySHEshouldbeselectedtodoitinsteadofolderandmoreexperiencedpersons,Randolph,however,contentedhimselfwithinquiriesregardingthedetailsofSirWilliam’sseizureanddeath。Helearned,asheexpected,thatnothingwhateverwasknownofthecaptain’svisit,norwastheretheleastsuspicionthatthebaronet’sattackwastheresultofanypredisposingemotion。Indeed,itseemedmorepossiblethathismedicalattendants,knowingsomethingofhislateexcessesandtheireffectuponhisconstitution,preferred,forthesakeofavoidingscandal,toattributetheattacktolong-standingorganicdisease。
  Randolph,whohadalreadydetermined,asaforlornhope,towriteacautiouslettertothecaptaininforminghimbrieflyofthenewswithoutbetrayinghissecret,anddirectedtothecareoftheconsigneesoftheDomPedroinBrazil,bythenextpost,wasgladtobeabletoaddthismedicalopiniontorelievehispatron’smindofanyfearofhavinghastenedhisbrother’sdeathbyhisinnocentappearance。ButheretheentranceofSibylEversleighwithherfriendsdroveallelsefromhismind。
  Shelookedsotallandgracefulinherblackdress,whichsetoffherdazzlingskin,and,withheryouthfulgravity,gavetoherfigurethecharmingmaturityofayoungwidow,thathewasforamomentawedandembarrassed。Butheexperiencedareliefwhenshecameeagerlytowardhiminallheroldgirlishfrankness,andwithevensomethingofyearningexpectationinhergrayeyes。
  “Itwassogoodofyoutocome,“shesaid。“IthoughtyouwouldimaginehowIwasfeeling“——Shestopped,asifshewereconscious,asRandolphwas,ofacertainchillofunresponsivenessinthecompany,andsaidinanundertone,“Waituntilwearealone。“Then,turningwithaslightcolorandaprettydignitytowardherfriends,shecontinued:“LadyAshbrook,thisisMr。
  Trent,anoldfriendofbothmycousinswhentheywereinAmerica。“
  Inspiteofthegraciousresponseoftheladies,RandolphwasawareoftheircriticalscrutinyofbothhimselfandMissEversleigh,oftheexchangeofsignificantglances,andacertainstiffnessinherguardian’smanner。ItwasquiteenoughtoaffectRandolph’ssensitivenessandbringouthisownreserve。
  Fancying,however,thathisreticencedisturbedMissEversleigh,heforcedhimselftoconversewithLadyAshbrook——avoidingmanyofherpointedqueriesastohimself,hisacquaintancewithSibyl,andthelengthoftimeheexpectedtostayinEngland——andevenaccompaniedhertohercarriage。AndherehewasrewardedbySibylrunningoutwithacrapeveiltwistedroundherthroatandhead,andtheusualfemininelyforgottenfinalmessagetohervisitor。Asthecarriagedroveaway,sheturnedtoRandolph,andsaidquickly,——
  “Letusgoinbywayofthegarden。“
  Itwasaslightdetour,butitgavethemafewmomentsalone。
  “Itwassoawfulandsudden,“shesaid,lookinggravelyatRandolph,“andtothinkthatonlyanhourbeforeIhadbeensayingunkindthingsofhim!Ofcourse,“sheaddednaively,“theyweretrue,andthegroomadmittedtomethatthemarewasoverdrivenandSirWilliamcouldhardlystand。Andonlytothinkofit!heneverrecoveredcompleteconsciousness,butmutteredincoherentlyallthetime。Iwaswithhimtothelast,andheneversaidawordIcouldunderstand——onlyonce。“