首页 >出版文学> Tom Brown’s Schooldays>第10章
  TomandhisfatherhadalightedatthePeacockataboutsevenintheevening;andhavingheardwithunfeignedjoythepaternalorder,atthebar,ofsteaksandoyster-sauceforsupperinhalfanhour,andseenhisfatherseatedcozilybythebrightfireinthecoffee-roomwiththepaperinhishand,Tomhadrunouttoseeabouthim,hadwonderedatallthevehiclespassingandrepassing,andhadfraternizedwiththebootsandhostler,fromwhomheascertainedthattheTally-howasatip-topgoer——tenmilesanhourincludingstoppages——andsopunctualthatalltheroadsettheirclocksbyher。
  Thenbeingsummonedtosupper,hehadregaledhimselfinoneofthebrightlittleboxesofthePeacockcoffee-room,onthebeef-
  steakandunlimitedoyster-sauceandbrownstouttastedthenforthefirsttime——adaytobemarkedforeverbyTomwithawhitestone;hadatfirstattendedtotheexcellentadvicewhichhisfatherwasbestowingonhimfromoverhisglassofsteamingbrandy-and-water,andthenbegannodding,fromtheunitedeffectsofthestout,thefire,andthelecture;tilltheSquire,observingTom’sstate,andrememberingthatitwasnearlynineo’clock,andthattheTally-holeftatthree,sentthelittlefellowofftothechambermaid,withashakeofthehandTomhavingstipulatedinthemorningbeforestartingthatkissingshouldnowceasebetweenthem,andafewpartingwords:
  “Andnow,Tom,myboy,“saidtheSquire,“rememberyouaregoing,atyourownearnestrequest,tobechuckedintothisgreatschool,likeayoungbear,withallyourtroublesbeforeyou——earlierthanweshouldhavesentyouperhaps。Ifschoolsarewhattheywereinmytime,you’llseeagreatmanycruelblackguardthingsdone,andhearadealoffoul,badtalk。Butneverfear。Youtellthetruth,keepabraveandkindheart,andneverlistentoorsayanythingyouwouldn’thaveyourmotherandsisterhear,andyou’llneverfeelashamedtocomehome,orwetoseeyou。“
  TheallusiontohismothermadeTomfeelratherchoky,andhewouldhavelikedtohavehuggedhisfatherwell,ifithadn’tbeenfortherecentstipulation。
  Asitwas,heonlysqueezedhisfather’shand,andlookedbravelyupandsaid,“I’lltry,father。“
  “Iknowyouwill,myboy。Isyourmoneyallsafe?
  “Yes,“saidTom,divingintoonepockettomakesure。
  “Andyourkeys?“saidtheSquire。
  “Allright,“saidTom,divingintotheotherpocket。
  “Well,then,good-night。Godblessyou!I’lltellbootstocallyou,andbeuptoseeyouoff。“
  Tomwascarriedoffbythechambermaidinabrownstudy,fromwhichhewasrousedinacleanlittleattic,bythatbuxompersoncallinghimalittledarlingandkissinghimasshelefttheroom;whichindignityhewastoomuchsurprisedtoresent。
  Andstillthinkingofhisfather’slastwords,andthelookwithwhichtheywerespoken,hekneltdownandprayedthat,comewhatmight,hemightneverbringshameorsorrowonthedearfolkathome。
  Indeed,theSquire’slastwordsdeservedtohavetheireffect,fortheyhadbeentheresultofmuchanxiousthought。AllthewayuptoLondonhehadponderedwhatheshouldsaytoTombywayofpartingadvice——somethingthattheboycouldkeepinhisheadreadyforuse。Bywayofassistingmeditation,hehadevengonethelengthoftakingouthisflintandsteelandtinder,andhammeringawayforaquarterofanhourtillhehadmanufacturedalightforalongTrichinopolicheroot,whichhesilentlypuffed,tothenosmallwonderofcoachee,whowasanoldfriend,andaninstitutionontheBathroad,andwhoalwaysexpectedatalkontheprospectsanddoings,agriculturalandsocial,ofthewholecountry,whenhecarriedtheSquire。
  TocondensetheSquire’smeditation,itwassomewhatasfollows:
  “Iwon’ttellhimtoreadhisBible,andloveandserveGod;ifhedon’tdothatforhismother’ssakeandteaching,hewon’tformine。ShallIgointothesortoftemptationshe’llmeetwith?No,Ican’tdothat。Neverdoforanoldfellowtogointosuchthingswithaboy。Hewon’tunderstandme。Dohimmoreharmthangood,tentoone。ShallItellhimtomindhiswork,andsayhe’ssenttoschooltomakehimselfagoodscholar?Well,butheisn’tsenttoschoolforthat——atanyrate,notforthatmainly。Idon’tcareastrawforGreekparticles,orthedigamma;nomoredoeshismother。Whatishesenttoschoolfor?Well,partlybecausehewantedsotogo。
  Ifhe’llonlyturnoutabrave,helpful,truth-tellingEnglishman,andagentleman,andaChristian,that’sallI
  want,“thoughttheSquire;anduponthisviewofthecaseheframedhislastwordsofadvicetoTom,whichwerewellenoughsuitedtohispurpose。
  FortheywereTom’sfirstthoughtsashetumbledoutofbedatthesummonsofboots,andproceededrapidlytowashanddresshimself。Attenminutestothreehewasdowninthecoffee-roominhisstockings,carryinghishat-box,coat,andcomforterinhishand;andtherehefoundhisfathernursingabrightfire,andacupofhotcoffeeandahardbiscuitonthetable。
  “Now,then,Tom,giveusyourthingshere,anddrinkthis。
  There’snothinglikestartingwarm,oldfellow。“
  Tomaddressedhimselftothecoffee,andprattledawaywhileheworkedhimselfintohisshoesandhisgreatcoat,wellwarmedthrough——aPetershamcoatwithvelvetcollar,madetightaftertheabominablefashionofthosedays。Andjustasheisswallowinghislastmouthful,windinghiscomforterroundhisthroat,andtuckingtheendsintothebreastofhiscoat,thehornsounds;bootslooksinandsays,“Tally-ho,sir;“andtheyheartheringandtherattleofthefourfasttrottersandthetown-madedrag,asitdashesuptothePeacock。
  “Anythingforus,Bob?“saystheburlyguard,droppingdownfrombehind,andslappinghimselfacrossthechest。
  “Younggen’lm’n,Rugby;threeparcels,Leicester;hampero’
  game,Rugby,“answershostler。
  “Tellyounggenttolookalive,“saysguard,openingthehind-
  bootandshootingintheparcelsafterexaminingthembythelamps。“Here;shovetheportmanteauupa-top。I’llfastenhimpresently——Nowthen,sir,jumpupbehind。“
  “Good-bye,father——myloveathome。“Alastshakeofthehand。
  UpgoesTom,theguardcatchinghishatboxandholdingonwithonehand,whilewiththeotherheclapsthehorntohismouth。
  Toot,toot,toot!thehostlersletgotheirheads,thefourbaysplungeatthecollar,andawaygoestheTally-hointothedarkness,forty-fivesecondsfromthetimetheypulledup。
  Hostler,boots,andtheSquirestandlookingafterthemunderthePeacocklamp。
  “Sharpwork!“saystheSquire,andgoesinagaintohisbed,thecoachbeingwelloutofsightandhearing。
  Tomstandsuponthecoachandlooksbackathisfather’sfigureaslongashecanseeit;andthentheguard,havingdisposedofhisluggage,comestoananchor,andfinisheshisbuttoningsandotherpreparationsforfacingthethreehoursbeforedawn——nojokeforthosewhomindedcold,onafastcoachinNovember,inthereignofhislateMajesty。
  Isometimesthinkthatyouboysofthisgenerationareadealtendererfellowsthanweusedtobe。Atanyrateyou’remuchmorecomfortabletravellers,forIseeeveryoneofyouwithhisrugorplaid,andotherdodgesforpreservingthecaloric,andmostofyougoingin,thosefuzzy,dusty,paddedfirst-classcarriages。Itwasanotheraffairaltogether,adarkrideonthetopoftheTally-ho,Icantellyou,inatightPetershamcoat,andyourfeetdanglingsixinchesfromthefloor。Thenyouknewwhatcoldwas,andwhatitwastobewithoutlegs,fornotabitoffeelinghadyouinthemafterthefirsthalf-hour。Butithaditspleasures,theolddarkride。Firsttherewastheconsciousnessofsilentendurance,sodeartoeveryEnglishman——
  ofstandingoutagainstsomething,andnotgivingin。Thentherewasthemusicoftherattlingharness,andtheringofthehorses’feetonthehardroad,andtheglareofthetwobrightlampsthroughthesteaminghoarfrost,overtheleaders’ears,intothedarkness,andthecheerytootoftheguard’shorn,towarnsomedrowsypikemanorthehostleratthenextchange;andthelookingforwardtodaylight;andlast,butnotleast,thedelightofreturningsensationinyourtoes。
  Thenthebreakofdawnandthesunrise,wherecantheybeeverseeninperfectionbutfromacoachroof?Youwantmotionandchangeandmusictoseethemintheirglory——notthemusicofsingingmenandsingingwomen,butgood,silentmusic,whichsetsitselfinyourownhead,theaccompanimentofworkandgettingovertheground。
  TheTally-hoispastSt。Albans,andTomisenjoyingtheride,thoughhalf-frozen。Theguard,whoisalonewithhimonthebackofthecoach,issilent,buthasmuffledTom’sfeetupinstraw,andputtheendofanoat-sackoverhisknees。Thedarknesshasdrivenhiminwards,andhehasgoneoverhislittlepastlife,andthoughtofallhisdoingsandpromises,andofhismotherandsister,andhisfather’slastwords;andhasmadefiftygoodresolutions,andmeanstobearhimselflikeabraveBrownasheis,thoughayoungone。Thenhehasbeenforwardintothemysteriousboy-future,speculatingastowhatsortofplaceRugbyis,andwhattheydothere,andcallingupallthestoriesofpublicschoolswhichhehasheardfrombigboysintheholidays。Heischoke-fullofhopeandlife,notwithstandingthecold,andkickshisheelsagainsttheback-
  board,andwouldliketosing,onlyhedoesn’tknowhowhisfriendthesilentguardmighttakeit。
  Andnowthedawnbreaksattheendofthefourthstage,andthecoachpullsupatalittleroadsideinnwithhugestablesbehind。Thereisabrightfiregleamingthroughtheredcurtainsofthebarwindow,andthedoorisopen。Thecoachmancatcheshiswhipintoadoublethong,andthrowsittothehostler;thesteamofthehorsesrisesstraightupintotheair。
  Hehasputthemalongoverthelasttwomiles,andistwominutesbeforehistime。Herollsdownfromtheboxandintotheinn。Theguardrollsoffbehind。“Now,sir,“sayshetoTom,“youjustjumpdown,andI’llgiveyouadropofsomethingtokeepthecoldout。“