“Don’tmakesucheyes,youngun,“saidhe;“there’snothingthematter。“
“Oh,but,Tom,areyoumuchhurt?Ican’tbearthinkingitwasallforme。“
“Notabitofit;don’tflatteryourself。Weweresuretohavehaditoutsoonerorlater。“
“Well,butyouwon’tgoon,willyou?You’llpromisemeyouwon’tgoon?“
“Can’ttellaboutthat——alldependsonthehouses。We’reinthehandsofourcountrymen,youknow。MustfightfortheSchool-houseflag,ifsobe。“
However,theloversofthescienceweredoomedtodisappointmentthistime。Directlyafterlocking-up,oneofthenight-fagsknockedatTom’sdoor。
“Brown,youngBrookewantsyouinthesixth-formroom。“
UpwentTomtothesummons,andfoundthemagnatessittingattheirsupper。
“Well,Brown,“saidyoungBrooke,noddingtohim,“howdoyoufeel?“
“Oh,verywell,thankyou,onlyI’vesprainedmythumb,I
think。“
“Suretodothatinafight。Well,youhadn’ttheworstofit,Icouldsee。Wheredidyoulearnthatthrow?“
“DowninthecountrywhenIwasaboy。“
“Hullo!why,whatareyounow?Well,nevermind,you’reapluckyfellow。Sitdownandhavesomesupper。“
Tomobeyed,bynomeansloath。Andthefifth-formboynextfilledhimatumblerofbottledbeer,andheateanddrank,listeningtothepleasanttalk,andwonderinghowsoonheshouldbeinthefifth,andoneofthatmuch-enviedsociety。
Ashegotuptoleave,Brookesaid,“Youmustshakehandsto-
morrowmorning;Ishallcomeandseethatdoneafterfirstlesson。“
Andsohedid。AndTomandtheSloggershookhandswithgreatsatisfactionandmutualrespect。Andforthenextyearortwo,wheneverfightswerebeingtalkedof,thesmallboyswhohadbeenpresentshooktheirheadswisely,saying,“Ah!butyoushouldjusthaveseenthefightbetweenSloggerWilliamsandTomBrown!“
Andnow,boysall,threewordsbeforewequitthesubject。I
haveputinthischapteronfightingofmaliceprepense,partlybecauseIwanttogiveyouatruepictureofwhateverydayschoollifewasinmytime,andnotakid-gloveandgo-to-
meeting-coatpicture,andpartlybecauseofthecantandtwaddlethat’stalkedofboxingandfightingwithfistsnowadays。EvenThackerayhasgivenintoit;andonlyafewweeksagotherewassomerampantstuffintheTimesonthesubject,inanarticleonfieldsports。
Boyswillquarrel,andwhentheyquarrelwillsometimesfight。
FightingwithfistsisthenaturalandEnglishwayforEnglishboystosettletheirquarrels。Whatsubstituteforitisthere,oreverwasthere,amongstanynationunderthesun?Whatwouldyouliketoseetakeitsplace?
Learntobox,then,asyoulearntoplaycricketandfootball。
Notoneofyouwillbetheworse,butverymuchthebetter,forlearningtoboxwell。Shouldyouneverhavetouseitinearnest,there’snoexerciseintheworldsogoodforthetemperandforthemusclesofthebackandlegs。
Astofighting,keepoutofitifyoucan,byallmeans。Whenthetimecomes,ifitevershould,thatyouhavetosay“Yes“or“No“toachallengetofight,say“No“ifyoucan——onlytakecareyoumakeitcleartoyourselveswhyyousay“No。“It’saproofofthehighestcourage,ifdonefromtrueChristianmotives。It’squiterightandjustifiable,ifdonefromasimpleaversiontophysicalpainanddanger。Butdon’tsay“No“
becauseyoufearalicking,andsayorthinkit’sbecauseyoufearGod,forthat’sneitherChristiannorhonest。Andifyoudofight,fightitout;anddon’tgiveinwhileyoucanstandandsee。
“Thisourhopeforallthat’smortalAndwetooshallburstthebond;
Deathkeepswatchbesidetheportal,But’tislifethatdwellsbeyond。“
JOHNSTERLING。
Twoyearshavepassedsincetheeventsrecordedinthelastchapter,andtheendofthesummerhalf-yearisagaindrawingon。MartinhasleftandgoneonacruiseintheSouthPacific,inoneofhisuncle’sships;theoldmagpie,asdisreputableasever,hislastbequesttoArthur,livesinthejointstudy。
Arthurisnearlysixteen,andattheheadofthetwenty,havinggoneuptheschoolattherateofaformahalf-year。EastandTomhavebeenmuchmoredeliberateintheirprogress,andareonlyalittlewayupthefifthform。Greatstrappingboystheyare,butstillthoroughboys,fillingaboutthesameplaceinthehousethatyoungBrookefilledwhentheywerenewboys,andmuchthesamesortoffellows。ConstantintercoursewithArthurhasdonemuchforbothofthem,especiallyforTom;butmuchremainsyettobedone,iftheyaretogetallthegoodoutofRugbywhichistobegotthereinthesetimes。Arthurisstillfrailanddelicate,withmorespiritthanbody;but,thankstohisintimacywiththemandMartin,haslearnedtoswim,andrun,andplaycricket,andhasneverhurthimselfbytoomuchreading。
Oneevening,astheywereallsittingdowntosupperinthefifth-formroom,someonestartedareportthatafeverhadbrokenoutatoneoftheboarding-houses。“Theysay,“headded,“thatThompsonisveryill,andthatDr。RobertsonhasbeensentforfromNorthampton。“
“Thenweshallallbesenthome,“criedanother。“Hurrah!fiveweeks’extraholidays,andnofifth-formexamination!“
“Ihopenot,“saidTom;“there’llbenoMarylebonematchthenattheendofthehalf。“
Somethoughtonething,someanother,manydidn’tbelievethereport;butthenextday,Tuesday,Dr。Robertsonarrived,andstayedallday,andhadlongconferenceswiththeDoctor。
OnWednesdaymorning,afterprayers,theDoctoraddressedthewholeschool。Therewereseveralcasesoffeverindifferenthouses,hesaid;butDr。Robertson,afterthemostcarefulexamination,hadassuredhimthatitwasnotinfectious,andthatifpropercareweretaken,therecouldbenoreasonforstoppingtheschool-workatpresent。Theexaminationswerejustcomingon,anditwouldbeveryunadvisabletobreakupnow。
However,anyboyswhochosetodosowereatlibertytowritehome,and,iftheirparentswishedit,toleaveatonce。Heshouldsendthewholeschoolhomeifthefeverspread。
ThenextdayArthursickened,buttherewasnoothercase。
Beforetheendoftheweekthirtyorfortyboyshadgone,butthereststayedon。TherewasageneralwishtopleasetheDoctor,andafeelingthatitwascowardlytorunaway。
OntheSaturdayThompsondied,inthebrightafternoon,whilethecricket-matchwasgoingonasusualonthebig-sideground。
TheDoctor,comingfromhisdeathbed,passedalongthegravel-
walkatthesideoftheclose,butnooneknewwhathadhappenedtillthenextday。Atmorninglectureitbegantoberumoured,andbyafternoonchapelwasknowngenerally;andafeelingofseriousnessandaweattheactualpresenceofdeathamongthemcameoverthewholeschool。InallthelongyearsofhisministrytheDoctorperhapsneverspokewordswhichsankdeeperthansomeofthoseinthatday’ssermon。
“WhenIcameyesterdayfromvisitingallbuttheverydeath-bedofhimwhohasbeentakenfromus,andlookedarounduponallthefamiliarobjectsandsceneswithinourownground,whereyourcommonamusementsweregoingonwithyourcommoncheerfulnessandactivity,Ifelttherewasnothingpainfulinwitnessingthat;itdidnotseeminanywayshockingoroutoftunewiththosefeelingswhichthesightofadyingChristianmustbesupposedtoawaken。Theunsuitablenessinpointofnaturalfeelingbetweenscenesofmourningandscenesoflivelinessdidnotatallpresentitself。ButIdidfeelthatifatthatmomentanyofthosefaultshadbeenbroughtbeforemewhichsometimesoccuramongstus;hadIheardthatanyofyouhadbeenguiltyoffalsehood,orofdrunkenness,orofanyothersuchsin;hadIheardfromanyquarterthelanguageofprofaneness,orofunkindness,orofindecency;hadIheardorseenanysignsofthatwretchedfollywhichcourtsthelaughoffoolsbyaffectingnottodreadevilandnottocareforgood,thentheunsuitablenessofanyofthesethingswiththesceneI
hadjustquittedwouldindeedhavebeenmostintenselypainful。
Andwhy?Notbecausesuchthingswouldreallyhavebeenworsethanatanyothertime,butbecauseatsuchamomenttheeyesareopenedreallytoknowgoodandevil,becausewethenfeelwhatitissotoliveasthatdeathbecomesaninfiniteblessing,andwhatitissotolivealsothatitweregoodforusifwehadneverbeenborn。“
TomhadgoneintochapelinsickeninganxietyaboutArthur,buthecameoutcheeredandstrengthenedbythosegrandwords,andwalkedupalonetotheirstudy。Andwhenhesatdownandlookedround,andsawArthur’sstrawhatandcricket-jackethangingontheirpegs,andmarkedallhislittleneatarrangements,notoneofwhichhadbeendisturbed,thetearsindeedrolleddownhischeeks;buttheywerecalmandblessedtears,andherepeatedtohimself,“Yes,Geordie’seyesareopened;heknowswhatitissotoliveasthatdeathbecomesaninfiniteblessing。ButdoI?
OGod,canIbeartolosehim?“
Theweekpassedmournfullyaway。Nomoreboyssickened,butArthurwasreportedworseeachday,andhismotherarrivedearlyintheweek。Tommademanyappealstobeallowedtoseehim,andseveraltimestriedtogetuptothesick-room;butthehousekeeperwasalwaysintheway,andatlastspoketotheDoctor,whokindlybutperemptorilyforbadehim。
ThompsonwasburiedontheTuesday,andtheburialservice,sosoothingandgrandalways,butbeyondallwordssolemnwhenreadoveraboy’sgravetohiscompanions,broughthimmuchcomfort,andmanystrangenewthoughtsandlongings。Hewentbacktohisregularlife,andplayedcricketandbathedasusual。Itseemedtohimthatthiswastherightthingtodo,andthenewthoughtsandlongingsbecamemorebraveandhealthyfortheeffort。ThecrisiscameonSaturday;thedayweekthatThompsonhaddied;
andduringthatlongafternoonTomsatinhisstudyreadinghisBible,andgoingeveryhalf-hourtothehousekeeper’sroom,expectingeachtimetohearthatthegentleandbravelittlespirithadgonehome。ButGodhadworkforArthurtodo。Thecrisispassed:onSundayeveninghewasdeclaredoutofdanger;
onMondayhesentamessagetoTomthathewasalmostwell,hadchangedhisroom,andwastobeallowedtoseehimthenextday。