首页 >出版文学> Tom Brown’s Schooldays>第43章
  “Don’tmakesucheyes,youngun,“saidhe;“there’snothingthematter。“
  “Oh,but,Tom,areyoumuchhurt?Ican’tbearthinkingitwasallforme。“
  “Notabitofit;don’tflatteryourself。Weweresuretohavehaditoutsoonerorlater。“
  “Well,butyouwon’tgoon,willyou?You’llpromisemeyouwon’tgoon?“
  “Can’ttellaboutthat——alldependsonthehouses。We’reinthehandsofourcountrymen,youknow。MustfightfortheSchool-houseflag,ifsobe。“
  However,theloversofthescienceweredoomedtodisappointmentthistime。Directlyafterlocking-up,oneofthenight-fagsknockedatTom’sdoor。
  “Brown,youngBrookewantsyouinthesixth-formroom。“
  UpwentTomtothesummons,andfoundthemagnatessittingattheirsupper。
  “Well,Brown,“saidyoungBrooke,noddingtohim,“howdoyoufeel?“
  “Oh,verywell,thankyou,onlyI’vesprainedmythumb,I
  think。“
  “Suretodothatinafight。Well,youhadn’ttheworstofit,Icouldsee。Wheredidyoulearnthatthrow?“
  “DowninthecountrywhenIwasaboy。“
  “Hullo!why,whatareyounow?Well,nevermind,you’reapluckyfellow。Sitdownandhavesomesupper。“
  Tomobeyed,bynomeansloath。Andthefifth-formboynextfilledhimatumblerofbottledbeer,andheateanddrank,listeningtothepleasanttalk,andwonderinghowsoonheshouldbeinthefifth,andoneofthatmuch-enviedsociety。
  Ashegotuptoleave,Brookesaid,“Youmustshakehandsto-
  morrowmorning;Ishallcomeandseethatdoneafterfirstlesson。“
  Andsohedid。AndTomandtheSloggershookhandswithgreatsatisfactionandmutualrespect。Andforthenextyearortwo,wheneverfightswerebeingtalkedof,thesmallboyswhohadbeenpresentshooktheirheadswisely,saying,“Ah!butyoushouldjusthaveseenthefightbetweenSloggerWilliamsandTomBrown!“
  Andnow,boysall,threewordsbeforewequitthesubject。I
  haveputinthischapteronfightingofmaliceprepense,partlybecauseIwanttogiveyouatruepictureofwhateverydayschoollifewasinmytime,andnotakid-gloveandgo-to-
  meeting-coatpicture,andpartlybecauseofthecantandtwaddlethat’stalkedofboxingandfightingwithfistsnowadays。EvenThackerayhasgivenintoit;andonlyafewweeksagotherewassomerampantstuffintheTimesonthesubject,inanarticleonfieldsports。
  Boyswillquarrel,andwhentheyquarrelwillsometimesfight。
  FightingwithfistsisthenaturalandEnglishwayforEnglishboystosettletheirquarrels。Whatsubstituteforitisthere,oreverwasthere,amongstanynationunderthesun?Whatwouldyouliketoseetakeitsplace?
  Learntobox,then,asyoulearntoplaycricketandfootball。
  Notoneofyouwillbetheworse,butverymuchthebetter,forlearningtoboxwell。Shouldyouneverhavetouseitinearnest,there’snoexerciseintheworldsogoodforthetemperandforthemusclesofthebackandlegs。
  Astofighting,keepoutofitifyoucan,byallmeans。Whenthetimecomes,ifitevershould,thatyouhavetosay“Yes“or“No“toachallengetofight,say“No“ifyoucan——onlytakecareyoumakeitcleartoyourselveswhyyousay“No。“It’saproofofthehighestcourage,ifdonefromtrueChristianmotives。It’squiterightandjustifiable,ifdonefromasimpleaversiontophysicalpainanddanger。Butdon’tsay“No“
  becauseyoufearalicking,andsayorthinkit’sbecauseyoufearGod,forthat’sneitherChristiannorhonest。Andifyoudofight,fightitout;anddon’tgiveinwhileyoucanstandandsee。
  “Thisourhopeforallthat’smortalAndwetooshallburstthebond;
  Deathkeepswatchbesidetheportal,But’tislifethatdwellsbeyond。“
  JOHNSTERLING。
  Twoyearshavepassedsincetheeventsrecordedinthelastchapter,andtheendofthesummerhalf-yearisagaindrawingon。MartinhasleftandgoneonacruiseintheSouthPacific,inoneofhisuncle’sships;theoldmagpie,asdisreputableasever,hislastbequesttoArthur,livesinthejointstudy。
  Arthurisnearlysixteen,andattheheadofthetwenty,havinggoneuptheschoolattherateofaformahalf-year。EastandTomhavebeenmuchmoredeliberateintheirprogress,andareonlyalittlewayupthefifthform。Greatstrappingboystheyare,butstillthoroughboys,fillingaboutthesameplaceinthehousethatyoungBrookefilledwhentheywerenewboys,andmuchthesamesortoffellows。ConstantintercoursewithArthurhasdonemuchforbothofthem,especiallyforTom;butmuchremainsyettobedone,iftheyaretogetallthegoodoutofRugbywhichistobegotthereinthesetimes。Arthurisstillfrailanddelicate,withmorespiritthanbody;but,thankstohisintimacywiththemandMartin,haslearnedtoswim,andrun,andplaycricket,andhasneverhurthimselfbytoomuchreading。
  Oneevening,astheywereallsittingdowntosupperinthefifth-formroom,someonestartedareportthatafeverhadbrokenoutatoneoftheboarding-houses。“Theysay,“headded,“thatThompsonisveryill,andthatDr。RobertsonhasbeensentforfromNorthampton。“
  “Thenweshallallbesenthome,“criedanother。“Hurrah!fiveweeks’extraholidays,andnofifth-formexamination!“
  “Ihopenot,“saidTom;“there’llbenoMarylebonematchthenattheendofthehalf。“
  Somethoughtonething,someanother,manydidn’tbelievethereport;butthenextday,Tuesday,Dr。Robertsonarrived,andstayedallday,andhadlongconferenceswiththeDoctor。
  OnWednesdaymorning,afterprayers,theDoctoraddressedthewholeschool。Therewereseveralcasesoffeverindifferenthouses,hesaid;butDr。Robertson,afterthemostcarefulexamination,hadassuredhimthatitwasnotinfectious,andthatifpropercareweretaken,therecouldbenoreasonforstoppingtheschool-workatpresent。Theexaminationswerejustcomingon,anditwouldbeveryunadvisabletobreakupnow。
  However,anyboyswhochosetodosowereatlibertytowritehome,and,iftheirparentswishedit,toleaveatonce。Heshouldsendthewholeschoolhomeifthefeverspread。
  ThenextdayArthursickened,buttherewasnoothercase。
  Beforetheendoftheweekthirtyorfortyboyshadgone,butthereststayedon。TherewasageneralwishtopleasetheDoctor,andafeelingthatitwascowardlytorunaway。
  OntheSaturdayThompsondied,inthebrightafternoon,whilethecricket-matchwasgoingonasusualonthebig-sideground。
  TheDoctor,comingfromhisdeathbed,passedalongthegravel-
  walkatthesideoftheclose,butnooneknewwhathadhappenedtillthenextday。Atmorninglectureitbegantoberumoured,andbyafternoonchapelwasknowngenerally;andafeelingofseriousnessandaweattheactualpresenceofdeathamongthemcameoverthewholeschool。InallthelongyearsofhisministrytheDoctorperhapsneverspokewordswhichsankdeeperthansomeofthoseinthatday’ssermon。
  “WhenIcameyesterdayfromvisitingallbuttheverydeath-bedofhimwhohasbeentakenfromus,andlookedarounduponallthefamiliarobjectsandsceneswithinourownground,whereyourcommonamusementsweregoingonwithyourcommoncheerfulnessandactivity,Ifelttherewasnothingpainfulinwitnessingthat;itdidnotseeminanywayshockingoroutoftunewiththosefeelingswhichthesightofadyingChristianmustbesupposedtoawaken。Theunsuitablenessinpointofnaturalfeelingbetweenscenesofmourningandscenesoflivelinessdidnotatallpresentitself。ButIdidfeelthatifatthatmomentanyofthosefaultshadbeenbroughtbeforemewhichsometimesoccuramongstus;hadIheardthatanyofyouhadbeenguiltyoffalsehood,orofdrunkenness,orofanyothersuchsin;hadIheardfromanyquarterthelanguageofprofaneness,orofunkindness,orofindecency;hadIheardorseenanysignsofthatwretchedfollywhichcourtsthelaughoffoolsbyaffectingnottodreadevilandnottocareforgood,thentheunsuitablenessofanyofthesethingswiththesceneI
  hadjustquittedwouldindeedhavebeenmostintenselypainful。
  Andwhy?Notbecausesuchthingswouldreallyhavebeenworsethanatanyothertime,butbecauseatsuchamomenttheeyesareopenedreallytoknowgoodandevil,becausewethenfeelwhatitissotoliveasthatdeathbecomesaninfiniteblessing,andwhatitissotolivealsothatitweregoodforusifwehadneverbeenborn。“
  TomhadgoneintochapelinsickeninganxietyaboutArthur,buthecameoutcheeredandstrengthenedbythosegrandwords,andwalkedupalonetotheirstudy。Andwhenhesatdownandlookedround,andsawArthur’sstrawhatandcricket-jackethangingontheirpegs,andmarkedallhislittleneatarrangements,notoneofwhichhadbeendisturbed,thetearsindeedrolleddownhischeeks;buttheywerecalmandblessedtears,andherepeatedtohimself,“Yes,Geordie’seyesareopened;heknowswhatitissotoliveasthatdeathbecomesaninfiniteblessing。ButdoI?
  OGod,canIbeartolosehim?“
  Theweekpassedmournfullyaway。Nomoreboyssickened,butArthurwasreportedworseeachday,andhismotherarrivedearlyintheweek。Tommademanyappealstobeallowedtoseehim,andseveraltimestriedtogetuptothesick-room;butthehousekeeperwasalwaysintheway,andatlastspoketotheDoctor,whokindlybutperemptorilyforbadehim。
  ThompsonwasburiedontheTuesday,andtheburialservice,sosoothingandgrandalways,butbeyondallwordssolemnwhenreadoveraboy’sgravetohiscompanions,broughthimmuchcomfort,andmanystrangenewthoughtsandlongings。Hewentbacktohisregularlife,andplayedcricketandbathedasusual。Itseemedtohimthatthiswastherightthingtodo,andthenewthoughtsandlongingsbecamemorebraveandhealthyfortheeffort。ThecrisiscameonSaturday;thedayweekthatThompsonhaddied;
  andduringthatlongafternoonTomsatinhisstudyreadinghisBible,andgoingeveryhalf-hourtothehousekeeper’sroom,expectingeachtimetohearthatthegentleandbravelittlespirithadgonehome。ButGodhadworkforArthurtodo。Thecrisispassed:onSundayeveninghewasdeclaredoutofdanger;
  onMondayhesentamessagetoTomthathewasalmostwell,hadchangedhisroom,andwastobeallowedtoseehimthenextday。