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第35章

  Onthepresentoccasionhehasarrivedonthesceneincompanywithtwowomen。Oneofthem,agedabouttwenty,isgentle-
  looking,plump,andglassyofeye,withamouthperpetuallyhalf-
  open,sothatthefacelookslikethatofanimbecile,andthoughtheexposedteethofitslowerportionmayseemtobesetinasmile,youwillperceive,shouldyoupeerintothemotionlesseyesundertheoverhangingbrows,thatshehasrecentlybeenweepingintheterrified,hystericalfashionofapersonofweakintellect。
  IhavecomeherewiththatmanandotherstrangersthusIheardhernarrateinlow,queruloustonesaswithastumpyfingersherearrangedthefadedhairunderheryellowandgreenscarf。
  Afat-facedyouthwithhighcheek-bonesandthesmalleyesofaMongolherenudgedher,andsaidcarelessly:
  “Youmean,rather,thatyourownmanhascastyouoff。Probablyhewastheonlymanyoueversaw。“
  “Aye,“Konevdrawledthoughtfullyashefeltinhiswallet。
  Nowadaysfolkneedthinklittleofdesertingawoman,sinceinthisyearofgracewomenarenogoodatall。“
  Uponthisthewomanfrowned——thenblinkedhereyestimidly,andwouldhaveopenedherlipstoreply,butthathercompanioninterruptedherbysayinginabrisk,incisivetone:
  “Donotlistentothoserascals!“
  Thewoman’scompanion,somefiveorsixyearshersenior,hasafaceexceptionalintheconstantchangeandmovementofitsgreatdarkeyesasatonemomenttheywithdrawthemselvesfromthestreetoftheCossackhamlet,togazefixedlyandgravelytowardsthesteppewhereitliesscouredwiththescuddingbreeze,andatanothermomentfalltoscanningthefacesofthepersonsaroundher,and,atanother,frownanxiously,orsendasmileflittingacrosshercomelylipsasshebendsherhead,untilherfeaturesareconcealed。Next,theheadisraisedagain,fortheeyeshavetakenonanotherphase,andbecomedilatedwithinterest,whileasharpfurrowisformingbetweentheslendereyebrows,andthefinelymouldedlipsandtrimmouthhavecompressedthemselvestogether,andthethinnostrilsofthestraightnosearesnuffingtheairlikethoseofahorse。
  Infact,inthewomanthereissomethingnon-peasantinitsorigin。Forinstance,letonebutwatchhersharplyclickingfeetas,inwalking,theypeepfromunderherblueskirt,andonewillperceivethattheyarenotthesplayedfeetofavillager,but,rather,feetarchedofinstep,andatonetimeaccustomedtothewearingofboots。Or,asthewomansitsengagedinembroideringabluebodicewithapatternofwhitepeas,onewillperceivethatshehaslongbeenaccustomedtoplyingtheneedlesodexterously;swiftlydothesmall,sunburnthandsflyinandoutunderthetumbledmaterial,eagerlythoughthewindmaystrivetowrestitfromher。Again,asshesitsbendingoverherwork,onewilldescrythrougharentinherbodiceasmall,firmbosomwhichmightalmosthavebeenthatofavirgin,wereitnotforthefactthataprojectingteatproclaimsthatsheisawomanpreparingtosuckleaninfant。Inshort,asshesitsamonghercompanionsshelookslikeafragmentofcopperflungintothemidstofsomerustyoldscrap-iron。
  MostofthepeopleinwhosesocietyIwanderneitherrisetogreatheightsnorsinktogreatdepths,butareascolourlessasdust,andwearisomelyinsignificant。HenceisitthatwheneverI
  chanceuponapersonwhosesoulIcanprobeandexploreforthoughtsunfamiliartomeandwordsnothithertoheardI
  congratulatemyself,seeingthatthoughitismydesiretoseelifegrowmorefairandexalted,andIyearntobringaboutthatend,thereconstantlyrevealsitselftomemerelyavistaofsharpanglesanddarkspacesandpoorcrushed,defraudedpeople。
  Yes,neverdoIseektoprojectasparkofmyownfireintothedarknessofmyneighbour’ssoulbutIseethatsparkdisappear,becomelost,inachaosofdumbvacuity。
  HencethewomanofwhomIhavejustspokenparticularlyexcitesmyfancy,andleadsmetoattemptdivinationsofherpast,untilIfindmyselfevolvingastorywhichisnotonlyofvastcomplexity,buthasgotpaintedintoitmerelythecoloursofmyownhopesandaspirations。Itisastorynecessarilyillusory,necessarilyboundtomakelifeseemevenworsethanbefore。YetitisagrievousthingNEVERtodistortactuality,NEVERtoenvelopactualityinthewrappingsofone’simagination……
  Closinghiseyes,andpickinghiswordswithdifficulty,atall,fairpeasantdrawlsinthick,glueliketones:
  “’Verywell,’Isaid:andoffweset。OnthewayIsaidagain:
  ’Gubin,thoughyoumaynotliketobetoldso,youarenobetterthanathief。’“
  Theo’sutteredbythispeasantareuniformlyroundandfirm——theyrollforwardasacartwheeltrundlesalongahot,dustycountryroad。
  Theyouthwiththehighcheek-bonesfixesthewhitesofhisporcineeyeseyesthepupilsofwhichareasindeterminateastheeyesofablindmanuponthewomaninthegreenscarf。
  Then,having,likeacalf,pluckedandchewedsomestalksofthewitheredgrass,herollsupthesleevesofhisshirt,bendsonefistintothecrookoftheelbow,andsaystoKonevwithaglanceatthewell-developedmuscle:
  “Shouldyoucaretohitme?“
  “No,youcanhityourself。Hityourselfoverthehead。Then,perhaps,you’llgrowwiser。“
  StolidlytheyoungfellowlooksatKonev,andinquires:
  “Howdoyouknowmetobeafool?“
  “Becauseyourpersonalitytellsmeso。“
  “Eh?“criestheyoungfellowtruculentlyasheraiseshimselftoakneelingposture。“HowknowyouwhatIam?“
  “IhavebeentoldwhatyouarebytheGovernorofyourprovince。“
  Theyoungfellowopenshismouth,andstaresatKonev。Thenheasks:
  “TowhatprovincedoIbelong?“
  “Ifyouyourselfhaveforgottentowhatprovinceyoubelong,youhadbettertryandloosenyourwits。“
  “Lookhere。IfIweretohityou,I——“
  Thewomanwhohasbeensewingdropsherworktoshrugoneroundedshoulderasthoughshewerecold,andaskconciliatorily:
  “Well,WHATprovincedoyoubelongto?“
  “I?“theyoungfellowre-echoesashesubsidesontohisheels。
  “IbelongtoPenza。Whydoyouask?“
  “Ohnevermindwhy。“
  Presently,withastrangelyyouthfullaugh,thewomanaddsinamurmur:
  “IaskbecauseItoobelongtothatprovince。“
  “Andtowhichcanton?“
  “TothatofPenza。“Inthewoman’stoneisatouchofpride。
  Theyoungfellowsquatsdownbeforeher,asbeforeawoodfire,stretchesouthishands,andsaysinaningratiatingvoice:
  “Whatafineplaceisourcantonaltown!Whatchurchesandshopsandstonehousesthereareinit!Infact,oneshopsellsamachineonwhichyoucanplayanythingyoulike,anysortofatune!“
  “Aswellas,probably,thefool,“commentsKonevinanundertone,thoughtheyoungfellowistooenthralledwiththememoryoftheamenitiesofhiscantonalcapitaltonoticetheremark。Next,smackinghislips,andchewinghiswords,hecontinuesinamurmur:
  “Inthosestonehouses。“
  Herethewomandropshersewingasecondtimetoinquire:“Isthereaconventthere?“
  “Aconvent?“
  Andtheyoungfellowpausesuncouthlytoscratchhisneck。Onlyafterawhiledoesheanswer:
  “Aconvent?Well,Idonotknow,foronlyonce,totellthetruth,haveIbeeninthetown,andthatwaswhensomeofusfaminefolkweresettoajobofroadmaking。“
  “Well,well!“gaspsKonev,asherisesandtakeshisdeparture。
  Thevagabonds,huddledagainstthechurchyardwall,looklikelitterdriventhitherbythesteppewind,andasliabletobewhirledawayagainwheneverthewindshallchoose。Threeofthepartyaresleeping,andtheremaindereithermendingtheirclothing,orkillingfleas,orlethargicallymunchingbreadcollectedatthewindowsoftheCossacks’huts。Ifindthesightofthemwearymeasmuchasdoestheyoungfellowsfatuousbabble。Also,Ifindthatwhenevertheelderofthetwowomenliftshereyesfromherwork,andhalfsmiles,thefainthalf-
  smileinquestionvexesmeintensely。Consequently,IendbydepartinginKonev’swake。
  Guardingtheentranceofthechurchyard,fourpoplartreesstanderect,savewhen,asthewindharriesthem,theybowalternatelytothearid,dustyearthandtowardsthedimvistaoftow-