Onthepresentoccasionhehasarrivedonthesceneincompanywithtwowomen。Oneofthem,agedabouttwenty,isgentle-
looking,plump,andglassyofeye,withamouthperpetuallyhalf-
open,sothatthefacelookslikethatofanimbecile,andthoughtheexposedteethofitslowerportionmayseemtobesetinasmile,youwillperceive,shouldyoupeerintothemotionlesseyesundertheoverhangingbrows,thatshehasrecentlybeenweepingintheterrified,hystericalfashionofapersonofweakintellect。
IhavecomeherewiththatmanandotherstrangersthusIheardhernarrateinlow,queruloustonesaswithastumpyfingersherearrangedthefadedhairunderheryellowandgreenscarf。
Afat-facedyouthwithhighcheek-bonesandthesmalleyesofaMongolherenudgedher,andsaidcarelessly:
“Youmean,rather,thatyourownmanhascastyouoff。Probablyhewastheonlymanyoueversaw。“
“Aye,“Konevdrawledthoughtfullyashefeltinhiswallet。
Nowadaysfolkneedthinklittleofdesertingawoman,sinceinthisyearofgracewomenarenogoodatall。“
Uponthisthewomanfrowned——thenblinkedhereyestimidly,andwouldhaveopenedherlipstoreply,butthathercompanioninterruptedherbysayinginabrisk,incisivetone:
“Donotlistentothoserascals!“
Thewoman’scompanion,somefiveorsixyearshersenior,hasafaceexceptionalintheconstantchangeandmovementofitsgreatdarkeyesasatonemomenttheywithdrawthemselvesfromthestreetoftheCossackhamlet,togazefixedlyandgravelytowardsthesteppewhereitliesscouredwiththescuddingbreeze,andatanothermomentfalltoscanningthefacesofthepersonsaroundher,and,atanother,frownanxiously,orsendasmileflittingacrosshercomelylipsasshebendsherhead,untilherfeaturesareconcealed。Next,theheadisraisedagain,fortheeyeshavetakenonanotherphase,andbecomedilatedwithinterest,whileasharpfurrowisformingbetweentheslendereyebrows,andthefinelymouldedlipsandtrimmouthhavecompressedthemselvestogether,andthethinnostrilsofthestraightnosearesnuffingtheairlikethoseofahorse。
Infact,inthewomanthereissomethingnon-peasantinitsorigin。Forinstance,letonebutwatchhersharplyclickingfeetas,inwalking,theypeepfromunderherblueskirt,andonewillperceivethattheyarenotthesplayedfeetofavillager,but,rather,feetarchedofinstep,andatonetimeaccustomedtothewearingofboots。Or,asthewomansitsengagedinembroideringabluebodicewithapatternofwhitepeas,onewillperceivethatshehaslongbeenaccustomedtoplyingtheneedlesodexterously;swiftlydothesmall,sunburnthandsflyinandoutunderthetumbledmaterial,eagerlythoughthewindmaystrivetowrestitfromher。Again,asshesitsbendingoverherwork,onewilldescrythrougharentinherbodiceasmall,firmbosomwhichmightalmosthavebeenthatofavirgin,wereitnotforthefactthataprojectingteatproclaimsthatsheisawomanpreparingtosuckleaninfant。Inshort,asshesitsamonghercompanionsshelookslikeafragmentofcopperflungintothemidstofsomerustyoldscrap-iron。
MostofthepeopleinwhosesocietyIwanderneitherrisetogreatheightsnorsinktogreatdepths,butareascolourlessasdust,andwearisomelyinsignificant。HenceisitthatwheneverI
chanceuponapersonwhosesoulIcanprobeandexploreforthoughtsunfamiliartomeandwordsnothithertoheardI
congratulatemyself,seeingthatthoughitismydesiretoseelifegrowmorefairandexalted,andIyearntobringaboutthatend,thereconstantlyrevealsitselftomemerelyavistaofsharpanglesanddarkspacesandpoorcrushed,defraudedpeople。
Yes,neverdoIseektoprojectasparkofmyownfireintothedarknessofmyneighbour’ssoulbutIseethatsparkdisappear,becomelost,inachaosofdumbvacuity。
HencethewomanofwhomIhavejustspokenparticularlyexcitesmyfancy,andleadsmetoattemptdivinationsofherpast,untilIfindmyselfevolvingastorywhichisnotonlyofvastcomplexity,buthasgotpaintedintoitmerelythecoloursofmyownhopesandaspirations。Itisastorynecessarilyillusory,necessarilyboundtomakelifeseemevenworsethanbefore。YetitisagrievousthingNEVERtodistortactuality,NEVERtoenvelopactualityinthewrappingsofone’simagination……
Closinghiseyes,andpickinghiswordswithdifficulty,atall,fairpeasantdrawlsinthick,glueliketones:
“’Verywell,’Isaid:andoffweset。OnthewayIsaidagain:
’Gubin,thoughyoumaynotliketobetoldso,youarenobetterthanathief。’“
Theo’sutteredbythispeasantareuniformlyroundandfirm——theyrollforwardasacartwheeltrundlesalongahot,dustycountryroad。
Theyouthwiththehighcheek-bonesfixesthewhitesofhisporcineeyeseyesthepupilsofwhichareasindeterminateastheeyesofablindmanuponthewomaninthegreenscarf。
Then,having,likeacalf,pluckedandchewedsomestalksofthewitheredgrass,herollsupthesleevesofhisshirt,bendsonefistintothecrookoftheelbow,andsaystoKonevwithaglanceatthewell-developedmuscle:
“Shouldyoucaretohitme?“
“No,youcanhityourself。Hityourselfoverthehead。Then,perhaps,you’llgrowwiser。“
StolidlytheyoungfellowlooksatKonev,andinquires:
“Howdoyouknowmetobeafool?“
“Becauseyourpersonalitytellsmeso。“
“Eh?“criestheyoungfellowtruculentlyasheraiseshimselftoakneelingposture。“HowknowyouwhatIam?“
“IhavebeentoldwhatyouarebytheGovernorofyourprovince。“
Theyoungfellowopenshismouth,andstaresatKonev。Thenheasks:
“TowhatprovincedoIbelong?“
“Ifyouyourselfhaveforgottentowhatprovinceyoubelong,youhadbettertryandloosenyourwits。“
“Lookhere。IfIweretohityou,I——“
Thewomanwhohasbeensewingdropsherworktoshrugoneroundedshoulderasthoughshewerecold,andaskconciliatorily:
“Well,WHATprovincedoyoubelongto?“
“I?“theyoungfellowre-echoesashesubsidesontohisheels。
“IbelongtoPenza。Whydoyouask?“
“Ohnevermindwhy。“
Presently,withastrangelyyouthfullaugh,thewomanaddsinamurmur:
“IaskbecauseItoobelongtothatprovince。“
“Andtowhichcanton?“
“TothatofPenza。“Inthewoman’stoneisatouchofpride。
Theyoungfellowsquatsdownbeforeher,asbeforeawoodfire,stretchesouthishands,andsaysinaningratiatingvoice:
“Whatafineplaceisourcantonaltown!Whatchurchesandshopsandstonehousesthereareinit!Infact,oneshopsellsamachineonwhichyoucanplayanythingyoulike,anysortofatune!“
“Aswellas,probably,thefool,“commentsKonevinanundertone,thoughtheyoungfellowistooenthralledwiththememoryoftheamenitiesofhiscantonalcapitaltonoticetheremark。Next,smackinghislips,andchewinghiswords,hecontinuesinamurmur:
“Inthosestonehouses。“
Herethewomandropshersewingasecondtimetoinquire:“Isthereaconventthere?“
“Aconvent?“
Andtheyoungfellowpausesuncouthlytoscratchhisneck。Onlyafterawhiledoesheanswer:
“Aconvent?Well,Idonotknow,foronlyonce,totellthetruth,haveIbeeninthetown,andthatwaswhensomeofusfaminefolkweresettoajobofroadmaking。“
“Well,well!“gaspsKonev,asherisesandtakeshisdeparture。
Thevagabonds,huddledagainstthechurchyardwall,looklikelitterdriventhitherbythesteppewind,andasliabletobewhirledawayagainwheneverthewindshallchoose。Threeofthepartyaresleeping,andtheremaindereithermendingtheirclothing,orkillingfleas,orlethargicallymunchingbreadcollectedatthewindowsoftheCossacks’huts。Ifindthesightofthemwearymeasmuchasdoestheyoungfellowsfatuousbabble。Also,Ifindthatwhenevertheelderofthetwowomenliftshereyesfromherwork,andhalfsmiles,thefainthalf-
smileinquestionvexesmeintensely。Consequently,IendbydepartinginKonev’swake。
Guardingtheentranceofthechurchyard,fourpoplartreesstanderect,savewhen,asthewindharriesthem,theybowalternatelytothearid,dustyearthandtowardsthedimvistaoftow-
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