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第33章

  Lurchingforward,thebeardedpeasantinterposedwitharasp:
  “Yes,doyoutellusallaboutit,andthingswillbecomeeasierforyou。Forasinalwaysneedstobemadeknown。“
  While,likeanecho,avoicesaidinboldandsarcasticaccents:
  “Itwouldbebettertoseizehimandtiehimup。“
  Uponthistheyoungfellowraisedhisbrowsalittle,andretortedinanundertone:
  “Letmebide。“
  “Therascal!“thecrowdcommented,whiletheoldman,neatlyfoldingandreplacinghishandkerchief,raisedahandasdryasacock’sleg,andremarkedwithasharp,knowingsmile:
  “Possiblyitisnotmerelyoutofidlecuriositythatfolkaremakingthisrequest。“
  “Goandbedamnedtoyou!“theyoungfellowexclaimedwithagrimsnap。Whereuponthebigpeasantbellowedoutinablusteringfashion:
  “What?Thenyouwillnottellusatleastyourdestination?“
  Whereafterthesamespeakercontinuedtoholdforthonhumanity,God,andthehumanconscience——staringwildlyaroundhimashedidso,wavinghisarmsabout,andgrowingevermorefrantic,untilreallyitwascurioustowatchhim。
  Atlengththecrowdgrewsimilarlyexcited,andtooktoencouragingthespeakerwithcriesof“True!Thatisso!“
  Asfortheyoungfellow,helistenedawhileinsilence,withoutmoving。Then,straighteninghisback,herose,thrusthishandsintothepocketsofhistrousers,and,swayinghisbodytoandfro,begantoglareatthecrowdwithgreenisheyeswhichweremanifestlylighteningtoaviciousgleam。Atlength,thrustingforthhischest,hecriedhoarsely:
  “SoyouaskmewhitherIambound?Iamboundforthebrigands’lair,forthebrigands’lair,where,unlessyoufirsttakeandputmeinfetters,IintendtocutthethroatofeverymanthatImeet。Yes,ahundredmurderswillIcommit,forallfolkwillbethesametome,andnotasoulwillIspare。Aye,theendofmytetherisreached,sotakeandfettermewhilstyoucan。“
  Hisbreathwasissuingwithdifficulty,andashespokehisshouldersheaved,andhislegstrembledbeneathhim。Also,hisfacehadturnedgreyandbecomedistortedwithtremors。
  Uponthis,thecrowdbrokeintoagruff,ugly,resentfulroar,andedgedawayfromtheman。Yet,indoingso,manyofitsmemberslookedcuriouslylikethemanhimselfinthewaythattheyloweredtheirheads,caughtattheirbreath,andlettheireyesflash。Clearlythemanwasinimminentdangerofbeingassaulted。
  Suddenlyherecoveredhissubdueddemeanour——he,asitwere,thawedinthesunlight:until,assuddenly,hislegsgavewaybeneathhim,and,narrowlyescapinginjurytohisfacefromthecornerofabale,hefellforwarduponhiskneesasthoughfelledwithanaxe。Thereafter,clutchingathisthroat,heshoutedinastrangevoice,andcrowdingthewordsupononeanother:
  “TellmewhatIamtodo。Isallofitmyfault?LongIlayinprisonbeforeIwastriedandtoldtogofree……yet——“
  Tearingathisearsandcheeks,herockedhisheadtoandfroasthoughseekingtorenditfromitssocket。Thenhecontinued:
  “YetIamNOTfree。Norisitinmypowertosaywhatwillbecomeofme。Formethereremainsneitherlifenordeath。“
  “Aha!“exclaimedthebigpeasant;andatthesoundthecrowddrewbackasinconsternation,whilesomehastenedtodepartaltogether。Asfortheremaindernumberingadozenorso,theyherdedsullenly,nervously,involuntarilyintoamassastheyoungfellowcontinuedindistractedtonesandwithatremblinghead:
  “OhthatIcouldsleepforthenexttenyears!ForthencouldI
  provemyself,anddecidewhetherIamguiltyornot。LastnightIstruckamanwithafaggot。AsIwaswalkingaboutIsawasleepamanwhohadangeredme,andthereuponthought,’Come!I
  shouldliketodealhimablow,butcanIactuallydoit?’AndstrikehimIdid。Wasitmyfault?AlwaysIkeepaskingmyself,’CanI,orcanInot,doathing?’Aye,lost,lostamI!“
  Apparentlythisoutburstcausedthemantoreachtheendofhispower,forpresentlyhesankfromkneestoheels——thenontohisside,withhandsclaspinghishead,andhistonguefinallyutteringthewords,“Betterhadyoukillme!“
  Ahushfell,forallnowstoodconfoundedandsilent,with,aboutthem,agreyer,amoresubdued,lookwhichmadeallmoreresembletheirfellows。Infact,toallhadtheatmospherebecomeoppressive,asthougheveryone’sbreasthadhadclampedintoitalarge,softclodofhumid,viscidearth。Untilatlastsomeonesaidinalow,shamefaced,butfriendly,tone:
  “Goodbrother,wearenotyourjudges。“
  Towhichsomeoneelseaddedwithanequalmeasureofgentleness:
  “Indeed,wemaybenobetterthanyou。“
  “Wepityyou,butwemustnotjudgeyou。Onlypityispermitted。“
  Asforthewell-dressedpeasant,hisloud,triumphantutterancewas:
  “LetGodjudgehim,butmensufferhim。Ofjudgingofoneanothertherehasbeenenough。“
  Andafifthmanremarkedtoafriendashewalkedaway:
  “Whatarewetomakeofthis?Tojudgebythebook,theyoungfellowisatonceguiltyandnotguilty。“
  “Bygonesoughttobebygones。Ofallcoursesthatisthebest。“
  “Yes,forwearetooquick。Whatgoodcanthatdo?“
  “Aye,what?“
  Atlengththedark-browedwomansteppedforward。Lettinghershawltohershoulders,straighteninghairstreakedwithgreyunderabrightbluescarf,anddeftlyputtingasideaskirtshesoseatedherselfbesidetheyoungfellowastoscreenfromthecrowdwiththeheightofherfigure。Then,raisingkindlyface,shesaidcivilly,butauthoritatively,tothebystanders:
  “Doallofyougoaway。“
  Whereuponthecrowdbegantodepart,thebigpeasantsayingashewent:
  “There!JustasIforetoldhasthematterturnedout。
  ConscienceHASasserteditself。“
  Yetthewordswerespokenwithoutself-complacency,rather,thoughtfully,andwithasenseofawe。
  Asforthered-nosedoldmanwhowaswalkinglikeashadowbehindthelastspeaker,heopenedhissnuff-box,peeredthereinwithhismoisteyes,anddrawledtonooneinparticular:
  “Howoftendoesoneseeamanplaywithconscience,yes,eventhoughhebearogue!Heerectsthatconscienceasascreentohisknaveriesandtricksandwiles,andmasksthewholewithacloudofwords。Yes,weknowhowitisdone,eventhoughfolkmaystareathim,andsaytooneanother,’Howferventlyhissoulisglowing!’Aye,allthetimethatheisholdinghishandtohishearthewillbedippingtheotherhandintoyourpocket。“
  Theloverofproverbs,forhispart,unbuttonedhisjacket,thrusthishandsunderhiscoat-tails,andsaidinaloudvoice:
  “Thereisasayingthatyoucantrustanywildbeast,suchasafoxorahedgehogoratoad,butnot——“
  “Quiteso,dearsir。Thecommonfolkareexceedinglydegenerate。“
  “Well,theyarenotdevelopingastheyoughttodo。“
  “No,theyareover-cramped,“wasthebigpeasant’srasped-outcomment。“TheyhavenoroomforGROWTH。“
  “Yes,theyDOgrow,butonlyasregardsbeardandmoustache,asatreegrowstobranchandsap。“
  Withaglanceatthepurveyorofproverbstheoldmanassentedbyremarking:“Yes,trueitisthatthecommonfolkarecramped。“Whereafterhethrustapinchofsnuffintohisnostrils,andthrewbackhisheadinanticipationofthesneezewhichfailedtocome。Atlength,drawingadeepbreaththroughhispartedlips,hesaidashemeasuredthepeasantagainwithhiseyes:
  “Myfriend,youareofasortcalculatedtolast。“
  Inanswerthepeasantnodded。
  “SOMEday,“heremarked,“weshallgetwhatwewant。“
  Infrontofusnow,wasKazan,withthepinnaclesofitschurchesandmosquespiercingthebluesky,andlookinglikegarlandsofexoticblooms。AroundthemlaythegreywalloftheKremlin,andabovethemsoaredthegrimTowerofSumbek。