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第25章

  Losinghistemper,andopeningagreatmouth,untilhelookedlikeanoldrookwhichisabouttocaw,theCouncillorwouldstamphisfootseveraltimes,asthoughpreparingtodancetotheboys’shouting,andlowerhishead,grasphisumbrellalikeabayonet,andchargeattheladswithapantingshoutof:
  “I’lltellyourfathers!Oh,I’lltellyourmothers!“
  AsfortheMadameSukhinikh,referredto,shewasanoldbeggar-womanwho,theyearround,andinallweathers,satonalittlebenchbesidethecemeterywicket,andstucktoitlikeastone。Herlargeface,afacerenderedbricklikebyyearsofinebriety,wascoveredwithdarkblotchesbornoffrostbite,alcoholicinflammation,sunburn,andexposuretowind,andhereyeswereperpetuallyinastateofsuppuration。Neverdidanyonepassherbutsheprofferedawoodencupinasupplianthand,andcriedhoarsely,ratherasthoughshewerecursingthepersonconcerned:
  “GivesomethingforChrist’ssake!Giveinmemoryofyourkinsfolkthere!“
  Onceanunexpectedstormblewinfromthesteppes,andbroughtadownpourwhich,overtakingtheoldwomanonherwayhome,causedher,hersightbeingpoor,tofallintoapond,whencePraotzevattemptedtorescueher,andintowhich,intheend,heslippedhimself。Fromthatdayonwardshewastwittedonthesubjectbytheboysofthetown。
  OtherfrequentersofthecemeteryIseebeforeme——dark,silentfigures,figuresofpersonswhomstillunseveredcordsofmemoryseemedtohaveboundtotheplacefortherestoftheirlives,andcompelledtowander,likeunburiedcorpses,inquestofsuitabletombs。Yes,theywerepersonswhomlifehadrejected,anddeath,asyet,refusedtoaccept。
  Also,attimestherewouldemergefromthelonggrassahomelessdogwithlarge,sulleneyes,eyesstartlingatonceintheirintelligenceandintheirabsoluteIshmaelitism——untilonealmostexpectedtohearissuefromtheanimal’smouthreproachescouchedinhumanlanguage。
  Andsometimesthedogwouldstillremainhaltedinthecemeteryas,withtaillowered,itswayeditsshelterless,shaggyheadtoandfrowithanairofprofoundreflection,whileoccasionallyventingasubdued,long-drawnyelporhowl。
  Again,amongthedenseoldlimetrees,therewouldbescurryinganunseenmobofstarlingsandjackdawswhoseyoungwould,meanwhile,maintainasoft,hungrypiping,asortofgentlypersuasive,chirrupingchorus;untilinautumn,whenthewindhadstrippedbaretheboughs,thesebirds’blacknestswouldcometolooklikemouldy,rag-swathedheadsofhumanbeingswhichsomeonehadtornfromtheirbodiesandflungintothetrees,tohangforeveraroundthewhite,sugarloaf-shapedchurchofthemartyredSt。Barbara。Duringthatautumnseason,indeed,everythinginthecemetery’svicinitylookedsadandtarnished,andthewindwouldwailabouttheplace,andsighlikealoverwhohasbeendrivenmadthroughbereavement……
  Suddenlytheoldmanhaltedbeforemeonthepath,and,sternlyextendingahandtowardsawhitestonemonumentnearus,readaloud:
  “’UnderthiscrossthereliesburiedthebodyoftherespectedcitizenandservantofGod,DiomidPetrovitchUssov,’“etc。,etc。
  Whereaftertheoldmanreplacedhishat,thrusthishandsintothepocketsofhispea-jacket,measuredmewitheyesdarkincolour,butexceptionallyclearforhistimeoflife,andsaid:
  “Itwouldseemthatfolkcouldfindnothingtosayofthismanbeyondthathewasa’servantofGod。’Now,howcanaservantbeworthyofhonouratthehandof’citizens’?“
  “Possiblyhewasanascetic,“wasmyhazardedconjecture;
  whereupontheoldmanrejoinedwithastampofhisfoot:
  “Theninsuchcaseoneoughttowrite——“
  “Towritewhat?“
  “TowriteEVERYTHING,infullestpossibledetail。“
  Andwiththelong,firmstrideofasoldiermyinterlocutorpassedonwardstowardsamoreremoteportionofthecemetery——myselfwalking,thistime,besidehim。Hisstatureplacedhisheadonalevelwithmyshoulderonly,andcausedhisstrawhattoconcealhisfeatures。Hence,sinceIwishedtolookathimashediscoursed,Ifoundmyselfforcedtowalkwithheadbent,asthoughIhadbeenescortingawoman。
  “No,thatisnotthewaytodoit,“presentlyhecontinuedinthesoft,civilvoiceofonewhohasacomplainttopresent。
  “Anysuchproceedingismerelyamarkofbarbarism——ofacompletelackofobservationofmenandlife。“
  Withahandtakenfromoneofhispockets,hetracedalargecircleintheair。
  “Doyouknowthemeaningofthat?“heinquired。
  “Itsmeaningisdeath,“wasmydiffidentreply,madewithashrugoftheshoulders。
  Ashakeofhisheaddisclosedtomeakeen,agreeable,finelycutfaceashepronouncedthefollowingSlavonicwords:
  “’Smertusmertvsekonechniepogublenabwist。’“[Deathhathbeenforeveroverthrownbydeath。“]
  “Doyouknowthatpassage?“headdedpresently。
  Yetitwasinsilencethatwewalkedthenexttenpaces——hethreadinghiswayalongtherough,grassypathatconsiderablespeed。Suddenlyhehalted,raisedhishatfromhishead,andprofferedmeahand。
  “Youngman,“hesaid,“letusmakeoneanother’sbetteracquaintance。IamLieutenantSavvaYaloylevKhorvat,formerlyoftheStateRemountEstablishment,subsequentlyoftheDepartmentofImperialLands。Iamamanwho,afterneverhavingbeenfoundofficiallyremiss,amlivinginhonourableretirement——amanatonceahouseholder,awidower,andapersonofhastytemper。“
  Then,afterapause,headded:
  “Vice-GovernorKhorvatofTambovismybrother——ayoungerbrother;hebeingfifty-five,andIsixty-one,si-i-ixtyone。“
  Hisspeechwasrapid,butaspreciseasthoughnomistakewaspermissibleinitsdelivery。
  “Also,“hecontinued,“asamancognisantofeverypossiblespeciesofcemetery,Iammuchdissatisfiedwiththisone。Infact,neversatisfiedwithsuchplacesamI。“
  Herehebrandishedhisfistintheair,anddescribedalargearcoverthecrosses。
  “Letussitdown,“hesaid,“andIwillexplainthings。“
  So,afterthatwehadseatedourselvesonabenchbesideawhiteoratory,andLieutenantKhorvathadtakenoffhishat,andwithabluehandkerchiefwipedhisforeheadandthethicksilveryhairwhichbristledfromtheknobsofhisscalp,hecontinued:
  “Markyouwellthewordkladbistche。“[Theword,thoughcustomarilyusedforcemetery,means,primarily,atreasure-house。]Herehenudgedmewithhiselbow——continuing,thereafter,moresoftly:“Inakladbisicheonemightreasonablylookforkladi,fortreasuresofintellectandenlightenment。
  Yetwhatdowefind?Onlythatwhichisoffensiveandinsulting。
  Allofusdoesitinsult,fortherebyisaninsultpaidtoallwho,inlife,arebearingstilltheir’crossandburden。’Youtoowill,oneday,beinsultedbythesystem,evenasshallI。
  Doyouunderstand?Irepeat,’theircrossandburden’——thesenseofthewordsbeingthat,lifebeinghardanddifficult,weoughttohonournonebutthosewhoSTILLarebearingtheirtrials,orbearingtrialsforyouandme。Now,THESEfolkherehaveceasedtopossessconsciousness。“
  Eachtimethattheoldmanwavedhishatinhisexcitement,itssmallshadow,bird-like,flewalongthenarrowpath,andoverthecross,and,finally,disappearedinthedirectionofthetown。
  Next,distendinghisruddycheeks,twitchinghismoustache,andregardingmecovertlyoutofboylikeeyes,theLieutenantresumed:
  “Probablyyouarethinking,’ThemanwithwhomIhavetodealisoldandhalf-witted。’Butno,youngfellow;thatisnotso,forlongbeforeYOURtimehadItakenthemeasureoflife。
  Regardthesememorials。AREtheymemorials?Forwhatdotheycommemorateasconcernsyouandmyself?Theycommemorate,inthatrespect,nothing。No,theyarenotmemorials;theyaremerelypassportsortestimonialsconferreduponitselfbyhumanstupidity。UnderagivencrosstheremaylieaMaria,andunderanotheroneaDaria,oranAlexei,oranEvsei,orsomeoneelse——all’servantsofGod,’butnototherwiseparticularised。Anoutragethis,sir!Forinthisplacefolkwhohavelivedtheirdifficultportionoflifeonearthareseenrobbedofthatrecordoftheirexistences,whichoughttohavebeenpreservedforyourandmyinstruction。Yes,ADESCRIPTIONOFTHELIFE
  LIVEDBYAMANiswhatmatters。Atombmightthenbecomeevenmoreinterestingthananovel。Doyoufollowme?“
  “Notaltogether,“Irejoined。
  Heheavedaveryaudiblesigh。
  “Itshouldbeeasyenough,“washisremark。“Tobeginwith,I
  amNOTa’servantofGod。’Rather,Iamamanintelligently,ofsetpurpose,keepingGod’sholycommandmentssofaraslieswithinmypower。Andnoone,notevenGod,hasanyrighttodemandofmemorethanIcangive。Thatisso,isitnot?“
  Inodded。
  “There!“theLieutenantcriedbrisklyas,cockinghishat,heassumedastillmoretruculentair。Then,spreadingouthishands,hegrowledinhisflexiblebass:
  “Whatisthiscemetery?Itismerelyaplaceofshow。“
  Atthismoment,forsomereasonoranother,thereoccurredtomeanincidentwhichinvolvedthefigureofIrakleiVirubov,thefigurewhichhadcarpetslippersonitsponderousfeet,thicklips,agreedymouth,deceitfuleyes,andaframesohugeandcavernousthatthedapperlittleLieutenantcouldhavesteppedintoitcomplete。