Losinghistemper,andopeningagreatmouth,untilhelookedlikeanoldrookwhichisabouttocaw,theCouncillorwouldstamphisfootseveraltimes,asthoughpreparingtodancetotheboys’shouting,andlowerhishead,grasphisumbrellalikeabayonet,andchargeattheladswithapantingshoutof:
“I’lltellyourfathers!Oh,I’lltellyourmothers!“
AsfortheMadameSukhinikh,referredto,shewasanoldbeggar-womanwho,theyearround,andinallweathers,satonalittlebenchbesidethecemeterywicket,andstucktoitlikeastone。Herlargeface,afacerenderedbricklikebyyearsofinebriety,wascoveredwithdarkblotchesbornoffrostbite,alcoholicinflammation,sunburn,andexposuretowind,andhereyeswereperpetuallyinastateofsuppuration。Neverdidanyonepassherbutsheprofferedawoodencupinasupplianthand,andcriedhoarsely,ratherasthoughshewerecursingthepersonconcerned:
“GivesomethingforChrist’ssake!Giveinmemoryofyourkinsfolkthere!“
Onceanunexpectedstormblewinfromthesteppes,andbroughtadownpourwhich,overtakingtheoldwomanonherwayhome,causedher,hersightbeingpoor,tofallintoapond,whencePraotzevattemptedtorescueher,andintowhich,intheend,heslippedhimself。Fromthatdayonwardshewastwittedonthesubjectbytheboysofthetown。
OtherfrequentersofthecemeteryIseebeforeme——dark,silentfigures,figuresofpersonswhomstillunseveredcordsofmemoryseemedtohaveboundtotheplacefortherestoftheirlives,andcompelledtowander,likeunburiedcorpses,inquestofsuitabletombs。Yes,theywerepersonswhomlifehadrejected,anddeath,asyet,refusedtoaccept。
Also,attimestherewouldemergefromthelonggrassahomelessdogwithlarge,sulleneyes,eyesstartlingatonceintheirintelligenceandintheirabsoluteIshmaelitism——untilonealmostexpectedtohearissuefromtheanimal’smouthreproachescouchedinhumanlanguage。
Andsometimesthedogwouldstillremainhaltedinthecemeteryas,withtaillowered,itswayeditsshelterless,shaggyheadtoandfrowithanairofprofoundreflection,whileoccasionallyventingasubdued,long-drawnyelporhowl。
Again,amongthedenseoldlimetrees,therewouldbescurryinganunseenmobofstarlingsandjackdawswhoseyoungwould,meanwhile,maintainasoft,hungrypiping,asortofgentlypersuasive,chirrupingchorus;untilinautumn,whenthewindhadstrippedbaretheboughs,thesebirds’blacknestswouldcometolooklikemouldy,rag-swathedheadsofhumanbeingswhichsomeonehadtornfromtheirbodiesandflungintothetrees,tohangforeveraroundthewhite,sugarloaf-shapedchurchofthemartyredSt。Barbara。Duringthatautumnseason,indeed,everythinginthecemetery’svicinitylookedsadandtarnished,andthewindwouldwailabouttheplace,andsighlikealoverwhohasbeendrivenmadthroughbereavement……
Suddenlytheoldmanhaltedbeforemeonthepath,and,sternlyextendingahandtowardsawhitestonemonumentnearus,readaloud:
“’UnderthiscrossthereliesburiedthebodyoftherespectedcitizenandservantofGod,DiomidPetrovitchUssov,’“etc。,etc。
Whereaftertheoldmanreplacedhishat,thrusthishandsintothepocketsofhispea-jacket,measuredmewitheyesdarkincolour,butexceptionallyclearforhistimeoflife,andsaid:
“Itwouldseemthatfolkcouldfindnothingtosayofthismanbeyondthathewasa’servantofGod。’Now,howcanaservantbeworthyofhonouratthehandof’citizens’?“
“Possiblyhewasanascetic,“wasmyhazardedconjecture;
whereupontheoldmanrejoinedwithastampofhisfoot:
“Theninsuchcaseoneoughttowrite——“
“Towritewhat?“
“TowriteEVERYTHING,infullestpossibledetail。“
Andwiththelong,firmstrideofasoldiermyinterlocutorpassedonwardstowardsamoreremoteportionofthecemetery——myselfwalking,thistime,besidehim。Hisstatureplacedhisheadonalevelwithmyshoulderonly,andcausedhisstrawhattoconcealhisfeatures。Hence,sinceIwishedtolookathimashediscoursed,Ifoundmyselfforcedtowalkwithheadbent,asthoughIhadbeenescortingawoman。
“No,thatisnotthewaytodoit,“presentlyhecontinuedinthesoft,civilvoiceofonewhohasacomplainttopresent。
“Anysuchproceedingismerelyamarkofbarbarism——ofacompletelackofobservationofmenandlife。“
Withahandtakenfromoneofhispockets,hetracedalargecircleintheair。
“Doyouknowthemeaningofthat?“heinquired。
“Itsmeaningisdeath,“wasmydiffidentreply,madewithashrugoftheshoulders。
Ashakeofhisheaddisclosedtomeakeen,agreeable,finelycutfaceashepronouncedthefollowingSlavonicwords:
“’Smertusmertvsekonechniepogublenabwist。’“[Deathhathbeenforeveroverthrownbydeath。“]
“Doyouknowthatpassage?“headdedpresently。
Yetitwasinsilencethatwewalkedthenexttenpaces——hethreadinghiswayalongtherough,grassypathatconsiderablespeed。Suddenlyhehalted,raisedhishatfromhishead,andprofferedmeahand。
“Youngman,“hesaid,“letusmakeoneanother’sbetteracquaintance。IamLieutenantSavvaYaloylevKhorvat,formerlyoftheStateRemountEstablishment,subsequentlyoftheDepartmentofImperialLands。Iamamanwho,afterneverhavingbeenfoundofficiallyremiss,amlivinginhonourableretirement——amanatonceahouseholder,awidower,andapersonofhastytemper。“
Then,afterapause,headded:
“Vice-GovernorKhorvatofTambovismybrother——ayoungerbrother;hebeingfifty-five,andIsixty-one,si-i-ixtyone。“
Hisspeechwasrapid,butaspreciseasthoughnomistakewaspermissibleinitsdelivery。
“Also,“hecontinued,“asamancognisantofeverypossiblespeciesofcemetery,Iammuchdissatisfiedwiththisone。Infact,neversatisfiedwithsuchplacesamI。“
Herehebrandishedhisfistintheair,anddescribedalargearcoverthecrosses。
“Letussitdown,“hesaid,“andIwillexplainthings。“
So,afterthatwehadseatedourselvesonabenchbesideawhiteoratory,andLieutenantKhorvathadtakenoffhishat,andwithabluehandkerchiefwipedhisforeheadandthethicksilveryhairwhichbristledfromtheknobsofhisscalp,hecontinued:
“Markyouwellthewordkladbistche。“[Theword,thoughcustomarilyusedforcemetery,means,primarily,atreasure-house。]Herehenudgedmewithhiselbow——continuing,thereafter,moresoftly:“Inakladbisicheonemightreasonablylookforkladi,fortreasuresofintellectandenlightenment。
Yetwhatdowefind?Onlythatwhichisoffensiveandinsulting。
Allofusdoesitinsult,fortherebyisaninsultpaidtoallwho,inlife,arebearingstilltheir’crossandburden。’Youtoowill,oneday,beinsultedbythesystem,evenasshallI。
Doyouunderstand?Irepeat,’theircrossandburden’——thesenseofthewordsbeingthat,lifebeinghardanddifficult,weoughttohonournonebutthosewhoSTILLarebearingtheirtrials,orbearingtrialsforyouandme。Now,THESEfolkherehaveceasedtopossessconsciousness。“
Eachtimethattheoldmanwavedhishatinhisexcitement,itssmallshadow,bird-like,flewalongthenarrowpath,andoverthecross,and,finally,disappearedinthedirectionofthetown。
Next,distendinghisruddycheeks,twitchinghismoustache,andregardingmecovertlyoutofboylikeeyes,theLieutenantresumed:
“Probablyyouarethinking,’ThemanwithwhomIhavetodealisoldandhalf-witted。’Butno,youngfellow;thatisnotso,forlongbeforeYOURtimehadItakenthemeasureoflife。
Regardthesememorials。AREtheymemorials?Forwhatdotheycommemorateasconcernsyouandmyself?Theycommemorate,inthatrespect,nothing。No,theyarenotmemorials;theyaremerelypassportsortestimonialsconferreduponitselfbyhumanstupidity。UnderagivencrosstheremaylieaMaria,andunderanotheroneaDaria,oranAlexei,oranEvsei,orsomeoneelse——all’servantsofGod,’butnototherwiseparticularised。Anoutragethis,sir!Forinthisplacefolkwhohavelivedtheirdifficultportionoflifeonearthareseenrobbedofthatrecordoftheirexistences,whichoughttohavebeenpreservedforyourandmyinstruction。Yes,ADESCRIPTIONOFTHELIFE
LIVEDBYAMANiswhatmatters。Atombmightthenbecomeevenmoreinterestingthananovel。Doyoufollowme?“
“Notaltogether,“Irejoined。
Heheavedaveryaudiblesigh。
“Itshouldbeeasyenough,“washisremark。“Tobeginwith,I
amNOTa’servantofGod。’Rather,Iamamanintelligently,ofsetpurpose,keepingGod’sholycommandmentssofaraslieswithinmypower。Andnoone,notevenGod,hasanyrighttodemandofmemorethanIcangive。Thatisso,isitnot?“
Inodded。
“There!“theLieutenantcriedbrisklyas,cockinghishat,heassumedastillmoretruculentair。Then,spreadingouthishands,hegrowledinhisflexiblebass:
“Whatisthiscemetery?Itismerelyaplaceofshow。“
Atthismoment,forsomereasonoranother,thereoccurredtomeanincidentwhichinvolvedthefigureofIrakleiVirubov,thefigurewhichhadcarpetslippersonitsponderousfeet,thicklips,agreedymouth,deceitfuleyes,andaframesohugeandcavernousthatthedapperlittleLieutenantcouldhavesteppedintoitcomplete。
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