Isawonemiddle-agedcoupleonGoatIsland,whileyouweredownattheCaveoftheWinds,orsomewhere,withthechildren。Theyweresittingonsomesteps,heastepbelowher,andheseemedtowanttoputhisheadonherknee;butIgazedathimsternly,andhedidn’tdare。Weshouldlooklikethem,ifweyieldedtoanyoutburstofaffection。Don’tyouthinkweshouldlooklikethem?“
“Idon’tknow,“saidBasil。“Youarecertainlyalittlewrinkled,mydear。“
“Andyouareveryfat,Basil。“
Theyglancedateachotherwithaflashofresentment,andthentheybothlaughed。“Wecouldn’tlookyoungifwequarreledaweek,“hesaid。
“Wehadbettercontentourselveswithfeelingyoung,asIhopeweshalldoifwelivetobeninety。Itwillbethelossofothersiftheydon’tseeourbloomuponus。ShallIgetyouapaperofcherries,Isabel?Thechildrenseemtobeenjoyingthem。“
Isabelspranguponheroffspringwithacryofdespair。“Oh,whatshallIdo?Nowweshallnothaveawinkofsleepwiththemto-night。Whereisthatnux?“Shehuntedforthemedicineinherbag,andthechildrensubmitted;fortheyhadeatenallthecherries,andtheytooktheirmedicinewithoutamurmur。“Iwonderatyourlettingthemeatthesourthings,Basil,“saidtheirmother,whenthechildrenbadrunofftothenewsstandagain。
“Iwonderthatyouleftmetoseewhattheyweredoing,“promptlyretortedtheirfather。
“Itwasyournonsenseaboutthebrides,“saidIsabel;“andIthinkthishasbeenalessontous。Don’tletthemgetanythingelsetoeat,dearest。“
“Theyaresafe;theyhavenomoremoney。TheyarefrugallyconfiningthemselvestotheadmirationoftheJapanesebowsandarrowsyonder。WhyhaveourIndianstakentomakingJapanesebowsandarrows?“
Isabeldespisedthesmallpleasantry。“Thenyousawnobodyatthehotel?“sheasked。
“NoteventheEllisons,“saidBasil。
“Ah,yes,“saidIsabel;“thatwaswherewemetthem。Howlongagoitseems!AndpoorlittleKitty!Iwonderwhathasbecomeofthem?ButI’mgladthey’renothere。That’swhatmakesyourealizeyourage:
meetingthesamepeopleinthesameplaceagreatwhileafter,andseeinghowold——they’vegrown。Idon’tthinkIcouldbeartoseeKittyEllisonagain。I’mgladshedidn’tcometovisitusinBoston,though,afterwhathappened,shecouldn’t,poorthing!Iwonderifshe’severregrettedherbreakingwithhiminthewayshedid。It’saverypainfulthingtothinkof,——suchaninconclusiveconclusion;italwaysseemedasiftheyoughttomeetagain,somewhere。“
“Idon’tbelievesheeverwishedit。“
“Amancan’ttellwhatawomanwishes。“
“Well,neithercanawoman,“returnedBasil,lightly。
Hiswiferemainedserious。“Itwasaveryfinepoint,——averylittlethingtorejectamanfor。IfeltthatwhenIfirstreadherletteraboutit。“
Basilyawned。“Idon’tbelieveIeverknewjustwhatthepointwas。“
“Ohyes,youdid;butyouforgeteverything。YouknowthattheymettwoBostonladiesjustaftertheywereengaged,andshebelievedthathedidn’tintroduceherbecausehewasashamedofhercountrifiedappearancebeforethem。“
“Itwasaprettyfinepoint,“saidBasil,andhelaughedprovokingly。
“Hemightnothavemeanttoignoreher,“answeredIsabelthoughtfully;
“hemighthavechosennottointroduceherbecausehefelttooproudofhertosubjecthertoanypossiblemisappreciationfromthem。Youmighthavelookedatitinthatway。“
“Whydidn’tyoulookatitinthatway?Youadvisedheragainstgivinghimanotherchance。Whydidyou?“
“Why?“repeatedIsabel,absently。“Oh,awomandoesn’tjudgeamanbywhathedoes,butbywhatheis!Iknewthatifshedismissedhimitwasbecausesheneverreallyhadtrustedorcouldtrusthislove;andI
thoughtshehadbetternotmakeanothertrial。“
“Well,verypossiblyyouwereright。Atanyrate,youhavetheconsolationofknowingthatit’stoolatetohelpitnow。“
“Yes,it’stoolate,“saidIsabel;andherthoughtswentbacktohermeetingwiththeyounggirlwhomshehadlikedsomuch,andwhoseafterhistoryhadinterestedhersopainfully。Itseemedtoherahardworldthatcouldcometonothingbetterthanthatforthegirlwhomshehadseeninherfirstglimpseofitthatnight。Wherewasshenow?Whathadbecomeofher?Ifshehadmarriedthatman,wouldshehavebeenanyhappier?Marriagewasnotthepoeticdreamofperfectunionthatagirlimaginesit;sheherselfhadfoundthatout。Itwasastateoftrial,ofprobation;itwasanordeal,notanecstasy。IfsheandBasilhadbrokeneachother’sheartsandparted,wouldnotthefragmentsoftheirliveshavebeenonamuchfiner,muchhigherplane?Hadnotthecommonplace,every-dayexperiencesofmarriagevulgarizedthemboth?
Tobesure,therewerethechildren;butiftheyhadneverhadthechildren,shewouldneverhavemissedthem;andifBasilhad,forexample,diedjustbeforetheyweremarried——Shestartedfromthiswickedreverie,andrantowardsherhusband,whosebroad,honestback,withnovisibleneckorshirt-collar,wasturnedtowardsher,ashestood,withhisheadthrownup,studyingatime-tableonthewall;shepassedherarmconvulsivelythroughhis,andpulledhimaway。
“It’stimetobegettingourbagsouttothetrain,Basil!Come,Bella!
Tom,we’regoing!“
Thechildrenreluctantlyturnedfromthenewsman’strumpery,andtheyallwentouttothetrack,andtookseatsonthebenchesunderthecolonnade。
Whiletheywaited;thetrainforBuffalodrewin,andtheyremainedwatchingittillitstarted。Inthelastcarthatpassedthem,whenitwasfairlyunderway,afacelookedfullatIsabelfromoneofthewindows。Inthatmomentofastonishmentsheforgottoobservewhetheritwassadorglad;sheonlysaw,orbelievedshesaw,thelightofrecognitiondawnintoitseyes,andthenitwasgone。
“Basil!“shecried,“stopthetrain!ThatwasKittyEllison!“
“Ohno,itwasn’t,“saidBasil,easily。“Itlookedlikeher;butitlookedatleasttenyearsolder。“
“Why,ofcourseitwas!We’realltenyearsolder,“returnedhiswifeinsuchindignationathisstupiditythatsheneglectedtoinsistuponhisstoppingthetrain,whichwasrapidlydiminishingintheperspective。
Hedeclareditwasonlyafanciedresemblance;shecontendedthatthiswasintheneighborhoodofEriecreek,anditmustbeKitty;andthusoneoftheirmostinveteratedisagreementsbegan。
Theirowntraindrewintothedepot,andtheydisputeduponthefactinquestiontilltheyenteredonthepassageoftheSuspensionBridge。ThenBasilroseandcalledthechildrentohisside。Onthelefthand,faruptheriver,thegreatFallshows,withitsmistsatitsfootanditsrainbowonitsbrow,assilentandstillasifitwerevastlypaintedthere;andbelowthebridgeontheright,leaptheRapidsinthenarrowgorge,likeseasonarockyshore。“Lookonbothsides,now,“hesaidtothechildren。“Isabelyoumustseethis!“
IsabelhadbeenpreparingforthepassageofthisbridgeeversincesheleftBoston。“Never!“sheexclaimed。Sheinstantlyclosedhereyes,andhidherfaceinherhandkerchief。Thankstothisprecautionofhers,thetraincrossedthebridgeinperfectsafety。
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