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第5章

  Mr。Jeffreyslookedupandthereweretracesofunwontedemotionuponhishard,regulatedface。
  “Formyself,yes,Major——foryou,onthewhole,no。“
  “Whatdoyoumean,Jeffreys?Idonotquiteunderstand。“
  “Imean,Major,thatIamsorrybecauseyouhavenevertriedtoshuffleoffanyshadybusinessontomybackandleavemetobearthebruntofit;alsobecauseyouhavealwaystreatedmeasagentlemanshould,notasamachinetobeuseduntilabettercanbefound,andkickedasidewhenitgoesoutoforder。“
  “Itisverykindofyoutosayso,Jeffreys,butIcan’trememberhavingdoneanythingparticular。“
  “No,Major,youcan’trememberwhatcomesnaturaltoyou。ButIandtheothersremember,andthat’swhyIamsorry。ButforyourselfIamglad,sincealthoughAylwardandHaswellhaveputabigthingthroughandaregoingtomakeapotofmoney,thisisnoplaceforthelikesofyou,andnowthatyouaregoingIwillmakeboldtotellyouthatI
  alwayswonderedwhatyouweredoinghere。Byandby,Major,therowwillcome,asithascomemorethanonceinthepast,beforeyourtime。“
  “Andthen?“saidAlan,forhewasanxioustogettothebottomofthisman’smind,whichhithertohehadalwaysfoundsosecret。
  “Andthen,Major,itwon’tmattermuchtoMessrs。AylwardandChampers-Haswell,whoareusedtothatkindofthingandwillprobablydissolvepartnershipandliequietforabit,andstilllesstofolklikemyself,whoareonlyservants。Butifyouwerestillhereitwouldhavematteredagreatdealtoyou,foritwouldblackenyournameandbreakyourheart,andthenwhat’sthegoodofthemoney?I
  tellyou,Major,“theclerkwentonwithquietintensity,“thoughIamnobodyandnothing,ifIcouldafforditIwouldfollowyourexample。
  ButIcan’t,forIhaveasickwifeandafamilyofdelicatechildrenwhohavetolivehalftheyearonthesouthcoast,tosaynothingofmyoldmother,and——IwasfoolenoughtobetakeninandbackSirRobert’slastlittleventure,whichcostmeallIhadsaved。SoyouseeImustmakeabitbeforethemachineisscrapped,Major。ButI
  tellyouthis,thatifIcanget£5000together,asIhopetodooutofSaharasbeforeIamamontholder,fortheyhadtogivemealook-
  in,asIknewtoomuch,Iamofftothecountry,whereIwasborn,totakeafarmthere。NomoreofMessrs。AylwardandHaswellforThomasJeffreys。That’smybell。Good-bye,Major,I’lltakethelibertytowriteyoualinesometimes,forIknowyouwon’tgivemeaway。Good-
  byeandGodblessyou,asIamsureHewillinthelongrun,“andstretchingouthishand,hetookthatoftheastonishedAlanandwrungitwarmly。
  WhenhewasgoneAlanwentalso,noticingthattheclerks,whomsomerumouroftheseeventsseemedtohavereached,eyedhimcuriouslythroughtheglassscreensbehindwhichtheysatattheirdesks,ashethoughtnotwithoutregretandakindofadmiration。Eventhemagnificentbe-medalledporteratthedooremergedfromthecarvedteakboxwherehedweltandtouchinghiscapaskedifheshouldcallacab。
  “No,thankyou,Sergeant,“answeredAlan,“Iwilltakeabus,and,Sergeant,IthinkIforgottogiveyouapresentlastXmas。Willyouacceptthis?——IwishIcouldmakeitmore,“andhepresentedhimwithtenshillings。
  TheSergeantdrewhimselfupandsaluted。
  “Thankyoukindly,Major,“hesaid。“I’drathertakethatfromyouthan£10fromtheothergentlemen。But,Major,IwishwewereoutontheWestCoastagaintogether。It’sastinking,barbaroushole,butnotsobadasthis’erecity。“
  Foroncethesetwohadservedascomrades,anditwasthroughAlanthatthesergeantobtainedhispresentlucrativebutsomewhatuncongenialpost。
  Hewasoutsideatlast。Themassivegraniteportalvanishedbehindhimintheeveningmists,muchasanightmarevanishes。He,AlanVernon,whoforayearormorehadbeeninbondage,wasafreemanagain。Allhisdreamsofwealthhaddeparted;indeedifanything,saveinexperience,hewaspoorerthanwhenfirsttheshadowofyonderdoorwayfelluponhim。Butatleasthewassafe,safe。Thedeedofpartnershipwhichhadbeenasachainabouthisneck,wasnowwhiteashes;hisnamewaserasedfromthatfearfulprospectusofSaharaLimited,whereinmillionswhichsomeonewouldprovidewerespokenoflikesilverinthedaysofSolomon,asthingsofnoaccount。Thebitterestcriticcouldnotsaythathehadmadeahalfpennyoutoftheventure,infact,iftroublecame,hisvoluntaryabandonmentoftheprofitsduetohimmustgotohiscredit。Hehadplungedintotheicywatersofrenunciationandcomeupcleanifnaked。NeversincehewasaboycouldAlanrememberfeelingsoutterlylight-heartedandfreefromanxiety。Notforamillionpoundswouldhehavereturnedtogathergoldinthatmausoleumofreputations。Asforthefuture,hedidnotintheleastcarewhathappened。Therewasnoonedependentonhim,andinthiswayorinthathecouldalwaysearnacrust,anice,honestcrust。
  Herandownthestreetanddancedforjoylikeachild,yes,andpresentedacrossing-sweeperagainstwhomhebuttedwithawholesixpenceincompensation。ThushereachedtheMansionHouse,notunsuspectedofinebrietybythepolice,andclamberedtothetopofabuscrowdedwithwearyandanxious-lookingCityclerksreturninghomeafteralongday’slabouratstarvationwage。Inthatcoldcompanyandachillingatmospheresomeofhisenthusiasmevaporated。Herememberedthatthisstepofhismeantthatsoonerorlater,withinayearortwoatmost,Yarleys,wherehisfamilyhaddweltforcenturies,mustgotothehammer。WhyhadhenotacceptedAylward’sofferandsoldthatoldfetishtohimfor£17,000?Therewasnoquestionofshare-dealingthere,andifaverywealthymanchosetogiveafancypriceforacuriosity,hecouldtakeitwithoutdoubtorshame。AtleastitwouldhavesufficedtosaveYarleys,whichafterallwasonlymortgagedfor£20,000。Forthelifeofhimhecouldnottell。Hehadactedonimpulse,averycuriousimpulse,andtherewasanendofitperhaps;
  itmightbebecausehisunclehadtoldhimasaboythatthethingwasunique,orperhapsbecauseoldJeekie,hisnegroservant,venerateditsomuchandsworethatitwas“lucky。“Atanyratehehaddeclinedandtherewasanend。
  Butanotherandagravermatterremained。HehaddesiredwealthtosaveYarleys,buthedesireditstillmoreforadifferentpurpose。
  AboveeverythingonearthhelovedBarbara,hisdistantcousinandthenieceofMr。Champers-Haswell,whountilanhouragohadbeenhispartner。Nowshewasagreatheiress,andwithoutfortunehecouldnotmarryher,evenifshewouldmarryhim,whichremainedindoubt。ForonethingheruncleandguardianHaswell,underherfather’swill,hadabsolutediscretioninthismatteruntilshereachedtheageoftwenty-five,andforanotherhewastooproud。Thereforeitwouldseemthatinabandoninghisbusiness,hehadabandonedhischanceofBarbaraalso,whichwasatrulydreadfulthought。
  Well,itwasinorderthathemightseeher,thathehadagreedtovisitTheCourtonthemorrow,eventhoughitmeantameetingwithhislatepartners,whowerethelastpeoplewithwhomhedesiredtoforegatheragainsosoon。ThenandtherehemadeuphismindthatbeforehebadeBarbarafarewell,hewouldtellherthewholestory,sothatshemightnotmisjudgehim。Afterthathewouldgooffsomewhere——toAfricaperhaps。Meanwhilehewasquitetiredout,astiredasthoughhehadlainaweekinthegripoffever。Hemusteatsomefoodandgettobed。Sufficientuntothedaywastheevilthereof,yetonthewholeheblessedthenameofJackson,editorof/TheJudge/andhisfather’soldfriend。
  WhenAlanhadlefttheofficeSirRobertturnedtoMr。Champers-
  Haswellandaskedhimabruptly,“Whatthedevildoesthismean?“
  Mr。Haswelllookedupattheceilingandwhistledinhisownpeculiarfashion,thenanswered:
  “Icannotsayforcertain,butouryoungfriend’sstrangeconductseemstosuggestthathehassmeltarat,possiblyeventhatJackson,theoldbeast,hasshownhimarat——ofalargeTurkishbreed。“
  SirRobertnodded。
  “Vernonisafellowwhodoesn’tlikerats;theyseemtohaunthissleep,“hesaid;“butdoyouthinkthathavingseenit,hewillkeepitinthebag?“
  “Oh!certainly,certainly,“answeredMr。Haswellwithcheerfulness;
  “themanisthesoulofhonour;hewillnevergiveusaway。Lookhowhebehavedaboutthoseshares。Still,Ithinkthatperhapswearewellridofhim。Toomuchhonour,liketoomuchzeal,isaverydangerousqualityinanybusiness。“