首页 >出版文学> The Yellow God>第39章

第39章

  “BecauseIdarenot,orratherbecauseIcannot,“sheansweredfiercely。“Besilent,slave,fornowthepowerofthegoodbroodsuponmysoul。“
  Thedreamwenton。Agreatforestappeared,suchaforestastheyhadpassedbeforetheymetthecannibals,andsetbeneathoneofthetrees,atentandinthattentBarbara,Barbaraweeping。Someonebegantolifttheflapofthetent。Shesprangup,snatchingatapistolthatlaybesideher,turningitsmuzzletowardsherbreast。Amanenteredthetent。Alansawhisface,itwashisown。Barbaraletfallthepistolandfellbackwardsasthoughabulletfromithadpiercedherheart。Heleapttowardsher,butbeforehecametowhereshelayeverythinghadvanishedandheheardJeekiedroningouthisliestotheAsika,tellingherthatthevisionhehadseenwasoneofherandhismasterseatedwiththeirarmsabouteachotherinachamberoftheGoldenHouse。
  AthirdtimethedreamdescendedonAlanlikeacloud。Itseemedtohimthathewasbornebeyondtheflamingbordersoftheworld。
  Everythingaroundwasnewandunfamiliar,vast,changing,lovely,terrible。Hestoodaloneuponapearlyplainandtheskyabovehimwaslitwithredmoons,manyandmanyofthemthathungtherelikelamps。
  Spiritsbegantopasshim。Hecouldcatchsomethingoftheirsplendourastheyspedbywithincredibleswiftness;hecouldhearthemusicoftheirlaughter。Oneroseupathisside。ItwastheAsika,onlyathousandtimesmoresplendid;clothedinallthegloryofhell。
  Majesticallyshebenttowardshim,herglowingeyesheldhis,thedeadlyperfumeofherbreathbeatuponhisbrowandmadehimdrunken。
  Shespoketohimandhervoicesoundedlikedistantbells。
  “Throughmanyalife,throughmanyalife,“shesaid,“boughtwithmuchblood,paidforwithamilliontears,butmineatlast,thesoulthatIhavewontocomfortmysoulintheeternalday。CometotheplaceIhavemadereadyforyou,thehellthatshallturntoheavenatyourstep,come,youbywhomIamredeemed,anddriveawaythosegodsthattorturemebecauseIwastheirservantthatImightwinyou。“
  Soshespoke,andthoughallhissoulrevolted,yetthefearfulstrengththatwasinherseemedtodrawhimonwardwhithershewouldgo。ThenalightshoneandthatlightwasthefaceofBarbaraandwithasuddennessthatwasalmostawful,thewilddreamcametoanend。
  Alanwasinhisownroomagain,thoughhowhegottherehedidnotrecollect。
  “Jeekie,“hesaid,“whathashappened?Iseemtohavehadaverycuriousdream,thereintheTreasure-place,andtohaveheardyoutellingtheAsikaastringofincrediblefalsehoods。“
  “Oh!no,Major,Jeekiecan’tlie,toogoodChristian;hetellherwhat/he/see,orwhathethinksheseeifshelook,’causethoughp’rapsheseenothing,sheneverbelievethat。And,“headdedwithaburstofconfidence,“whatthedickensitmatterwhathetellher,solongassheswallowsameandkeepquiet?NastythingsalwaysmakewomenlikeAsikaquiteoutrageous。Givethemsweettosuck,sayJeekie,andiftheyillafterwards,thatnofaultofhis。Theyhadsweet。“
  “Quiteso,Jeekie,quiteso,onlyIshouldadviseyounottoplaytoomanytricksupontheAsika,lestsheshouldhappentofindyouout。
  HowdidIgetbackhere?“
  “Likemanthatwalkinhissleep,Major。Shegofirst,youfollow,justaslittlelambafterMaryinhymn。“
  “Jeekie,didyoureallyseeanythingatall?“
  “No,Major,nothingpartic’lar,exceptghostofMrs。Jeekieandofyourreverenduncle,bothofthemveryangry。Thatmagicallstuff,Major。Asikaputsomethinginyourgrubmakeyoudrunk,sothatyouthinkherverywise。Don’tthinkofitnomore,Major,oryougooffyourchump。IfJeekieseenothing,dependonittherenothingtosee。“
  “Perhapsso,Jeekie,butIwishIcouldbesureyouhadseennothing。
  Listentome;wemustgetoutofthisplacesomehow,orasyousay,I
  shallgooffmychump。It’shaunted,Jeekie,itshaunted,andIthinkthatAsikaisadevil,notawoman。“
  “Thatwhatpriestssay,Major,veryolddevil——partofBonsa,“heanswered,lookingathismasteranxiously。“Well,don’tyoufret,Jeekienotafraidofdevils,Jeekiegetyououtingoodtime。GotobedandleaveitalltoJeekie。“
  Fifteenmoredayshadgoneby,anditwastheeveofthenightofthesecondfullmoonwhenAlanwasdestinedtobecomethehusbandoftheAsika。Shehadsentforhimthatmorningandhefoundherradiantwithhappiness。WhetherornoshebelievedJeekie’sinterpretationofthevisionsshehadcalledup,itseemedquitecertainthathermindwasvoidoffearsanddoubts。ShewassurethatAlanwasabouttobecomeherhusband,andhadsummonedallthepeopleoftheAsikitobepresentattheceremonyoftheirmarriage,andincidentallyofthedeathoftheMunganawho,poorwretch,wastobeforcedtokillhimselfuponthatoccasion。
  BeforetheypartedshehadspokentoAlansweetlyenough。
  “Vernoon,“shesaid,“IknowthatyoudonotlovemeasIloveyou,butthelovewillcome,sinceforyoursakeIwillchangemyself。I
  willgrowgentle;Iwillshednomoreblood;thatoftheMunganashallbethelast,andevenhimIwouldspareifIcould,onlywhilehelivesImaynotmarryyou;itistheonelawthatisstrongerthanI
  am,andifIbrokeitIandyouwoulddieatonce。Youshalleventeachmeyourfaith,ifyouwill,forwhatisgoodtoyouishenceforthgoodtome。Askwhatyouwishofme,andasanearnestI
  willdoitifIcan。“
  NowAlanlookedather。Therewasonethingthathewishedaboveallothers——thatshewouldlethimgo。Butthishedidnotdaretoask;
  moreover,itwouldhavebeenutterlyuseless。Afterall,iftheAsika’slovewasterrible,whatwouldbetheappearanceofheroutragedhate?Whatcouldheask?Moregold?Hehatedtheverynameofthestuff,forithadbroughthimhere。Herememberedtheoldcannibalchief,Fahni,who,likehimself,languishedaprisoner,dailyexpectingdeath。Onlythatmorninghehadimploredhimtoobtainhisliberty。
  “Ithankyou,Asika,“hesaid。“Now,ifyourwordsaretrue,setFahnifreeandlethimreturntohisowncountry,forifhestaysherehewilldie。“
  “Surely,Vernoon,thatisasmallthing,“sheanswered,smiling,“thoughitistruethatwhenhegetstherehewillprobablymakewaruponus。Well,lethim,lethim。“Thensheclappedherhandsandsummonedpriests,whomshebadegoatonceandconductFahnioutofBonsa-Town。AlsoshebadethemloosecertainslaveswhowereoftheOgulatribe,thattheymightaccompanyhimladenwithprovisions,andsendonorderstotheoutpoststhatFahniandhispartyshouldpassunmolestedfromtheland。
  Thisdone,shebegantotalktoAlanaboutmanymatters,howeverlittlehemightanswerher。Indeeditseemedalmostasthoughshefearedtolethimleaveherside;asthoughsomepresentimentoflossoppressedher。
  Atlength,toAlan’sgreatrelief,thetimecamewhentheymustpart,sinceitwasnecessaryforhertoattendasecretceremonyofpreparationorpurificationthatwascalled“Putting-off-the-Past。“
  Althoughshehadbeenthricesummoned,stillshewouldnotlethimgo。
  “Theycallyou,Asika,“saidAlan。
  “Yes,yes,theycallme,“shereplied,springingup。“Leaveme,Vernoon,tillwemeetto-morrowtopartnomore。Oh!whyismyheartsoheavyinme?ThatblackdogofyoursreadthevisionsthatI
  summonedbutmightnotlookon,andtheyweregoodvisions。Theyshowedthatthewomanwholovedyouisdead;theyshoweduswedded,andotherdeeperthings。Surelyhewouldnotdaretolietome,knowingthatifhedidIwouldflayhimlivingandthrowhimtothevultures。Why,then,ismyheartsoheavyinme?Wouldyouescapeme,Vernoon?Nay,youarenotsocruel,norcouldyoudoitexceptbydeath。Moreover,man,knowthatevenindeathyoucannotescapeme,fortherebesureIshallfollowyouandclaimyou,towhosesidemyspirithastoiledforages,andwhatistheresostrongthatitcansnatchyoufrommyhand?“
  Shelookedathimamoment,andseizinghishandburstintoafloodoftears,andseizinghishandthrewherselfuponherkneesandkisseditagainandagain。
  “Gonow,“shesaid,“go,andletmylovegowithyou,throughlivesanddeaths,andallthedreamsbeyond,oh!letmylovegowithyou,asitshall,Vernoon。“
  Sohewent,leavingherweepingonherknees。
  DuringthedarkhoursthatfollowedAlanandmadnesswerenotfarapart。Whatcouldhedo?Escapewasutterlyimpossible。ForweeksheandJeekiehadconsidereditinvain。EveniftheycouldwinoutoftheGoldHousefortress,whathopehadtheyofmakingtheirwaythroughthecrowded,tortuoustownwhere,aftertheAfricanfashion,peopledwalkedaboutallnight,everyoneofwhomwouldrecognizethewhiteman,whetherheweremaskedorno?Besides,beyondthetownweretheriverandtheguardedwallsandgatesandbeyondthemopencountrywheretheywouldbecutofforrundown。No,toattemptescapewassuicide。Suicide!Thatgavehimanidea,whyshouldhenotkillhimself?Itwouldbeeasyenough,forhestillhadhisrevolverandafewcartridges,andsurelyitwasbetterthantoenteronsuchalifeasawaitedhimastheplaythingofapriestessofatribeoffetish-
  worshippingsavages。
  Butifhekilledhimself,howaboutBarbaraandhowaboutpooroldJeekie,whowouldcertainlybekilledalso?Besides,itwasnottherightthingtodo,andwhilethereislifethereisalwayshope。
  AlanpausedinhiswalkupanddowntheroomandlookedatJeekie,whosatuponthefloorwithhisbackrestingagainstthestonealtar,reflectivelypullingdownhisthickunder-lipandlettingitflyback,negro-fashion。
  “Jeekie,“hesaid,“time’sup。WhatamItodo?“